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I Am Feeling Emotional Pain

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    I carry alot of emotional pain with me. I am completely alone right now and have nowhere to turn. Face to face, I would never speak of these things and only one person knows the vague details about them in my life. I have very few friends- not because im unattractive or lack...
    lonehart180 lonehart180 18-21, F Jun 11, 2012

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