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I Am Feeling Broken

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    Everything is crumbling.

    Found out one of my friends on ep lied and now everyone knows.I'm confused about my relationship.My home life is a mess.I just feel most and broken.Previous relationships ended badly for me.I'm afraid that I will get hurt over and over.I need to feel something but I feel nothing...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 20 Responses Jul 18

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    I can no longer find joy in things that

    once brought me so much. I just continue to withdraw from everyone around me. I can't fix myself, so what kind of real help can I be to anyone else?
    LonesumnTx LonesumnTx 51-55, F Jul 19

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    "Broken" I wanted you to know I love the way

    you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel...
    AwakenEdge AwakenEdge 41-45, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    ......because you haven't touched me in over a

    year, I don't know how to respond to your slight touch now. I'm scared that if I let you touch me a little now it will be over a year before you do it again. Is it easier to love and loose than to never have loved at all?!?!
    BeautifullyBroken80 BeautifullyBroken80 31-35, F Jun 6

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    Darkness Surrounds My Soul

      I sit in the dark in deep contemplation.  No light will enter my soul as it is entwined with my broken heart. My soul is shattered before you; my heart quivers in an attempt to beat and flow life throughout my body.  In the dark I sit and cry, seeking to feel my...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 12 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    Nothing Works

    I just feel broken. bad things keep on happening to me, and I do not know why I haven't given up yet because it is so hard. It is like sometime in my life I have lost a piece of myself. It has been long gone that it is easy to live without it. But now I am wanting to know...
    cloudjay cloudjay 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2013

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    Or Maybe Just Stunned.....

    It has not been long since I found my lover...no, Penny..not your lover anymore.....as I type these words, I can blame no one but myself..  I am a very intense lover..I find it immensely difficult to make love...sensuously, intimately..and not fall in love.  That is NOT...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 13 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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    Day 3 of no contact..

    . I almost broke last night and called him. Not even sure if he would answer or not but at least I would have tried.. He doesn't want to be with me but at least I could talk to him...?
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F Dec 9, 2014

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    I am doing ok, yes life has at times been

    difficult, but I am a very positive and optimistic person, and I really care about others. One of my passions is writing, I have a blog spot that I have set up on Facebook, this is my latest blog. I hope that at the very lease, you will find it interesting, but hopefully it will...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Dec 3, 2014

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    Looking for someone to talk to.

    My friends wouldn't understand.
    blueskyaction blueskyaction 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 19, 2014

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    Pills Are The Only Thing That Help Me Sleep.

    People Think I'm An Addict. I'm Not.
    PrincessOfPain21 PrincessOfPain21 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I've been dating this guy

    for a month. I thought everything was going well and that we'll be together for a long time. But, one day, he texted me saying "You are a really sweet girl and you didn't do anything wrong, but I think we need to see other people. I don't feel like we really fit together." Why...
    Oneloveeejg Oneloveeejg 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 1, 2014

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    When I let people in it's like a tornado

    meeting a hurricane. It hurts and it ends up back firing. My friend is no longer around and I let him get the closest. I feel like it's all my fault. I just I feel numb and broken inside. I just feel broken, like every single emotion I let myself feel and all the trust I had in...
    Frozensilence Frozensilence 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2014

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    I Feel So Empty Inside

       HI! MY NAME IS ARCHIE. I'VE ALREADY POSTED ACCOUNTS OF MY ABUSED CHILDHOOD, & OF BEING UNLOVED & UNWANTED. ... IN '89 I HITCH HIKED FROM MAINE TO LONG BEACH, CALIFORNIA. I KNEW NO ONE OUT THERE & I HAD NO PLACE TO STAY. I WENT OUT THERE FOR THE ADVENTURE. I ATE AT MISSIONS...
    LITTLEBOYINSIDE LITTLEBOYINSIDE 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    Despite living apart from my husband 15 months,

    I had to hear it from my therapist to believe I have the right to tell him he can't sleep with me any more when he visits the kids.
    GoddessGoddess GoddessGoddess 46-50, F 6 Responses Apr 4

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    I Believe I Am A Loving Person Who Just Happens To Feel Broken Inside

    My name is Sassah and I am 46 years young. I feel broken because I don't seem to have the motivation to do what I need to do. I am going to try to be as honest as I can by listening not to what my mind (ego) wants to say, because I have found that that ego wants to keep me safe...
    Sassah Sassah 46-50, F 1 Response May 9, 2012

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    ............

    I don’t know who you are to me, I don't know who you wereYou were in my every moment, you were in my every minuteI don’t know what kind of attraction this is, don't understand what type of torment it is Why can't I breathe? Why are these eyes still wet?I believe we had a...
    iamhereforyou iamhereforyou 18-21, F Feb 4, 2013

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    Where i am in this world?

    i feel i am trapped in a place a bit like hell. I have a man who thinks by taking my medication it will make me love him, its tiring having to try and show him any affection. I feel disconnected from the world and the only thing that i want does't want me any more. She has left...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Sep 5, 2014

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    RavenZach RavenZach 16-17, M Sep 10, 2014

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    BlackAngel523 BlackAngel523 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2014

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    I have my crush since last year.

    .I know I felt I'm inlove..and from now I still love him..but I know he doesn't like me.He has a girlfriend and i know it..I just want to move on..to let him go of my mind..even if i saw him my heart beat so fast but i told to myself "IT'S ENOUGH..STOP IT!!' but my heart feels...
    mysteriousgirl12 mysteriousgirl12 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2014

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    Will I Ever Get Myself Together Again?

    I have been in a relationship with a man for the last 5 years on and off. We were both married when we met and he made it clear he was interested in me. At first i told him straight i was taken and not interested. He spent weeks persuing me, texts, emails, calls, begging me to...
    sillysoo sillysoo 46-50, F 4 Responses May 1, 2013

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    masha11d masha11d 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2014

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    jebw02 jebw02 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    Collecting pieces of myself up off of the floor,

    praying that the fragments will still amount to a whole.
    annalea annalea 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 23

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    Drake666 Drake666 18-21, M Sep 14, 2014

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    So he told me tonight

    that he needs to focus on himself and doesn't have the time nor the money to have me as a distraction in his life. He says it's not because he wants to be with someone else but because he needs to focus on himself. My heart is breaking.. Again :(
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2014

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    It's so difficult to explain.

    I lost my first love from childhood many years ago, and even after all these years it still feels like yesterday. Once in a while I get into this mood and place where I look to my past, and recall faintly how limitless and carefree my life used to be. She was the other half of...
    Unreasonable1 Unreasonable1 36-40, M Sep 11, 2014

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    Feeling that damn urge again.

    Its been months but now. . . I dont know. Been a bad couple of days. My heart is heavy and pain is just rising inside me. Its so hard when you feel alone no matter what you do. I feel. . . broken. There's just too much pain
    LucemSpiritus LucemSpiritus 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 13, 2014

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    I have been for a long while.

    Maybe one day I'll be fixed, but as each year passes, I begin to doubt it more and more.
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    Feeling so much and so deeply is a wonderful

    and terrible thing. It is incredible to get lost in emotions and sensations until the world becomes almost overwhelmingly fragrant and colorful. But, it is equally awful to feel things so intensely when faced with betrayal and broken hearts. Would I trade the scathing pain...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 22, 2014

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    Nothing seems to bring me any joy,

    not even my ability to write descriptive romantic sentences. I feel as if part of me has died. I can't seem to bring myself to focus on any task for an extended part of time. I feel myself slipping into a cold dark abyss I will not soon return from. I am outside of this world...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 26, 2014

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    Dreams Are Forever...

    Inviting me river and blue sky restless wind caresses my face ask me angel, who knows all of this day is awakening and flowering grasses ... I can not go there without you more I'm scared that solitude on the bench for two I still stone dead lying in me sleeping bird that you...
    skyfone464 skyfone464 41-45, F Feb 19, 2013

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    Shattered

    I'm sorry, I'm really a mess right now. I'm trying my best to get it together somehow. I can't see this way, light up in this pain."^^ that song describes how I feel, and my life.Because I've gone through so many struggles, and loss, and pain since I was 11, I've been broken...
    tayybayy tayybayy 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 4, 2012

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    Because I've had so many concussions I can't

    play a lot of sports. But I'm not broken. In my dreams I win
    RavenZach RavenZach 16-17, M Aug 10, 2014

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    I need advice.. ): The guy I almost started

    dating got arrested a couple of nights ago, & he's released now. It made me think if I really wanted to be with him or not, because I need someone who's life is put together. Anyways, before he got arrested, him & I were kind of distant, & we didn't talk as much & hangout as...
    SweetLikeSugarrr SweetLikeSugarrr 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2014

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    Broken

    A broken heart is trying to beat But it hurts me and I do not have air Broken thoughts are trying to move It did not help. Everything fell apart Everything is broken in my life I'm trying to put together the parts But everything falls apart as soon as you put it together I remain...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 26, 2013

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    My mind. I'm not sure what it is really.

    My past friends and relationships and my family have left me in a state of mistrust and with an inability to maintain relationships properly (or start them). I've felt very alone and disliked for such a long time, my mind started to decide that I didn't like anyone either. This...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 18

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    Melancholy Seems To Be My Normal

    I write poems when i have certain thoughts tumbling around in my brain and have always done this. I've written poetry since I was 12, mostly about life experiences or particular thoughts. Overall, most of my poems are meloncholic or some would describe as depressing...maybe that...
    WVPoetrygirl WVPoetrygirl 51-55, F 2 Responses Apr 29, 2013

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    poker7777 poker7777 18-21, M Sep 3, 2014

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    I think I did good up

    until now... But things have just kept going wrong, and I can't shake this hopeless feeling.. I think all this sadness is just going to control the rest of my life until the day I die, each day I feel some of the worst human emotions possible, regret, embarrassment, anger...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M Oct 30, 2014

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    Can a woman inbox me please.

    . need to ask for advice..
    MorticansDaughter98 MorticansDaughter98 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I broke and called him last night.

    . I asked if he was doing okay and he said he was "keeping himself busy"... I also asked if he missed talking to me and he said he did, but he also realised how much we talked and now he has time to do things that he had been wanting to do for ages... He was typing on Facebook...
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2014

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    It's hard to find someone

    who will actually talk to you and actually give a damn about you :(
    RavenZach RavenZach 16-17, M Aug 28, 2014

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