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I Am Feeling Broken

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    I am doing ok, yes life has at times been

    difficult, but I am a very positive and optimistic person, and I really care about others. One of my passions is writing, I have a blog spot that I have set up on Facebook, this is my latest blog. I hope that at the very lease, you will find it interesting, but hopefully it will...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Dec 3

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    Broken Soul

    I always feel that I am incomplete. It's like a part of my soul is lost somewhere or dead. It makes me so vulnerable and sensitive (sometimes paranoid) that even one negative comment on my post or an odd stare can crush me into pieces. I don't...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 13, 2009

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    I think I did good up

    until now... But things have just kept going wrong, and I can't shake this hopeless feeling.. I think all this sadness is just going to control the rest of my life until the day I die, each day I feel some of the worst human emotions possible, regret, embarrassment, anger...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M Oct 30

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    I was dating this guy

    for about 2 years. We never fought, we made each other so happy...but due to circumstances outside of our control...I can't be with him. We are still very much in love. We've tried to break up and be friends (I know, dumb idea) many times...because we care about each other a lot...
    silmarwentea silmarwentea 22-25 May 2

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    Broken

    I'm broken inside. But then again maybe I was never whole. The other parts of me are probably scatterd all over the place hat ill never find
    eyeslikestars eyeslikestars 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 22, 2011

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    Rough Night!

    We have those days, or in this case night. My son has been doing very well but I swear he gets his monthly just like females. Usually, for about 3 days out of the month, be gets into these moods. It was an all the time thing before the meds so rather grateful that we've narrowed...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 7 Responses Oct 20, 2010

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    So he told me tonight

    that he needs to focus on himself and doesn't have the time nor the money to have me as a distraction in his life. He says it's not because he wants to be with someone else but because he needs to focus on himself. My heart is breaking.. Again :(
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    Nothing Works

    I just feel broken. bad things keep on happening to me, and I do not know why I haven't given up yet because it is so hard. It is like sometime in my life I have lost a piece of myself. It has been long gone that it is easy to live without it. But now I am wanting to know...
    cloudjay cloudjay 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2013

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    Melancholy Seems To Be My Normal

    I write poems when i have certain thoughts tumbling around in my brain and have always done this. I've written poetry since I was 12, mostly about life experiences or particular thoughts. Overall, most of my poems are meloncholic or some would describe as depressing...maybe that...
    WVPoetrygirl WVPoetrygirl 51-55, F 2 Responses Apr 29, 2013

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    desirejanice desirejanice 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I feel so ugly and unloveable,

    what's the point anymore, I wasn't good enough for my Ex and she was the love of my life .
    cerberus87 cerberus87 26-30, M Jun 2

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    Because I've had so many concussions I can't

    play a lot of sports. But I'm not broken. In my dreams I win
    RavenZach RavenZach 16-17, M Aug 10

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    It's hard to find someone

    who will actually talk to you and actually give a damn about you :(
    RavenZach RavenZach 16-17, M Aug 28

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    Does Anyone Have All The Pices?

    Does anyone have all the pieces to put me back together? Right now, I feel extremely broken. I feel like I have been thrown against a brick wall, and have been shattered into a million pieces. I can't even begin to put myself back together, because I don't have all of the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 16, 2010

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    Or Maybe Just Stunned.....

    It has not been long since I found my lover...no, Penny..not your lover anymore.....as I type these words, I can blame no one but myself..  I am a very intense lover..I find it immensely difficult to make love...sensuously, intimately..and not fall in love.  That is NOT...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 13 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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    Darkness Surrounds My Soul

      I sit in the dark in deep contemplation.  No light will enter my soul as it is entwined with my broken heart. My soul is shattered before you; my heart quivers in an attempt to beat and flow life throughout my body.  In the dark I sit and cry, seeking to feel my...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 12 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    I Feel So Empty Inside

       HI! MY NAME IS ARCHIE. I'VE ALREADY POSTED ACCOUNTS OF MY ABUSED CHILDHOOD, & OF BEING UNLOVED & UNWANTED. ... IN '89 I HITCH HIKED FROM MAINE TO LONG BEACH, CALIFORNIA. I KNEW NO ONE OUT THERE & I HAD NO PLACE TO STAY. I WENT OUT THERE FOR THE ADVENTURE. I ATE AT MISSIONS...
    LITTLEBOYINSIDE LITTLEBOYINSIDE 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    Feeling that damn urge again.

    Its been months but now. . . I dont know. Been a bad couple of days. My heart is heavy and pain is just rising inside me. Its so hard when you feel alone no matter what you do. I feel. . . broken. There's just too much pain
    LucemSpiritus LucemSpiritus 18-21, M Dec 13

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    Shattered

    I'm sorry, I'm really a mess right now. I'm trying my best to get it together somehow. I can't see this way, light up in this pain."^^ that song describes how I feel, and my life.Because I've gone through so many struggles, and loss, and pain since I was 11, I've been broken...
    tayybayy tayybayy 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 4, 2012

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    I Believe I Am A Loving Person Who Just Happens To Feel Broken Inside

    My name is Sassah and I am 46 years young. I feel broken because I don't seem to have the motivation to do what I need to do. I am going to try to be as honest as I can by listening not to what my mind (ego) wants to say, because I have found that that ego wants to keep me safe...
    Sassah Sassah 46-50, F 1 Response May 9, 2012

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    Will I Ever Get Myself Together Again?

    I have been in a relationship with a man for the last 5 years on and off. We were both married when we met and he made it clear he was interested in me. At first i told him straight i was taken and not interested. He spent weeks persuing me, texts, emails, calls, begging me to...
    sillysoo sillysoo 46-50, F 5 Responses May 1, 2013

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    Feeling so much and so deeply is a wonderful

    and terrible thing. It is incredible to get lost in emotions and sensations until the world becomes almost overwhelmingly fragrant and colorful. But, it is equally awful to feel things so intensely when faced with betrayal and broken hearts. Would I trade the scathing pain...
    Aurinne Aurinne 36-40, F Aug 22

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    I should be happy. I was feeling on top of the

    world just last week. I woke up on Friday feeling good about myself and my life and where I'm at. I meet a guy, albeit in nontraditional senses (yes, I'm talking online dating) I know its cliche and it is usually just for hookups (and well if I'm honest I wasn't holding onto...
    brokenpetal brokenpetal 26-30, F Jul 6

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    RavenZach RavenZach 16-17, M Sep 10

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    I don't exactly know why

    but I kind of just feel empty and broken. Useless and pathetic.
    Tamika123 Tamika123 16-17, F May 9

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    When I let people in it's like a tornado

    meeting a hurricane. It hurts and it ends up back firing. My friend is no longer around and I let him get the closest. I feel like it's all my fault. I just I feel numb and broken inside. I just feel broken, like every single emotion I let myself feel and all the trust I had in...
    Frozensilence Frozensilence 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Tonight

    tonight i feel really broken, but what's worse, is my heart is broken...and its not just a bad feeling, its a horrible curse...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 7, 2009

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    Drake666 Drake666 18-21, M Sep 14

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    Looking for someone to talk to.

    My friends wouldn't understand.
    blueskyaction blueskyaction 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 19

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    I feel truly broken on the inside.

    So broken that it's becoming hallow and I don't know how to feel anymore. The only thing that keeps me from falling apart is because I am a role model to my siblings, friends, and people I barely know but they look up to me. If they knew half the crap I have been through they...
    Vickypearl Vickypearl 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I need advice.. ): The guy I almost started

    dating got arrested a couple of nights ago, & he's released now. It made me think if I really wanted to be with him or not, because I need someone who's life is put together. Anyways, before he got arrested, him & I were kind of distant, & we didn't talk as much & hangout as...
    SweetLikeSugarrr SweetLikeSugarrr 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    shndevrsz shndevrsz 18-21, F May 11

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    cassius77u cassius77u 18-21, M 10 Responses Dec 3

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    Broken

    A broken heart is trying to beat But it hurts me and I do not have air Broken thoughts are trying to move It did not help. Everything fell apart Everything is broken in my life I'm trying to put together the parts But everything falls apart as soon as you put it together I remain...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 26, 2013

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    I have been doing well

    until today. Things just got out of my control...I feel completely broken. I wanted to self harm and luckily I couldn't find what I used to use. I don't know why this suddenly happened today. I feel sad and just wanna cry but I am unsure what. I just feel broken
    blondechick0130 blondechick0130 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    Day 3 of no contact..

    . I almost broke last night and called him. Not even sure if he would answer or not but at least I would have tried.. He doesn't want to be with me but at least I could talk to him...?
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F Dec 9

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    poker7777 poker7777 18-21, M Sep 3

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    I have my crush since last year.

    .I know I felt I'm inlove..and from now I still love him..but I know he doesn't like me.He has a girlfriend and i know it..I just want to move on..to let him go of my mind..even if i saw him my heart beat so fast but i told to myself "IT'S ENOUGH..STOP IT!!' but my heart feels...
    mysteriousgirl12 mysteriousgirl12 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    ............

    I don’t know who you are to me, I don't know who you wereYou were in my every moment, you were in my every minuteI don’t know what kind of attraction this is, don't understand what type of torment it is Why can't I breathe? Why are these eyes still wet?I believe we had a...
    iamhereforyou iamhereforyou 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2013

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    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    Nothing seems to bring me any joy,

    not even my ability to write descriptive romantic sentences. I feel as if part of me has died. I can't seem to bring myself to focus on any task for an extended part of time. I feel myself slipping into a cold dark abyss I will not soon return from. I am outside of this world...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    I have never cut. but I have attempted sucicide

    and think of how peaceful it must be to be dead. never have to trust anyone. never have to be let down. I can just be dead. I am in the phase right now where I like spending time alone. but then the bad thoughts take over and my heart just feels like it has a hole in it. I'm...
    larissakidd larissakidd 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I broke and called him last night.

    . I asked if he was doing okay and he said he was "keeping himself busy"... I also asked if he missed talking to me and he said he did, but he also realised how much we talked and now he has time to do things that he had been wanting to do for ages... He was typing on Facebook...
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F Dec 10

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    It's so difficult to explain.

    I lost my first love from childhood many years ago, and even after all these years it still feels like yesterday. Once in a while I get into this mood and place where I look to my past, and recall faintly how limitless and carefree my life used to be. She was the other half of...
    Unreasonable1 Unreasonable1 36-40, M Sep 11

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    Where i am in this world?

    i feel i am trapped in a place a bit like hell. I have a man who thinks by taking my medication it will make me love him, its tiring having to try and show him any affection. I feel disconnected from the world and the only thing that i want does't want me any more. She has left...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    I've been dating this guy

    for a month. I thought everything was going well and that we'll be together for a long time. But, one day, he texted me saying "You are a really sweet girl and you didn't do anything wrong, but I think we need to see other people. I don't feel like we really fit together." Why...
    Oneloveeejg Oneloveeejg 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 1

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    Dreams Are Forever...

    Inviting me river and blue sky restless wind caresses my face ask me angel, who knows all of this day is awakening and flowering grasses ... I can not go there without you more I'm scared that solitude on the bench for two I still stone dead lying in me sleeping bird that you...
    skyfone464 skyfone464 41-45, F Feb 19, 2013

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    its like that i am very sad

    and upset now. depressed,broken. every bad things happen to me. and i am so lonely that i am posting this to get some attention. i dont know what to do. bt i know its the world worst feeling,coz i feel nothing.
    divich divich 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 7

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    masha11d masha11d 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Broken

    i was walking homeit was darki couldn't see anything it felt like i was being watchedi looked around and saw nothingall of a sudden he is pushing me downdown to the groundhe is scratchingand tearingI'm frozen in shockmy laying therewith my eyes wideand my mouth openthen after...
    invisiblegirl904 invisiblegirl904 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 30, 2011

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