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I Am Getting Deseprate

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    Idk - i just dont know what do with my lifewhen i thought i had overcome the worst it comes something bigger and hit me in the face T_Ti surely would rather like to be vanishi...
    gene66 gene66 18-21, F May 31, 2012

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    Im Tire ........ - and desperate  about my life is useless and   bad, is not getting better is getting worst
    gene66 gene66 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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