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    I'm just going to write like no one is going to ever read this. (I hope someone does, maybe some advice would do me some good) Before I start, I'll understand if everyone says, this is FAR too long, I didn't even read it. Feel free to just say hi :) I don't really have anyone...
    soulsearcher143 soulsearcher143 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 24, 2012

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