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    There's No Way

    there's no way she went on here. y would she. she wouldn't. i know she wouldn't. y would she..o my god i;m repeating myself. my hands are cold. really really cold. they feel clammy and disgusting. i told her "no." she'll stop now. yea she stopped i think. i don't want her to...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M Apr 26, 2010

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    Where To Go From Here

    So in this entire group io talked bout one girl. a girl that i loved, well currently still love. she doesn't want me anymore. she's changed. she's grown, she drifted and i accept it. i won't be as happy as i was ever, but i'll find another. i've gone through two girls now, in my...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 11, 2010

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    I Don't Vene Have A Titel

    it'll never change. i'll never stop torturing myself. :( i hate it. i hate everything. i hate how things turned out. but i don't hate her. i hate me.   but she lied. why did she lie. why did i believe her. why did i believe. why do i have to believe in love. why couldn...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M Feb 16, 2010

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    Relfection

    Feeling very alone. listening to "The Reason" by Hoobastank.  She was my reason. she made me happy. how quickly everything can be taken away..... today is the dance.....""Winter Weekend""..............honestly i've never been there and i don't really care for dances...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 16, 2010

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    Quit Chorus

    i did it. that was the last thing....the last class we had in common. I'm free. I was almost smiling in chorus today. i was kinda happy that i wouldn't have to see her so much. i'm kinda sad by it but not really. i'm mainly just glad. i don't like to feel the way i do when i'm...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M Feb 1, 2010

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    When Was The Last Time I Was "happy"?

    when was the last time i was "happy"? i honestly cannot remember. :(
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response May 31, 2010

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    He's The Best

    I joined EP over a year ago, and one of my first friends here actually became one of my best friends in life.  I saw this group and had to join for him.    You crazy guy.  You're one of the best people I know.  *twigs and kisses*
    Whym Whym 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 1, 2010

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    Im On The Verge Of A Nervous Breakdown

    i was gonna put it in the "I'm on the Verge of a Nervous Breakdown" experience but i wanted it to be with my other stories.  Things have been piling on lately. and i have no will to unpile them. i have no will to do anything. i lost something. my motivation. my drive. its...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M Jan 19, 2010

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    Just Watched The Ugly Truth

    That was prolly the shallowest movie i've ever seen. it's just.....i couldn't believe it. I was a little shocked by the part when gerard butler (mike) told his story bout why he is the way he is............it got me thinking.......like he said he had dated women that were phonies...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 29, 2010

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    And I'll Bet You Never Think Of Me

    I work with this guy that I (obviously) have a crush on. He doesn't feel that way about me, and has told me as much when I told him how I felt. The thing is, I can't seem to get my feelings to realize that it's not going to happen where he's concerned. Unfortunately, my feelings...
    joynaye joynaye 18-21, F Sep 10, 2012

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    When Tears Run Dry

    I really miss her. I'm really lonely. I've reached the point where the tears don't come anymore. There's a wall, a dam, preventing more from flowing. Crying was a relief, now it's just plain painful--wanting to cry but not being able to----I still bawl, but my cheeks are entirely...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 15, 2010

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    ......wed April 28, 2010

    i'm not doing so well. I still am feeling very violated. i can't believe she did what she did. It just.......it really bothers me. I don't consider it a breech of trust........not like i had any left in her anyway..........but i feel as tho it lacks decency and it was just...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 8 Responses Apr 28, 2010

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    Happy Birthday :(

    It's her birthday today...............i knew i wouldn't be there when this day came. i knew we wouldnt be together. and we arent ........i was right............it really sucks to be right sometimes............   there are so many things i wish i could say to her. so...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14, 2010

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    We Both Admitted We Liked Each Other!

    We've been friends for a year now. I still remember when I started liking him. Social studies class, 4th period, he started talking to me. He sat next to me, and told me a very funny joke. I started liking him and he always sat next to me. Now we're good friends and he...
    flawlesswonder16 flawlesswonder16 13-15, F Nov 3, 2012

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    This Was A Personal Message With Bobcat, But I Jsut Posted It As A Sotry

    This is so eerie!!!!!!!! How can you understand me perfectly??!?!?!?!?!!!! WOW!!! just WOW!!!! Like i couldn't have said it better or more true if i had written it myself!! i feel as tho i have that empty hole. Like i got that from my first love when i created my username...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M Feb 17, 2010

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    Apples Vs. Oranges Vs. Peaches &cream

    Wow I care for her so much. It's sickening really. I feel like I'm obsessed or something. Idk. it just doesn;t feel right. When we aren't talking I get really sad. I just miss her sooo much!!! So recently she said "no oranges" oranges was our code word for "friends...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M Aug 5, 2009

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    Ticket

    We fight We talk We argue We laugh We smile We text...
    spienee spienee 22-25, F Oct 2, 2012

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    I'M The Opposite

    I'm not sure this is the place to post this but I'm open to others' opinions. I went to school with this man who is a year younger than me from the time i was in the 4th grade until i graduated high school. We were very close all the way until the time I graduated. He has made me...
    justanemptycageofagirl justanemptycageofagirl 22-25, F Mar 15, 2013

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    Blah Blah Blah, I Always Right Bout The Same Thing, Do I Really Have To Give A Title :/

    thought bout you in my sleep,,,,yet again,,,,, what a shocker,............... :(   i wish you'd stay out of my dreams it really isn't helping(it also isn't your fault.......it's mine)   i liked you alot alot ............AND you only liked me okayyyyyyyyyy...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M May 1, 2010

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    Winter Weekend

    so i went to WW. i avoided courtney. i voted for her tho. i wanted her to win. idk y. she said she wanted it.......i wanted her to be get it. i wish i coulda done more.......ryan cummings was her escort. somehow she picked the one person who i would not build a grudge against...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

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    For Courtney

     Okay.. . so i just needed to talk to you. like it's been too long. this was some what elaborate... yes. but it was the only way... i figured it would be the most comfortable for both of us depending on the outcome. I just I really miss you. you must know i do. It's been...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    Well Wish We Were More Than Frenz

    i m in love with my best fren...he knws it..but he wudn't say anyhting bout it. Currently he is abroad for higher studies and though we are in constant touch through social networking I miss him like hell. Every place i go where i have been with him i miss him. Its been 2 yrs...
    tammykewl tammykewl 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2010

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    I Had Such A Rotten Weekend!!!!! :(

    okay, so here's my story.............. like all week i had been so so so so so so depressed, like more than usual. It just sucks sharing a class with ppl who talk bout her all the time. Like first it was talking bout how she is a "lesbian"(but she's really not, it was just a...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 28, 2010

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    I'm Really Really Sad

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    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 22, 2010

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    I Like Someone Who Should Only Be My Friend

    I'm not sure if this pertains to the experience, but I like someone I probably shouldn't. I like my counselor. Odd right? Trust me I know. He's super sweet. He hugs me. He gives me exactly what I need to hear. He wants to give me extra time, extra sessions. I feel like he gives...
    living22101 living22101 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 25, 2012

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    I'll Just Sit In The Back And Cry

    i think i'm gonna go see it, the musical. the one that i joined for love and quit for love. the one that i regret quitting everyday, but i know i had no other choice. i was left no other choice. i really don't like rachel all that much, she always has to talk about it. and i...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 27, 2010

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    I know no ones perfect

    but he's the closest there is in my opinion.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F Aug 10

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    Shocked........(sad).........pissed

    she just left it in the aud.......wow.......i can't believe it :( careless.....heartless.....pointless.....she's just not worth it.........she's not worth my hurt, my sadness.............my love she was never worth anything......... my past year has been a waste i've been...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M May 7, 2010

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    I Needed To Get That Off My Chest

    i don't want taylor. i want courtney. but i don't know if i want her either. but i can't carry on like this. i needed to get that off my chest. i'm was texting taylor earlier. i'm watching moulin rouge now thinking suicidal thoughts. today was nothing out of the ordinary by any...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M Feb 27, 2010

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    My Three Gifts To You

    A.)  A present to show you i was listening when you thought no one was B.)  A present that reminds you of the times and we shared: The laughs, the kisses, and embraces i will never forget, and the movies we didn't "watch" C.)  A present to remind you of...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 7, 2010

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    I like making friendship with those

    who enjoy reading my recent activities and my stories.
    peetboy peetboy 51-55, M Jul 19

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    To Quit? Or Not To Quit? That Is The Question

    The same reason I would have for staying is the same reason I have for leaving.......to quit? or not to quit? .........I would only stay if i KNEW. Or at the very least THOUGHT....there was a chance, a chance for a second chance.  To feel whole again.....my Mind is torn the...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 9, 2010

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    I Need To Take An Exit

    i didn't know how to categorize this: friends, love, or school.(this was originally going to be a confession but it was too long) it's really all of them. i'm really just not happy. I am so so.......idk........I feel shut off. I wear a false smile. I hide behind dumb immature...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 4, 2010

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    Friends With Benefits

    Sooooooooo............. Last night we tried it.........it was ..........interesting......... I don't know how I psyched myself up enough to go through with it. I'd have to give most of the credit to my dad. I had a conversation with him bout how I seem to always get deep...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 8, 2009

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    9-9-09

    the once in a lifetime occcurence pulled through for me. It turned out to be a very special day. my crush idk how to put it accurately............she basically said we could be together. We both have liked each other for the longest time. I mean i we were and are(well maybe more...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    She knows who she is

    and I wait all day to talk to her. We have a special relationship where she and I both love to talk to each other. She can turn a bad day into a perfect day with just one message. She lives close to me and I really want to meet her soon:) I hope you see this baby
    NPkid97 NPkid97 18-21, M Aug 1

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    Related Experiences

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    oliviatt oliviatt 16-17, F Nov 23

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    I have always been really close with this guy (lets name him S) who is my best friends brother (sucks). When I was about 8 years old my mom moved to a different country and i had...
    ilovecookiesalways ilovecookiesalways 13-15, F Nov 23

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    Yeah well I met him like 3 months back and we were the best of friends since then. I had a break up with my bf back then n this guy was like always there for me after that. I...
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    I find that in most cases (unless you're lucky) the one you want is the one you can't have. There's this boy who has stayed in contact with me for just under 4 years and always...
    hayl13 hayl13 16-17, F Nov 24

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
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    help me please. i find it too difficult to sleep at night. so tired emotionally,mentally,physically and spiritually. need someone to talk to. a secret confider please
    nymphinay1118 nymphinay1118 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 21

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    one of my best friends lets call her K bullyed me today she called me bossy and my other best friend lets call her A anyway A and I walk home together and I told her my story and...
    basmalaalemam basmalaalemam 13-15, F Nov 25

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    Even my heart is poking it's fingers through my rib cage to try pick that eyelash from your cheek. I want to kiss you through the small microphone in my phone. I want you to know...
    LegitimateRabbit LegitimateRabbit 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 12

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    I feel like my heart says, "When is he going to ask us out?" and then my brain is arguing, "Why are you getting your hopes up? Logic says he doesn't like you back." And then my...
    ghostwolf343 ghostwolf343 13-15 1 Response Dec 12

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    I just realized I am in love with a guy who doesn't love me. We have been talking for months and just recently he has been talking to me less and I am realizing how much it is...
    thirdsense thirdsense 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    Why does it hurt so much? I feel like I'm unable to function completely. I'm tired of crying. I just want to move on and carry on with life without you.
    sillyliz777 sillyliz777 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 1

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    What will you do if your ex boyfriend whom you still loves wanted to see you again but he has a girlfriend already?
    sunshinemae sunshinemae 22-25, F a week ago

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    I do , i hate having anxiety people tell me that im crasy and they dont know wat im going thru . They tell me that i dont have symptoms from my anxiety ,
    paola93 paola93 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    In a way I like it why not I had a friend but we don't really see each other as much anymore but we still text but we are the complete opposite in style, likes, disliked, music...