I Am Feeling Crushed By Things Going Wrong

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    Depression= Bad Grades= More Depression

    I have been depressed for a while, which has led to a general disinterest in my schoolwork. Which has led to grades I don't like. My math average is currently an F, due to getting a 40% on my last test. I have really only two bad averages, a C- in science and an F in math, but...
    alixi alixi
    18-21, F
    Nov 19, 2011

    So much is wrong and I can't fix it

    and I can't help it and I'm so sad by it and I just wanna be done with everything. 😣 I just wanna have a good thing for longer than a few days, I wanna be happy longer than an hour or how ever long my buzz lasts, I want the happy feeling I get seeing his name when he texts me...
    Batchick420 Batchick420
    22-25, F
    Apr 2, 2014

    Especially This Week.

    I haven't felt this low for a while. I feel like I'm sinking and sinking, what if I can't get back up again? What will this cost me? A few A&E trips or my life? I'm scared of myself. When will things go right for a change?
    S33menow S33menow
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2011

    So They Say...

    "think positive" so they say...how do I do that when all I experience is negative?"look on the bright side" so they say...how can I see brightness when my world is pitch black?"it will all be okay" so they say...how is that true when nothing can change what Ive done?"you will get...
    Basinkim Basinkim
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 16, 2012

    Sick Of It All

    I was adopted at birth. My parents where a lot older and also had a large age gap 20+ years I think. My mom was 45 or 50 at the time. Not sure how old my dad was, but he passed away from cancer when I was 5. A year later my step brother ( same age as my mom) passed away. We moved...
    unicorn360 unicorn360
    1 Response Dec 29, 2012

    This Was Suppose To Be My Month

    I hate , hate, hate, when you try to make things positive and see the bright side to things. Yet, you still get kicked in the ***. I have had a really ****** summer. trust meIt was bad. June to August, ******. So Sept was gunna be it( I know its not sept yet, let me finish...
    thesaddestsong thesaddestsong
    26-30, F
    Aug 22, 2012

    Roast Marshmallows In He--

    I have my first large order and I used the wrong pattern to cut out 300 pair of mittens....so now I am short on materials and I have to sew them different to get as close to the size as I need, adding additional time to the job...making my profit margin smaller. I have had this...
    mittengal mittengal
    1 Response Jun 11, 2009

    I Just Want To Be Happy

    i love to have a gud time and the people around me to be haveing a gud time , but lately ever time i try to be my self or make new freiend two people in my class just make fun of me and keep puting me dwon
    deleted deleted
    Jan 1, 2011


    hey im sorry about wats happend to you guys. but im feeling crushed because i had to move my bestfriend chooses me over drugs umm boys dont like me and im ugly life sucks .aint it.  
    wowzersily wowzersily
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 2, 2007

    Being young and married to a man

    who doesn't want to be intimate with you because he is always "tired" really and truly sucks... I don't think it is the most important aspect of our marriage but when it gets to the point you start to question "am I not pretty enough" or "am I too fat" or "why doesn't my husband...
    prettymarieee91 prettymarieee91
    26-30, F
    Jun 4, 2014

    We cannot always control what happens in life,

    there have been days that threatned, took awayand destroyed that which I held most dear.It crushes me when things go wrong, it leaves mefeeling inept, inadequate, and out of controlespecially when they impacted or involved thoseclosests to me.Accepting I cannot always...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 28, 2014

    I Often Let Myself Get Too Worked Up Over Things,

    even very very small things. i want to change my ways - i want to be more layed back, not take things so serious and not get so worried when things dont go the way i planned - I want to break free
    MickDundeeFromAustralia MickDundeeFromAustralia
    22-25, M
    Jul 24, 2012

    Almost Everything...

    everything seems to be going wrong in some way and it's all my fault. i cant seem to stop it. its like burning me alive, waiting to see how much i can take before i crack...
    SunkinLies SunkinLies
    18-21, T
    Jan 16, 2011

    I just hate everything right now.

    .I hate being depressed because I feel like I'm never going to win
    youlostheridiot youlostheridiot
    26-30, M
    Apr 2, 2014

    I Hope My Days Get Better

    First Iget hit by a car a couple days ago,  I had a couple of interviews for different jobs and I didn't get the job I wanted, Now I think I'm catching a cold.  Augh! I hope my days get better.  My faith reminds me that something good will happen out of all this...
    zoigirl zoigirl
    31-35, F
    Mar 13, 2008

    To all those moms and dads never talk secretly

    about negative things/habits in your child/son. children have ears , and they may listen this is your job to fix this bad thing by being honest with him/her, after listening to the reason of this bad thing he did, you are his parent. Saying secretly that "sam" has a bad habit...
    Bash94 Bash94
    22-25, M
    Jan 11, 2015

    Do we really hurt people

    when we try to act strong and protect ourselves. Is it wrong to lie if you wish to end a toxic relationship?
    lovablenikki lovablenikki
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 19, 2014

    It sucks when you're ignored by the person

    whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn’t the only guy staring at her either. Through my mind, I was thinking, "you know what, I'm gonna try to...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789
    18-21, M
    Apr 2, 2014

    I just saw a doctor. And he said

    that my pancreas isn't looking good. So now I need to be very careful on what I eat. I don't know why but I somehow feel crushed. I don't want to do what diabetic people do. It would be an other thing that will make me hate life.
    Tazmanou Tazmanou
    18-21, M
    Dec 4, 2015

    Oh...it's So Typical...

    It's every time this way.Evety time something is going wrong,then many other things start falling apart.This weekend I crashed my car and then every thing started going wrong...I camera broke,my best friend got sick and we cancelled the trip we were planning to have...
    just4adream just4adream
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 13, 2007

    No More!!!

    This morning, with a belly full of barium, I went to drive to the hospital for a CT scan. The car won't start. I have no money to get it fixed. My son is home for the summer but out of town now so I took his. Now, I have to worry about what's wrong in my stomach, how to get a car...
    Believer Believer
    61-65, F
    1 Response Jun 14, 2007

    Everything is wrong with my life.

    I'm crushed by the idea that I won't ever be able to satisfy my parent's demands for me (academic wise). And I will never satisfy myself. Even my guidance counselor thinks I'm being too hard on myself. But, I don't think so. It's called self-discipline. Could there possibly be...
    Tina443 Tina443
    18-21, F
    Jun 9, 2014

    I went to see Maleficent the other night in the

    cinema. There was a scene in which she was drugged and her beautiful powerful wings were hacked off by the one she loved and trusted most of all. When she awoke and realised what he had done. Her pain both physical and emotional was raw and powerfully evident. I am Maleficent.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 4, 2014

    Singing Irishman

    For the past month things at work have been very stressful to the point i was about to quit my job....i couldn't see the light at the end of the tunnel so to speak.. Today i had to drag myself out of bed just to face more **** at work...i have to wonder what the hell is wrong...
    cheryl34 cheryl34
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 12, 2008
    bawstenbrewin bawstenbrewin
    22-25, F
    Apr 15, 2016

    Watching Her Go

    as much bad things as i have gone thru,this is probally going to kill me.i have been having bad asthma attacks.and chest pain.i cant stand to watch her die.but i will stand by her untill the end.i feel totally lost and confused.i am helpless to help her.and to see her in pain...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    1 Response Jun 27, 2009

    My wife has schizophrenia,

    she wants to separate after Christma and i wiol have to leave my home and live else where without the personi wanted to spend the rest of my life with. Today my cat has just been for another look at her ever growing glazed eye and the decision is to remove the eye....which is...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 18, 2015

    Its All Going Wrong

    this past year i have had almost nothing goe right or at least it feels like that. firstly i loose my dogs secondly my nan passed away 3rdly we had a house fire we now have money problems i just hope that things start to improve soon, surely we cant have anythign else happen to...
    crafterkim crafterkim
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 16, 2012

    Difficult Year

    I have had a very difficult year. Last September my husband was diagnosed with cancer at 47, and 6 months later my dad was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and died 6 weeks ago. 4 weeks ago I was in a car accident and now I may need surgery for a bulging disk in my neck that is...
    JB24 JB24
    2 Responses Jun 15, 2009
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