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I Am Following Georges Gurdjieff's Philosophy Of Living Life

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    I Wish I Could Disappear........

    My real family, I dont know. My mother, father, and brother are out there somewhere in this world. They are living and suffering, I wonder if they think about me, especially  my mother who couldn't care for me. Still I wish they had not taken me away, I am beyond feeling lonely...
    Ameliorate Ameliorate 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 23, 2011

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    To Awaken To The Meaning Of Your Life

    Good day fellow ep members, thank you for reading this post, and pasts, and even more if you join this group. Here many can awaken!About a year ago, I was in Barnes & Nobles viewing literature. The section I was in was 'Eastern Religion' and came upon a book belonging in...
    Ameliorate Ameliorate 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 10, 2010

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