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I Am Going Crazy Because of Him

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    Guide Me

    hi friends... plz guide me wat to do.... am loving a guy for 2 months... i know him before 2 months from Facebook... and we have became very close within 5 days... he said about his past love on the very first day of our chats... well slowly i have fallen in love with him..one...
    suryapugal suryapugal 18-21, F May 18, 2012

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    So confused and hurt.

    When will it stop.
    achill42 achill42 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Misery

    I like to find songs that represents different moments of my life. My song, for this experience I am going through, is Misery by: Maroon 5. I loved G, and still do, insanely. Growing up, I was a very shy girl. In highschool I wouldn't hardly look at guys let alone talk to them...
    cnk91 cnk91 18-21, F Sep 22, 2012

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    Don't Know What To Do

    This past week my ex's girlfriend broke up with him. The day after he started to talk to me like he use to. I know he loves me as much as he could love anyone, I know he wants us to be together again and even me still coming to see him this summer, but the thing that is driving...
    Klong91 Klong91 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

    I'm still talking to this guy in Louisiana, and don't know when I'll ever get to see him. It's frustrating. I think we would get along in person. Maybe I'm deluding myself again. I tend to try to see the good in guys(when I'm interested). Long-distance sucks, and I'm in it again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    I Am Going Crazy The Longer I Am With Him

    I have been married almost a year and a half now.  When we were dating he was focused and knew what he wanted, and that was me.  but once we got married everything was different.  his family hates me.  while we were dating I went to a family reunion and the...
    salang salang 26-30, F Oct 24, 2009

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    Did He Ever Love Me?

    I was exiting a 2 year relationship fully ready to be single. Ready to go out with friends without having to worry or feel guilty about having a man at home (i never cheated on him, I'm not the type). I was at work one day, and walked into the employee lounge...and my life will...
    Duckiiee Duckiiee 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    Thought I Was Going Crazy Until I Realized I Am Better Off Without the Confusion

    Recently I have decided that in an effort to quit revisiting my past and move forward today and tomorrow, I have to put a hault to the confusing cycle that has somehow become an unfulfilled fantasy that drives me mad. I wanted or made myself believe that I really wanted this guy...
    abbagabba abbagabba 26-30, F Dec 29, 2007

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    Mixed Signals.

    I don't know why I even let this affect me. I know he is not worth my time and effort because he will never change, and I have said this a gazillion times before in many other stories but I need to keep reminding myself that he is not marriage material and I need to move on...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    When I think about him,

    I lose my air and my stomach flutters. Then I get scared and nervous and want to hide. So confusing. Can't sleep because he's on my mind.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2014

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    Crazy

    this is what i am going thru  he has said so many hurtfull things to me and all i ever did was love him and wanted the same in return but he never treated me the way i felt i deserved so i put him out in hopes that he would see that our life together and family were the most...
    saggy saggy 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2007

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    Shadows And Bondage

      Darkness is close, surrounding me even in daylight.  I hold myself tight as I feel all alone. His presence is gone as I scream into the darkness begging for his return.  All I wanted was to bask in the light that is him, to feel the magic that is now mere...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Nov 21, 2009

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    I Hate My Husband

    I say this to myself at least 50 times a day, for the past 20 years. In the last two years, after I quit drinking, I realized, I drank because of him and his meanness. I needed to find other ways to deal with the hate. I have done Meditation, cannibus, medication and self...
    renokabino renokabino 46-50 1 Response Jun 19, 2011

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    Today Was Grey

    i hate that im so angry with my friends, i just want to punch them. my boyfriend broke up with me last monday and ive been feeling empty ever since, two of my 'friends', people that i used to get high with, are total ********. i sat in art class today and my heart was breaking, i...
    tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    It really really hurts me as to why i need to fall in love with a married man. He was very vocal with his feelings at first and i was dragged unknowingly. I really dont know what...
    lyrene lyrene 41-45, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I am in love with my boyfriend he is the most thoughtful caring considerate guy I've ever met he took me on my first date real date I get jittery just thinking about him he is...
    Ladystone Ladystone 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    He's the smartest, funniest and most interesting individual I've met- I could say that even before I fell in love with him.
    aspiringmagicalgirl aspiringmagicalgirl 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    What a ******* day... All my weekend plans failed... separately and simultaneously
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1 31-35, M 11 hrs ago

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    I just saw the movie "Cleveland Abduction" and I was blown away by something Michelle Knight said (I think she calls herself Lynn Knight now). She said that she would never do...
    IntuitiveOne IntuitiveOne 41-45, F 11 hrs ago

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    I need to set this straight for all the people who have messaged me and have offended me the past week. I have gotten many messages saying "you don't know what a relationship is...
    Jusjellybean Jusjellybean 18-21, F 8 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    There's a lot of people off today because tomorrow's the 4th of July. My soon to be ex-husband asked me to have my son ready at 8:30am so they could go get haircuts together. This...
    TheNewClassic82 TheNewClassic82 31-35, F 3 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I always think about suicide.... Since like 4 years ago....but in the past year I've been through my worst phases. I have started doing things that are totally not me. And one of...
    CoraRobertson CoraRobertson 18-21, F 22 hrs ago

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    I dreamt that there were things growing on my left arm. Then my shadow suggested that they were wings. Suddenly, a dove came out of my arm followed by a crow. They fought, the dove...
    VinylEyes VinylEyes 70+, F 1 day ago

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    Did you ever just get up and tell yourself "today I am going just let go and do something crazy ?" Generally I am all thoughts and less action...I suppose I even surprised myself...
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 12 Responses 2 days ago

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    Since we hear feminists and crazy women complain all the time, I thought I'd switch it around for this post. Enjoy. It's becoming a world where everyone's pointing out all the...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 9 Responses 2 days ago

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    What better theme for a night-time story than one of love? It's such a long time since I've been writing in the night, last time I did was when I quit drinking, and I remembered...
    Fable Fable 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Many years ago now I went to an event and met someone there who I felt was pretty interesting. He was a poet and artist so we exchanged info and have kept in touch sort of through...
    LaGentilleDame LaGentilleDame 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    He's 18, I'm 16. I rarely get feelings for guys. I think I really like him, but he didn't finish high school, he smokes weed a lot, drinks a lot, doesn't have a stable job, doesn't...
    Emelyaaa Emelyaaa 16-17 3 days ago

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    i probably am. it all started a few years ago. a fire had burned down my house and the only thing that had survived it was a doll i made. naturally i took it with me to my new...
    selselsky selselsky 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    It's crazy how a guy I never met a day of my life but by watching all his YouTube videos hearing his laugh his voice it's like I know him and all his inspiration sayings always...
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    You only live ONE ******* time!! Who wants some!?!?
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    My husband and I have been together for 15 years and 14 of them we have gone through some kind of drama with his mom. We have made every effort to have a healthy relationship with...
    dangermamaof4 dangermamaof4 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    Maybe the reason why Im having a hard time being happy is because Im always trying to impress people. My confidence is too low that I dont want to expose it.
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Well I must say EP has been an amazing and whirlwind and at times less than perfect experience for me. I met some really awesome people, who I am proud to call my friends. I met...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My younger step-brother has a room next to mine and I can always hear him through the wall playing his xbox, and when thats not on I can hear him snore. Dang he can snore loud...
    dancingamy dancingamy 16-17, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Ever since I was twelve I've had crushes on and even sexual feelings for girls. I don't feel the same way about guys. I didn't fully realize this, though, until I've been with my...
    LiliaAnne LiliaAnne 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I had an ex that had a huge impact on my life so naturally when we broke up, it hit me hard. At first I was really sad and heartbroken but after a while, I started going on dates...
    DIFTWR DIFTWR 18-21 a week ago

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    Especially when you know me better lol, or if I'm really tired....πŸ˜†πŸ˜‚πŸ˜Žor people think I'm crazy in a bad way just because I'm different, but I don't care anymore, I'm not...
    windstolen911 windstolen911 13-15, F a week ago

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    So I'm talking to a soldier. We met online. Haven't met in person yet because he's deployed right now and has 3 more months until he gets to come home. We message on Facebook and...
    Pris1014 Pris1014 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I'm insanely in love with my boyfriend to the point of me being "crazy" lol. He's in the military and I'm 2,000 miles away so it kind of justifies it. We talked about get promise...
    ddg96 ddg96 18-21, F Jun 25

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    My boyfriend of over a year is moving abroad for a two-year assignment in Africa. He would travel back to the U.S. a couple times a year to check in with his work's headquarters...
    Kadessa00 Kadessa00 26-30, F Jun 24

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    Tomorrow, I am going to do something that may sound crazy seeing as how early in this separation I am. After four days of self reflection I have asked my wife to meet with me to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 24

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    Libby, Hey baby girl. Im hoping i can trust that your the frist to read this. We'll know because you'll notice i used your homemade envelope. And i glued it shut ;). If not then...
    sinistergirl sinistergirl 26-30, F Jun 23