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I Am Feeling Crushed By Things Going Wrong

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    Being young and married to a man

    who doesn't want to be intimate with you because he is always "tired" really and truly sucks... I don't think it is the most important aspect of our marriage but when it gets to the point you start to question "am I not pretty enough" or "am I too fat" or "why doesn't my husband...
    prettymarieee91 prettymarieee91 22-25, F Jun 4, 2014

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    So much is wrong and I can't fix it

    and I can't help it and I'm so sad by it and I just wanna be done with everything. 😣 I just wanna have a good thing for longer than a few days, I wanna be happy longer than an hour or how ever long my buzz lasts, I want the happy feeling I get seeing his name when he texts me...
    Batchick420 Batchick420 18-21, F Apr 2, 2014

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    Crushed

    hey im sorry about wats happend to you guys. but im feeling crushed because i had to move my bestfriend chooses me over drugs umm boys dont like me and im ugly life sucks .aint it.  
    wowzersily wowzersily 16-18, F 2 Responses Dec 2, 2007

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    To all those moms and dads never talk secretly

    about negative things/habits in your child/son. children have ears , and they may listen this is your job to fix this bad thing by being honest with him/her, after listening to the reason of this bad thing he did, you are his parent. Saying secretly that "sam" has a bad habit...
    Bash94 Bash94 18-21, M Jan 11

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    Sick Of It All

    I was adopted at birth. My parents where a lot older and also had a large age gap 20+ years I think. My mom was 45 or 50 at the time. Not sure how old my dad was, but he passed away from cancer when I was 5. A year later my step brother ( same age as my mom) passed away. We moved...
    unicorn360 unicorn360 18-21 1 Response Dec 29, 2012

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    Its All Going Wrong

    this past year i have had almost nothing goe right or at least it feels like that. firstly i loose my dogs secondly my nan passed away 3rdly we had a house fire we now have money problems i just hope that things start to improve soon, surely we cant have anythign else happen to...
    crafterkim crafterkim 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 16, 2012

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    Parents -.-

    My parents are arguing and I keep on getting upset, I just want them to stop all of the bullshit I seriously do! I don't know how to stop them, if anyone can give some kind of advise that would be greatly appreciated
    jijacinta6 jijacinta6 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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    So They Say...

    "think positive" so they say...how do I do that when all I experience is negative?"look on the bright side" so they say...how can I see brightness when my world is pitch black?"it will all be okay" so they say...how is that true when nothing can change what Ive done?"you will get...
    Basinkim Basinkim 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 16, 2012

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    Oh...it's So Typical...

    It's every time this way.Evety time something is going wrong,then many other things start falling apart.This weekend I crashed my car and then every thing started going wrong...I camera broke,my best friend got sick and we cancelled the trip we were planning to have...
    just4adream just4adream 19-21, F 1 Response Nov 13, 2007

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    I just hate everything right now.

    .I hate being depressed because I feel like I'm never going to win
    youlostheridiot youlostheridiot 22-25, M Apr 2, 2014

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person

    whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn’t the only guy staring at her either. Through my mind, I was thinking, "you know what, I'm gonna try to...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 2, 2014

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    Depression= Bad Grades= More Depression

    I have been depressed for a while, which has led to a general disinterest in my schoolwork. Which has led to grades I don't like. My math average is currently an F, due to getting a 40% on my last test. I have really only two bad averages, a C- in science and an F in math, but...
    alixi alixi 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2011

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    No More!!!

    This morning, with a belly full of barium, I went to drive to the hospital for a CT scan. The car won't start. I have no money to get it fixed. My son is home for the summer but out of town now so I took his. Now, I have to worry about what's wrong in my stomach, how to get a car...
    Believer Believer 61-65, F 1 Response Jun 14, 2007

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    I Get Angry When Something Goes Wrong

    I get angry so easily and when I get angry i hurt myself I hate it! I need to stop but I don't know how, I hate speaking to people about my problems I absolutely hate it!!
    jijacinta6 jijacinta6 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2013

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    Especially This Week.

    I haven't felt this low for a while. I feel like I'm sinking and sinking, what if I can't get back up again? What will this cost me? A few A&E trips or my life? I'm scared of myself. When will things go right for a change?
    S33menow S33menow 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 4, 2011

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    I Hope My Days Get Better

    First Iget hit by a car a couple days ago,  I had a couple of interviews for different jobs and I didn't get the job I wanted, Now I think I'm catching a cold.  Augh! I hope my days get better.  My faith reminds me that something good will happen out of all this...
    zoigirl zoigirl 31-35, F Mar 13, 2008

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    I Often Let Myself Get Too Worked Up Over Things,

    even very very small things. i want to change my ways - i want to be more layed back, not take things so serious and not get so worried when things dont go the way i planned - I want to break free
    MickDundeeFromAustralia MickDundeeFromAustralia 22-25, M Jul 24, 2012

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    I went to see Maleficent the other night in the

    cinema. There was a scene in which she was drugged and her beautiful powerful wings were hacked off by the one she loved and trusted most of all. When she awoke and realised what he had done. Her pain both physical and emotional was raw and powerfully evident. I am Maleficent.
    Pawsforthought Pawsforthought 51-55, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2014

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    Watching Her Go

    as much bad things as i have gone thru,this is probally going to kill me.i have been having bad asthma attacks.and chest pain.i cant stand to watch her die.but i will stand by her untill the end.i feel totally lost and confused.i am helpless to help her.and to see her in pain...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 1 Response Jun 27, 2009

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    Everything is wrong with my life.

    I'm crushed by the idea that I won't ever be able to satisfy my parent's demands for me (academic wise). And I will never satisfy myself. Even my guidance counselor thinks I'm being too hard on myself. But, I don't think so. It's called self-discipline. Could there possibly be...
    Tina443 Tina443 16-17, F Jun 9, 2014

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    Broken

    It's always as if I'm hopelessly strapped underneath the hydraulic press plates being crushed.
    yrral32 yrral32 61-65, M 1 Response Feb 27, 2012

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    Roast Marshmallows In He--

    I have my first large order and I used the wrong pattern to cut out 300 pair of mittens....so now I am short on materials and I have to sew them different to get as close to the size as I need, adding additional time to the job...making my profit margin smaller. I have had this...
    mittengal mittengal 46-50 1 Response Jun 11, 2009

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    Almost Everything...

    everything seems to be going wrong in some way and it's all my fault. i cant seem to stop it. its like burning me alive, waiting to see how much i can take before i crack...
    SunkinLies SunkinLies 18-21, T Jan 16, 2011

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    Do we really hurt people

    when we try to act strong and protect ourselves. Is it wrong to lie if you wish to end a toxic relationship?
    lovablenikki lovablenikki 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2014

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    This Was Suppose To Be My Month

    I hate , hate, hate, when you try to make things positive and see the bright side to things. Yet, you still get kicked in the ***. I have had a really ****** summer. trust meIt was bad. June to August, ******. So Sept was gunna be it( I know its not sept yet, let me finish...
    thesaddestsong thesaddestsong 26-30, F Aug 22, 2012

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    Difficult Year

    I have had a very difficult year. Last September my husband was diagnosed with cancer at 47, and 6 months later my dad was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and died 6 weeks ago. 4 weeks ago I was in a car accident and now I may need surgery for a bulging disk in my neck that is...
    JB24 JB24 41-45 2 Responses Jun 15, 2009

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    I Just Want To Be Happy

    i love to have a gud time and the people around me to be haveing a gud time , but lately ever time i try to be my self or make new freiend two people in my class just make fun of me and keep puting me dwon
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 1, 2011

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    Singing Irishman

    For the past month things at work have been very stressful to the point i was about to quit my job....i couldn't see the light at the end of the tunnel so to speak.. Today i had to drag myself out of bed just to face more **** at work...i have to wonder what the hell is wrong...
    cheryl34 cheryl34 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2008

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    We cannot always control what happens in life,

    there have been days that threatned, took awayand destroyed that which I held most dear.It crushes me when things go wrong, it leaves mefeeling inept, inadequate, and out of controlespecially when they impacted or involved thoseclosests to me.Accepting I cannot always...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2014

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    There is no easy way to explain the confusion I have right now. I've been very lucky to be able to "escape" to Hawaii for the week and get away from all the stress and things...
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    I am working very hard on not doing this. I seem to have this problem with getting stuck in the what if's. What if I did this different or what if I had said this, or what if I...
    Welllaugh Welllaugh 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    I've always had a problem with being self conscious. I think being self conscious in small amounts is a good thing. But I'm at a point in my life where I've come to terms with...
    TKS00000 TKS00000 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    You can't keep written records of all your ideas and actions. They might fall into the wrong hands. What then? And you're always in flux. You can like fast zombies one day, and...
    padraig17325 padraig17325 51-55, M 1 Response 49 mins ago

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    I am currently in that stage where I have literally no idea what the hell is going on in my mind and heart. I'll try and make this pretty short. Just to say this is going to be...
    themuffintitan themuffintitan 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I don't even know where to begin. My husband was my first relationship, I never felt such connection with anybody. We clicked instantly it was almost too cheesy. We both turned our...
    theeverewhereist theeverewhereist 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    Sometimes things become possible if we want them bad enough. T.S. Eliot
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

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    something is telling me to hold off in believing and trusting in my feelings and what I see on the surface. Not because anything is wrong per se but because I don't know the full...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Feb 6

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    Those people who say I can't help being who I am. Honestly thats bull. From what I learned. You make yourself. Who you are is what you want to be. I accept. but gays nd stuff nd...
    Tognoni2 Tognoni2 13-15, F Feb 20

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    Seems like whenever I'm single no one wants me but as soon as I start talking to someone ppl want to talk to me and **** everything up and I loose that person like fml what's wrong...
    longboarder22 longboarder22 18-21, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I don't know if anyone else can relate to this. I find I can allow myself to care about someome in the moment if I want to but I can just as easily switch that off and hurt them in...
    taliaroger taliaroger 18-21, F a week ago

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    It's the things that life alone has to offer that easily takes over my control. I feel the air..., cold and crisp... Refreshing at times. Taking the air in deep as I get lost to...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 2 Responses 43 mins ago

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    1 Listening to my children laugh 2 Talking to my son about his views of the world 3 Watching my daughter dance 4 When either of my kids wants a hug and cuddle as most of the time...
    00FlyingHome 00FlyingHome 41-45, F 5 Responses Feb 10

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    Long story but in a nut shell , no education and depending on others to survive Is the pits . There is no future in fast food period . I put myself in this pickle , now what ? I...
    KittenHasClaws1980 KittenHasClaws1980 31-35, F Feb 1

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    Here I am, 6 in the morning, joining this site for no apparent reason other than the fact I want to vent, I suppose. Or is it I want to find comfort in typing all this out? I haven...
    LoZtMe LoZtMe 18-21, F Feb 9

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    Ok I'm freaking out right now cause I've never done this before. I'm not gonna put any labels on my self cause I'm not really sure. Here we go. .. When I was around 8 I realized I...
    lovagirl19 lovagirl19 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    About two years ago, I was asked to describe myself and I realized that I didn't really know who I am. So, instead of finding qualities, I wrote a list of things that makes me...
    Jeanne506 Jeanne506 16-17, F Feb 17

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    Ever since I was little I have this weird thing happen to me where I would think of a scenario in my mind and then it would soon happen. The first time I remember it happening I...
    amandanicole627 amandanicole627 18-21, F Feb 17

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