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I Am Feeling Heartbroken

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    I'm not always this numb.

    I fear I will always feel this empty though. That, I'll always be waiting for that call, text, or for that confession from that one name I should of let go of months ago. He was my first taste at a life I really wanted. And I can't get the taste out of my mouth. Before him I...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2015

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    I don't even know where to start.

    My world is upside down about 6 weeks ago I was blindsided by my best friend. He decided he didn't want our relationship to continue as it has been. We had been together for 3 years. He explain that he wanted something else for his life and since we live a distance apart he...
    Algea Algea 51-55, F 2 Responses Apr 12, 2014

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    I had such a wonderful visit with him yesterday.

    He was loving and sweet and cuddly. Reminded me of everything I love about him. Today he appears to be back to his paranoid self. Why give me hope to have it taken away from me again????
    Lann2015 Lann2015 31-35, F Jan 7

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    It's so hard to let go of someone

    that holds a place in your heart. A friend, someone who needs help desperately, but stays locked in his own prison. No amount of love that I have for him will free him. He alone holds the key. He and I are both artists with the same style and taste in music. He's one of the...
    BellaLocura BellaLocura 41-45, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2015

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    My boyfriend walked into my room today

    and broke up with me because he's "stressed." I lost my boyfriend and my best friend today.
    Lexy96 Lexy96 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Some days are better

    than others. But more often than not I go to bed numb and wake up to intense aching in my chest. He's made me feel like I'm crazy and annoyingly awkward. Even though he hurt me, I still miss him and want to be in his life and be his girlfriend. But he'll never love/want me...
    strawberryviolet strawberryviolet 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    Ugh.... I am feeling heartbroken

    and need some support to get over this pain. My lover is moving away and now I have to figure out how to get myself back out in life! Affairs are not reality for most of us. The love I experienced was amazing, but the pain is deep.
    Ditto2016 Ditto2016 46-50, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    kimcc11aa kimcc11aa 26-30, F Jan 19

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    When the man you love more

    than anything in the world tells you he no longer loves you or has any feelings towards you anymore and that you no longer make him happy....the worst feeling in the whole world. I don't even know how to get back to my normal life. How do you move on from that?!
    jessieruth34 jessieruth34 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    These lyrics really mean something to me lately.

    "So, I'm gonna to love you like I'm gonna lose you, I'm gonna hold you like I'm saying goodbye. Forever will stay in, I won't take you for granted, cause we'll never know when we'll run out of time. So I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you, I'm gonna love you like I'm...
    Lann2015 Lann2015 31-35, F Jan 7

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    the heart is healing

    but when wil she just be gone from my thout list !!!
    marcuscent marcuscent 26-30, M Jan 17

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    I wish I walked away sooner.

    For 9 months, I thought he loved me and cared for me. For 9 months he swore to me that he would never lie to me or anyone, he even got defensive when I called him a liar as a joke. So how could you cheat on my for two weeks with your ex and pretend like everything was okay? And...
    ChelseyMonique ChelseyMonique 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2015

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    You were like my glue,

    the glue that held everything together, now you are gone!! and everything is falling apart!! I don't know where to start! I don't know how to explain my heart things!! its all black and white!! the colors of my life you are!! but now I can hardly even see the sun! even sunny...
    Joysummers Joysummers 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    My love for you was bulletproof

    but you're the one who shot me-pierce the veil
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F Aug 5, 2015

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    I know I am going to have happiness one day.

    God promised to the faithful those who delight themselves in living for him? Happiness. It's just no way around human emotions. God made everyone with feelings. Though it seems like some people have more of certain emotions than others. We all have them. I am going to keep my...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2015

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    ... So I just broke up with my girlfriend a few

    minutes ago... What a terrible feeling... The guilt makes me feel... Disgusting... We haven't been talking much. I'm constantly suspicious of her. Someone with as many trust issues as I have wouldn't be any good for her anyway. I have been torn between my loyalty and my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 11, 2015

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    Need my EP friends! So

    after two months of not calling, guess who calls and asks me to visit on NYE (remember he is in the hospital). We have a decent visit where he told me a lot of truths- him using a lot more AnD getting blown jobs by two girls. I maintained my composure not sure how. So today I...
    Lann2015 Lann2015 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I don't get how someone can say they love you

    for 8 months, then just forget about that person? Do you not feel anything at all or something? I'm finding it so hard to move on. And he's finding it so easy, and he doesn't even miss me either. I just don't understand.
    miavine miavine 51-55, F 3 Responses Apr 9, 2015

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    Physically aching heart.

    I had given up on life, just quit trying. But I came a cross an incredible opportunity to join the Officer Training Corps and a chance to turn my life around. I was super excited (and freaking nervous). I went to open evening, spoke to people and saw it was perfect for me and...
    js246 js246 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    She imagines him imaging her.

    It's the only way to make it through another day. It's the only thing to mask the pain.
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    Such is the bane of any foolish heart,

    that an object of hope does become distorted and deranged, into a relic of shame and torture... Cast to the wind are the embers of a dying fire as a storm approaches... It rapes every semblance of sanctuary and denies the land any light... Through every gust the wretched...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 11, 2015

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    My heart is breaking

    for my AP/ex AP/BF/ex/bff whatever I want to call him (that status is not getting resolved anytime soon). I visited him in the hospital last night. The dr is really messing up with the meds. I want to say he was like a zombie but even a zombie is more animated than he was. He...
    Lann2015 Lann2015 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 15

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    I just want the hurt to stop.

    please make stop it just hurts so much
    lipsofanangel26 lipsofanangel26 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 10, 2015

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    This snowstorm would be perfect

    if you were here. In my fantasy we are living together and spend the weekend in bed, having sex and cuddling. But no, you chose a life of drugs, lying, and eventually going off your medications over a life with me. Let me ask, did that girl make you feel special when she...
    Lann2015 Lann2015 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 22

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    I don't know what to do.

    My bf and I have had a problems throughout our relationship. My mother does not really like him because he sent her an offensive message criticizing her regarding the way she treats me (sometimes she can be very strict). In the past I really appreciated that he would stick up...
    LD02 LD02 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 12

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    skyeccaa skyeccaa 26-30, F Jan 10

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    I used to be such a romantic.

    But living and loving whole heartedly has beaten it out of me.
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 22

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    My girlfriend and I broke up.

    We were engaged... I never ever thought I would find someone who would make me feel beautiful... Someone who makes me feel so special... And then... After almost 2 years... She breaks up with me... She told me SHE WAS flawed, but I'm the one people always leave... I'm the one...
    ChloeSunshine ChloeSunshine 26-30, T 2 Responses Jan 9

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    marcuscent marcuscent 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I Am Feeling Heartbroken I am feeling

    heartbroken. Seeing you, how you have seizure really breaks my heart. You're still young, I treat you as if you're my real sister. I'm sorry, if you've lost your parents at a very young age. Maybe, God has a purpose or reason if why did He get your parents. Just please remember...
    byeAnna byeAnna 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    i go to bed every night hopeing this will go

    away it never seem to go every moring i still feel this horbel pain eving if iam not thining of her that horbel gut feeling and iam over the year mark i honsty never thout eny one would get me like this
    marcuscent marcuscent 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 20

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    This morning, just before 1 am,

    my mother took her last breath. I had been with her around-the-clock the four days and last night I left to run home (my parents home) and get clothes really quick. At 12:50 I got a call saying they thought she was close and of course I panicked, hung up the phone, and ran...
    Femininewiles Femininewiles 26-30, F 8 Responses Apr 22, 2015

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    It's like screaming..

    And no one can hear You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important.. That without them you feel like nothing No one will ever understand how much it hurts You feel hopeless Like nothing can save you Then when it's over and it's gone.. You almost wish you could...
    davisbre davisbre 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 17, 2014

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    Why why why can't I ever just fall in love with

    someone who is in love with me aswell and just simply love and be happy. Why can everyone do that except me, what is it I do wrong..
    sproetje sproetje 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    I don't know what I want anymore.

    Nothing makes me completely happy.
    moongirl03 moongirl03 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    I think of you. My thoughts of you,

    however, are in ruin. I love you. I do not want you. I miss you. I want you here. I do not love who you are. I miss the idea of you. I wish you were here. I can sit here and think of you, but a smile does not find my face. My heart hurts wanting you. I can still imagine the...
    CRAENIUM CRAENIUM 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 11, 2014

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    the girl who charmed my heart.

    .. stole it.. before she could ever be possibly mine has asked me to stop talking to her. she does not believe i can get over the feelings i have for her and see her as a friend.... if she only knew how mistaken she is..... yes i can not deny to anyone, muchless myself that i...
    that1brownguy that1brownguy 22-25, M Feb 2

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    He has dumped me. He can't do it.

    Can't do a long distance relationship. Can't love me like I love him. Can't Can't Can't Nothing I can do but suck it up and move on. And I will but it stings pretty bad right now. I will have a hard time being with another man for a while. I won't be able to stroke their cheek...
    Curiouskitty77 Curiouskitty77 36-40, F 5 Responses Oct 18, 2014

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    I miss you. I want us to be cuddling on the

    couch, watching a movie. I want to go to sleep next to you. I want to wake up next to you. I still want that. Even after all the lies. Even when you appeared to give up on us and yourself. Even after you repeatedly chose drugs over a life with me. I still have this unwavering...
    Lann2015 Lann2015 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    I miss the person I thought he was.

    I miss the person who I thought cared about me, was honest and was loyal. The emotional abuse has finally come to an end. But I don't feel any different. I wake up with an ache in my chest. It feels like I will never forget him and that's what scares me the most. I don't know if...
    Princesslauryn Princesslauryn 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 14

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    The worst kind of heartbreak is

    when you HAVE to let go, not because you don't want to be together, but because circumstances are such that it becomes impossible.We haven't fallen out of love, we haven't met other people, we haven't had a fight and we do not want to leave … But it seems we have to.That...
    ctstranger ctstranger 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2015

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    I have many reasons I should break off the

    engagement. But will I really do it? I wrote a long winded experience a few days ago if you'd like some background. He doesn't know that I know this yet, but I recently found out he's a felon. He also owes $50K in child support for a child he told me was adopted. Turns out the...
    RoseColoredGlasses81 RoseColoredGlasses81 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Tonight my heart is heavy.

    I hate to waste my time thinking of him, missing him, yearning for his affection when he's just fine without me. I wish I had someone to talk to about it all.
    bossvixen bossvixen 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2014

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    every girlfriend and date,

    or lady friend, I have given a lot of attention and medium piece of my heart... I have no more to give, hurt is all I have in my heart and cannot anything more! I feel drained and worn out, I cannot hurt another or get hurt by an lady!
    funnnmannn funnnmannn 16-17 1 Response Jan 23

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