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I Am Fighting Myself Against Thoughts of Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 7 People

    If Death Had An "easy" Button...i'd Be A Goner.

    This world is cruel!!! I can't really think of any very good reason to "stay". Plan A:   Get showered and well dressed   Put on an adult diaper   wash down a bottle of Xanax with a whole bottle of wine   Pull my SUV...
    HOPEKILLER522 HOPEKILLER522
    31-35, F
    Nov 15, 2010

    Not Sure Why

    lately I am finding myself more and more thinking about how it would be if I wouldn't be in this world anymore. No one would care. Yes, my kids would be sad for a while, but they don't need me. I don't even know why I feel this way. MY life isn't terrible. It...
    Mensch Mensch
    46-50, F
    Dec 23, 2009

    The Macabre Mask

    Every day I step out into the world, smiling confidently, charming my way through the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, saving the lost, the helpless, the voiceless--and inside i am dying, hating the very air i breathe because i breathe it. I suffer from grief, not mere...
    amanda25301 amanda25301
    46-50, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2009
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