Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Am Going Back to Being Just Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 23 People

    Ah , Life's Little Default Option

    I tried hard to be a husband and loving father and did okay at the latter , sucked at the first . I tried hard to be what I thought was needed of me and either I was lacking in the necessary ingredients or my lackluster performance doomed me from day 1 . I hadn't realized how...
    Tanengreen Tanengreen 36-40, M Mar 7, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Ah , Life's Little Default Option

    I tried hard to be a husband and loving father and did okay at the latter , sucked at the first . I tried hard to be what I thought was needed of me and either I was lacking in the necessary ingredients or my lackluster performance doomed me from day 1 . I hadn't realized how...
    Tanengreen Tanengreen 36-40, M Mar 7, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    Welcome to my profile! This story acts as a quick access point to my other stories. Sadly this is little helpful in the Android app because that does not support links. The...
    Gentle153 Gentle153 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So many people introduce themselves to me and then I introduces myself and then they are like either kidnapped or murdered before pressing 'send' or any other character button.
    Maaren Maaren 16-17, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Pressure Building From one angle to the next This pressure I let it consume me Till I wish there was just total death Of my soul here Hurting people It Tempts me Whether I should...
    Hey4yu Hey4yu 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have come to a beautiful place in my life where I unconditionally love myself ... i love this fusion my soul and body have formed ... I love myself I love the "flaws" or the...
    igotthesunshiningoutmyass igotthesunshiningoutmyass 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love everything to do with taking care of my hands and using the manicure tools to make my hands and nails clean and pretty. I also love painting my nails and at first felt self...
    Ddlinks Ddlinks 18-21, T 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    lonely. It's hard trying not to be lonely and all you really have is yourself to talk to. I'm lonely but not alone and could interact with the people around me if I didn't feel...
    thevirgoprincess thevirgoprincess 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I loathe myself. I am so miserable. I hate going anyway with my partner he's 31 I'm 23. Woman look at him he looks at them in constantly hideous and invisible. I used to jog I got...
    Ufront1 Ufront1 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am 18 now. I look 17. Im happy go lucky when Im not depressed. When im happy I walk around eeverywhere singing and dancing. A couple of months ago I hit rock bottom. But now I...
    shaglpool shaglpool 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I had been playing with my kitten at working edging all morning! Babe was wet and swollen! I finished my drink and needed another red bull so I got up and walked into the lunch...
    livingontheedge21 livingontheedge21 18-21, T 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    You try to be different but your constantly victimized, you know deep inside that its wrong to be this despised, still you cant help but believe your to blame, your hearts aching...
    mylifeishopeless mylifeishopeless 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm tired of trying to make myself feel content with being independent. I want someone who can listen to me. Someone who genuinely cares for me. Someone who understands me. I'm...
    nine10 nine10 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My ex proposed to me about a year ago but I wasn't ready so we broke up even though I really loved him. Now I hear he is getting married and I feel so sad and depressed. All I do...
    Lifetime1234 Lifetime1234 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    What is it about being late that gets me so hot under the collar ? I'm so laid back about the vast majority of my life but if I'm running late I get annoyed at myself, I don't...
    GuitarsandBikes GuitarsandBikes 41-45, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Eating whatever I want was the best decision I ever made, now I feel hotter as I get fatter.
    AmandaBanks AmandaBanks 31-35, F 9 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Not on the ocean, but on a lake/pond at my friend's house. Sophie and I were a little tipsy after a picnic and took off our summer dresses before getting in as we knew there was...
    LizzieLost LizzieLost 18-21, F 6 Responses 10 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Being Bipolar, this a mix between moods, both seem equally as strong...I am wide awake, but I am so tired...i feel so much agression in my body it is literally agonizing...i know i...
    DarkKnightRanger DarkKnightRanger 26-30, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I do, and I've always felt kind of ...off. Because it's so easy for me to find the beauty and good in other people, even in the worst kind of people, but I can't seem to be content...
    chickenstrips chickenstrips 18-21, M 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love it if just keep going back for more and making my big sexy belly happy
    fattygurl057 fattygurl057 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Well, it's snowing again in south central pa. Yippee!!! Maybe I'll actually see the cars in front of me this time. Smh!!
    aaron62 aaron62 46-50, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Really, I only wanted to share one thing that I was thinking right now, but I always have things I want to share and then forget to do so. 1. What I eat is determined by whether...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Here Fishermen use small boats and fish just a bit to sell some in the market and take home one or two for dinner. They don't use ports and usually get out of the see at any part...
    Soossie Soossie 51-55, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It was Begging of September of 2015... I was invited to a Wedding to a military buddy of mine. And I was feeling more Obligated to go because I am a man of my word.. I woke up that...
    Micheael Micheael 26-30, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Every time I rest I dream of going back to when I was young. To live in my young body, to run and jump. To hug my Father and tell him I love him. To buy shares in Apple (haha), but...
    Loveopensmetosun Loveopensmetosun 46-50 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Friday seems to be in no hurry to get here.
    aaron62 aaron62 46-50, M 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ok, I know relationships can be complicated and you have to give space to people when they are going through stressful times, but is it too much to ask that you at least send me a...
    Cheemoni Cheemoni 46-50, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm 37, never been married and have no kids. I've never been engaged either, but came close a few times. It's not hard for me to get dates, I'm just picky because I refuse to...
    CaliTexan37 CaliTexan37 36-40, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So at an event for my SD's school my SD decides to say I did something wrong. Mind you, I did nothing wrong, she just had a problem with the way I set up a station at the event...
    snel333 snel333 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Im going to touch myself one more time want to join me
    outlawdan outlawdan 56-60, M 2 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It seems pointless to be anything but authentic.
    ProjectExperienceNameUser ProjectExperienceNameUser 26-30, M Feb 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I Finally Made It Too 19 Years Old .. The Age I Told Myself I Can Finally Get The Ball Rolling For My Life ... But I Feel Like A Failure , High School Was Hard ( Really Hard ) So I...
    SunnyMuffinsJr SunnyMuffinsJr 18-21, F Feb 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Last run of the week!! Yessss!!!
    aaron62 aaron62 46-50, M Feb 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm 37.... I have a great job.....and earn a comfortable income....yet I felt like I wanted to explore what else is out there. I have a hobby that I love and thought perhaps I...
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 36-40, F 17 Responses Feb 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    These are the last of my words anyone will ever see. I write as the blood is rushing off of my wrist onto my bruised knees. As all my biggest fears and greatest failures fill the...
    Aujrennae Aujrennae 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Back in the saddle, half way through the work week woo hoo!
    aaron62 aaron62 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Associated card: Seven of Swords. Associated track: none. Your thoughts, indeed, create your own reality. But, it's much deeper than that... always been even deeper, much, much...
    AmethystCluster AmethystCluster 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm not officially a step-mom yet and before anyone tells me that I shouldn't marry this man...I am going to someday. But...I cannot stand his children. His son, in particular...
    mmbvt mmbvt 36-40, F 7 Responses Feb 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm learning how to love myself again. I had it down but my boss bullied me for years at work and sucked my self esteem dry. I don't have friends or family or support so doing this...
    IAmDoneBeingLiedTo IAmDoneBeingLiedTo 31-35, F 9 Responses Feb 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I keep trying to forget what I did. The night my dad died I left the room. He was on hospice and he was at home. I hired someone to care for him 24 hours a day but I gave him...
    strawberyblond strawberyblond 70+, F 3 Responses Feb 1

    Your Response

    Cancel