I Am Gay Forum & Chat Board | Why and where have these thoughts come from!? Help

Hi peeps, u have no idea how long it's taken me to post this... I kept writing it and deleting it without pressing send... :( basically cuz am scared! But here goes...

Am 23 and have always been hetrosexual, iv been in a happy relationship for 3 years and all is good, marriage is on the cards..

About 2 weeks ago now I was in the gym in the showers as u do, a communal corridor of showers, when I turned round to see a mid age man 37 to be exact shavin his pubescent and I thought nothing of it, he was quite big but all guys look out of curiosity!

So I was washing myself when I saw he'd dropped his razor and he bent over to pick it up, as he did I couldn't help but stair at his a-hole and got a *****, I don't know why or couldn't understand war was going through my head! I just remember thinkin I'd like to lick it! I have always enjoyed anal sex with my gf but never even thought of a man!

Anyhow this guy saw my stork and clearly knew wat I'd seen n got! Since then all I can think of is his arse n cok n wen havin sex or wanking I think of it .... I dunno if this means am gay or wat?! May sound silly, sorry if it does!

I've seen this guy since and we have chatted in the sauna he's married with lids but I get the impression he's like to try something with me...

Wat do I do? Should I tell my mrs? See the dr? Please help and advise me someone

Thanks sam

 

It isnt abnormal to have thoughts about men, even if you are straight.  It's natural.  I recommend that you watch **** or expose yourself to some more male sexuality to see if this is something you are really into.  At that point, you can compare the two sides.  Men or women and make a decison from there.

 

I think some time you behaving like gay. So you think abut this type of thought. I advice you that you don't tell yours mrs.