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I Am Ftm

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    The Man Inside. - Hey guys/girls, My name is Alex I grew up in Canada/New Brunswick and am here to meet friends and also am new to the experience Project. I came here cause I am a...
    Alex1993 Alex1993 18-21, T 1 Response Aug 16, 2012

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    First Meeting With The Therapist! - So, I had my first meeting with my therapist/counselor Monday. Let me just say that it went extremely well. She was super easy to talk to, hit...
    IzaacC IzaacC 18-21, M Oct 8, 2013

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    I need someone to mentor me, I feel alone. My friends know, the person I am with knows, my parents and sister do not. It's sad when I have the ability to tell my younger brother...
    PaulFTM PaulFTM 16-17, M Jan 14

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    I Am A Muslim FTM - Assalam Alaykum, My name is Abraham K. Espinoza and this is my story: Ever since I was a kid, I have always known I was different (I am 15 now). When I was 8...
    proudmuslim98 proudmuslim98 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 8, 2013

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    So I just came out to one of my teammates, and I just wanted to share the experience. I realized two years ago that I identify as a boy, but I didn't do much about it, and still...
    Dowisetrepla Dowisetrepla 18-21, M Jan 13

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    Just two months to go before my 20th birthday. It's my golden birthday. I try to think of what I want, and another tattoo or a new piercing is all I can think of. The trouble is...
    EarthEyes420 EarthEyes420 18-21, T Feb 1

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    What Do I Do Now - It seems like this is going by so slowly. I don't know any older FtM people in my town, so I don't know where to get advice from. I told my mom already, and I...
    Chroniclesz7 Chroniclesz7 16-17 5 Responses Jun 12, 2013

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    How Am I Not Myself? - I decided one day to be really honest with myself if I wanted to get better. Part of that process meant that I had to admit to myself that trying to be...
    CaptainPeachFuzz CaptainPeachFuzz 31-35, T 1 Response Feb 13, 2013

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    Its Been a long time since ive typed a word on Experience Project and a lot has changed since my last. My last post was in 2012 i believe about 2 years, wow how time flys. If youve...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 23

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    I've always known what I am. I've just had to be the perfect little girl my mom and dad want, when in all reality, I'm just a boy. I never wanted to disappoint them, but now, I...
    PaulFTM PaulFTM 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    Starting The Journey. - I have always known I was different from the other girls. Ever since I had a name for what it was, I knew I was transgender. Growing up, I always hated the...
    IzaacC IzaacC 18-21, M Oct 3, 2013

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    Myself - About a year ago, I put together my feelings and realized I really felt more comfortable as a male, rather than a female. I changed my name from Annie to Andy, and have...
    KaaruChan KaaruChan 16-17, T 1 Response Feb 27, 2013

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    I Am, Who I Am, Who I Am, Who I Am... A Trainwreck - I'm Cade, and I'm a 16 year old FtM transgender kid. I think I really realized something was wrong when I was 6, and I saw my...
    Cadeninprogress Cadeninprogress 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 27, 2010

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    Okay tell me if this makes sense. I'm a transman and I consider myself a straight man. I have never been attracted to men sexually or romantically, but I have met a pan sexual...
    Swordsman101 Swordsman101 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    I am a 22 year old Jamaican college student. I was born and raised in Kingston, Jamaica and as many of you may know, my country is HIGHLY homophobic and violent. I can't tell you...
    iwritelife iwritelife 22-25 1 Response Feb 22

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    I decided to stay biologically female, but battle with my identity. I didn't want to go through with hormones and a knife. Researched it thoroughly for about two years then at once...
    Armorkillo Armorkillo 26-30 4 Responses Mar 16

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    I've Known I Was Male Ever Since I Was a Little Boy - I was born Ashley. As a child I always identified with my male friends and didn't have any problems until I was 10 and learned...
    loserski loserski 18-21, M 10 Responses Jul 6, 2008

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    I'm feeling pretty conflicted about what to do right now, as far as coming out, transitioning, and just the future in general. Anyone who would be willing to give some advice and...
    Dowisetrepla Dowisetrepla 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    First Step Toward The Transition... - Hi guy, I took first step toward my transition and I'm on my way now. I joined indian ftm group, I got new ftm friend who is living in same...
    sidd73 sidd73 22-25, M 4 Responses Feb 20, 2013

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    I Don't Know.... - I really don't know what I want to be anymore. I enjoy wearing tuxes and having my hair cut short, and being called a guy's name rather than my own girl name and...
    CasperAdair CasperAdair 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    Trans Fears - Back in 2011 I had a private conversation with a cisgendered woman on this site. At the time she had an interest in getting to know what transgendered / transsexual...
    MartyMcFly MartyMcFly 22-25, T 1 Response Aug 14, 2013

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    Hello. For now you all can call me Mo since I a very new to this whole situation. I recently expressed to myself that I should be true to myself and to stop pretending I am...
    MoShokair MoShokair 18-21 2 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    My Story -  So this is the first time that I have shared any of this with anyone.  I've never talked to anyone about being transgender and haven't tried to explain how I...
    daysofgreen213 daysofgreen213 18-21 8 Responses Dec 10, 2009

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    How Did I Get Here....? - Hello everyone, my name is Michael friends call me Mikey I live in Canada/NB I am a pretty normal guy only I am FTM. I am here cause I am looking to chat...
    MichaelDream1 MichaelDream1 18-21 3 Responses Nov 17, 2013

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    Intimesy Problems, Help? - Hi I'm a 19 year old ftm, tho I always say I'm just a guy. I dunno where else too turn but.. I need help, you see I have a boyfriend, I've been out for 2...
    ForgottenPortrait ForgottenPortrait 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 18, 2013

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    Probably The Best Day Of My Life.... - I am not too fond of Shakespeare’s plays so, when my English teacher told me I needed to read a part out loud of Shakespeare's A Midsummer...
    NeonPanda03 NeonPanda03 13-15, T Mar 28, 2013

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    Ftm Top Surgery Help? - Hey everyone if you could spare any please check out my link thanks :) http://www.gofundme.com/4rkryw
    IzaacC IzaacC 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 11, 2013

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    Any Advice On T? - I just started my T injections on the 2nd of May.  I am so stoked and don't have anyone to talk to about it.  I am curious about how long it takes for...
    Erik Erik 41-45, T 7 Responses May 3, 2008

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    A letter to my mom. I'm so tired of trying to hide. All of my life, I've had to hide. What I mean by this is all of my life, I've wanted to be a boy. I can remember crying to...
    noahjames47 noahjames47 16-17, T Jan 31

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    FTM I Am a Gay-male Identified Biologically-born Female - I am a gay-male identified biologically-born female, a gay man trapped in a woman's body. I am sweet, funny, romantic, and...
    RomanticRunner RomanticRunner 46-50, T 38 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I feel like,... Before I start the process I need to talk to someone who has already undergone it. I need a mentor to help guide me, and all I can find are mtf's willing to help...
    PaulFTM PaulFTM 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    Its Been a long time since ive typed a word on Experience Project and a lot has changed since my last. My last post was in 2012 i believe about 2 years, wow how time flys. If youve...
    unknownjay25 unknownjay25 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 23

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    I Am FTM - Well first off, hi how are you. I'm an FTM named Dekota. I'm a unknown gentleman. When I first found out what it was called, I knew that that's what I was. For the...
    dekota180 dekota180 18-21, M Nov 27, 2013

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    I have been thinking, I've been thinking too much really. I am Honestly thinking about coming out to my family, but this might not be the right time. It's only 3 days until...
    BlackNekoIIIX BlackNekoIIIX 16-17 2 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    Hey, My name is Jaz-James and I'm 17, im a very proud transgendered guy but i find sometimes that i struggle to cope with the complications that come with this. Ive always known i...
    JazJames JazJames 16-17, T 4 Responses Feb 12

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    what scares me the most is not being able to be me. I'm having lots of family issues I had haircut 2 months ago and its was like a blast my parents was so angry on me and now they...
    sidd73 sidd73 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    I honestly am not sure of who I am. I was born a female and have always felt like I didn't completely fit that role. When I was young I used to have guy friends, and play outside...
    9Cerulean9 9Cerulean9 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    DHEA Update and Some Other Stuff - I have been taking 100mg of DHEA every morning for about 20 days now. I have 5 whole beard hairs (4 on my chin, 1 side burn). Yes, I've been...
    loserski loserski 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 16, 2008

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    I am biologically female, but have worn mens clothes since 1997. I had psychotherapy in 2001/2 decided I just did not want the whole surgery thing . . I am only about 65...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Becoming The Man I Always Was - I knew when I was about six years old that I should have been a boy. I was a proper tomboy all through childhood, but with most tomboys it's a phase...
    downtide downtide 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 7, 2012

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    Hey I'M New And This Is My Story/Rant - So yeah I figured out I was trans in December and basically my first reaction was "oh ****." Maybe some of you can relate to that. I...
    The7thSense The7thSense 13-15, M May 12, 2013

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    My Story - As a kid i never liked wearing dresses or pink or even having long hair. I fist told my mom i was a lesbian at the age of 13. she said you have no idea what that is and...
    marcus96 marcus96 16-17, T Dec 30, 2012

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    Just Another Transguy - Hi, there.  I'm a transguy living in rural Ohio.  I've lived here my whole life, so I decided to transition here, too.  Some people thinks...
    aranreinhart aranreinhart 41-45 8 Responses Jul 28, 2010

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    My Coming Out - When I truly discovered this was the date of February 12 of this year. One of my friend's and I had got to talking, like in a deep down conversation about myself. I...
    FaeytesEternal FaeytesEternal 18-21, T May 5, 2013

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    I'm new to my thoughts. I've always known I was a guy. But I've finally realized I'm a guy on the inside and I love it. I'm going to chop off my hair. But I still need someone to...
    noahjames47 noahjames47 16-17, T 2 Responses Jan 21

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    I Know I Want This. But I'm Afraid To Take The First Step. - For as long as I can remember I have liked girls. I was always a tomboy when I was little. When I was 14 I came out as...
    VonMoose VonMoose 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 3, 2010

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    I just got my hair cut and I finally look like a boy, kinda! I'm so excited. I don't even care that my mom hates me. But I look amazing:D
    noahjames47 noahjames47 16-17, T Mar 6

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    I need help. Anyone and everyone please message me. I have so many questions about surgery and Testosterone. I want to do it, I'd feel more comfortable, definitely. I just need...
    lovingapocalypse lovingapocalypse 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    Coming Out - I remember standing in the school high walls people whispering and other I could over here talking asking" Are they gay? Why did they change there clothes?" The...
    MichaelDream1 MichaelDream1 18-21 Nov 17, 2013

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    I feel like I should update my story. I've been on T for 4.5 years now and live fully as my true self. I haven't felt the need for surgery of any kind, though I fully acknowledge...
    aranreinhart aranreinhart 41-45 1 Response Feb 2

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