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I Am Going Crazy Because of Him

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    Guide Me

    hi friends... plz guide me wat to do.... am loving a guy for 2 months... i know him before 2 months from Facebook... and we have became very close within 5 days... he said about his past love on the very first day of our chats... well slowly i have fallen in love with him..one...
    suryapugal suryapugal 18-21, F May 18, 2012

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    Misery

    I like to find songs that represents different moments of my life. My song, for this experience I am going through, is Misery by: Maroon 5. I loved G, and still do, insanely. Growing up, I was a very shy girl. In highschool I wouldn't hardly look at guys let alone talk to them...
    cnk91 cnk91 18-21, F Sep 22, 2012

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    Shadows And Bondage

      Darkness is close, surrounding me even in daylight.  I hold myself tight as I feel all alone. His presence is gone as I scream into the darkness begging for his return.  All I wanted was to bask in the light that is him, to feel the magic that is now mere...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Nov 21, 2009

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    Thought I Was Going Crazy Until I Realized I Am Better Off Without the Confusion

    Recently I have decided that in an effort to quit revisiting my past and move forward today and tomorrow, I have to put a hault to the confusing cycle that has somehow become an unfulfilled fantasy that drives me mad. I wanted or made myself believe that I really wanted this guy...
    abbagabba abbagabba 26-30, F Dec 29, 2007

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    Don't Know What To Do

    This past week my ex's girlfriend broke up with him. The day after he started to talk to me like he use to. I know he loves me as much as he could love anyone, I know he wants us to be together again and even me still coming to see him this summer, but the thing that is driving...
    Klong91 Klong91 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

    I'm still talking to this guy in Louisiana, and don't know when I'll ever get to see him. It's frustrating. I think we would get along in person. Maybe I'm deluding myself again. I tend to try to see the good in guys(when I'm interested). Long-distance sucks, and I'm in it again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    Crazy

    this is what i am going thru  he has said so many hurtfull things to me and all i ever did was love him and wanted the same in return but he never treated me the way i felt i deserved so i put him out in hopes that he would see that our life together and family were the most...
    saggy saggy 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2007

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    Mixed Signals.

    I don't know why I even let this affect me. I know he is not worth my time and effort because he will never change, and I have said this a gazillion times before in many other stories but I need to keep reminding myself that he is not marriage material and I need to move on...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    I Hate This Feeling For You

    It was started when we became "groupmates" in our one subject. I know, his cute, talented, and very very kind. Actually i like him since the first time i saw him in the library but i end it there. When we become groupmates, i need to be updated about our project. That's why i'm...
    etude etude 18-21, F Sep 20, 2013

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    I Hate My Husband

    I say this to myself at least 50 times a day, for the past 20 years. In the last two years, after I quit drinking, I realized, I drank because of him and his meanness. I needed to find other ways to deal with the hate. I have done Meditation, cannibus, medication and self...
    renokabino renokabino 46-50 1 Response Jun 19, 2011

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    Did He Ever Love Me?

    I was exiting a 2 year relationship fully ready to be single. Ready to go out with friends without having to worry or feel guilty about having a man at home (i never cheated on him, I'm not the type). I was at work one day, and walked into the employee lounge...and my life will...
    Duckiiee Duckiiee 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    When I think about him,

    I lose my air and my stomach flutters. Then I get scared and nervous and want to hide. So confusing. Can't sleep because he's on my mind.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2014

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    So confused and hurt.

    When will it stop.
    achill42 achill42 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    If He See Me Now, I'm Sure He Will Laugh

    something crazy happens to me every time i see him online on facebook. i read all his comment and post but i cant even chat with him. the funny thing is that, i was talking with his pictures and comment on facebook. one time he post that he will tell to his future children how...
    etude etude 18-21, F Jan 22, 2013

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    I Am Going Crazy The Longer I Am With Him

    I have been married almost a year and a half now.  When we were dating he was focused and knew what he wanted, and that was me.  but once we got married everything was different.  his family hates me.  while we were dating I went to a family reunion and the...
    salang salang 26-30, F Oct 24, 2009

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    Today Was Grey

    i hate that im so angry with my friends, i just want to punch them. my boyfriend broke up with me last monday and ive been feeling empty ever since, two of my 'friends', people that i used to get high with, are total ********. i sat in art class today and my heart was breaking, i...
    tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    im 37 and he is 46. we've been dating for over a year now and he cheated on me with my best friend 8 months into our relationship. it's been 6 months since he cheated and I am...
    lifecanberough lifecanberough 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    Idk I just have this very strange feeling almost like déjàvu or maybe I just want it to be him so bad I'm imagining things i don't know it's all very weird.
    xoSincerelyYoursxo xoSincerelyYoursxo 22-25, F Feb 4

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    It's like there's a demon clinging on my back, then there's this gnawing feeling at the back of my mind. It's as if someone's trying to get through to me but I can't hear a thing...
    NimbusNimpy NimbusNimpy 13-15, F Feb 16

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    I asked him and he's busy, I miss him, and always wonder if there could have been something between us. We still keep in contact, I wish I could just ask him if he feels the same...
    BrokenCats BrokenCats 26-30, F Feb 10

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    Why do so many girls look like the girl that broke my heart? I moved on, but I don't like being reminded of hurtful memories. Or is it all in my head?
    adhane05 adhane05 22-25, M Feb 6

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    im always on the back burner
    Aijmeerah Aijmeerah 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I always get called crazy, what's worse is i get called crazy by the people I trusted enough to tell that my biggest fear is going crazy. I've learned though, that when they...
    calichic calichic 36-40, F Feb 10

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    When you think you know someone but you don't know the person at all. I think every girl can relate to the fact that your first break up hurts the most, it feels like someone...
    Lynn237 Lynn237 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    My Brother in Law's best friend radiates a kind of hotness that actually makes remaining standing whilst around him very hard work. There are other guys around just as good looking...
    Karmicjoy Karmicjoy 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    That moment when you see the person you love and everything fits when you're with them is the best feeling in the world. Even though every night ends in tears because he's not here...
    delusi0nal delusi0nal 18-21, F 1 Response 38 mins ago

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    I have a crush on a boy, but I'm trying to forget him because my best friend has a crush on him too and I don't want it to ruin our friendship, she doesn't know that I like him and...
    Nordic5angel Nordic5angel 13-15, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I have been single for so long, because I didn't wanna get hurt again. Normally if I meet someone and it began to get serious I would end it. But I have been putting myself out...
    caspercolen caspercolen 36-40, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Drove to the airport today to pick someone up, and even though I'm not getting on a plane I just love seeing them. To me planes literally and figuratively speaking resemble...
    Lolly28 Lolly28 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    My Mother's Betrayal-You say you loved me,Mommie Dearest. I am your first(surviving infancy) born. The first love of your life. You love me so much that you abandoned me when I was...
    OrchidOracle OrchidOracle 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I know a guy that comes in and out of my life always making me question my motives and intentions. He is always honest with me and passionate in his beliefs. He questions me always...
    MaskedOne MaskedOne 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've been with mines for nine yrs and I feel signs again of cheating. He recently got a car & everyday is with me but he does have a tendency to be out from the morning till a...
    mznyc75 mznyc75 36-40, F Feb 15

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    It wasn't a relationship kind of thing, I met him when I was going though a horrible time with my daughter's father, and he was going though a really tough time with his daughter's...
    Karmicjoy Karmicjoy 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    i still love him. i've been worrying because this is my first time being in love. i thought the rush that he used to give me had been replaced with feelings of loneliness and...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F Feb 22

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    It irritates me that I care. It irritates me that it bothers me. But if I'm honest with myself about why it bothers me so much, why I find it so irritating, it is because I'm...
    laurisilva laurisilva 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    stupid bastard. I hate him bc I love him loved him thought I loved him. I hate him bc I felt he was trying to love me wanted to love me. if it would have been a postcard it was...
    jaxpdx jaxpdx 41-45, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I have been called crazy multiple times in my life, I'm not fishing for compliments. They're right by the clinical definition. My past from what I can remember has been fairly...
    Edg3Runn3r Edg3Runn3r 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    Im not really sure how to start. Theres really so much going on and anyone could give me some kind of insight this would help a whole lot, even if its a few words. Im sorry for...
    ConfusedNote ConfusedNote 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So here's the story...When I was about 7 years old I met him. Well actually it started with his younger brother who was my age, I used to have an itty bitty crush on Gary (no real...
    TrinLH TrinLH 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    All my 12 year old brother does is sit around the house and play gta 5, and assassins creed. He makes a mess of everything because he says he doesn't have time. And then when he...
    TheBellaBubbles TheBellaBubbles 18-21, F 18 Responses Feb 8

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    I guess I am back on here again... I want to share my story growing up in a city called Winnipeg. I was born and raised here throughout my whole life. From Kindergarten to Grade 6...
    JuicyLuck JuicyLuck 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I don't know if I really miss him or if I just crave someone who cares about me as much. I was only seventeen when we met and spent a few days together. He was the first person to...
    cocoagirl95 cocoagirl95 18-21, F Feb 2

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    after 8 years of being with a man I met as a sophomore in high school when I was fifteen I'm now 22 and I've been through more than I've ever imagined. he cheated on me for 3 years...
    kjndlani1213 kjndlani1213 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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