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I Am Feeling Broken

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    Shattered

    I'm sorry, I'm really a mess right now. I'm trying my best to get it together somehow. I can't see this way, light up in this pain."^^ that song describes how I feel, and my life.Because I've gone through so many struggles, and loss, and pain since I was 11, I've been broken...
    tayybayy tayybayy 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 4, 2012

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    Got Used

    Been with a girl for over five years. I was engaged with her for about three years but she ended the relationship by just doing some evil things. She cheated and basically felt good about what she did. She really fooled the hell out of(very long story). This year is the worst...
    anthonygabjr anthonygabjr 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 5, 2013

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    Hung Drawn And Halved.

    hung drawn and halved is how i feel it does not matter what i do it never works , i cease to exist , i can never get back what i had , i never had anything anyway. everything is so fragile like a china cup so easily broken no matter what i do ....whats gonna fix me....
    psychicprayer psychicprayer 36-40 May 23, 2012

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    Will I Ever Get Myself Together Again?

    I have been in a relationship with a man for the last 5 years on and off. We were both married when we met and he made it clear he was interested in me. At first i told him straight i was taken and not interested. He spent weeks persuing me, texts, emails, calls, begging me to...
    sillysoo sillysoo 41-45, F 4 Responses May 1, 2013

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    I Believe I Am A Loving Person Who Just Happens To Feel Broken Inside

    My name is Sassah and I am 46 years young. I feel broken because I don't seem to have the motivation to do what I need to do. I am going to try to be as honest as I can by listening not to what my mind (ego) wants to say, because I have found that that ego wants to keep me safe...
    Sassah Sassah 46-50, F 1 Response May 9, 2012

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    I Feel So Empty Inside

       HI! MY NAME IS ARCHIE. I'VE ALREADY POSTED ACCOUNTS OF MY ABUSED CHILDHOOD, & OF BEING UNLOVED & UNWANTED. ... IN '89 I HITCH HIKED FROM MAINE TO LONG BEACH, CALIFORNIA. I KNEW NO ONE OUT THERE & I HAD NO PLACE TO STAY. I WENT OUT THERE FOR THE ADVENTURE. I ATE AT MISSIONS...
    LITTLEBOYINSIDE LITTLEBOYINSIDE 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    I Honestly Don'T Even Know What'S Going On Anymore!

    For anyone who hasn't read any of my stories previously, here is the quick rewind before I get to what happened recently: have only been with one guy, loved him more than anything else, was with him for five years, he left me because he didn't want to deal with me anymore, I...
    LonelyGirl1230 LonelyGirl1230 22-25, F 4 Responses May 5, 2013

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    Melancholy Seems To Be My Normal

    I write poems when i have certain thoughts tumbling around in my brain and have always done this. I've written poetry since I was 12, mostly about life experiences or particular thoughts. Overall, most of my poems are meloncholic or some would describe as depressing...maybe that...
    WVPoetrygirl WVPoetrygirl 51-55, F 2 Responses Apr 29, 2013

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    This was yesterday so don't think this

    represents my complete mood. I do keep repeating that I am moving forward. When all weekend I kept thinking what if I was in the wrong for dumping him? What if it is like what his coworker said? Maybe I jumped the gun and didn't give him a chance? I wondered about all of this...
    favestril favestril 36-40, F Dec 4, 2013

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    Does Anyone Have All The Pices?

    Does anyone have all the pieces to put me back together? Right now, I feel extremely broken. I feel like I have been thrown against a brick wall, and have been shattered into a million pieces. I can't even begin to put myself back together, because I don't have all of the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 16, 2010

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    Darkness Surrounds My Soul

      I sit in the dark in deep contemplation.  No light will enter my soul as it is entwined with my broken heart. My soul is shattered before you; my heart quivers in an attempt to beat and flow life throughout my body.  In the dark I sit and cry, seeking to feel my...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 12 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    ............

    I don’t know who you are to me, I don't know who you wereYou were in my every moment, you were in my every minuteI don’t know what kind of attraction this is, don't understand what type of torment it is Why can't I breathe? Why are these eyes still wet?I believe we had a...
    iamhereforyou iamhereforyou 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2013

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    Idk Y.

    i feel broken but i don't know why. dreprision i guess.
    gothicromantic gothicromantic 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2009

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    His Secret Life....

    Well, with the ups and downs of grieving a broken relationship, I find myself feeling yet again a broken person. Trying to find reason to it all and questioning life and all within it. My ex husband had an affair. That is horrible in itself, but the number of affairs and the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 31, 2013

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    I've been dating this guy

    for a month. I thought everything was going well and that we'll be together for a long time. But, one day, he texted me saying "You are a really sweet girl and you didn't do anything wrong, but I think we need to see other people. I don't feel like we really fit together." Why...
    onelovejvg onelovejvg 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 1

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    I was dating this guy

    for about 2 years. We never fought, we made each other so happy...but due to circumstances outside of our control...I can't be with him. We are still very much in love. We've tried to break up and be friends (I know, dumb idea) many times...because we care about each other a lot...
    silmarwentea silmarwentea 22-25 May 2

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    Broken

    A broken heart is trying to beat But it hurts me and I do not have air Broken thoughts are trying to move It did not help. Everything fell apart Everything is broken in my life I'm trying to put together the parts But everything falls apart as soon as you put it together I remain...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 26, 2013

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    Dreams Are Forever...

    Inviting me river and blue sky restless wind caresses my face ask me angel, who knows all of this day is awakening and flowering grasses ... I can not go there without you more I'm scared that solitude on the bench for two I still stone dead lying in me sleeping bird that you...
    skyfone464 skyfone464 41-45, F Feb 19, 2013

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    Torn

    im being tornrippedshreddedbeyond repairbut like he even careshe just keep hurting mescaring mehe hides the pieceshe wants me brokenhe wants me litle and weakbut when i resistedi get more hurtmore chunks of meare ripped outhe tore out my heart outwhen its outit cant be put backim...
    invisiblegirl904 invisiblegirl904 18-21, F Aug 30, 2011

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    Tonight

    tonight i feel really broken, but what's worse, is my heart is broken...and its not just a bad feeling, its a horrible curse...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 7, 2009

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    Barred From Love

    I can't curb this hunger, she lingers in every thought. Her voice stringing out my deepest desires. There is no end, nothing will stop these feelings, rushing throughout my body. I can feel her warmth in the closest of quarters, but my hand will never extend past the boundary of...
    420forever14 420forever14 18-21 Oct 2, 2012

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    I feel so ugly and unloveable,

    what's the point anymore, I wasn't good enough for my Ex and she was the love of my life .
    cerberus87 cerberus87 26-30, M Jun 2

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    Or Maybe Just Stunned.....

    It has not been long since I found my lover...no, Penny..not your lover anymore.....as I type these words, I can blame no one but myself..  I am a very intense lover..I find it immensely difficult to make love...sensuously, intimately..and not fall in love.  That is NOT...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 13 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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    Broken

    i was walking homeit was darki couldn't see anything it felt like i was being watchedi looked around and saw nothingall of a sudden he is pushing me downdown to the groundhe is scratchingand tearingI'm frozen in shockmy laying therewith my eyes wideand my mouth openthen after...
    invisiblegirl904 invisiblegirl904 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 30, 2011

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    Rough Night!

    We have those days, or in this case night. My son has been doing very well but I swear he gets his monthly just like females. Usually, for about 3 days out of the month, be gets into these moods. It was an all the time thing before the meds so rather grateful that we've narrowed...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 7 Responses Oct 20, 2010

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    Nothing seems to bring me any joy,

    not even my ability to write descriptive romantic sentences. I feel as if part of me has died. I can't seem to bring myself to focus on any task for an extended part of time. I feel myself slipping into a cold dark abyss I will not soon return from. I am outside of this world...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My Wife And Her Lover Was Framing Me And Poisoning Me!

    I was battered by the Portland police and Multnomah county sheriffs on January 18th 2005, and then they arrested two of my three daughters and at the hearing the police blackmailed me and the family for signed waivers agreeing they did nothing wrong before they would release our...
    WifePoisonedMe WifePoisonedMe 46-50, M Mar 23, 2013

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    Does God Have A Need For This

    I would think that by now, God has experienced allthat he needs to about broken heart and broken lives. Do you think God has a need for this pain I am caring for or do you think that it is just for me and mine alone? I can only hope to share with someone my pain and sorrow about...
    bajayates bajayates 41-45, M Sep 30, 2012

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    I have never cut. but I have attempted sucicide

    and think of how peaceful it must be to be dead. never have to trust anyone. never have to be let down. I can just be dead. I am in the phase right now where I like spending time alone. but then the bad thoughts take over and my heart just feels like it has a hole in it. I'm...
    larissakidd larissakidd 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Broken

    I'm broken inside. But then again maybe I was never whole. The other parts of me are probably scatterd all over the place hat ill never find
    eyeslikestars eyeslikestars 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 22, 2011

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    Troubled Mind

    Well my boyfriend and I have been together for 6 years and have been living together for almost 3 years. The problem is that I've noticed he has been hiding things from me, things like making up fake facebook accounts and having a secret twitter account. Normally these things...
    Rantedout1 Rantedout1 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 14, 2012

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    I don't exactly know why

    but I kind of just feel empty and broken. Useless and pathetic.
    Tamika123 Tamika123 16-17, F May 9

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    I should be happy. I was feeling on top of the

    world just last week. I woke up on Friday feeling good about myself and my life and where I'm at. I meet a guy, albeit in nontraditional senses (yes, I'm talking online dating) I know its cliche and it is usually just for hookups (and well if I'm honest I wasn't holding onto...
    brokenpetal brokenpetal 26-30, F Jul 6

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    I wonder why people hurt me

    when I'm being good to them. I wonder why the people who are special to me break my heart. I wonder why the very people whom I never said hurtful words to are the very ones who do so to me. I wonder why I can't hurt them the way they do to me. And that a smile can make me...
    Asurina Asurina 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    Online Heartbreaks

    I don't know where to start. I need to get this off my chest. There was this man I been talking to online for about 4 years. Long story short, I haven't heard from him in over a month and then he facebook me and blocked me. He told me to not contact him anymore and that I am too...
    peacefullover peacefullover 26-30, F May 11, 2013

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    As Glass Breaks

    Like Glass, my life is now broken. Have you ever been able to fix a piece of broken glass? I mean really fix it. I know, you can put tape on it or cover it, or do something to keep it from breaking more, but that is not what this story is about. This is about what happens when...
    bajayates bajayates 41-45, M Sep 29, 2012

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    shndevrsz shndevrsz 18-21, F May 11

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    masha11d masha11d 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Nothing Works

    I just feel broken. bad things keep on happening to me, and I do not know why I haven't given up yet because it is so hard. It is like sometime in my life I have lost a piece of myself. It has been long gone that it is easy to live without it. But now I am wanting to know...
    cloudjay cloudjay 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2013

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    its like that i am very sad

    and upset now. depressed,broken. every bad things happen to me. and i am so lonely that i am posting this to get some attention. i dont know what to do. bt i know its the world worst feeling,coz i feel nothing.
    divich divich 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 7

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    I have been doing well

    until today. Things just got out of my control...I feel completely broken. I wanted to self harm and luckily I couldn't find what I used to use. I don't know why this suddenly happened today. I feel sad and just wanna cry but I am unsure what. I just feel broken
    blondechick0130 blondechick0130 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    When I let people in it's like a tornado

    meeting a hurricane. It hurts and it ends up back firing. My friend is no longer around and I let him get the closest. I feel like it's all my fault. I just I feel numb and broken inside. I just feel broken, like every single emotion I let myself feel and all the trust I had in...
    Frozensilence Frozensilence 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I Am Tired

    I am sick... and tired. I am sick and tired of all of it. I am sick of being sad, being lonely, being angry, being pissed. All of it. I have no more tears to shed. I'm tired of getting drunk and bawling on the person next to me. I don't want to be angry, I don't want to feel...
    thatgenericguy thatgenericguy 18-21, M Dec 18, 2012

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    Broken Soul

    I always feel that I am incomplete. It's like a part of my soul is lost somewhere or dead. It makes me so vulnerable and sensitive (sometimes paranoid) that even one negative comment on my post or an odd stare can crush me into pieces. I don't...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 13, 2009

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    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    a lot of people I meet say they have a broken heart because of love.. that's not my case, well part of my case is love, is that I love people too much.. but in return I do not feel...
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    Whenever I look at what is left of my life, I can only see pain, and hate and cruelty. Whenever I think of what I've done, it just seems so insignificant, like it has all just...
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    I feel I am not destined to be in a relationship. I find my self attached to a person too fast and too deeply and when it doesn't work I feel devastated. Recently with an intention...
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    So there I was over 30 with there beautiful children. I had been being abused by the man I married for apx ten years. I had gotten a job not a great job but I made some money and...
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