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    I did nothing but love you.

    I wonder what I did wrong. All I wanted was for you to be happy. All I can do now is scroll through our conversations and remember you. You were the first guy that I loved, that I fell in love with. It hurts me so much to lose you, but I guess it's what's best for us both. I...
    JeSuisGay JeSuisGay 18-21, M 13 Responses Mar 16

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    Happy Anniversary Babe!

    It seems just like yesterday that I stumbled upon your account on EP. And next thing I know I was talking with the boy of my dreams! You've written, played, and sang me beautiuful music! You've always been there for me, and youre the boy I want to spend the rest of my life with...
    Felipster Felipster 16-17, M 7 Responses Jan 4

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    I am officially OUT of the closet!

    And I couldn't feel more alive. I told my best friend a few days ago. And my parents yesterday (followed by about 10 hours of crying haha) happy tears though, so its all good. And I told the rest of my friends earlier. I'm prepared for the haters but I couldn't give a **** what...
    DannyTheManny DannyTheManny 16-17, M 13 Responses Jul 26, 2014

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    I Am Gay

    i am 14yo and gay i cant say i am to no one. they would kill me if i did. i just feel so lonely it hurts so bad is it to much to ask just to love someone? i would like to talk to someone older for advise but i dont know no one can you help plz.
    Vinsent1 Vinsent1 16-17 15 Responses Jul 13, 2013

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    my name is Robbie, I am 15 years old

    and gay. I live in Massachusetts. hmu if you need someone to talk to or whatever. ??????
    c0sm1cdirtybl0nde c0sm1cdirtybl0nde 13-15, M 15 hrs ago

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    im m13 ane bkack looking

    for a older cute white teenager
    iwantawhitebf iwantawhitebf 18-21, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Royaltooloyal Royaltooloyal 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    I asked ryan to marry me.

    I know what you guys will be thinking, you're crazy! And yes! I am very crazy! And I can't even use words to describe how I feel about you ryan! And I know we will have an actual proposal much much much later, when we are adults. But you sent me that song! The one you wrote for...
    Felipster Felipster 16-17, M 13 Responses Jan 6

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    im craving for **** right

    now ... someone Offering?
    hornyguycal hornyguycal 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I can't hide it anymore.

    I'm gay. I've hidden it for so long now and I can't pretend to be someone I'm not. If anybody has a problem with it stick it up your arse because I don't care
    HMC17 HMC17 13-15, M 27 Responses Jul 12

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    I just came out to my sister.

    It wasn't the easiest thing but it wasn't too bad either. She came and gave me a hug. Which lasted for like a minute. We cried and she said she loved me no matter what and she'll help me tell mom and dad and that she'd support me no matter what, even if they didn't. I'm glad I...
    JeSuisGay JeSuisGay 18-21, M 33 Responses Mar 24

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    boobaloo22 boobaloo22 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'M Tanner And Yes, This Is A First (Gay) Kiss Story ;)

    The first time that I kissed him, I was at my best friend's family reunion. We were 13. He took me around to meet (literally) his entire family. After that, the crowd and the heat overwhelmed us both, so we snuck from the big field to the lake on the other side. It was so cool...
    secretTanner secretTanner 22-25, M 10 Responses Apr 7, 2013

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    I'm a Closet Case

    I always felt like I was different. When all the other boys started noticing girls I was still playing my video games - I just didn't know what was so special about them. As the time went on I realized that the ones I like aren't girls - but boys. I though at first that it...
    Saigo Saigo 18-21, M 90 Responses Jun 20, 2008

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    When I go to sleep in my bed,

    I think really hard, and imagine his arms wrapped around me, giving me little kisses, telling me he loves me. He's mine! And I know we can't be together now! But I know we will have a lifetime of cuddles and love. Just gotta hang in there for my polar bear
    Felipster Felipster 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    Im worn out. I was just called a f*g

    and a f*ggot by some disrespectful woman in her 30's. She made the most outrageous accusations that were irrelevant and rude. Im tired. I need a break from EP. For those of you I truly care for, just contact me and I'll try to leave you my personal contact info, goodbye for now...
    Felipster Felipster 16-17, M 20 Responses Jan 20

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    bret18 bret18 18-21, M 7 Responses Jul 24, 2014

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    i am gay but no one wants a transgender.

    No one my age wants to be with a pre-op. it sucks.
    loveyourself98 loveyourself98 16-17, T 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    tamarbraxton5 tamarbraxton5 26-30, M 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    Gay Is So Hot Right Now

    So, maybe it's just me, but sometimes I really feel a lot of tension with the hetero world, mainly for one reason.  Whether they love us or hate us, straight people see gay people as cool, sort of like the latest accessory that every woman should have and every man who's...
    deleted deleted 26-30 28 Responses Oct 11, 2006

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    Sometimes I want a relationship

    but then I remember I got to keep my loyalty to Netflix and Pizza.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 1 day ago

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    anyone want to play minecraft on Xbox live 360

    my gamer tag is SkinSeed12 send me request you can't be innapropriate while we play though
    manofyourdreams123 manofyourdreams123 18-21, M 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    OMG! Just came out! To everyone!

    Posted a picture of my boyfriend! And have been getting tons of love! It's all thanks to him, he's made me love each day and love myself! Always love who you are :-)
    Felipster Felipster 16-17, M 4 Responses Feb 4

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    I need a boyfriend to trade with

    and cuddle with naked:( let me know if you want to be that person you have to have abs be fit and be 18
    manofyourdreams123 manofyourdreams123 18-21, M 9 hrs ago

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    Gay? Yeah, That's Me

    A lot of gay people have said that if they could choose, they'd choose to be straight. Being gay is hard. Yeah, it's hard. But I bet that being straight is. I'm happy just as I am ... If I could choose, I'd choose to stay gay.
    jayt76 jayt76 31-35, M 50 Responses Oct 6, 2006

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    Being gay in the closet ,

    having crush on my str8 best friend,living double Life :acting str8 , acting that i am attracted to girls,being lier,being stressed and depressed .......... Being SECRETLY A GAY is killing me everyday !!!!
    iyadraad iyadraad 18-21, T 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    My heart aches, my body trembles,

    the loss is unreal, the person I said I would spend my life with is gone due to the most tragic circumstances. He was the one for me, we were two little polar bears against the world, but I guess his dad had other plans. Don't know what to do
    Felipster Felipster 16-17, M 10 Responses Mar 25

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    iwantawhitebf iwantawhitebf 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    I tell my family im straight

    and i tell myself that im bisexual. But lately all ive been thinking about is guys. Hell im not even intrested in my girlfriend. My mom thinks im depressed but i just really want to come out the closet already. I think i might be gay. Well hmu if u wanna talk.
    baseball1321 baseball1321 16-17, M 16 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    So today I decided and worked up the confidence

    to start dating, that it's now or never. So i made a dating profile and am willing to go on a date if it occurs. It may not seem much but to me it's too much lol
    TonyJ85 TonyJ85 18-21, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    delboy001 delboy001 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    Happy Valentine's Day!

    Hope all is well and best wishes! I got this gift for Ryan! https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_5YqvJrqdQ0
    Felipster Felipster 16-17, M 7 Responses Feb 15

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    urdivergent10 urdivergent10 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    What does the label really mean?

    There's always been a part of me troubled by the label 'Gay'. As a younger man I thought it a funny word for something so hated - not 'happy' at all, seemingly designed as torture. Nothing at all like what the word meant in the old movies from the 30s and 40s I enjoyed watching...
    obroin obroin 51-55, M 17 Responses Feb 14, 2010

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    I went to the doctors to day

    and got really offended she said I need to go to counciling for being sexually confused I'm not confused ino who I am and I'm happy to be gay and if ppl have a problem wit that they can deal wit it
    gayteen2k15 gayteen2k15 13-15, M 14 Responses Mar 12

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    Gay Men On the Net Disgust Me

    I have talked to so many guys on the net and they have all been the same.  Almost right off the bat they ask what my **** measurements are and other personal things about my self that are none of their damned business.  There are the old pervs and married guys out there...
    testarosa5137 testarosa5137 22-25, M 96 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    Looking for a boyfriend,

    message me anyone! :)
    AlexCool14 AlexCool14 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    Came Out Last Year

    I knew I was gay in 8th grade but I had pushed it back because I didnt want to accept it then 10th grade I just let it take over me and i kept that secret for half of 11th grade as I finally fully accepted myself I started to tell my friends over winter break and now most of them...
    paciboy1418 paciboy1418 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 8, 2013

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    Why are we always looking

    for relationships in this "Experience" like come on...
    TannerOscar TannerOscar 16-17, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    tamarbraxton5 tamarbraxton5 26-30, M 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    Finally i can say: "Yes,

    i'm different and it's okay! Here i am... Here i am..."
    LonelyWolf95 LonelyWolf95 18-21, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    So yesterday (which was Valentine's Day) I

    spent half the day watching movies on Netflix and texting this one guy that I liked a lot! Of course he liked me too lol (: But anywayss; I spent half the day alone until tonight.. the guy of my dreams actually showed up at my window and surprised me with these beautiful flowers...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Feb 15

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    Being in the closet and having a cute friend is

    going to kill me. Like seriously, I've always had an interest in him. I thought I was stupid but then I realized I am gay AF.
    DyingSeasons DyingSeasons 13-15, M 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    My Story And How It Come Of Me Being Gay

    I found out that i was gay when i was young maybe when i was in Grade 3. It happen when me and my neighbor's grandson was there We rent part of the house so that how I met him. There was one day when me, him and brother was playing around making pretend to be like a family (you...
    aldonz87 aldonz87 26-30 14 Responses Oct 18, 2013

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    the problem is my dad died a month ago

    and now there's a hole in my heart a boyfriend could fill that hole
    manofyourdreams123 manofyourdreams123 18-21, M 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I always get asked why did u choose to be gay

    :| like wtf when did u choose to be straight think out about that for a minute??
    fuckboylovescock fuckboylovescock 13-15, M 6 Responses 3 days ago

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