I Am Getting Better

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    I've had some great news from my Doctor -

    so I can start healing & bring me again ( massive smile ) I'm lucky to have my own little place away from drama - away from busyness to do this . My plan in action ( heal, love ) rest will follow. Happy day :)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 4

    So, recently I told my mom everything

    that I had been doing (i.e. throwing up, starving) and she took me to talk to someone who gave me very good advice, as well as diagnosed me with body dysmorphic disorder. Now, I am going to see a nutritionist and I am going to lose weight the healthy way by exorcizing and eating...
    casey9599 casey9599
    18-21, F
    Oct 14, 2014

    Almost committed suicide in April 2014.

    I am on antidepressants but believe I can become even better if I also get counciling. Thank you God for saving my life.
    Moelyn95 Moelyn95
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 10, 2014

    Not As Good As I Will Get But Better Than I Used To Be

    Okay I am feeling a bit better about myself and who I am .. I have found a woman that I love with all my heart. She made me love myself again, she made me realize that I am worth something.. She is amazing.. I know that this may sound odd, but the moment my eyes meet her's... I...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 14, 2013

    I finally found my strength to keep on living

    as happy as I can. I am in the middle of getting better. I know it's a bit hard for me to do it, but it's better to try it rather than not doing anything. Since last week, I am always looking for 1 thing that makes me happy and worthy for every each day or I will try new...
    val7117 val7117
    16-17, F
    Apr 4

    I Used to Be Strong

    I was pretty strong for a guy, 5'7, 180. 3-400, to my waist, chest, where do you want that. That was last summer. Last fall I was shoveling sand and clay all day. Before that it was breaking up and loading chunks of concrete into a truck, then unloading it a few miles down the...
    Socklord Socklord
    31-35, M
    3 Responses May 1, 2009

    Finally. I was getting better a few months back

    but then I relapsed. Hopefully this time I'll come out stronger than ever. Please pray for my recovery:)
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Aug 10, 2014

    I'm 16 days clean from cutting.

    I just ate today after not eating for 3 day. I got the biggest period cramps ever rn.
    Puppieslover9 Puppieslover9
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 1, 2014

    Thanks to my new meds

    and new therapist, I feel better than I have in a really long time! It feels so good to be normal, to an extent. Never thought I would get to this point and feel so comfortable here.
    indranimeows indranimeows
    18-21, F
    Feb 14, 2015

    I've been feeling better about her leaving me.

    Not 100% but maybe 45%. I miss her a lot and she was a big part of my life. I'm leaving her alone as she has requested me to do so I shall. If she never thought I respected her then maybe by doing this it would show her that I do. Like I said not 100% but better than 0%.
    shariakugan64 shariakugan64
    18-21, M
    Oct 2, 2014

    It's taken so long, but I feel like it's

    finally happening. I just take life day by day as I keep searching for perspective and purpose. It's like yesterday I was trying to find happiness by acquiring the things I didn't have, and now, today, I'm finding it in the things I already have.
    schemily03 schemily03
    18-21, F
    Nov 7, 2014

    Less than a week ago,

    I attempted suicide. I overdosed on Tylenol (about 65 pills.) I cut up my wrists and started taking the pills. Nothing mattered anymore. I didn't care about what would be left behind. I wouldn't have the opportunity to write this post if I weren't for my brother. After I...
    everyonehasbeauty everyonehasbeauty
    18-21, F
    Feb 11, 2014

    I'm slowly but surely coming out of a dark

    place in my life. It's been one of my longest bouts of depression that I've experienced and I truly had to hit rock bottom before I could start building myself up. I was going off the theory that if I found love my problems would suddenly go away. Instead I was so blinded by...
    justbelieve justbelieve
    26-30, F
    Dec 1, 2014

    So. I haven't been online

    for a long time, and a lot of things have happened. My sister has moved to Norway, my other sister has moved to the city, I have also lost complete contact with my other siblings and my father. My mother have also gotten a new boyfriend. I, however, don't know if that is a good...
    Mjaah Mjaah
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 27, 2015

    I had a bad dose of heart break there the last

    few weeks but thanks to my friends both real and on here I'm starting to accept what happened. **** that girl who broke my heart. Why would I be upset over someone I didn't really know. She can be someone else's problem now. Acceptance is just the most relieving part of the...
    ciao8585 ciao8585
    31-35, M
    May 6, 2014

    Maybe...Just Maybe, I'M A Survivor.

    Dear friend, I am so sorry i haven't answered in a while. I've ben getting help and it's a lot harder than i thought it would be. Not that i thought it would be easy...Anyways, I've been to doctors and what not and should be getting better, hopefully. I still won't understand...
    misfit17 misfit17
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 26, 2013

    I'm Actually Doing Alright

    I'm shocked and amazed at how making the breakup permanent and final has actually  helped me. I can move on as he always wanted me to do anyway. I don't expect anything at all from him because I told him I don't want to hear from him. I don't see his face on my page anymore and...
    lisa36 lisa36
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Jun 14, 2011

    Today has been a good day.

    I have finally started to take myself back, and take my time back from a particular situation with a person in my life. I am getting stronger and standing on my own two feet, at least today. I have need to bow up my back and be strong.
    Hockeyplayer56 Hockeyplayer56
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 28, 2015

    I Am Getting Better

    I am getting better all around, in all ways (well, mostly). I am able to work through my social anxiety now, as well as (sometimes) my agoraphobia. I still have all the problems Asperger's Syndrome has caused me, but I'm better able to manage them. I'm doing better and I feel...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings
    31-35, F
    Nov 28, 2012

    I think I am getting

    because I am starting to think with clarity. With this clarity comes an urgency to change things in my life and set new goals. Sometimes I'm so excited of all the things I want to do I can't sleep. I write plans and find other things I need to do all day. When you have hope...
    toniyl toniyl
    41-45, F
    Apr 9

    Less than a week ago,

    I attempted suicide. I overdosed on Tylenol (about 65 pills.) I cut up my wrists and started taking the pills. Nothing mattered anymore. I didn't care about what would be left behind. I wouldn't have the opportunity to write this post if I weren't for my brother. After I...
    everyonehasbeauty everyonehasbeauty
    18-21, F
    Feb 11, 2014

    Every day I am getting better I have to believe

    A.A Milne's quote: you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think. I am going to get through this!
    Ennah Ennah
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 12, 2015

    I'm gonna get my act together!

    Positive thoughts from now!
    Cl0ud Cl0ud
    22-25, M
    Aug 2, 2015

    One day at a time to get better each

    and every day. It is two easy to just let yourself slide back to what you were. I know I'm not perfect, I have flaws, I have my quirks and failures. I struggle, fall and fail. Sometimes I hate to admit that I hate myself. Hate is odd because used correctly you can fuel...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 4

    I'm getting better but something is missing I

    need someone to love and I want that feeling of being cared for.....I will either find you or you find me lol that sounded weird but who cares but I'm single and on the hunt lol
    Angel1Hinojosa Angel1Hinojosa
    16-17, M
    Jan 5, 2015

    I think I'm finally comfortable in my skin.

    I can look and the mirror and smile. I can put on makeup and clothes and feel confident. I can take selfies and not delete every single one. It's actually a really nice feeling. To not care what people think. And when someone gives me a compliment, I actually believe them. When...
    AwkwardLizard AwkwardLizard
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 16, 2015

    I Have Depression and Social Anxiety Disorder

    But I recently started getting help. I'm taking Celexa, which is an anti-depressant. I haven't cried as much as I used to and I haven't had ANY suicidal thoughts since a couple of days after I started taking the meds. Even though I still get nervous, it's okay. I'm just...
    minnie22mouse minnie22mouse
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 12, 2008

    I swear I'm not on the crazy train anymore.

    I've met some good people on facebook recently that have helped with my lonliness. When I run into him in the game my heart still hurts. I just run away but it still hurts. I think I'll get to a point where I won't care anymore.
    ShyGuy990 ShyGuy990
    26-30, M
    Jan 24, 2015

    I have been away from this site

    for quite a long time...I would not say that I am at my best but I am a work in progress. I had a relapse last year and it almost cost me my job. It was a very difficult phase and I really had to take very small baby steps...just to feel better.... Staying away from the possible...
    jerome0518 jerome0518
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 23, 2015

    Remember my story about weighing more

    than my dads girlfriend ? Well shes been trying to gain wieght , & ive been trying to lose it . Shes a size 4 now & im a size 2. I tried on her pants yesterday & They were too big ! ♥♥♥♥
    suuicidee suuicidee
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2013

    Things are Getting Better Things are getting

    better. Although they aren't all good. At least I am alive and breathing like I should. Things are getting better even if sometimes are rough. Dont treat me different, everything will be fine. Cause you never learn to be strong if you cant grow and be tough. Once you that...
    msvanish0 msvanish0
    46-50, F
    May 26, 2015

    Hey! so I haven't been on here

    for a whole year. wow! I'm 4 months clean, and hopefully will stay clean! im actually proud of myself for once! I graduated high school and am now in college. surprise! haha! im pretty shocked. I still have my ups and downs. such as the days when I simply cannot get out of...
    InfinityHipster InfinityHipster
    18-21, F
    Nov 4, 2014

    Bit by bit I can feel myself evolving

    as a person. Maybe, at this rate... Life won't end up being so bad after all. I can easily say that I'm a better person than I was last year, or the year before.
    HollowChest HollowChest
    18-21, M
    Mar 4

    Some of you may have read my stories before

    and I thought you guys deserved an update. Since July of 2013, when I posted my last story and was two months pregnant, I've gotten a lot done. You'll be proud to know that I left my abusive boyfriend. Despite what I thought, our friends supported me and helped me through the...
    ScaredCookie ScaredCookie
    18-21, F
    Jun 21, 2014

    I used to have very terrible thoughts few years

    ago. I would used to think about running away and everything. Than one night I actually did it but the police found me. Than the thoughts just got worse and I started to think about suicide. I hated it but couldnt stop thinking about it.But now those thoughts are mostly gone now...
    cat1025 cat1025
    18-21, M
    Mar 5

    Looking for nice girl,

    single for months now.
    sunny112222 sunny112222
    36-40, M
    Nov 2, 2014

    Yeah Me!!

    So It's been awhile since I have been on experience project and I have to say that my life has gotten better. For the first time in my life I feel grateful for everything that I have. I used to feel like gratitude was for losers. I really thought it meant you would be stagnant...
    AnonymousDiva AnonymousDiva
    26-30, F
    Jul 18, 2010

    At least I think so. Maybe it's

    because I've been less triggered. I really don't know right now. As of now though, I think I'm okay. I'm just glad that I'm finally a legal adult, so now I don't have to worry about being forced to live anywhere.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 27, 2015

    I have felt really lost

    and depressed recently but I think its going away yet things have been bad for me its weird, I feel less depressed now that I am more stressed oh that rhymes :) anyway, my parents have been on my case because im not doing good enough in algebra its frustrating because my teacher...
    chocolatelover987 chocolatelover987
    16-17, F
    Apr 28, 2014

    I feel like I am getting better.

    the medications are starting to help. but then I have moments or a day that are just terrible, and I still feel helpless on those days. I'm glad things are starting to get better, I'm just nervous it's a fluke and I'm going to be back down again
    Forevertired23 Forevertired23
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 13
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