I Am Fighting Between Good and Evil

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    Are You A True Christian ?

    Believing in Jesus our Lord is just the start, to be a true Christian we have to practice Christianity. You can read the bible and attend church as often as you like, but if you don't put into practice God's commandments, then your Not living as a true Christian ! We are...
    bargbys bargbys
    51-55, M
    Dec 19, 2011

    Triangle of Doubt

      This is the Story I have been writing about good and evil and the fight for our souls, and what it means for us humans.             The Triangle of Doubt   The triangle of doubt is made up of three, God our saviour, Nick...
    williamjohn williamjohn
    51-55
    1 Response Feb 17, 2009

    The Monster Inside

    It's bound by chains I put on myself, Meant to contain it, To keep it from going to the world, For how long it's exsited, I cannot say, Born of the sins of my mind, Envy, Lust, Rage, Never have I took action of these, My mind knows better, Than to let these go further, Though...
    13thWolf 13thWolf
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 30, 2008

    Constantly

    with all that`s happened to me,and all tht`s happened to people i know.i have a constant battle.their is hate that dwells in me .criel thoughts of how i could make them pay.but the other side keeps me sane.i cannot become that part that i fear.i know his anger,his thirst for...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    36-40
    1 Response Mar 23, 2009

    I Need Awnsers

    ok before you read this I want you to know I'm not trying to offend anyone. I just don't know what to do. I don't necessarily believe in heaven or hell. But so what if l go to hell. I guess I'm going to hell anyway because I'm bi and believe a person should be happy no matter...
    Blackveilbrides123 Blackveilbrides123
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 8, 2012

    Not Really..

    i just love sephiroth lol :D
    1wingedangel 1wingedangel
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Aug 20, 2009

    The Fire Beaneth My Skin

     i always try to be nice and polite.to show kindness and warmth to everyone i meet.but,there are those whom i would much rather harm.all they do is hurt.they have no conscious what so ever.i feel the urge to bring hell down upon them.to be the"avenging angel".they,if any...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    36-40
    2 Responses Jan 26, 2010

    Good V Bad

    This may sound weird, but in my head its a constant battle between good vs evil. I get negative thoughts 24/7. They go along the lines of ive had enough, i cant do this anymore, u deserve to die. Its like a constant part of my brain thinking badly/negatively and putting me down...
    star26 star26
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Dec 20, 2008

    I Want to Be Good But Its a Battle

    I would love to be so righteous that i was almost angelic, but im not. I linger between good and evil..i make bad judgements and do silly things which could be avoided if i really chose to. But im human and im by no means perfect. I have evil thoughts though most of the time i...
    thehippy thehippy
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Apr 12, 2009

    Triangle of Doubt

      No all they could use was the seed of love and the seed of doubt, Uncle Nick or god could not just take over a body, they had to work on us through the seeds of love and doubt.   Adam and Eve were the first to come up against them, God teaches both of them his love...
    williamjohn williamjohn
    51-55
    Feb 22, 2009

    Every Minute

    We fight the battle of good and evil every minute of our lives. There is a constant battle between the devil and our Lord. We must wittness for our God all the time. We must pray that he protect us from the adversary each day . We must also do the will of the Lord in order to be...
    RESCUE RESCUE
    61-65, F
    2 Responses Dec 19, 2008

    Good Or Evil?

    For a long time now I have been fighting between good and evil. Sometimes I feel like doing something great for someone and other times I feel like killing someone. I don't know what it is maybe I just have a lot of anger built up inside of me I don't really know but I'm trying...
    TwilightPrincess87 TwilightPrincess87
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Dec 19, 2008

    Related Experiences

    We are a desi couple and I am the husband here. Have been here earlier and had some good interaction with people and friends here. Since EP is closing, I would like to connect...
    Desicouplefun Desicouplefun
    46-50, M
    Apr 21
    Ah ok, i first joined EP June/15/2015 tbh ...not that long but the memories i made here are just wow ..i can still remember it like it was yesterday and idk how i feel ...happy...
    LovelyGorillla LovelyGorillla
    16-17, F
    Apr 21
    Goodbye experience project. Without you I'd be dead. This place has been a comfort for me and I am tearful thinking all these memories are now gone. My stories are gone, who I am...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    I got a lot of support and advice on here when I needed it, also it was good to be able to type things and get it all out when I felt like I had know body I could talk to about...
    wishfulsoul wishfulsoul
    31-35, F
    Apr 21
    I don't think it's evil, but I think there are many problems with it. American medicine for example forces foreign doctors to learn medicine again in the U.S and they teach things...
    WhirlwindR WhirlwindR
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 21
    I hate to for its not the goodbye tht hurts but the flashbacks n sweet memories tht follow...but I will have to say goodbye...so..good bye all my dear frnds on here..luv u all..n...
    itsmecrazyUCme itsmecrazyUCme
    13-15, F
    Apr 21
    It's such a bad thing that EP is closing now. I understand it helped a lot of people. I hope it'll return someday and in a better version (tho I like it the way it is). Thanks...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 21
    So apparently we have less than 24 hours here. I feel like I should say so many things, yet words aren't so forthcoming in this moment of farewell. I'm too tired :p A few years...
    cherryxblossom cherryxblossom
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    The last story I will write on EP. It's sort of the end of an era for me. I first came here in June of 2011. I was lonely in a marriage that was a sham. We weren't ready to walk...
    simplysusan01 simplysusan01
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    just saying goodbye EP. friends if you want to find me on other sites with same username as here. good bye EP you have been good most off the time. love you EP.
    slivereyes slivereyes
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    Hate them! I've made so many good friends on here that it's going to take me ages to contact everyone individually to say good bye. But you all know who you are. Good bye and good...
    Mick672 Mick672
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    Very early in the tomorrow morning, I will be out for some work and will return home late. Until my return, EP will be close. I would like to say good bye to all of you. I hope, I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 20
    Well boys and girls it's here, and it looks like this is where I'll post my goodbye. To my friends I just want to say thank you, for the laughs and for the support. I believe I've...
    TristeMuneca87 TristeMuneca87
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Apr 20
    It's not goodbye, just see you later. I've met some really incredible friends on this site and I will be forever grateful. Take care of yourself everyone, and good luck in all of...
    JamesCarter20 JamesCarter20
    18-21, T
    Apr 20
    I have a good heart, a submissive heart but good none the less! Some people take my kindness for weakness, taking advantage of me or calling me spineless, but that is because THEY...
    InLoveWithTheSun InLoveWithTheSun
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 20
    The flags are used for a number of purposes and they enable you to show your love, respect and support toward your nation or the association. There are number of categories of...
    Onlinestore12 Onlinestore12
    31-35, M
    Apr 19
    Simple and sincere language. I wish more people would listen to a song like this, because it deserves some ears. The content is not rly that applicable, but I'll set this as a...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    It has been a great time, wild ride, and learning experience no one can ever take away from me! Being on EP helped me so much, I have grown and matured in using you and I hope I...
    vvonderwoman vvonderwoman
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    I'll say my goodbyes now instead of later. The good things in life never last forever and that's what makes them precious. Adios.
    jeanzie jeanzie
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    I remember making an account so long ago for a story I hardly remember but this girl made me make an account and in doing so I met some really good people here who did change my...
    Zudokato Zudokato
    18-21, M
    Apr 19
    But have to say in couple of days, so why not now! Its a good-bye EP and to all members and friends. I really found some good friends here and few very amazing people too. This...
    SsL919 SsL919
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 19
    Well the end is near. Just want to take a minute to say good bye to all my friends. Thanks for all the fun and good times and a place to just chat things out. Will be deleting my...
    pj83 pj83
    46-50, M
    Apr 19
    Its time to go .I came here sad and lonely looking for answers, some were answered and some were left with more questions. I met some great people, some wacky ones too but always...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 18
    Ok. So, I will be away on a school trip for a couple days. I will return on the day EP shuts down, on the 21st. I may or may not be posting much on the trip since I will be busy...
    sagespoo sagespoo
    16-17, F
    Apr 17
    I don't like goodbyes no one likes goodbye's But sometimes goodbyes can be good Still very hard but good My auntie had a husband that beat her for years she use to sell...
    Dessily Dessily
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    If anybody has good advice to offer on issues that affect people like say depression or other problems that affect alot of people then post it now. EP will be closing but existing...
    hereisme hereisme
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    I've been reading about these ppl here who worried that they're evil. Accept it and roll with it, stop being down. Evil is fun. It takes both good and bad in the world and some of...
    satanbuddy satanbuddy
    41-45, M
    Apr 16
    I've saved my goodbye for this last weekend of EP (maybe I was hoping it really wasn't going to end) An online friend of mine (no longer on EP) brought me to this site many years...
    Mik02 Mik02
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Apr 16
    I joined EP on January 1, 2008. It was a very different place then and I was a very different person. When I joined I had pretty much given up. I was depressed, I worked so...
    MuguetDeMai MuguetDeMai
    41-45, F
    Apr 16
    Goodbye all my friends. I'm deleting my account tonight. It's pretty much been twelve mths since I joined EP. And I can tell you, it's changed my life. I no longer feel like a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 16
    Dear Beloved EP Friends, I know I will see many of you at R2T, or Exp2 in the near future, so this is not good-bye. But we are experiencing an eviction of sorts—a forced...
    WindSylph WindSylph
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Apr 15
    I am very sad that Experience Project is shutting down in a few days. It has always been there for me thru all the good times & bad times I went thru over the last few years I...
    s4019t s4019t
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Apr 15
    Most likely this will be my final Experience here for of course the site is closing. I joined ep because I heard it had been a place to meet new people and make friends. and it's...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    Apr 15
    Everyone has highs and lows that they have to learn from, but every morning I start off with a good head on my shoulders, saying to myself, 'It's going to be a good day!'. This is...
    hazaramujahideen hazaramujahideen
    70+, F
    Apr 14
    Well I hate to say this but I think it's time.....to say goodbye. EP is shutting down next Thursday so what's the point of having an account? I don't really go on here much but...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 13
    Taught right, Act right, Do right, Be right, Been told this my whole life. Observe much, Look close, See beauty within the small things in life, Hold close o what's good, Let go...
    sillysweetgirl9 sillysweetgirl9
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    I don't know why but I hate the after math of a fight or the build up that can **** off I hate pride fighters or ego fighters who say meet me at such a place. No that's not how is...
    NJW02 NJW02
    18-21, M
    Apr 11
    My insecurities always seem to ruin a good thing. I wish people could understand me. I can't always give you what you want, when you want it and I feel bad. I feel I'm not good...
    lovesthenightsky lovesthenightsky
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 11
    "To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all." Wilde "Good friends, good books, and a sleepy conscience: this is ideal life." Twain
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 11
    10 days from now EP will be closing (I don't know if this is the right term to use though). No words can express how thankful I am to EP. EP helped me a lot! I've met several...
    BittersweetRose BittersweetRose
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    Dear Mariá I've never been so unprepared to say goodbye. Please listen to this song while you read the rest of this letter, it's called The Way by Zack Hemsey. I never expected...
    physatics physatics
    18-21
    1 Response Apr 10
    A few months have passed since a friend I trusted cheated me... My life from that point onwards seems to be a rollercoaster ride of endless problems..some people say i trust people...
    abekho abekho
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Apr 8
    My own father was as good a man as it is possible to find. He was a good husband, loyal and affectionate to my mum and a good dad to us. I looked for a man in his image and found...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 8
    I love my life and my friend and family. But I hide my feelings behind a mask. I show them what they want to see and what I want to see. I feel as though my friends don't actually...
    Singingbutterfly Singingbutterfly
    13-15, F
    Apr 7
    It is sad to see the Experience Project die. I came here in 2014, and at that point, I was about one year into a serious illness that destroyed - and continues to impair - a lot...
    pone22 pone22
    41-45, M
    6 Responses Apr 7
    Since I'm going to die I think I should say goodbye. I've lived a good life. I've met many interesting people, and done some interesting things. I will miss everyone. I shall give...
    DemonMissy DemonMissy
    18-21, F
    Apr 7
    This is my first post for trying to find if somebody has experienced something like this? So for a couple of days ago i was at a old childhood friends surprise birthday party. Had...
    Phoeazarus Phoeazarus
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Apr 7
    So yup, the most heart-breaking moment of my life has come. I can't wait and watch what will happen on 21st because some of my friends already left here, and nothing is also left...
    gabfreak gabfreak
    16-17, F
    Apr 7
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