I Am Gay, But Don't Want to Be

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 23 People

    When I was younger, I was exposed to gay

    *********** and my friend convinced me to do "things." The thing is.. I enjoyed them sort of. I haven't let go of that and that was 5 years ago, I'm 13 now (almost 14). I'm a devout Christian, I love God, go to church, private school. I've always looked at that *********** and I...
    ogd111 ogd111
    13-15, M
    1 Response Mar 17, 2015

    Tearing Up a World For Another?

    Whats up, this is my first post. I am gay and I don't like calling myself that because of the classic stereotype and the flamboyant nature of that stereotype. People are who they are I don't want anyone to change who they are, thats who they are. I am attracted to the masculine...
    VrilValin VrilValin
    22-25
    4 Responses Jun 11, 2009

    Why Me?

    Well I don't know where to start from but I just realized that I'm not a bad person and that I shouldn't be ashamed of who I am. I've been suffering for years now and still am but I'm trying so hard to not worry anymore and stop living a lie.. I'm not going to live a lie for the...
    ReemIbrahim95 ReemIbrahim95
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2013

    Confused???

    Hey guys and girls Ive been in the closet for about 5 years i think its hard but if you know you don't want to come out then don't! i know theres websites they say you have too come out but I'm here to tell you no you don't. i haven't its hard yeah but nothing has...
    jissy jissy
    16-17, M
    Oct 4, 2009

    What A Mess

    I've been married for 10 years, and my husband and I are now getting divorced.  There were so many things that went wrong with this marriage, and it's a relief that it's finally going to be over.  But now, I find myself having to come to grips with something that I have been in...
    patchouli221 patchouli221
    31-35, F
    Feb 11, 2012

    You Can

    most people have a little gay in them even if theyre not....where i am going with this is that you dont have to let anyone know your gay! you'll see, I've been gay since 13 and no one has even realized i like being a bottom. i used to lock myself in my room and do my thing...
    jissy jissy
    16-17, M
    Oct 7, 2009

    Why Me?

    Well I don't know where to start from but I just realized that I'm not a bad person and that I shouldn't be ashamed of who I am. I've been suffering for years now and still am but I'm trying so hard to not worry anymore and stop living a lie.. I'm not going to live a lie for the...
    ReemIbrahim95 ReemIbrahim95
    18-21, F
    Sep 7, 2013

    Am I Different?

    So before I complete the sentence "I am gay, but don't want to be" I'd like to explain furher. Some used the phrase "gender neutral" on this site, thats how I would ultimately like to be classified. But unfortunately in the westernized...
    Azra29 Azra29
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2009

    I have been in love with a particular girl

    for over a year now. We never dated, we were just best friends until she broke my heart when she couldn't accept the fact that I am gay. I would still do anything for her. I don't know if I am capable of loving anyone as much as I love her. I do not want to be gay. My parents...
    lonleygirl01 lonleygirl01
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 18, 2014

    What Is Wrong With Me

    i all way thought i was just bi but here lately i have been thenking of just guys and only guy my mom says she dont care if we are bi but you cant have a relatonship with another guy can you i have just whonted to be normal im called wierd dume and every thing there is i just...
    yaoinarusasu yaoinarusasu
    18-21, M
    9 Responses Jul 19, 2009

    One of a kind closeted gay man looking

    for his soul mate, a closeted lesbian. 100% discreet and 100% masculine. I am handsome, physically fit, athletic, genuine, outgoing, career oriented. I am 5,11 tall, 170 lbs, dark brown hair with green eyes. I am Caucasian, Italian background and was born and raised in NY...
    joesmithnyc joesmithnyc
    41-45, M
    Mar 6
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