I Am Getting Deseprate

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 3 People

    Im Tire ........

    and desperate  about my life is useless and   bad, is not getting better is getting worst
    gene66 gene66
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2008

    Idk

    i just dont know what do with my lifewhen i thought i had overcome the worst it comes something bigger and hit me in the face T_Ti surely would rather like to be vanishi return to my "emo stat" cutting and hurting myself in other ways, im so depress i had try to kill myself many...
    gene66 gene66
    18-21, F
    May 31, 2012

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