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I Am Giving Up

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    I'm giving up trying to relate,

    to having friends, to do anything anymore. I just am crawling back in to my little hole and staying there. I tired of being hurt and angry. I'm gonna be a loner and who gives a **** about anything or anyone anymore.
    MagickalFae MagickalFae 36-40, F Feb 18

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    Alright. I'll do it. I'll give in.

    A lifetime of constantly deconstructing myself and the reality around me has led to this. An end. And you know what? I expected this. I've toyed with the monsters in my head, talked to them, and even tried getting rid of them. Now I take pills for my psychosis. It's been about a...
    Darktooth41 Darktooth41 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 16

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    I just wanna run away.

    Run away from all the pain and miserly. Run away from tje world. I cant take it anymore. Im giving up, im done.
    Kakepielovemuffin Kakepielovemuffin 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I’m Giving Up

    I’m giving up,This place,No good,Getiin’ nowhere,Goin’ nowhere,I’m movin’ on,Somewhere,I’m appreciated,I’m getting a life.
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 1 Response Apr 12, 2012

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    I Think I'm Giving Up

    I'm a single mom.  I have a 13 year old son.  His father and I have been apart since he was about 3 years old.  His father was physically abusive and I left the relationship  He has actively tried to turn my son against me every since our break up.  I...
    Missy911729 Missy911729 61-65, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2010

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    Giving Up

    I just do not know what is wrong with me lately because I just feel like giving up, I feel tired, worn out, unappreciated and just bone tired.  The energy has been sucked out of me, I find I cry alot lately and just do not know what to do...............
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 1 Response Jun 30, 2009

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    smashancy smashancy 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 3

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    My Friend Did the Same Thing (thank God)

    It's amazing how many people that this has already touched.  I can truely relate to this.  Not as much on your side; but that of your friends.  I too was in a very abusive relationship for years.  I am not a stupid woman.  I know that if I were to see...
    lsewellsweet lsewellsweet 46-50 1 Response Sep 30, 2008

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    Some things can't be found by looking.

    Some things can't be achieved by trying. And some things can't be taught by studying. I want something that falls into all three of those areas. So I'm giving up on "working hard" for it. It will come on its own. I just have to be patient. Hopefully, when it arrives, it will be...
    Truthseeker18 Truthseeker18 18-21, M Jul 22

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    Sometimes i just feel like a robot being

    processed in life going through exams sometimes really wonder what the hell i am doing on planet earth . Like just going through life aimlessly hiaz fml
    asianahyang96 asianahyang96 18-21, M Jul 8

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    I'm throwing the towel in!

    I don't think I could be anything I aspire to be. I'm good for helping people, & that is all. That is God's intended plan for me.
    Plutonianbabe Plutonianbabe 18-21, F Jul 29

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    Giving Up On Existing

    I have given up on life entirely. It is sad to say that the times when I was horribly miserable were actually better than now. I have always felt that my life was forfeit but now I feel it more so than ever. With this recent wave of apathy I can only hope the end is nigh and that...
    UnhappinessPersonified UnhappinessPersonified 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 21, 2012

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    It's Just Not Worth It

     Everytime I open up one of my textbooks my mind switches to panic mode. Anxiety overwhelms me and I feel as if I'm drowning. Still though, I obsess over school. And you know what? I'm done! I want to write. That's all I want to do. Write novels and do charity work all over...
    catcatt catcatt 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 4, 2009

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    I just had enought of life

    and I was happy but I can live anymore I'm just giving up it's end for me there is nothing left for me now
    Goldeneye118007 Goldeneye118007 18-21, M Dec 21, 2013

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    💔

    Everything is just out of control in my life.I can't take it anymore.
    2gaytofuction 2gaytofuction 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2013

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    I'm givin you on wanting you In my life dad.

    . You haven't sen me it talked to me since then day after Boxing Day and I'm sick of trying.
    Daisyellenrose Daisyellenrose 13-15, F Mar 21

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    On A Lot

    I am giving up on a lot of things, some things matter, but most things don't matter hat I am giving up on. Mostly i' giving up on me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 6, 2013

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    I wish I was dead. I feel like I'm going to

    crack. I've just broke up from school for the 2 week Easter holidays and I know I'm gonna end up cutting. I feel the urge already... It's just the weekends and holidays are the days I feel the most lonely, and isolated.. I've already got a lot going on with my mam being in and...
    worshipsleep worshipsleep 16-17, F Apr 5

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    I Almost Gave Up

    I to felt like giving up,and came extremely close to ending my life today,but I'm fighting to keep going and to hold to my dreams. My children need me. I can't afford to give up,although giving up would be a luxury at this point. This is going to seem silly,but I started a new...
    glimmerized glimmerized 41-45, T 2 Responses Jul 22, 2008

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    Ok I’m giving up. I don-t want to torture

    myself . I just want to be happy, and I am not happy right now. I am miserable
    ThatBlueOwl ThatBlueOwl 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I am on almost everything.

    Mostly school. I jes don't know what I can do to make things better..😞
    Nunamiut33 Nunamiut33 16-17, F Mar 6

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    I disappoint everyone with everything I do.

    I can't seem to please anyone. I have to be at one place for my own good but someone wants me at another for their good. Now I don't know whether to give up on my future or something. I can't do it anymore. I just want all of this to go away and for me to live happily and...
    Diamondgirly Diamondgirly 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 1

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    Nohhhhhhh.

    if you give up...youz a big fat pusseh! PUSSEH! PUSSSSSSAY!!!
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2011

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    I can't do this anymore.

    I give up. I tell myself over and over again that maybe my dreams will come true, that maybe I'll finally be happy. I lie awake every night imagining my dreams coming true, imagining myself happy, until the next morning when I wake up to this harsh world all over again. I try so...
    hjj86 hjj86 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2013

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    One More Big Time Loser

    I think it is time to just give up now. Nothing does work. Whether i try or don't try does not make a difference. Then there is **** loads about how a failure and thoughts of failure and all that **** that keeps saying that i am supposed to have failed because my mind is...
    onemorebigtimeloser onemorebigtimeloser 41-45, F 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    Do Not Judge Untill You Fell the Pain

    I pray that I can die. I live in pain. I have been living like this since 2002. The only thing that has kept me going has been the love I have for my wonderful wife. I don't want to hurt her or my two sons by killing myself. I have found that the pain is somtimes great enough to...
    Dewduster Dewduster 66-70, M 9 Responses Feb 1, 2009

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    I Gave Up

    After 16 years battling chronic depression, hospitalizations, psychiatric hospitals, therapists, psychiatrists, I just gave up. I cant bear these feelings anymore, it's just too much to carry. I dont function, I stayed at home all day lying in my bed staring the ceilling...
    rikkbb rikkbb 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 13, 2012

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    I Dont Know What Love Is Anymore

    Hi Guys, About 2 months ago, i broke up with my boyfriend A, it just wasnt working. The i met this wonderful amazing guy. All i could ever dream of. We went on a couple of dates but that didnt last too long. He told me that he wanted to be just friends. I was head over heels...
    tracili tracili 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2010

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    captyke captyke 41-45, T Mar 27

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    Pretty Simple

    Th name of this group pretty much says it all.
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 23, 2012

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    Where To Start

    How do u get your life back when you don't know where to start cause you've been lost for so long
    Sleeponit Sleeponit 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 23, 2012

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    Everything is shattering to pieces.

    Nothing I do is good enough.
    illbeokayeventually illbeokayeventually 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    ...on Dreams

    I have fantasies of being wealthy, of being safe, of being happy...of having a home, and a good job, and good insurance, and not having to be afraid...and then I open my eyes to the dump I live in, to the sick body I have that nonetheless manages to look so healthy, to depression...
    hylierandom hylierandom 41-45 3 Responses Nov 22, 2011

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    Nothing i do works out

    for me...I had everything a man could ask for, a loving wife and son, a good paying job, everything i could possibly need and i threw it away... i didnt appreciate what i had and now its too late, now i have nothing... i was replaced immediately and my son now sees him more than...
    ddmagnum ddmagnum 22-25, M Jun 27

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    i realised now that i have been just a number,

    and today im giving up no more chatting, no more friends, no more sex, no more being the "go to" girl. im waking away from all this drama, i wil never be acknowledged as more than the fwb, and i think i need to be recognised for more than just sexual entertainment. so im just...
    ANGELKZ ANGELKZ 26-30, F Mar 19

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    I Feel Like Nothing In My Life Is Right.

    ! I Try To Stay Strong & Keep A Smile So Nobody Really Knows My Pain.! 😔
    Unloved92 Unloved92 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    Moving on is not giving up. It's realizing that you had enough. It hurts but you have to do what's right for yourself,for once.
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    Well, Ive a special announcement to make. I'm giving up beer and alcohol in general. Ive had enough of the hangovers, late night and the depression it gives me after a session. It...
    ARetroGamer4Ever ARetroGamer4Ever 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I enjoy giving advice. Maybe I should start using my skills on myself lol but feel free to ask. I'm a friend to anybody who needs one. Don't abuse it.
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    After you stop giving a f and just calm down and do everything calmly life's a lot more fun. Just chill out and laugh. Whenever I'm stoned everything is just great.
    Makavelli824 Makavelli824 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    people say you can do anything you want or become anything you want...maybe, if you get the right support. i never get that tho or acceptance. its not one major failure in my life...
    AquilaAqua AquilaAqua 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    The story of my life. Giving birth to an Oyster is no joke....
    alilight alilight 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I used to give until it hurt, I've found balance now.
    khewster khewster 31-35, F Sep 24

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    Long story short, It all started when I lit my first cigarette. after just a course of a year and a half, I got hospitalized, got diagnosed with Bronchial Asthma, and Emphysema...
    dustyoldclock dustyoldclock 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    I just want to give up. They wouldn't adjust for me. I was never important. I can't handle this. My life's a mess. I thought I was important turns out i'm not I wanna give up And...
    defi4nce defi4nce 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    I want a really really dirty nickname
    DirtyCockPig DirtyCockPig 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    I am tired of being disappointed. I know better than to get my hopes up, but I put my heart out there just to get crushed again and again. I have got my kids and that is all I...
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