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I Am Feeling Very Private Right Now

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 62 People

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    I am in shutdown mode and protection defense. I am not feeling very sociable and it is likely that I may be in this way for a long while. I hate when I feel this way but it is part of what makes me really me. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Nov 6, 2010

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    Very Vulnerable

    I just woke up and it seems all of my defenses are up.  Usually when I log in and search out experiences I'm open minded and excited but tonight I am very sensitive and protective.  I wonder how that will affect the experiences I pick this time around?
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    Illusion Is Stronger Than Humiliation

    She ducks under the veil of fronds, sliding into the darkness willingly...No thought of peril does she fear, running to that which has called...The sting of lashing thorns along the path, hinder not her progress here...She draws near, and recognition shatters the silence in...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2012

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    Leave Me Alone Please

    For the past several months I have been content to stay inside, away from everyone. I really can't take the outside world sometimes.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jul 14, 2010

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    People Just Dont Understand

    PEOPLE NEED SOME PIRVACY YOU KNOW!!!! EVEN SUPERSTARS......  AND PAPRATZI JUST LEAVE PEOPLE ALONE. THEY NEED PRIVACY TTTOOOO!!!!!!!
    LovingHeartz1999 LovingHeartz1999 13-15, F May 29, 2010

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    Shutdown

    Sometimes I have the very real feeling that I have walls around me.  Or a kind of cage around my chest.  It really is very odd and it usually comes when I feel vulnerable and insecure.  The feeling can come quite suddenly and leave me equally quickly.  Just a...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 6 Responses Jan 12, 2010

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