emotional and psychological hell and to top it off my doctor told me I'm anemic. They found out through the blood tests they did while I was in the hospital after that overdose incident on Saturday. That's why I've been so dizzy and weak and yawning every 2 seconds. I'm tired. I...
I am feeling sorry for myself. It seems like I should be over him by now. I feel embarrassed that I was obviously a target. I guess I looked vulnerable and gullible. And I was. I was ready to give my heart and to experience love again, to believe again. So I gave my heart away to...
Though your presence was so near
We could've been on differ speres
I'm so lost for words
I gotta step out of my skin
Gotta see who I think I am
This perspective has to change
Or I'm committing another sin
Why, oh why is it when we make a big life mistake, when we stumble on our journey that we make those mistakes alone? That the guilt and judgement falls squarely on our shoulders - like we didn't listen to God or something? Where is God in all this? I didn't choose the...