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I Am Feeling Emotional Pain

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    I carry alot of emotional pain with me. I am completely alone right now and have nowhere to turn. Face to face, I would never speak of these things and only one person knows the vague details about them in my life. I have very few friends- not because im unattractive or lack...
    lonehart180 lonehart180 18-21, F Jun 11, 2012

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    TealMarie TealMarie 16-17, F Apr 9

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    IT'S THE BEST WAY! I am as in general nobody knows when I'm upset/ depress etc… When I was suffering with depression I had to tell mum that I'm depress as she had no idea! My...
    MilweePisces MilweePisces 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    The name of this particular group is a misnomer because whether one believes in emotional connection or not, the fact of the matter is, it exists. I think what individuals do with...
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    Hi guys! I would love to hear if anyone else has been through something similar or would love to hear your thoughts on this! Ok, so I have always been emotionally unavailable due...
    Trainedheart Trainedheart 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Reynastaxx Reynastaxx 26-30, F