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I Am Feeling Very Private Right Now

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    Sometimes I have the very real feeling that I have walls around me.  Or a kind of cage around my chest.  It really is very odd and it usually comes when I feel vulnerable and insecure.  The feeling can come quite suddenly and leave me equally quickly.  Just a...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 6 Responses Jan 12, 2010

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    Illusion Is Stronger Than Humiliation

    She ducks under the veil of fronds, sliding into the darkness willingly...No thought of peril does she fear, running to that which has called...The sting of lashing thorns along the path, hinder not her progress here...She draws near, and recognition shatters the silence in...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2012

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    Very Vulnerable

    I just woke up and it seems all of my defenses are up.  Usually when I log in and search out experiences I'm open minded and excited but tonight I am very sensitive and protective.  I wonder how that will affect the experiences I pick this time around?
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    I am in shutdown mode and protection defense. I am not feeling very sociable and it is likely that I may be in this way for a long while. I hate when I feel this way but it is part of what makes me really me. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Nov 6, 2010

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    Leave Me Alone Please

    For the past several months I have been content to stay inside, away from everyone. I really can't take the outside world sometimes.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jul 14, 2010

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    People Just Dont Understand

    PEOPLE NEED SOME PIRVACY YOU KNOW!!!! EVEN SUPERSTARS......  AND PAPRATZI JUST LEAVE PEOPLE ALONE. THEY NEED PRIVACY TTTOOOO!!!!!!!
    LovingHeartz1999 LovingHeartz1999 13-15, F May 29, 2010

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    I am trying but so hard....going through a separation....so devastated right now....
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    I could really use one right now
    loneleyboy loneleyboy 13-15, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    So angry and stressed right now. Lack of sleep isn't helping. Kids are stressing me out. Acting up, refusing to behave. Today I specifically told them not to touch a cake. I left...
    JacobsGirl360 JacobsGirl360 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    really i want right now inbox me
    Robinmama Robinmama 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    really i wanna right now.inbox me.i wii show you everything.inbox me
    Robinmama Robinmama 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I would give ANYTHING and I do mean ANYTHING to get one right now
    Deathwish2015 Deathwish2015 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm reaching the end of a marriage that has done a lot of good, but has failed to fill two hearts in the way true love and a lifetime commitment should. I will soon announce to her...
    Bfinally Bfinally 51-55, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    i wish I was a teen right now I would be sooo...FREAKIN" PRETTY.......LOL !!!!!
    jadasmith24 jadasmith24 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Well I am actually listening to this album right now... Beck - Morning Phase http://youtu.be/E0ic83Auzlk I can't get over how much I like it. I had heard of Beck but wasn't...
    llevame llevame 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    Is there anyone who doesn't. Whether it's to join an activity to become more social friendly and have more fun or whether its to go to the gym or start exercising to lose weight...
    GrimMindControl GrimMindControl 18-21, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I want someone to control me right away however you must be VERY strict!!!
    Linehamshorts5 Linehamshorts5 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I love the drunk Homer Simpson image for this experience. But yes, it's interesting how much time I spend living inside my head. It's a nice feeling, stopping that grinding mental...
    DeGustibus DeGustibus 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i have been feeling like this for a long time recently..but i found no one that i can really talk to and be friends, so please message me and lets talk...i will answer your...
    EliasMOP EliasMOP 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I'm feeling a lot under some sort of mask of emptiness? I can't properly feel the sadness and loneliness and whatever else is mixed up in there because of some weird tired apathy...
    transtastic transtastic 18-21, T 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm not good at this texting thing. I have a hard time with people who pop up and just ok. Asking them what they mean and finding block really triggers my bipolar. I've been doing...
    equusrider equusrider 56-60, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm new here. Message me to chat. I really wanna right now ;P
    AttentionSeeker19 AttentionSeeker19 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Soon as anyone speaks about anything in our house mum and dad are all over outsiders and all happy and chatting soon as i say a single thing it becomes a out right raging argument...
    totaldomination7 totaldomination7 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Well iv picked up all the pieces of a broken heart an I'm feeling a whole lot better about myself an who I am 😊😊😄
    jose2499 jose2499 16-17, M a week ago

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    Any girls wanna have fun message me im really hard right now
    bigguy2015 bigguy2015 26-30, M Jun 23

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    I am so frustrated right now. I'm sick of people at the moment. I avoid social situations and I have on/off suicidal thoughts. Some people in my life currently just frustrate me...
    rcmh171822 rcmh171822 18-21, F Jun 23

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    Perhaps, right now, is perfect. Always. The internal and the external. But the mind splits things into good or bad. Since this is the case and it is automatic, then this is also...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    messeagr me! I'm feeling good right now so come on girl!
    Msmmorgan1 Msmmorgan1 13-15, M Jun 22

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    I'm pretty sure I have one of the most pathetic lives out there. I'm so ashamed of my situation right now. Where do I begin?! 1. I recently turned 18 years old 2. I live with my...
    pixywrites pixywrites 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 21

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    I'm very upset with her for many things she has put me through in my life but recently I moved out because she was trying to break up my baby's father and I up and it really upset...
    DeIuxedEdition DeIuxedEdition 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 20

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    It is very hot outside now i have been side sun tanning nude and walked to the creek to pick wild flowers now going inside to cool off.....Thinking its bout time to play...Maybe...
    CLPLIKESFUN CLPLIKESFUN 46-50 1 Response Jun 20

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    Hey guys :) how you doing? I feeling bored so wish to chat,anyone can message me and pls feel free to talk. Really need someone to chat and talk with.
    Tryingtofixthingsnow Tryingtofixthingsnow 22-25, M Jun 20

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    Been a week since we last talked and the first thing you do is tell me you'll steal my jacket? Fine, but I reserve the right to challenge you to cuddle kombat
    TheAmazinglyAwkwardSpiderJoe1 TheAmazinglyAwkwardSpiderJoe1 18-21, M Jun 19

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    I hate feeling like this. I usually sleep it off but I can't sleep.
    eliteshadow eliteshadow 18-21, M Jun 17

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    I am naked right now. I've been naked since last night (as I sleep naked now). Parents are gone the clothes are off :) Doing my genealogy research naked and soon going to do some...
    ElvisPresleyFan3577 ElvisPresleyFan3577 18-21, M Jun 17

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    Any takers?(; I'm lonely right now (;
    willowbae97 willowbae97 16-17, F 7 Responses Jun 17

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    My wife was a lesbian. We got married when we were both 38. Everything seemed fine to me, maybe I am more stupid than I look. It never occurred to me that she even liked women in...
    commandline commandline 51-55, M Jun 16

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    Reminiscing with a little bit of Chris Botti and FourPlay right now. Haven't listened to either of these CDs in a long time. A nice way to relax on a stressful day. Love that...
    llevame llevame 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    Pretty horny right now. This beautiful girl keeps stoping by my office and bending over to tease me and there is nothing I can do about it. Any girls want to talk and help me...
    slowjo5 slowjo5 26-30, M Jun 16