I Am Feeling Very Private Right Now

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    Illusion Is Stronger Than Humiliation

    She ducks under the veil of fronds, sliding into the darkness willingly...No thought of peril does she fear, running to that which has called...The sting of lashing thorns along the path, hinder not her progress here...She draws near, and recognition shatters the silence in...
    indigowitch indigowitch
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 6, 2012

    :(

    I am in shutdown mode and protection defense. I am not feeling very sociable and it is likely that I may be in this way for a long while. I hate when I feel this way but it is part of what makes me really me. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    Nov 6, 2010

    Very Vulnerable

    I just woke up and it seems all of my defenses are up.  Usually when I log in and search out experiences I'm open minded and excited but tonight I am very sensitive and protective.  I wonder how that will affect the experiences I pick this time around?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jan 11, 2010

    Leave Me Alone Please

    For the past several months I have been content to stay inside, away from everyone. I really can't take the outside world sometimes.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    Jul 14, 2010

    People Just Dont Understand

    PEOPLE NEED SOME PIRVACY YOU KNOW!!!! EVEN SUPERSTARS......  AND PAPRATZI JUST LEAVE PEOPLE ALONE. THEY NEED PRIVACY TTTOOOO!!!!!!!
    LovingHeartz1999 LovingHeartz1999
    13-15, F
    May 29, 2010

    Shutdown

    Sometimes I have the very real feeling that I have walls around me.  Or a kind of cage around my chest.  It really is very odd and it usually comes when I feel vulnerable and insecure.  The feeling can come quite suddenly and leave me equally quickly.  Just a...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss
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    6 Responses Jan 12, 2010

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