I Am Fighting My Inner Demons

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    After a few weeks of nearly dying ,

    I'm fighting again I gave up on life I'm 32 and lost everything I have but I'm trying to NOT BE AFRAID this post is just about me not being afraid anymore . Horrible things have happened to me in my life but I looked in the mirror and I saw hope !!! I'm not giving in to the same...
    mike2030 mike2030
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Apr 8, 2014

    Don't We All?

      i mean on a daily basis don't we struggle with the small goods and evils? don't we all have choices to make?     
    lostprophet lostprophet
    22-25, F
    May 14, 2009
    TheWorldsExiled TheWorldsExiled
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17, 2015

    Each day brings a certain amount of anxiety,

    a mounting restlessness deep within. Like a fierce storm brewing inside my mind and I am faced with turbulence of my true being. Heavy questions arises each time I'm awake and a sort of a defeated feeling when I manage to get to go to sleep. I wonder why I am plagued with these...
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Oct 27, 2015

    After reaching the edge of the field he stops

    and looks at the dense forest in front of him. The lush green foliage is a different sight that he hasn't seen for several years, forced to take up arms to battle the demons that invaded his once tranquil life and limiting to see only black, gray, red and dull silver. The...
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix
    46-50, M
    1 Response Oct 4, 2015

    There are times I feel

    that some individuals try to enter my hell. Unbeknownst to them it is a place where few had trekked unscathed. Typically I strive to be mild mannered and a peaceful soul. Despite the crap I've been through I've manage keep up the fragile facade and been unprovoked for quite some...
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix
    46-50, M
    Jul 14, 2015

    The darkening clouds roll in

    and the forceful winds pick up from the eastern sky bringing me to the realization of a mood that I have managed to stave off for a long while which seems to be trying to make its way in. My mind is overcrowded as it is and to accommodate this additional emotion will spell only...
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jun 26, 2015
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