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I Am Going Crazy Because of Him

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    Crazy

    this is what i am going thru  he has said so many hurtfull things to me and all i ever did was love him and wanted the same in return but he never treated me the way i felt i deserved so i put him out in hopes that he would see that our life together and family were the most...
    saggy saggy 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2007

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    So confused and hurt.

    When will it stop.
    achill42 achill42 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Today Was Grey

    i hate that im so angry with my friends, i just want to punch them. my boyfriend broke up with me last monday and ive been feeling empty ever since, two of my 'friends', people that i used to get high with, are total ********. i sat in art class today and my heart was breaking, i...
    tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    Thought I Was Going Crazy Until I Realized I Am Better Off Without the Confusion

    Recently I have decided that in an effort to quit revisiting my past and move forward today and tomorrow, I have to put a hault to the confusing cycle that has somehow become an unfulfilled fantasy that drives me mad. I wanted or made myself believe that I really wanted this guy...
    abbagabba abbagabba 26-30, F Dec 29, 2007

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    Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

    I'm still talking to this guy in Louisiana, and don't know when I'll ever get to see him. It's frustrating. I think we would get along in person. Maybe I'm deluding myself again. I tend to try to see the good in guys(when I'm interested). Long-distance sucks, and I'm in it again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    Mixed Signals.

    I don't know why I even let this affect me. I know he is not worth my time and effort because he will never change, and I have said this a gazillion times before in many other stories but I need to keep reminding myself that he is not marriage material and I need to move on...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    Shadows And Bondage

      Darkness is close, surrounding me even in daylight.  I hold myself tight as I feel all alone. His presence is gone as I scream into the darkness begging for his return.  All I wanted was to bask in the light that is him, to feel the magic that is now mere...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Nov 21, 2009

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    Guide Me

    hi friends... plz guide me wat to do.... am loving a guy for 2 months... i know him before 2 months from Facebook... and we have became very close within 5 days... he said about his past love on the very first day of our chats... well slowly i have fallen in love with him..one...
    suryapugal suryapugal 18-21, F May 18, 2012

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    I Am Going Crazy The Longer I Am With Him

    I have been married almost a year and a half now.  When we were dating he was focused and knew what he wanted, and that was me.  but once we got married everything was different.  his family hates me.  while we were dating I went to a family reunion and the...
    salang salang 26-30, F Oct 24, 2009

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    Did He Ever Love Me?

    I was exiting a 2 year relationship fully ready to be single. Ready to go out with friends without having to worry or feel guilty about having a man at home (i never cheated on him, I'm not the type). I was at work one day, and walked into the employee lounge...and my life will...
    Duckiiee Duckiiee 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    I Hate My Husband

    I say this to myself at least 50 times a day, for the past 20 years. In the last two years, after I quit drinking, I realized, I drank because of him and his meanness. I needed to find other ways to deal with the hate. I have done Meditation, cannibus, medication and self...
    renokabino renokabino 46-50 1 Response Jun 19, 2011

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    Don't Know What To Do

    This past week my ex's girlfriend broke up with him. The day after he started to talk to me like he use to. I know he loves me as much as he could love anyone, I know he wants us to be together again and even me still coming to see him this summer, but the thing that is driving...
    Klong91 Klong91 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    When I think about him,

    I lose my air and my stomach flutters. Then I get scared and nervous and want to hide. So confusing. Can't sleep because he's on my mind.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2014

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    Misery

    I like to find songs that represents different moments of my life. My song, for this experience I am going through, is Misery by: Maroon 5. I loved G, and still do, insanely. Growing up, I was a very shy girl. In highschool I wouldn't hardly look at guys let alone talk to them...
    cnk91 cnk91 18-21, F Sep 22, 2012

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    The Bird So I visited my old friend today and we were talking about some stuff from our primary school days (which I hated by the way). But there were a few memorable moments in...
    megamjfan megamjfan 16-17, F 9 hrs ago

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    Hello there, I have the same problem a neighbour that lives above my flat and follows me where I go If I'm on my living room he is there banging drop things in floor heavily and...
    marciolupusella marciolupusella 41-45, M 16 hrs ago

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    This guys seems to enjoy staying in my mind. I don't even know him but I can't stop thinking about him. He keeps me awake this night because I am thinking of him. I hate this, I'm...
    higalove higalove 18-21, F 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    Yup, I'm crazy. That's why I jokingly refer to my depression meds as "crazy pills". Mind you, lots of my friends are crazy too :P
    MrsRusty MrsRusty 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    His my star.My smile my laugh.His amazing, Funny, caring and he makes me smile and laugh a lot.We have been through so much together so many arguments so many fights.we even broke...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This makes me feel awful because my boyfriend is so sweet, but I have fallen out of love with him. We've been together fir 2 years and over the last 6 months I've lost that spark...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Im laying in my bed alone when i dont have to. I hate that my bf gets drunk so friggin often amd when he does sometimes he does this dumb crap. Like ditching me and leaving me...
    Ghostflower9485 Ghostflower9485 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I love EP. It allows me to say and write things I don't want to keep in my diary. If anything, yesterday; I just went and burnt my diary of last year just because it felt, it wasn...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    You know when you think you're over it but you're really not. In October I started talking to this guy. It was weird because no one had ever shown interest in me prior to this but...
    FightingForRecovery FightingForRecovery 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sandra. Before I get to this I'm going to tell you a story of something that happened to me 3-4 years ago. I threw my boyfriends cigarettes out the window because we were arguing...
    DeIuxedEdition DeIuxedEdition 18-21, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    Just a little update. Since the story I put on here, I am now single. He hasn't talked to me for days, and he has used the excuse that he doesn't have time to talk to me because...
    BeccaAna16 BeccaAna16 16-17, F a week ago

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    I was with this guy for 5 years (I am 24, he is 28)I had known him for 7. We started out as best friends. We met on Valentine's Day, had the same birthdays, lived in the same...
    NatashandAres NatashandAres 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I wonder if he misses me? Who am I kidding? I know he doesn't miss me. I sure do miss him though. I miss him like crazy and I only hope he misses me.
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F Jul 22

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    Rawr. I'm mentally drained with my husbands job and my own. Next week is my birthday and our anniversary so we both put in for time off since January. We didn't get time off last...
    Whatsmystory Whatsmystory 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    But when I do he ends up using them to slander me because he said to me that if I kept doing it I am harassing him he would use the community to harass me because I was "harassing...
    AnnonymousNum3 AnnonymousNum3 22-25, F Jul 22

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    Ias and I did my senior pictures on a rainy day back in November. We took a few shots at some of the more scenic places around town, but it was cold, so we decided to look for a...
    followthekinkyrabbit followthekinkyrabbit 18-21 Jul 21

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    so, i was hanging out with my boyfriend, his twin brother, & his brothers girlfriend. we were all hanging out in the basement smoking weed, the usual. i cleared the bowl, & i...
    guallym guallym 13-15, F Jul 21

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    Even though certain people in my family may drive me crazy and get on my nerves a lot of the time I will always love them because they are my family. I do have a younger brother...
    olivia81401 olivia81401 13-15, F Jul 21

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    All I can think about lately is the comforting dark embrace of Nothingness. I hate my life and I'm mad this is how my life is. I do just about everything on my own. I'm getting...
    LadyLunaa LadyLunaa 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    People need to get over themselves. You do you, I'll do me, she'll do her thing, he'll do his thing. Everyone wins. but no, gotta ***** about her being into girls or him not having...
    KingAnonymous KingAnonymous 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    I feel my boyfriend is going to break up with me. I am so upset and distraught because he said I was his girl and that he would never ever leave me.. but this morning, he told me...
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F Jul 20

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    Lol its quite funny but i want to feel this pain and shame of being a crazy ex gf. To be honest. Is it so bad? He did leave me when the fight broke out at the club. He did say some...
    Ambiguoustruth Ambiguoustruth 22-25 Jul 20

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    After 2 days of not speaking after what he said, he texted me again. It's not that I wanted to start a fight, I wasn't at all surprised I was just stating the facts. I can see now...
    taminglife taminglife 22-25, F Jul 20

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    I am going crazy for real. It's missing him. It's missing my friends. It's being afraid. It's the hot hot summer.
    Aya4lyfe Aya4lyfe 22-25, F Jul 19

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    I finally fell asleep without dreaming of you. But what good does that do when I'm not waking up to you. You're always on my mind. I wake up & the worry is there again. The pain is...
    taminglife taminglife 22-25, F Jul 19

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    one time me and my friends were all at the beach and we saw one of the football players from are school at the beach . he is pretty much a stereo jock . will he was sunbathing and...
    beaches21 beaches21 13-15, M Jul 18