I am feeling sorry for myself. It seems like I should be over him by now. I feel embarrassed that I was obviously a target. I guess I looked vulnerable and gullible. And I was. I was ready to give my heart and to experience love again, to believe again. So I gave my heart away to...
Though your presence was so near
We could've been on differ speres
I'm so lost for words
I gotta step out of my skin
Gotta see who I think I am
This perspective has to change
Or I'm committing another sin
emotional and psychological hell and to top it off my doctor told me I'm anemic. They found out through the blood tests they did while I was in the hospital after that overdose incident on Saturday. That's why I've been so dizzy and weak and yawning every 2 seconds. I'm tired. I...
Why, oh why is it when we make a big life mistake, when we stumble on our journey that we make those mistakes alone? That the guilt and judgement falls squarely on our shoulders - like we didn't listen to God or something? Where is God in all this? I didn't choose the...