I Am Filled With Self Loathing

The hardest thing is looking at myself and not hating ME 48 People

    Im A Bit A Shamed

    Hi, I have a hard time in serious relationships because i'm always preoccupied by my wants and thoughts. I would like to feel better about myself and be ok with my life but i'm just not
    SCatwant SCatwant
    22-25, M
    Jul 9, 2012

    I Just Keep Making A Fool Of Myself . Just Once I Would Like To Not Be An Idiot.

    Every time I meet new people I make a complete **** of myself.Just once ! One lousy time I would like to not be that person that people laugh at or go "lol did you hear about so and so" or say "oh yeh that girls an idiot". Jeeze someone please just shoot me.
    iamacoconut iamacoconut
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 7, 2013

    I Hate Who I Am

    I bleach my skin, I wear so much makeup, I don't eat, I draw pictures of beautiful people which make me hate myself even more. I despise who I am and i wish I could have been born as someone else.
    Jan 19, 2013

    I Am Everything I Hate the Most...

    I AM A COWARD I AM NO GOOD I AM DEVIL'S SPAWN I AM WORTHLESS I AM BAD I AM DIRTY I AM SICK I AM UNLOVABLE I AM HATED I AM A WASTE OF SKIN I SHOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN BORN I AM A WASTE OF OXYGEN I AM FRIENDLESS I AM HURT I AM DISGUSTING I AM FAT I AM UGLY I SHOULD...
    Sylverwynd Sylverwynd
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Apr 15, 2008

    Look most of the time I'm happy

    and content, infant 90% of the time I am but I dislike the way I look how I look like a man without makeup how my body is to big, but I hide all that inside nobody knows how it feels, but q light has come on inside of my head and I've decided to change I'm exercising everyday I...
    hannahg88 hannahg88
    26-30, F
    Feb 4

    It's really hard to do anything g

    when your scared who it might hurt... I wish I didn't care so much
    hunghero hunghero
    18-21, M
    Feb 5, 2014
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