Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Am Gay

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 12,351 People

    Prancing through the fields of the golden poppy

    flowers like I got nothing to do but mess around for hours. Flipping my mane. Tell me your name. I'm ThatOneUnicorn.
    ThatOneUnicorn ThatOneUnicorn 16-17, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Jeremiahbooker Jeremiahbooker 13-15, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    When boys tell me about them laying in bed with

    their boyfriend it makes me cry because I don't have anyone, not even anyone to talk to! I am becoming really suicidal again, i manged to stop cutting for a few weeks but not I have started again and can't stop :'( I really with I had a boyfriend that loves me and who can be by...
    jamesmonty3950 jamesmonty3950 13-15, M 7 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    When i was 13, i got the best experience.

    Iam a dude btw. So i met this boy , he was chill.. We hung out.. Then a month later while we were watching tv in his bedroom.. We started changing clothes i was like chris what the fuc$ are you doing He said its not gay .. Lol i was like ok cool so when we were sleeping i...
    thegaydawg thegaydawg 16-17, M 7 Responses Dec 16, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Dear friends, In name of Felipe

    and myself, I would like to thank u all for ur support. The amount of support and messages we received is overwhelming. It makes us both feel proud, and we are very well aware that our friends carry us in their hearts, as we care for each and every one of u. If we ever can...
    ryan015 ryan015 13-15, M 15 Responses Dec 27, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I have feelings for my best friend.

    He is all I think about sometimes and it's killing me that I can't act on it. We've been friends for years now and even now into freshmen year of college (we go to the same school). The thing is, is that I think he is bi too (kinda towards me). The curiosity is killing me. What...
    taamaaha taamaaha 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Gay Men On the Net Disgust Me

    I have talked to so many guys on the net and they have all been the same.  Almost right off the bat they ask what my **** measurements are and other personal things about my self that are none of their damned business.  There are the old pervs and married guys out there...
    testarosa5137 testarosa5137 22-25, M 94 Responses Mar 13, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Am Gay

    i am 14yo and gay i cant say i am to no one. they would kill me if i did. i just feel so lonely it hurts so bad is it to much to ask just to love someone? i would like to talk to someone older for advise but i dont know no one can you help plz.
    Vinsent1 Vinsent1 16-17 15 Responses Jul 13, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Hey I'm looking for a bf I perfer Older hot

    bear guys maybe with muscle Age up to 25 Someone who caring loving and all tht I'm actually looking for love so if this is about sex u can leave
    Natemdemon06 Natemdemon06 16-17, M 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm a Closet Case

    I always felt like I was different. When all the other boys started noticing girls I was still playing my video games - I just didn't know what was so special about them. As the time went on I realized that the ones I like aren't girls - but boys. I though at first that it...
    Saigo Saigo 18-21, M 89 Responses Jun 20, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I have liked guys ever

    since I was a little boy, but I never knew that there was such a thing as a boy that loves boys. As I grew up I heard about being gay for the first time. I was 11, and I kept telling myself, no, you are not a weird gay person all the time. my best friend, at 12, came out to me...
    SpencerUK SpencerUK 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I honestly can't believe how many people here

    have homophobic parents. I know I'm lucky with my dad, but it's ******* 2014 ! How can anyone even think about loving their children less because of their sexual preference ? I just don't get it ... My heart goes out to those who are having a hard time dealing with such atrocity...
    ryan015 ryan015 13-15, M 12 Responses Nov 5, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I don't know what to do!

    !! I just feel so confused with who I love and who I don't love!!! :- My head is a mess, i am breaking people's hearts because I'm so messed up! I broke jake's heart and I broke Cameron's heart, I would suggest that no one goes out with me because I'm just ****** up!!! I'm so...
    jamesmonty3950 jamesmonty3950 13-15, M 6 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    What does the label really mean?

    There's always been a part of me troubled by the label 'Gay'. As a younger man I thought it a funny word for something so hated - not 'happy' at all, seemingly designed as torture. Nothing at all like what the word meant in the old movies from the 30s and 40s I enjoyed watching...
    obroin obroin 51-55, M 17 Responses Feb 14, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I asked ryan to marry me.

    I know what you guys will be thinking, you're crazy! And yes! I am very crazy! And I can't even use words to describe how I feel about you ryan! And I know we will have an actual proposal much much much later, when we are adults. But you sent me that song! The one you wrote for...
    Felipster Felipster 16-17, M 16 Responses Jan 6

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Kiiik- suck_it_baby_ Snapchat-

    darkboy001 15+ Looking for some fun ;)
    suckmegay suckmegay 16-17, M 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Dirty Closet Jock

    Disclaimer: This is a complete work of fiction. The characters portrayed within are either complete fantasy or based off of other persons but they do not in any way depict or reflect on real persons. This story also depicts minors (persons under the age of 18) engaging in sexual...
    handsomedavid handsomedavid 22-25, M 9 Responses Jul 16, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I am officially OUT of the closet!

    And I couldn't feel more alive. I told my best friend a few days ago. And my parents yesterday (followed by about 10 hours of crying haha) happy tears though, so its all good. And I told the rest of my friends earlier. I'm prepared for the haters but I couldn't give a **** what...
    DannyTheManny DannyTheManny 16-17, M 16 Responses Jul 26, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Love and loneliness are the two most confusing

    and conflicting emotions I've ever felt...it's like walking into a pitch black room and you're expected to know where to go...I just wish I could find my way
    Jookie216 Jookie216 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The closes Disney Princess

    that relates best to me / I relate best to is Ariel we both want to be ourselves but nobody will let us cuz in the eye of family teachers older people your still a " child so you can't make your own decisions as far as self expression and dating and believes on if you'll...
    loveintothelight loveintothelight 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I tell my family im straight

    and i tell myself that im bisexual. But lately all ive been thinking about is guys. Hell im not even intrested in my girlfriend. My mom thinks im depressed but i just really want to come out the closet already. I think i might be gay. Well hmu if u wanna talk.
    baseball1321 baseball1321 16-17, M 16 Responses Jan 2, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'M Tanner And Yes, This Is A First (Gay) Kiss Story ;)

    The first time that I kissed him, I was at my best friend's family reunion. We were 13. He took me around to meet (literally) his entire family. After that, the crowd and the heat overwhelmed us both, so we snuck from the big field to the lake on the other side. It was so cool...
    secretTanner secretTanner 22-25, M 11 Responses Apr 7, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Hey! Anyone message me!

    Older guys only! And especially if your in illinois
    Theejohndavisss Theejohndavisss 13-15, M 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Well yesterday had to be the worst day of my

    life it started out when i had got home from school my dad was in the liveing room and i had just walked in the house my dad looked at my abd saw my hair i had left it down and my dad was like wtf did you do with your hair. Was like nothing and he started yelling that i look...
    complicated4you complicated4you 18-21, M 10 Responses May 6, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Okai there's a really cute boy

    that We take the same bus home. I have been trying to find a good reason or scenario to talk to him but I just chicken out every time, or it was just inconvenience. And it's been bugging a lot, along with somr family stuff. :( I just don't know what to do plz somebody helppp...
    nguyen23 nguyen23 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I AM GAY.Not because I was born this way,

    and not because my Father didn't love me enough when I was younger. But because I chose to be gay. I am a highly conservitave, Christian, home-schooled, white boy from Kansas, but I am still gay. I don't like rainbow-colored blankets, or shopping, or wearing make-up. But I'm...
    Zaidrie Zaidrie 16-17, M 19 Responses Jan 9

    Your Response

    Cancel

    So... "Genderqueer"..

    . Can someone explain how that isn't offensive? I'm honestly confused why you would say that instead of just gay, or even homosexual, which I've never liked.
    CaptainTundercakes CaptainTundercakes 13-15, M 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Blackoutt Blackoutt 16-17, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I can't even eat without thinking about him.

    He helped me eat more. So now everything I eat I think of him and it helps me finish my food. It weird I know but it makes me happy
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M 1 Response 19 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    rainyday10 rainyday10 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Hey guys, so basically to tell the whole story

    of what happened yesterday. Some person with numerous accounts started saying the nastiest things, that I was a slob, they were gonna kill me, that all f*gs would burn, and that they were in love with my boyfriend. It was truly shocking. So ryan being the amazing boyfriend he is...
    Felipster Felipster 16-17, M 16 Responses Jan 21

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Happy Anniversary Babe!

    It seems just like yesterday that I stumbled upon your account on EP. And next thing I know I was talking with the boy of my dreams! You've written, played, and sang me beautiuful music! You've always been there for me, and youre the boy I want to spend the rest of my life with...
    Felipster Felipster 16-17, M 10 Responses Jan 4

    Your Response

    Cancel

    For a long time I wasn't really sure of myself.

    For many years I thought I was bisexual. I was uncomfortable with my sexuality and went on EP, which is where I met my boyfriend, the love of my life Ryan. And it hit me. I'm gay! I'm GAAAY! After months of dating him, I finally realized I was not bisexual but gay and told him...
    Felipster Felipster 16-17, M 6 Responses Dec 31, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Gay? Yeah, That's Me

    A lot of gay people have said that if they could choose, they'd choose to be straight. Being gay is hard. Yeah, it's hard. But I bet that being straight is. I'm happy just as I am ... If I could choose, I'd choose to stay gay.
    jayt76 jayt76 31-35, M 47 Responses Oct 6, 2006

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Homophobes don't belong on EP Being gay is

    not a choice, who would chose to be gay with the amount of hate you get possibly killed or beaten up Being gay is a not a sin for if there was a real god he would know that being gay is totally normal for god is all knowing I'm not gonna be told or belittled by anymore by...
    funlocus funlocus 16-17, M 4 Responses Aug 4, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Story And How It Come Of Me Being Gay

    I found out that i was gay when i was young maybe when i was in Grade 3. It happen when me and my neighbor's grandson was there We rent part of the house so that how I met him. There was one day when me, him and brother was playing around making pretend to be like a family (you...
    aldonz87 aldonz87 26-30 14 Responses Oct 18, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Well I guess today is

    that boring day that follows an exciting one...how quaint
    Jookie216 Jookie216 13-15, M 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm at a family reunion right now

    and one of my uncles asked why gay people have to come out and say they are gay. He said, "I don't want to know what people do in bed so why do gay people feel like they have to tell everybody." I agree. Why is it such a big deal for gay people to think they need to inform...
    Garebear131 Garebear131 18-21, M 6 Responses Jun 26, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Newguy189 Newguy189 18-21, M 18 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I need your **** inside my ***,

    as you grab my waist pushing deep inside me ;)
    Newguy189 Newguy189 18-21, M 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    18 Long Years

    I'm an eighteen year old gay boy who came out in April of 2012. My story is long because I have known that I was gay almost all my life but I will stick to the main points. My first experience was in second grade with another boy. I was confused for a long time until around fifth...
    deleted deleted 26-30 36 Responses Aug 3, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Hey I'm looking for a bf I perfer Older hot

    bear guys maybe with muscle Age up to 25 Someone who caring loving and all tht doesn't care for looks I'm actually looking for love so if this is about sex u can leave But don't wrry will hve sex when I want it
    Natemdemon06 Natemdemon06 16-17, M 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Gaytwink123 Gaytwink123 13-15, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Im worn out. I was just called a f*g

    and a f*ggot by some disrespectful woman in her 30's. She made the most outrageous accusations that were irrelevant and rude. Im tired. I need a break from EP. For those of you I truly care for, just contact me and I'll try to leave you my personal contact info, goodbye for now...
    Felipster Felipster 16-17, M 26 Responses Jan 20

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Gay Is So Hot Right Now

    So, maybe it's just me, but sometimes I really feel a lot of tension with the hetero world, mainly for one reason.  Whether they love us or hate us, straight people see gay people as cool, sort of like the latest accessory that every woman should have and every man who's...
    deleted deleted 26-30 29 Responses Oct 11, 2006

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I am 13 and gay looking

    for a nice, loyal person who cares for who you are, possible lives near sacramento :/
    Enjeff Enjeff 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Lol, my boyfriend is coming to Italy.

    Eat that non-believers of long distance online relationships :-))))))))
    ryan015 ryan015 13-15, M 16 Responses Dec 24, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Sometimes I know I'm doing something wrong.

    . But heck it feels so right XD
    eChriis eChriis 16-17, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Im crushing on a straight guy AGAIN!

    you think i would of learnd my lession last time i had a crush on my stright guy friend corey im crushing on this guy mason now he is like coreys twin lol they look alot alike but mason has more looks but yea he is really sweet kind funny and understanding he no im gay and he...
    complicated4you complicated4you 18-21, M 11 Responses Sep 15, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I really want a bf, i keep crying

    because I feel so lonely, i love jake so much but I can't go out with him right now because online relationships really stress me out, i just want a boyfriend who can be by my side! If there are any gay/bi boys who live in the east Midlands will you please message me, it would...
    jamesmonty3950 jamesmonty3950 13-15, M 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel