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I Am Feeling Very Private Right Now

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    I am in shutdown mode and protection defense. I am not feeling very sociable and it is likely that I may be in this way for a long while. I hate when I feel this way but it is part of what makes me really me. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Nov 6, 2010

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    Illusion Is Stronger Than Humiliation

    She ducks under the veil of fronds, sliding into the darkness willingly...No thought of peril does she fear, running to that which has called...The sting of lashing thorns along the path, hinder not her progress here...She draws near, and recognition shatters the silence in...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2012

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    Shutdown

    Sometimes I have the very real feeling that I have walls around me.  Or a kind of cage around my chest.  It really is very odd and it usually comes when I feel vulnerable and insecure.  The feeling can come quite suddenly and leave me equally quickly.  Just a...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 6 Responses Jan 12, 2010

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    Very Vulnerable

    I just woke up and it seems all of my defenses are up.  Usually when I log in and search out experiences I'm open minded and excited but tonight I am very sensitive and protective.  I wonder how that will affect the experiences I pick this time around?
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    People Just Dont Understand

    PEOPLE NEED SOME PIRVACY YOU KNOW!!!! EVEN SUPERSTARS......  AND PAPRATZI JUST LEAVE PEOPLE ALONE. THEY NEED PRIVACY TTTOOOO!!!!!!!
    LovingHeartz1999 LovingHeartz1999 13-15, F May 29, 2010

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    Leave Me Alone Please

    For the past several months I have been content to stay inside, away from everyone. I really can't take the outside world sometimes.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jul 14, 2010

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    My boyfriend and I are in a huge fight right now over something little and he always starts fights all I want to know is if he is even worth it
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    I could so do with someone to talk to right now! I'm feeling so down.
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    I'm so horny right now!!! Any girls want to help?! X
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    I could use help about the '' Sister'' incident and ex bf drama. Yo plus im so bored right now!
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    I am asking for divorce to my wife but she is bent upon not to leave me.. Sleep have no relation in any way.. She don't stay with me.. But still every time I ask her for divorce...
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    I should be sleeping right now but i cant seem to shut my brain off. I cant help but overthink EVERYTHiNG!
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    Up for a chat? I would love to talk to someone right now ;)
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    Currently on an extended lunch right now but I've been hard nearly all morning. I absolutely love being rock hard here at my desk.
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    I am about two hours away from getting nude - I could really rip my clothes off right now
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    I just dont understand how after 10 years, just out of the blue, shes done. Am i blind? Its a horrible feeling, not being worthy enough for someone to try for.
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    Anyone else feeling the same/willing to help a little?
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    Im so mad I need to talk to somone right now
    ihatebeingblack44 ihatebeingblack44 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    Hmm I have to drop out school since I have no money to fee. My mom can't provide money to me anymore so I have to find work. Absolutely, in my life I have ever met this situation...
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    SlaveGirl60 SlaveGirl60 22-25, F Jul 11

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    So pissed right now with everyone and thing not sure what to do
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