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I Am Gay But I Don't Want to Be, I Hate Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 5 People

    Hope I Can Change Iam A Gay

    I am a gay right now , my story began when I was 8 years old i was fuched by my friend as a joke but after that I enjioed to do it again and again I want to stop now but i cant i am 38 now and still gay what i can do to stop please help me
    stf2551 stf2551
    Nov 22, 2009

    Can I Ask Why ?

    So what is the difference between you and me ?I guess after many years of dilemma I finally accepted my sexuality. And that is i declare myself well and truly..........ME.Well I've thought I've been straight but bought my first ***** at 16. Put it down to experimentation and it...
    bonniethedog bonniethedog
    31-35, M
    Jan 14, 2010

    I'm Gay, But I Just Block It Out...

     I'm a 19 year old guy, and im gay. I've known since i was like 11 or 12, and I've never been comfortable or happy with it. I don't have anything against gay people what-so-ever, just against being gay myself. For a good while I really hated myself, I wasnt popular...
    jdavison121 jdavison121
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 2, 2009

    I Am Gay But I Don't Want to Be

    I have been gay my whole life. I have always hated myself because of this. I have attempted suicide many times over. First time was in 1979 last time was in 2003. But the stupid doctors always save me, or God doesn't want me. I have tried every method under the sun to become...
    JosephZ JosephZ
    46-50, M
    7 Responses Oct 1, 2007

    He Already Knew

    He Already Knew   Some of you know my full testimony while some of you do not. So please indulge me for a minute to discuss one very important part of my testimony because it is very relevant to this time in my life.   In my early 20’s while I was still a baby...
    JosephZ JosephZ
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 27, 2008

    46 and Still Confused

    I think today I’m going to write about my feelings of confusion. I am very confused about this whole gay thing and everything I’m reading and seeing and hearing is only making me more confused. Of course my feelings don’t help me any but I’ve always had...
    JosephZ JosephZ
    46-50, M
    1 Response Mar 23, 2008
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