but i ache at the thought of being heartbroken...im a godd!mn walking contradiction...you wanna be loved but you dont wanna be hurt... the older you get the more yesterday seems better cause there was less to worry about.
My husband died 2 weeks ago. It's 2:30 a.m. and I can't sleep, again. I miss him but, you know, I missed him when he was alive. It seems like he was always away from home doing something. For half of the last 2+ years I was in a wheelchair with injuries I sustained in a car...
Anybody out there? (That's all I had to say, but EP didn't like the brevity.)
My husband is in the hospital. I am not working because I need to be there for him. I just need a little human contact.
Hope that's enough.
Yet I do 90 per cent of things alone.
Just an observation.
Sometimes do you ever look at a moment and say "this is not my life?"
Wish u could say it wasn't but it is.
Sometimes people just suck.
Is it too much to ask to have someone to go to a movie with as a late...
feel like someone's here.
Sad, right? :P haha
I realized how I can make -or try to make- friends here in the UK.
I'm going to go up to people my age who seem decent and just introduce myself saying I'm new and need friends here and ask for their FB haha. I'll defo try that...