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I Am Going Crazy Because of Him

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 95 People

    I Hate My Husband

    I say this to myself at least 50 times a day, for the past 20 years. In the last two years, after I quit drinking, I realized, I drank because of him and his meanness. I needed to find other ways to deal with the hate. I have done Meditation, cannibus, medication and self...
    renokabino renokabino 46-50 1 Response Jun 19, 2011

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    Crazy

    this is what i am going thru  he has said so many hurtfull things to me and all i ever did was love him and wanted the same in return but he never treated me the way i felt i deserved so i put him out in hopes that he would see that our life together and family were the most...
    saggy saggy 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2007

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    Guide Me

    hi friends... plz guide me wat to do.... am loving a guy for 2 months... i know him before 2 months from Facebook... and we have became very close within 5 days... he said about his past love on the very first day of our chats... well slowly i have fallen in love with him..one...
    suryapugal suryapugal 18-21, F May 18, 2012

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    So confused and hurt.

    When will it stop.
    achill42 achill42 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2015

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    Mixed Signals.

    I don't know why I even let this affect me. I know he is not worth my time and effort because he will never change, and I have said this a gazillion times before in many other stories but I need to keep reminding myself that he is not marriage material and I need to move on...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    Did He Ever Love Me?

    I was exiting a 2 year relationship fully ready to be single. Ready to go out with friends without having to worry or feel guilty about having a man at home (i never cheated on him, I'm not the type). I was at work one day, and walked into the employee lounge...and my life will...
    Duckiiee Duckiiee 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    Shadows And Bondage

      Darkness is close, surrounding me even in daylight.  I hold myself tight as I feel all alone. His presence is gone as I scream into the darkness begging for his return.  All I wanted was to bask in the light that is him, to feel the magic that is now mere...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Nov 21, 2009

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    I Am Going Crazy The Longer I Am With Him

    I have been married almost a year and a half now.  When we were dating he was focused and knew what he wanted, and that was me.  but once we got married everything was different.  his family hates me.  while we were dating I went to a family reunion and the...
    salang salang 26-30, F Oct 24, 2009

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    I am in love with my boyfriend.

    But I can't stand it when he is not with me. I want to get to see him a again. I loved how we spent our time together. In love you just can't help missing him.
    ejoallen ejoallen 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    Don't Know What To Do

    This past week my ex's girlfriend broke up with him. The day after he started to talk to me like he use to. I know he loves me as much as he could love anyone, I know he wants us to be together again and even me still coming to see him this summer, but the thing that is driving...
    Klong91 Klong91 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    Thought I Was Going Crazy Until I Realized I Am Better Off Without the Confusion

    Recently I have decided that in an effort to quit revisiting my past and move forward today and tomorrow, I have to put a hault to the confusing cycle that has somehow become an unfulfilled fantasy that drives me mad. I wanted or made myself believe that I really wanted this guy...
    abbagabba abbagabba 26-30, F Dec 29, 2007

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    Misery

    I like to find songs that represents different moments of my life. My song, for this experience I am going through, is Misery by: Maroon 5. I loved G, and still do, insanely. Growing up, I was a very shy girl. In highschool I wouldn't hardly look at guys let alone talk to them...
    cnk91 cnk91 18-21, F Sep 22, 2012

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    Today Was Grey

    i hate that im so angry with my friends, i just want to punch them. my boyfriend broke up with me last monday and ive been feeling empty ever since, two of my 'friends', people that i used to get high with, are total ********. i sat in art class today and my heart was breaking, i...
    tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

    I'm still talking to this guy in Louisiana, and don't know when I'll ever get to see him. It's frustrating. I think we would get along in person. Maybe I'm deluding myself again. I tend to try to see the good in guys(when I'm interested). Long-distance sucks, and I'm in it again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    i think this is worse for us guys because as we all know females get flooded with ppl trying to be with them while us guys are even lucky if 1 girls replies while none ever...
    warcraftlover16 warcraftlover16 18-21, M 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I miss him and his smile. The smile which can turn my bad days to good. It's not everyday that you meet someone who makes you feel that you are worthy of every happiness. The...
    Hazeleyes2010 Hazeleyes2010 26-30, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I'm amazed at my own capability to love an another human being. I think all the credit goes to him for bringing out my best . For making me understand that love is something which...
    Hazeleyes2010 Hazeleyes2010 26-30, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I like not wearing underwear, also known as free-balling or going commando. I first went commando at a friend's house when I was six years old: my friend told me that he wasn't...
    Salvita Salvita 13-15, M 5 hrs ago

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    Yesterday i got my first one after a long time i got took to the doctors to have a check up and he tried to give me a blood test I freaked out and told him to get lost my mom got...
    Littlenudeboy Littlenudeboy 13-15, M 8 hrs ago

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    my mom is ******* crazy. she is saying that because the neighbors next door park on the certian part of street they are stalking her and want to rape her. keep I'm mind she is a...
    abe15 abe15 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    Ugh I feel so trapped here. All I did was a few hours of work and played with a friend. They keep telling me to bring my desktop downstairs and I have been point blank refusing! It...
    AngelOfDeath92 AngelOfDeath92 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I just found a potential boyfriend.. It just happened so it´s all new. He has an ex girlfriend and i know that she´s going to be trouble cos they have a child together and he has...
    Eehmmm Eehmmm 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    A few actually! One was particularly nuts. Threw a fit I broke up with him. Starting trashing the place, threw me too. But it was the reason I broke up with him is what really...
    silencedshy silencedshy 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    “Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels.The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they...
    hoaa hoaa 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    As I get older I feel I am going crazy more an more each day, but I play this role of being all together really well.
    loveroflife1976 loveroflife1976 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    I am 17. I attended a vocational program in high school and got my CNA when I was 16. I work very hard, I graduated high school early and I am now in nursing school. I work two...
    sarajacquelyn sarajacquelyn 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    ...but I'll take crazy over stupid any day.
    sambular1313 sambular1313 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    On Friday, August 15, 2014 I attended the Franklin Graham Festival of Hope at the Consol Energy Center in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. I had known about it for about three months...
    SugarMapleWings SugarMapleWings 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I really need help. My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 5 years, talking about marriage and whatnot, and due to family reasons we broke up for about a month. But we...
    DaisyDuke101 DaisyDuke101 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    100 reasons why I love my boyfriend! These are 100 reasons why I love you, you mean everything to me and I feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have you baby, I want to...
    aimeethompson233344 aimeethompson233344 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    MY SOULMATE DIED & IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME!!!! He had so much going for him! He was so strong and out going and caring, loving, securing. Then he got cancer and died! NO!!! It...
    bonnieposey1955 bonnieposey1955 56-60, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    A little background. I know reading stinks but I'm telling you, this one is worth it. So I have a neighbor. We will call her "scar" because I am sure she has many. We moved...
    RoseyPosey2015 RoseyPosey2015 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    i pretty much crossed that thin line between sane and gone.. dont hold the hurt i, speak your mind andfor god sake live.. cause im messed up
    MindConscious MindConscious 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    I still feel like I'm dating them seeing as they turn to me every time they fancy going a bit crazy. It's exhausting.
    Serena6669 Serena6669 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 27

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    is name is (initials) Z.T, my first love/boyfriend ..we met when i was 14? (young silly love, didn't get really serious until i reached my Sophmore year) and dated until after i...
    anonymouskiwi anonymouskiwi 22-25, T Jan 26

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    is name is (initials) Z.T, my first love/boyfriend ..we met when i was 14? (young silly love, didn't get really serious until i reached my Sophmore year) and dated until after i...
    anonymouskiwi anonymouskiwi 22-25, T 1 Response Jan 26

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    is name is (initials) Z.T, my first love/boyfriend ..we met when i was 14? (young silly love, didn't get really serious until i reached my Sophmore year) and dated until after i...
    anonymouskiwi anonymouskiwi 22-25, T Jan 26

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    I've always been crazy, but it's kept me from going insane...
    RocknRollCowboy71 RocknRollCowboy71 41-45, M Jan 24

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    I know I'm crazy, I used to hate it because people would always say 'I can handle your crazy' and then when they couldn't I was left hurt, now I don't really care. I always tell...
    SheWasNeverYours SheWasNeverYours 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    Thers a shop that sells the donuts I like. Its quite a drive to get there. I go at least twice a month. Their donuts are big, and greasy and sugar gets everywhere. I was brought...
    AgentSeven AgentSeven 46-50, M Jan 21

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    But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell.
    OnlySomeSparkle OnlySomeSparkle 13-15, F Jan 20

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