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I Am Fighting Between Good and Evil

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    Good Or Evil?

    For a long time now I have been fighting between good and evil. Sometimes I feel like doing something great for someone and other times I feel like killing someone. I don't know what it is maybe I just have a lot of anger built up inside of me I don't really know but I'm trying...
    TwilightPrincess87 TwilightPrincess87 22-25, F 9 Responses Dec 19, 2008

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    Good V Bad

    This may sound weird, but in my head its a constant battle between good vs evil. I get negative thoughts 24/7. They go along the lines of ive had enough, i cant do this anymore, u deserve to die. Its like a constant part of my brain thinking badly/negatively and putting me down...
    star26 star26 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2008

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    Triangle of Doubt

      No all they could use was the seed of love and the seed of doubt, Uncle Nick or god could not just take over a body, they had to work on us through the seeds of love and doubt.   Adam and Eve were the first to come up against them, God teaches both of them his love...
    williamjohn williamjohn 51-55 Feb 22, 2009

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    I Need Awnsers

    ok before you read this I want you to know I'm not trying to offend anyone. I just don't know what to do. I don't necessarily believe in heaven or hell. But so what if l go to hell. I guess I'm going to hell anyway because I'm bi and believe a person should be happy no matter...
    Blackveilbrides123 Blackveilbrides123 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2012

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    Triangle of Doubt

      This is the Story I have been writing about good and evil and the fight for our souls, and what it means for us humans.             The Triangle of Doubt   The triangle of doubt is made up of three, God our saviour, Nick...
    williamjohn williamjohn 51-55 2 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    Every Minute

    We fight the battle of good and evil every minute of our lives. There is a constant battle between the devil and our Lord. We must wittness for our God all the time. We must pray that he protect us from the adversary each day . We must also do the will of the Lord in order to be...
    RESCUE RESCUE 61-65, F 3 Responses Dec 19, 2008

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    The Monster Inside

    It's bound by chains I put on myself, Meant to contain it, To keep it from going to the world, For how long it's exsited, I cannot say, Born of the sins of my mind, Envy, Lust, Rage, Never have I took action of these, My mind knows better, Than to let these go further, Though...
    13thWolf 13thWolf 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 30, 2008

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    Are You A True Christian ?

    Believing in Jesus our Lord is just the start, to be a true Christian we have to practice Christianity. You can read the bible and attend church as often as you like, but if you don't put into practice God's commandments, then your Not living as a true Christian ! We are...
    bargbys bargbys 51-55, M Dec 19, 2011

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    Not Really..

    i just love sephiroth lol :D
    1wingedangel 1wingedangel 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 20, 2009

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    Constantly

    with all that`s happened to me,and all tht`s happened to people i know.i have a constant battle.their is hate that dwells in me .criel thoughts of how i could make them pay.but the other side keeps me sane.i cannot become that part that i fear.i know his anger,his thirst for...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 1 Response Mar 23, 2009

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    The Fire Beaneth My Skin

     i always try to be nice and polite.to show kindness and warmth to everyone i meet.but,there are those whom i would much rather harm.all they do is hurt.they have no conscious what so ever.i feel the urge to bring hell down upon them.to be the"avenging angel".they,if any...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 3 Responses Jan 26, 2010

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    I Want to Be Good But Its a Battle

    I would love to be so righteous that i was almost angelic, but im not. I linger between good and evil..i make bad judgements and do silly things which could be avoided if i really chose to. But im human and im by no means perfect. I have evil thoughts though most of the time i...
    thehippy thehippy 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 12, 2009

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    I think all the chaos and fighting in my house it because of me...idk anymore, not close to the end yet, but definitely fighting those thoughts...
    dmaster19 dmaster19 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    Good night people sweet dreams
    BabyBlue1987 BabyBlue1987 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    One of the reason I think this way is probably my look.. (^_^) I'm not so good looking :P :)
    loverylend loverylend 26-30 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Goodnight and I will see y'all tomorrow
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Not to brag but I have been told, back in time, that I am a very passionate and good kisser... Especially I remember one girl that I had known for a while. This happened at New...
    SteinHansson SteinHansson 46-50, M 7 hrs ago

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    I don't mind what you believe or are, I honestly couldn't care less because it's your life and I have nothing to do with it. If you believe in the Flying Spaghetti Monster or God...
    Shadowknightt Shadowknightt 13-15, M 9 hrs ago

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    I'm guessing this feeling of not being good enough is rooted from childhood and growing up. Lots of emotional abuse in the household from my father, lots of being bullied by older...
    guitarman493 guitarman493 61-65, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    good bye EP world.. I'll surely miss you....
    glowingember glowingember 36-40, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I am a good cool but I wish I was so much better
    gundyone91 gundyone91 22-25, F 5 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    *sings* Good morning, Goor morning!
    Issima Issima 31-35, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    "Be pitiful, for every man is fighting a hard battle." - Ian Maclaren (often wrongly attributed to Plato)
    scrimshaw scrimshaw 46-50, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I don't have any good reason to do this except it feels really really good. I love the challenge of keeping it all inside me filling it push against my bladder fighting to get out...
    glendon21 glendon21 18-21, T 2 days ago

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    Post 008 - The first time god uses evil as a part of his works. This whole post is all about just the first 9 Verses of Genesis Chapter 35. A LOT of things happening in those first...
    DGA2000 DGA2000 61-65 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My MIL took her evil actions to another level. I hate to say this but she's such a fake and negative person. She is unhappy about the fact that my husband and I are happy together...
    eezah eezah 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Horrid mother in law who I have been tolerating for the past 17.5 years thinking (oh so futilely), she'll realise I'm a good person..no no no. She was horrid before I got married...
    cansomeonemakemymildisappear cansomeonemakemymildisappear 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    Post 007 Before I begin this post, I forgot to talk about the number of casualties in the destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah in my last post. The bible doest't give any numbers so...
    DGA2000 DGA2000 61-65 2 days ago

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    Dentures could soon be a thing of the past thanks to the development of a new type of dental implant. Although there was nothing wrong with the previous dental implants technology...
    NimitaD NimitaD 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Post 006 The end of Genesis Chapter 8 shows the world going back to normal. Genesis Chapter 9 is a covenant between god and Noah. Genesis Chapter 10 is a lot of lineage with the...
    DGA2000 DGA2000 61-65 3 days ago

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    The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing. -Edmund Burke
    PanHead1989 PanHead1989 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I hate feeling this way so numb not being able to feel anything good just sitting there and hurting always wanting to lay down and cry just never feeling happy and people...
    Corneredblades Corneredblades 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    What is the point no one cares I have no one that really does love me I'm just going to kill myself goodbye.
    Jennacook381 Jennacook381 16-17, T 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Post 005 There are no red flags that pop up for me in Genesis Chapter 5 at all. Chapter 5 deals mainly with Adam and Eve's lineage through Seth until the birth of Noah, and that...
    DGA2000 DGA2000 61-65 6 days ago

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    Post 003 Just a note: I am going to start looking at passages from the bible for 2 main reasons. First, to show everyone I can what an evil and heinous entity god is and secondly...
    DGA2000 DGA2000 61-65 Aug 25

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    I am torn between 2 amazing women...My wife and the love of my life. I am 35 years old. I have been married now for 10 years and I have been with my wife for a total of 12 years...
    cl0udedth0ughts cl0udedth0ughts 31-35, M Aug 25

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    Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle. #Plato
    runucbarm runucbarm 18-21, F Aug 25

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    Hello and welcome to my second post. Those who already know me know I hate god and that is true. What a lot of people don't know is that for 40 years I was a warrior and defender...
    DGA2000 DGA2000 61-65 3 Responses Aug 25

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    It's over. 18 months of fighting and the final reports recommend my 6 and 8 year old live with me six days and him four days on a rolling ten day pattern. This is regardless of day...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    You know that feeling? When you're just waiting, waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That...
    BrokenBabygirlx BrokenBabygirlx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I have made it my personal mission to expose god for the evil, deceitful, hypocritical, cruel and unfair/unjust entity he REALLY is. I am going to start posting here upon occasion...
    DGA2000 DGA2000 61-65 1 Response Aug 24

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    There used to be two little voices in head and thats when everything was simpler. Bad voice would say something like "Go wreck your momma vase." and the good voice would say "No...
    Iamafrog1997 Iamafrog1997 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 24

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