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I Am Friends With Someone Who I Really Like

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    There's No Way

    there's no way she went on here. y would she. she wouldn't. i know she wouldn't. y would she..o my god i;m repeating myself. my hands are cold. really really cold. they feel clammy and disgusting. i told her "no." she'll stop now. yea she stopped i think. i don't want her to...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M Apr 26, 2010

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    Well Wish We Were More Than Frenz

    i m in love with my best fren...he knws it..but he wudn't say anyhting bout it. Currently he is abroad for higher studies and though we are in constant touch through social networking I miss him like hell. Every place i go where i have been with him i miss him. Its been 2 yrs...
    tammykewl tammykewl 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2010

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    I'm Really Really Sad

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    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 22, 2010

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    I Had Such A Rotten Weekend!!!!! :(

    okay, so here's my story.............. like all week i had been so so so so so so depressed, like more than usual. It just sucks sharing a class with ppl who talk bout her all the time. Like first it was talking bout how she is a "lesbian"(but she's really not, it was just a...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 28, 2010

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    My Three Gifts To You

    A.)  A present to show you i was listening when you thought no one was B.)  A present that reminds you of the times and we shared: The laughs, the kisses, and embraces i will never forget, and the movies we didn't "watch" C.)  A present to remind you of...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 7, 2010

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    Friends With Benefits

    Sooooooooo............. Last night we tried it.........it was ..........interesting......... I don't know how I psyched myself up enough to go through with it. I'd have to give most of the credit to my dad. I had a conversation with him bout how I seem to always get deep...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 8, 2009

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    I Need To Take An Exit

    i didn't know how to categorize this: friends, love, or school.(this was originally going to be a confession but it was too long) it's really all of them. i'm really just not happy. I am so so.......idk........I feel shut off. I wear a false smile. I hide behind dumb immature...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 4, 2010

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    9-9-09

    the once in a lifetime occcurence pulled through for me. It turned out to be a very special day. my crush idk how to put it accurately............she basically said we could be together. We both have liked each other for the longest time. I mean i we were and are(well maybe more...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    Shocked........(sad).........pissed

    she just left it in the aud.......wow.......i can't believe it :( careless.....heartless.....pointless.....she's just not worth it.........she's not worth my hurt, my sadness.............my love she was never worth anything......... my past year has been a waste i've been...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M May 7, 2010

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    I'll Just Sit In The Back And Cry

    i think i'm gonna go see it, the musical. the one that i joined for love and quit for love. the one that i regret quitting everyday, but i know i had no other choice. i was left no other choice. i really don't like rachel all that much, she always has to talk about it. and i...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 27, 2010

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    Just Watched The Ugly Truth

    That was prolly the shallowest movie i've ever seen. it's just.....i couldn't believe it. I was a little shocked by the part when gerard butler (mike) told his story bout why he is the way he is............it got me thinking.......like he said he had dated women that were phonies...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 29, 2010

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    Where To Go From Here

    So in this entire group io talked bout one girl. a girl that i loved, well currently still love. she doesn't want me anymore. she's changed. she's grown, she drifted and i accept it. i won't be as happy as i was ever, but i'll find another. i've gone through two girls now, in my...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    Apples Vs. Oranges Vs. Peaches &cream

    Wow I care for her so much. It's sickening really. I feel like I'm obsessed or something. Idk. it just doesn;t feel right. When we aren't talking I get really sad. I just miss her sooo much!!! So recently she said "no oranges" oranges was our code word for "friends...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M Aug 5, 2009

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    To Quit? Or Not To Quit? That Is The Question

    The same reason I would have for staying is the same reason I have for leaving.......to quit? or not to quit? .........I would only stay if i KNEW. Or at the very least THOUGHT....there was a chance, a chance for a second chance.  To feel whole again.....my Mind is torn the...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 9, 2010

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    Relfection

    Feeling very alone. listening to "The Reason" by Hoobastank.  She was my reason. she made me happy. how quickly everything can be taken away..... today is the dance.....""Winter Weekend""..............honestly i've never been there and i don't really care for dances...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 16, 2010

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    When Was The Last Time I Was "happy"?

    when was the last time i was "happy"? i honestly cannot remember. :(
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response May 31, 2010

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    Quit Chorus

    i did it. that was the last thing....the last class we had in common. I'm free. I was almost smiling in chorus today. i was kinda happy that i wouldn't have to see her so much. i'm kinda sad by it but not really. i'm mainly just glad. i don't like to feel the way i do when i'm...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M Feb 1, 2010

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    For Courtney

     Okay.. . so i just needed to talk to you. like it's been too long. this was some what elaborate... yes. but it was the only way... i figured it would be the most comfortable for both of us depending on the outcome. I just I really miss you. you must know i do. It's been...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2010

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    We Both Admitted We Liked Each Other!

    We've been friends for a year now. I still remember when I started liking him. Social studies class, 4th period, he started talking to me. He sat next to me, and told me a very funny joke. I started liking him and he always sat next to me. Now we're good friends and he...
    flawlesswonder16 flawlesswonder16 13-15, F Nov 3, 2012

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    When Tears Run Dry

    I really miss her. I'm really lonely. I've reached the point where the tears don't come anymore. There's a wall, a dam, preventing more from flowing. Crying was a relief, now it's just plain painful--wanting to cry but not being able to----I still bawl, but my cheeks are entirely...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 15, 2010

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    I Don't Vene Have A Titel

    it'll never change. i'll never stop torturing myself. :( i hate it. i hate everything. i hate how things turned out. but i don't hate her. i hate me.   but she lied. why did she lie. why did i believe her. why did i believe. why do i have to believe in love. why couldn...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M Feb 16, 2010

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    Ticket

    We fight We talk We argue We laugh We smile We text...
    spienee spienee 22-25, F Oct 2, 2012

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    I Needed To Get That Off My Chest

    i don't want taylor. i want courtney. but i don't know if i want her either. but i can't carry on like this. i needed to get that off my chest. i'm was texting taylor earlier. i'm watching moulin rouge now thinking suicidal thoughts. today was nothing out of the ordinary by any...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M Feb 27, 2010

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    Happy Birthday :(

    It's her birthday today...............i knew i wouldn't be there when this day came. i knew we wouldnt be together. and we arent ........i was right............it really sucks to be right sometimes............   there are so many things i wish i could say to her. so...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14, 2010

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    ......wed April 28, 2010

    i'm not doing so well. I still am feeling very violated. i can't believe she did what she did. It just.......it really bothers me. I don't consider it a breech of trust........not like i had any left in her anyway..........but i feel as tho it lacks decency and it was just...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 8 Responses Apr 28, 2010

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    I'M The Opposite

    I'm not sure this is the place to post this but I'm open to others' opinions. I went to school with this man who is a year younger than me from the time i was in the 4th grade until i graduated high school. We were very close all the way until the time I graduated. He has made me...
    justanemptycageofagirl justanemptycageofagirl 22-25, F Mar 15, 2013

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    Im On The Verge Of A Nervous Breakdown

    i was gonna put it in the "I'm on the Verge of a Nervous Breakdown" experience but i wanted it to be with my other stories.  Things have been piling on lately. and i have no will to unpile them. i have no will to do anything. i lost something. my motivation. my drive. its...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M Jan 19, 2010

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    Blah Blah Blah, I Always Right Bout The Same Thing, Do I Really Have To Give A Title :/

    thought bout you in my sleep,,,,yet again,,,,, what a shocker,............... :(   i wish you'd stay out of my dreams it really isn't helping(it also isn't your fault.......it's mine)   i liked you alot alot ............AND you only liked me okayyyyyyyyyy...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M May 1, 2010

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    This Was A Personal Message With Bobcat, But I Jsut Posted It As A Sotry

    This is so eerie!!!!!!!! How can you understand me perfectly??!?!?!?!?!!!! WOW!!! just WOW!!!! Like i couldn't have said it better or more true if i had written it myself!! i feel as tho i have that empty hole. Like i got that from my first love when i created my username...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M Feb 17, 2010

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    He's The Best

    I joined EP over a year ago, and one of my first friends here actually became one of my best friends in life.  I saw this group and had to join for him.    You crazy guy.  You're one of the best people I know.  *twigs and kisses*
    Whym Whym 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 1, 2010

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    I Like Someone Who Should Only Be My Friend

    I'm not sure if this pertains to the experience, but I like someone I probably shouldn't. I like my counselor. Odd right? Trust me I know. He's super sweet. He hugs me. He gives me exactly what I need to hear. He wants to give me extra time, extra sessions. I feel like he gives...
    living22101 living22101 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 25, 2012

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    Winter Weekend

    so i went to WW. i avoided courtney. i voted for her tho. i wanted her to win. idk y. she said she wanted it.......i wanted her to be get it. i wish i coulda done more.......ryan cummings was her escort. somehow she picked the one person who i would not build a grudge against...
    deadlove deadlove 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 17, 2010

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    And I'll Bet You Never Think Of Me

    I work with this guy that I (obviously) have a crush on. He doesn't feel that way about me, and has told me as much when I told him how I felt. The thing is, I can't seem to get my feelings to realize that it's not going to happen where he's concerned. Unfortunately, my feelings...
    joynaye joynaye 18-21, F Sep 10, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Even to herself. Just so everyone is clear from the outset, this is not a complaint, nor is it an indictment of my friend (I call her than, because she really is my friend - my...
    tdguy tdguy 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    I dont know if this post is still working, but I want/need to share my story. I was married to a guy who was a psycho when I was not even 18. Coming from India, thats like a death...
    kindredspirit75 kindredspirit75 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    A challenge for you... If you have a group of friends and your connection is doing drugs together. Try abstaining from drugs for a bit. Don't tell them you hate drugs don't tell...
    Dracena Dracena 22-25, F Apr 1

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    I think I'm falling in love with my best guy friend. We tell each other everything. We hangout a lot and go fun places together. We occasionally hookup, like 1/3 times we hangout...
    Destinyyyh7 Destinyyyh7 16-17, F Apr 14

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    He is my coworker. I know, I know, getting involved with someone at work isn't exactly the brightest thing to do but it happened. I couldn't help it, my feelings are too strong...
    applef applef 18-21 3 days ago

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    2 days later - I saw her standing outside when I had to go inside the building. I could choose between 2 doors and I walked to the door were she was. When I was close to her we...
    RedUnderground RedUnderground 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Okay love is a strong word but I couldn't find the "like" version of this. So, there's this guy, his name is Amin and I am just head over heals for him. I don't know if he likes me...
    feraligatr001 feraligatr001 13-15, F Mar 26

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    It's not Love at First Sigh nor First Love. I suddenly found a boy who looks like my ex on Facebook. After breaking up with my ex, I started to be impressed by him. His name is T.D...
    happytoseeyoueveryday happytoseeyoueveryday 18-21, F Apr 16

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    It's just heartbreaking how can we lose ourself by being in love with someone else, especially if they don't want us and don't love us anymore;-(
    Nikita2103 Nikita2103 31-35, F Mar 31

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    Today I saw her again. She was sitting in at a table, it was at school, and she looked at me when I came in the room. When I was sitting at the table that was the second in the...
    RedUnderground RedUnderground 16-17, M Apr 15

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    Giving him 100% of myself still ended with friendship..though he will always be in my heart..though satisfied that i have his friendship and of all his happier with that...
    starryangel starryangel 22-25 1 day ago

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    I'm in love with my best friend. She's into someone else. Everyone says we're going to date eventually but I'm just not sure she wants to. She's not a lesbian and neither am I. I...
    Runnergirl4000 Runnergirl4000 26-30, F Mar 25

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    It hurts when see someone say i love you and never act it ever. I want to feel loved as hell why i am always the one who say i love you and even mention the name of the one i am in...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I can't describe my feeling about her I can only think of it and think of it. This feeling is so frustrating and yet so calming. When you show someone what you feel and she is only...
    RedUnderground RedUnderground 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    Alright, so the bf/fiancé is bipolar. I put him out the other day for punching a hole in the wall, he knew this was unacceptable before doing it. It's getting hard. Sometimes I...
    WhereIsTheLogic WhereIsTheLogic 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 13

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    I believe that I am falling in love with a guy who died less than 2 years ago. He would have been in his late 30s had he lived. I wondered what it will be like if he were alive...
    erykah123 erykah123 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    someone talk to me please help
    codydobb codydobb 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I'm not in love with this person, they're more of a drug to me but recently I has snapped out of it. See you can too :-)
    missquietriot missquietriot 26-30, F Mar 24

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    I think it is junk!!! If he isnt fallen out of love he sure has a funky way of showing it these days. I think it's unfair that I still allow sparks to fly when he wants them to and...
    IUsed2BJustAWendy IUsed2BJustAWendy 31-35, F Mar 31

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    Has OCD... My mom started dating my now stepfather Neal when I was 5. He's always had a horrible temper, is easily annoyed, and complains about everything. I remember when I was...
    Amsch95 Amsch95 18-21, F Apr 2

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    I have been attracted to this boy for perhaps a year now, and recently the attraction has blossomed into a crush. Ok, perhaps not recently, it's been a few months now. However, as...
    neongoggles neongoggles 18-21, T Apr 5

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