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I Am Going Crazy Because of Him

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 85 People

    Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

    I'm still talking to this guy in Louisiana, and don't know when I'll ever get to see him. It's frustrating. I think we would get along in person. Maybe I'm deluding myself again. I tend to try to see the good in guys(when I'm interested). Long-distance sucks, and I'm in it again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    Did He Ever Love Me?

    I was exiting a 2 year relationship fully ready to be single. Ready to go out with friends without having to worry or feel guilty about having a man at home (i never cheated on him, I'm not the type). I was at work one day, and walked into the employee lounge...and my life will...
    Duckiiee Duckiiee 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    So confused and hurt.

    When will it stop.
    achill42 achill42 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Thought I Was Going Crazy Until I Realized I Am Better Off Without the Confusion

    Recently I have decided that in an effort to quit revisiting my past and move forward today and tomorrow, I have to put a hault to the confusing cycle that has somehow become an unfulfilled fantasy that drives me mad. I wanted or made myself believe that I really wanted this guy...
    abbagabba abbagabba 26-30, F Dec 29, 2007

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    Today Was Grey

    i hate that im so angry with my friends, i just want to punch them. my boyfriend broke up with me last monday and ive been feeling empty ever since, two of my 'friends', people that i used to get high with, are total ********. i sat in art class today and my heart was breaking, i...
    tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    Mixed Signals.

    I don't know why I even let this affect me. I know he is not worth my time and effort because he will never change, and I have said this a gazillion times before in many other stories but I need to keep reminding myself that he is not marriage material and I need to move on...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    Guide Me

    hi friends... plz guide me wat to do.... am loving a guy for 2 months... i know him before 2 months from Facebook... and we have became very close within 5 days... he said about his past love on the very first day of our chats... well slowly i have fallen in love with him..one...
    suryapugal suryapugal 18-21, F May 18, 2012

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    Misery

    I like to find songs that represents different moments of my life. My song, for this experience I am going through, is Misery by: Maroon 5. I loved G, and still do, insanely. Growing up, I was a very shy girl. In highschool I wouldn't hardly look at guys let alone talk to them...
    cnk91 cnk91 18-21, F Sep 22, 2012

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    Crazy

    this is what i am going thru  he has said so many hurtfull things to me and all i ever did was love him and wanted the same in return but he never treated me the way i felt i deserved so i put him out in hopes that he would see that our life together and family were the most...
    saggy saggy 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2007

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    When I think about him,

    I lose my air and my stomach flutters. Then I get scared and nervous and want to hide. So confusing. Can't sleep because he's on my mind.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2014

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    Don't Know What To Do

    This past week my ex's girlfriend broke up with him. The day after he started to talk to me like he use to. I know he loves me as much as he could love anyone, I know he wants us to be together again and even me still coming to see him this summer, but the thing that is driving...
    Klong91 Klong91 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    I Am Going Crazy The Longer I Am With Him

    I have been married almost a year and a half now.  When we were dating he was focused and knew what he wanted, and that was me.  but once we got married everything was different.  his family hates me.  while we were dating I went to a family reunion and the...
    salang salang 26-30, F Oct 24, 2009

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    I Hate My Husband

    I say this to myself at least 50 times a day, for the past 20 years. In the last two years, after I quit drinking, I realized, I drank because of him and his meanness. I needed to find other ways to deal with the hate. I have done Meditation, cannibus, medication and self...
    renokabino renokabino 46-50 1 Response Jun 19, 2011

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    Shadows And Bondage

      Darkness is close, surrounding me even in daylight.  I hold myself tight as I feel all alone. His presence is gone as I scream into the darkness begging for his return.  All I wanted was to bask in the light that is him, to feel the magic that is now mere...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Nov 21, 2009

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    brittany710 brittany710 22-25, F 1 Response May 13

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    Am starting to remember well sort of its always different. I have weird dreams (its always some kind of sexual abuse involved) but I vaguely remember the dream trough out the day...
    00Broken00 00Broken00 18-21, F May 6

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    moonziggy moonziggy 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    He seemed so kind and gentle. It seemed like he was trustworthy. It seemed like we should totally be a couple. But then, he told me how sad he was. He used that as an excuse to run...
    ResidentGoddessAstraea ResidentGoddessAstraea 18-21 2 Responses a week ago

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    Omg I'm in a online relationship but I'm going to meet him in the summer holidays seems he is on up the country but whenever we not talking I am missing him so much I just want to...
    harleymufin harleymufin 13-15, M 1 Response May 3

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    Yea my soon to be ex husband tried to kill me at least 2 times because he thought I would leave him at the time. We are ok now but just friends and nothing more. Then I dated a...
    c22dancer c22dancer 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    In 7th and 8th grade we had a amazing, awesome teacher for social studies. I'll just call him Mr. J. The whole school pretty much adored him. He was awesome because he set up a...
    TheEnduringSunrise TheEnduringSunrise 18-21, F Apr 24

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    I studied him before he knew who I was. I read everything he wrote and felt as if we were sharing the same lives. I had to get his attention. I wanted to communicate with him...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F Apr 26

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    So I met this guy when we were 18. I kinda liked him, but I was on the fence about it, and in my snobby 18 year old wisdom, decided he wasn't worth another thought when he ditched...
    Supersyncsteph Supersyncsteph 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I love going out! Just give me a reason to! Sometimes it's hard getting to that point...You come home from work and you're tired, or you aren't in the mood, or you feel like you're...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 22-25, F 51 mins ago

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    β€œThe thing about people who are truly and malignantly crazy: their real genius is for making the people around them think they themselves are crazy. In military science this is...
    Alyyeska Alyyeska 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    I love to wear makeup. I'm still learning new makeup things. I'm learning eyeshadow different styles. I didn't know well I knew but I didn't think I was going to be pretty apply...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    March 25, 2015, the first time four big words came out of my mouth. I may I have thought it before, but never managed to actually say. But on the 25th, after prayer, and thought, I...
    RavenS45 RavenS45 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    In the beginning there was love. Two wounded souls who met and thought they could make a better life together. I was divorced with three kids, he had two, both had experienced...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 10

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    My brothers are crazy!!! Like okay we planned out today we were going to go cruise L.A so we did and my brothers are from a gang in L.A called MS-13 okay so we had our windows down...
    LAshortyy LAshortyy 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    When will this get easier ?? I'm constantly thinking of him. Of all the lies. I still dream of him cheating on me with other women and even justifying in the dream. It's so crazy...
    sp7799 sp7799 36-40, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I want to share my story.I contracted HSV from a one night fling, he never told me. I'm not sure if he knew or he was in denial, because he was still in denial when i told him.At...
    jokerrrr jokerrrr 26-30, M May 7

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    Some people over exaggerate or underestimate what "Crazy Teens" really are.. I honestly think reality is to boring for me, so I try finding crazy things to do that gets my...
    crazyphony crazyphony 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Boyfriend & I got into an argument about money. He asked me if I could loan him $300 to fix his van & I told him that I wasn't sure as I was heading to my home state due to family...
    Lisst Lisst 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    Just needing to vent. My partner and I recently visited my father in Florida. He has Stage 4 lung cancer, lives with his wife, and is slowly dying. Dad was never around much when...
    marlowe19 marlowe19 41-45, F 1 Response May 7

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    So my current boyfriend and I have been together for a year, but before that we were best friends for about 5 years. He has made me feel so amazing and I love him to absolute...
    redkey123 redkey123 18-21, F 1 Response May 9

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    I think I finally figured out my boss after 20 years. I have tried for 20 years to get a workable relationship with my boss and the whole time I failed to look closely as the way...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 2 Responses May 15

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    Help! I can't read my ex. I am confused. I'm going through a breakup, but with recent interaction with him, am unsure what he wants out of any future relationship between us. He...
    Kadessa00 Kadessa00 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel rejected. I met a guy last Saturday at a place with my friend. I gave him my number. We texted back and forth last Sunday, I never heard back from him. Saw him at a place a...
    obscureriddle obscureriddle 22-25, F Apr 26

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    I remember this one summer when I had just gotten my driving licence. I worked at a hotel in and used my dad's Volkswagen Passat to drive to and from work. The job was a summer job...
    kingofthenorth87 kingofthenorth87 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 29

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    I fell in love with a guy not to long ago, whom is 23 and I'm 21...We met in early November, hit it off well. It was like we were made for eachother. We went on many dates, and...
    lovablegirlxo lovablegirlxo 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    I had been trying for months to get the new kid Toby to pose for me for my photo/video class. I could tell he worked out by the muscles in his arms and legs, though he never bared...
    beachfoot12 beachfoot12 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I hate to admit it, but I miss him. He left 2 weeks ago without even saying goodbye and now I have no clue where we stand. Does he just need space or is the silence my answer? He...
    11scorpio11 11scorpio11 22-25, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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