For a time I think my loyalty to my mother was out of love, respect, gratefulness, and fear.
I'm not sure for how long my reasons for my loyalty have been shifting, or when fear became the predominant reason. It's a fear of being alone, and something else I can't quite put my...
would be this. it kills me to turn my back on someone. but once I'm done I'm done. it hurts like hell for me to cut people out of my life. it seriously breaks my heart, but it's a matter of respect. if you can't respect me, you don't belong in my life.
This is one of those traits I wonder about. It has been a good thing for me but it has also proven to be bad for me to.
The biggest problem with this trait is not knowing where the balance is and when it is going to harm you instead of be good for you.
I hope to one day...
when it comes to anyone im close too or my god i am on top of it. im not a trouble maker at all but if you push buttons that belong to someone i love you better watch it. i am loyal because i love people. and i love having trust that people so rarely give. i love being some ones...
If someone gives me the courage to trust them, I would stick to it. Still, it has to be there and earned. I would stay true to anyone if it would remain that way. After trying to do it a number of times, only to be disappointed, it is hard to achieve these days.
People for the most part get me, they get what I am about and we live in constant peace and harmony.
Every so often, someone has to come along and put it to the test for one reason or another.
I am just saying man, don't test me, you will see that I don't play.