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I Am Feeling Very Private Right Now

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    I just woke up and it seems all of my defenses are up.  Usually when I log in and search out experiences I'm open minded and excited but tonight I am very sensitive and protective.  I wonder how that will affect the experiences I pick this time around?
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    :(

    I am in shutdown mode and protection defense. I am not feeling very sociable and it is likely that I may be in this way for a long while. I hate when I feel this way but it is part of what makes me really me. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Nov 6, 2010

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    Leave Me Alone Please

    For the past several months I have been content to stay inside, away from everyone. I really can't take the outside world sometimes.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jul 14, 2010

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