I Am Feeling Helpless These Days

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 251 People

    I've really been under a lot of stress

    for the past few years. A big load of both happy and sad things, but all equally demanding. I feel like people die around me all the time, money's running shorter than ever and I'm unable to make new connections and start new friendships. I work my fingers to the bone trying to...
    justanotherguy1 justanotherguy1
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 3, 2015

    **** life **** trying **** breathing ****

    everything CUT CHOKE SOB PUNCH THATS ALL THE STUFF I DO TO MYSELF KICK SCRATCH BEAT CRY THATS ALL THE STUFF I DO TO MYSELF IM RIPPING MYSELF APART I I CANT HANDLE THIS ANYMORE ****
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine
    16-17, M
    1 Response Aug 22, 2014

    My closest friend has been on an emotional

    roller-coaster for a while now. It has just been one struggle after another. I have known her since childhood, I sometimes used to envy her strength, her courage and her ability to keep going no matter what obstacles she faced. For the first time in years today I saw the little...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 4, 2015

    I just recently got back with my 1st bf

    who I've known 6 years. I contacted him after years of not talking and immediately fell back in love. Problem is he has a GF. And he lives with her. He can't leave because he'd have no place to live and I'm too far away to have him live with me. It kills me because he's the love...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 20, 2014

    Beaten, Broken, & Unable to Pick Myself Up

    These swings in my moods are coming quicker now. I can be blessfully numb one minute, & seething with anger & pain the next. Now, I'm just tired, depressed, sore, beaten, & no longer have the strength to carry on. I feel like such a friggin' failure, like I can't even...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 22, 2009

    I feel like I'm hurting someone

    even though i don't want too. He loves me but i can't love him back because i cant clearly understand my feelings of I'm still inlove with someone else. 😔💔
    undespicablemin undespicablemin
    22-25, F
    Aug 22, 2014

    I dated this guy for a year

    and a half and a we broke up a couple months ago. But we have almost kept constant contact and we have hung out a few times. But every time he wants me back, I push him away and everytime I want him back, he doesn't want me. It's killing me to think he's talking to another girl...
    Jessica0906 Jessica0906
    18-21, F
    Aug 18, 2014

    I'm feeling pretty helpless tonight.

    I hate how depression just takes away all of your motivation. I feel so alone.
    JamesCarter20 JamesCarter20
    18-21, T
    Oct 1, 2015

    well, when you have problems

    that u cant help, u tend to feel helpless at times.... so, i guess im kinda feeling a lil helpless these days.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 20, 2015

    What's the point? I kind of feel like dying.

    I'm so angry . If you don't share the same dreams what are we doing? ????? I'm just barely going through the motions because I don't ******* care anymore. I DON'T CARE! You won't talk to me you go upstairs I'm downstairs we aren't even spending thanksgiving together. What the...
    Slackergirl Slackergirl
    31-35, F
    Nov 25, 2015

    I feel so out of control of my life.

    Tired of being pushed around and blamed for everything. I love my family but don't want to be around them. My mother is a very greedy, pushy, bossy person, and freaking nosey. I hate that. She opens my mail, asks who's on the phone, where I'm going, how much money I've got. Let...
    cinch cinch
    46-50, F
    Oct 24, 2014

    I can't make you come back.

    I hate myself that I don't have any control over your actions. You are like an unresponsive brick wall that does not allow me to get through. I feel so small and helpless. I dont even know what to do. I am that lost.
    AmberDD AmberDD
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2014

    To those of you who care I need help.

    Today I found out that my mom has lupus along with a blood clot dangerously close to her heart. I have never been so scared in my life. I don't know what I would do without my mom.
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985
    13-15, M
    1 Response Aug 7, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Aug 3, 2015

    I Am Feeling Helpless

    2008 march i met love of my love....i proposed him he said yes all were going so guud that its was a feeling like dreams cm true but these days he dont take any interest on me he shouts on me ...he never listen and he never feel l;ike talking to me to sharing histhings with me...
    lakshmicchauhan lakshmicchauhan
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2009

    So I have been playing the violin

    for 5 years it will be next month and on just loving it there just one problem I've fallen irrevocably in love with my teacher I've had crushes on teachers before but this one is different she understands me cares wants to help and I don't know How to feel anymore over become...
    musician238 musician238
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2015

    What's the point of living

    if we just gonna die anyway.
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985
    13-15, M
    Aug 7, 2015

    My thoughts are really bad today.

    I just want to end the pain. My dad is mad at me for not eating. I can't seem to make anyone happy. We're celebrating Thanksgiving today and I don't think anyone is thankful for me.
    JamesCarter20 JamesCarter20
    18-21, T
    3 Responses Nov 28, 2015

    I'm not normally one to let my feelings out on

    the internet but i just need to describe this feeling to someone because its haunted me my entire life. You know that feeling, we all know this feeling walking into a new place, meeting new people, starting new jobs/lifes. Believe me when I say I am not bragging I have...
    nomoko nomoko
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 28, 2015

    I wish I was happy. I don't remember the last

    time I actually laughed. A real laugh. Not a fake one.
    LOLiwish LOLiwish
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Aug 18, 2014
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