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I Am Going Crazy Because of Him

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    Mixed Signals.

    I don't know why I even let this affect me. I know he is not worth my time and effort because he will never change, and I have said this a gazillion times before in many other stories but I need to keep reminding myself that he is not marriage material and I need to move on...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    Don't Know What To Do

    This past week my ex's girlfriend broke up with him. The day after he started to talk to me like he use to. I know he loves me as much as he could love anyone, I know he wants us to be together again and even me still coming to see him this summer, but the thing that is driving...
    Klong91 Klong91 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    Thought I Was Going Crazy Until I Realized I Am Better Off Without the Confusion

    Recently I have decided that in an effort to quit revisiting my past and move forward today and tomorrow, I have to put a hault to the confusing cycle that has somehow become an unfulfilled fantasy that drives me mad. I wanted or made myself believe that I really wanted this guy...
    abbagabba abbagabba 26-30, F Dec 29, 2007

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    Today Was Grey

    i hate that im so angry with my friends, i just want to punch them. my boyfriend broke up with me last monday and ive been feeling empty ever since, two of my 'friends', people that i used to get high with, are total ********. i sat in art class today and my heart was breaking, i...
    tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    Crazy

    this is what i am going thru  he has said so many hurtfull things to me and all i ever did was love him and wanted the same in return but he never treated me the way i felt i deserved so i put him out in hopes that he would see that our life together and family were the most...
    saggy saggy 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2007

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    I Hate My Husband

    I say this to myself at least 50 times a day, for the past 20 years. In the last two years, after I quit drinking, I realized, I drank because of him and his meanness. I needed to find other ways to deal with the hate. I have done Meditation, cannibus, medication and self...
    renokabino renokabino 46-50 1 Response Jun 19, 2011

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    When I think about him,

    I lose my air and my stomach flutters. Then I get scared and nervous and want to hide. So confusing. Can't sleep because he's on my mind.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    I Hate This Feeling For You

    It was started when we became "groupmates" in our one subject. I know, his cute, talented, and very very kind. Actually i like him since the first time i saw him in the library but i end it there. When we become groupmates, i need to be updated about our project. That's why i'm...
    etude etude 18-21, F Sep 20, 2013

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    If He See Me Now, I'm Sure He Will Laugh

    something crazy happens to me every time i see him online on facebook. i read all his comment and post but i cant even chat with him. the funny thing is that, i was talking with his pictures and comment on facebook. one time he post that he will tell to his future children how...
    etude etude 18-21, F Jan 22, 2013

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    Guide Me

    hi friends... plz guide me wat to do.... am loving a guy for 2 months... i know him before 2 months from Facebook... and we have became very close within 5 days... he said about his past love on the very first day of our chats... well slowly i have fallen in love with him..one...
    suryapugal suryapugal 18-21, F May 18, 2012

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    Shadows And Bondage

      Darkness is close, surrounding me even in daylight.  I hold myself tight as I feel all alone. His presence is gone as I scream into the darkness begging for his return.  All I wanted was to bask in the light that is him, to feel the magic that is now mere...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Nov 21, 2009

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    I Am Going Crazy The Longer I Am With Him

    I have been married almost a year and a half now.  When we were dating he was focused and knew what he wanted, and that was me.  but once we got married everything was different.  his family hates me.  while we were dating I went to a family reunion and the...
    salang salang 26-30, F Oct 24, 2009

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    Did He Ever Love Me?

    I was exiting a 2 year relationship fully ready to be single. Ready to go out with friends without having to worry or feel guilty about having a man at home (i never cheated on him, I'm not the type). I was at work one day, and walked into the employee lounge...and my life will...
    Duckiiee Duckiiee 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    Misery

    I like to find songs that represents different moments of my life. My song, for this experience I am going through, is Misery by: Maroon 5. I loved G, and still do, insanely. Growing up, I was a very shy girl. In highschool I wouldn't hardly look at guys let alone talk to them...
    cnk91 cnk91 18-21, F Sep 22, 2012

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    Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

    I'm still talking to this guy in Louisiana, and don't know when I'll ever get to see him. It's frustrating. I think we would get along in person. Maybe I'm deluding myself again. I tend to try to see the good in guys(when I'm interested). Long-distance sucks, and I'm in it again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    So I made this note of how I feel... I feel like I'm going crazy:. Feeling 'dead' or empty inside. Like the old me is gone, missing. Not feeling sadness towards death of pet...
    MrsKAura MrsKAura 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    I sit here alone and separated from everything. I know it's weird but I no longer feel human. The friendships and relationships I have I can no longer grasp. This world I'm living...
    Midnightchorus Midnightchorus 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    Has been a week since my affair partner & I ended. I'm falling apart and it takes me so much strength to go to work everyday as I have to face him at work. I know the solution is...
    Lina2702 Lina2702 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 30

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    I no this a good mind and soul gone crazy feel like am in jail ready to say fuckk you to all
    Clownfacecrack Clownfacecrack 26-30, M Oct 5

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    Lol I was climbing up a ladder to climb a tree so when I grab 2 branches the slide fell to the ground so I was hanging on the tree of course I freaked out but them I jump down XD...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    .....and he doesnt have a clue we have never even met he is my neighbor and has a girl friend .... She is young and perfect .... I am old n so imperfect .... They are in deep love...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    So I went out to dinner with my husband and met THE hottest woman I've ever seen in my life to the point of looking her up on social media. This can't be normal behaviour I am in...
    Blondie1978 Blondie1978 36-40, F 8 Responses Sep 22

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    I'm ******* losing it, I feel so messed up right now ):
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M Sep 24

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    I think I'm becoming mental...I'm getting more afraid of the dark I feel alone I'm scared to be left alone I think I'm gonna shut down my profile in here
    jeniffer200 jeniffer200 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    People keep talking behind my back when they think i dont notice. Why.
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Sep 28

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    I need answers! I have no idea what I'm dealing with. I feel like I'm being haunted, controlled or even possessed! I can't stand it no longer! This one thing has made me attempt...
    Experiencevisionary Experiencevisionary 13-15, M Sep 29

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    I started loving things i used to hate... things i didnt believe in...... i just dont know
    jayanlolly jayanlolly 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    Do you ever get fixated in one word and say it over and over in your head?? Is this true madness? At the moment my head keeps repeating "ergonomics". I have no idea if this is the...
    Blondie1978 Blondie1978 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 1

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    There's madness in the sky that forces a scream An attempt to fill up the empty spaces in the air Desire falls apart with the world as hope floats beyond reach Heavy things fall...
    HayBail HayBail 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    Met some amazing people recently who make me very happy. The problem with that, is I'm never (I mean NEVER) this happy, and can't possibly be this happy without a few months worth...
    ArrowPewPew ArrowPewPew 18-21 4 Responses Oct 12

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    Time for some Sublime, y'all. Slow ride.
    findmeholdmeloveme findmeholdmeloveme 18-21 2 Responses a week ago

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    Ok for the past week ive been studying and now ive reached my limit.. Im cramming!!!!!! Next week r examsssss! Lots of them! I cant process anything anymore.. Its like when i...
    Chiscuit Chiscuit 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I promised him we'd take it slow because he was hurt but we know inevitably we will be together :) <3 <3 He knows who he is I am so crazy about him I can't get him out of my...
    BrandonKing14 BrandonKing14 13-15, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    about 3 months ago, i was rejected by my most precious friend/ first love all for a girl he had only known for two weeks while we had known each other for over two years. we...
    eAngeliqueXX eAngeliqueXX 13-15, F Oct 6

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    I think my mom is going crazy she never stops suspecting me and my twin sister for things my older sister did she watches us like a hawk she even counts my period dates she asked...
    nadirah96 nadirah96 16-17, F Oct 8

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    So my guy best friend ( the boy i like ) went out to a party last weekend. I couldn't go because i was sick. So anyway after the party had finished he called me when he got home to...
    ruinedminds09 ruinedminds09 13-15, F Sep 24

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    I have this friend that I've known for several yrs now. Last night as we were texting things took a turn towards something I never thought would happen. It took a turn down sexual...
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    Caught myself randomly smiling when thinking about him and this happens like anytime anywhere like at home, at school, public areas, or even in class! Is it normal or am I just too...
    tvp3 tvp3 22-25, F Sep 27

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    Experiencevisionary Experiencevisionary 13-15, M Sep 29

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    My partner is going away for two weeks for a job. I feel so heartbroken I am going to miss him terribly, He was suppose to go for longer but now it has been knocked off by two...
    Fruitbowl Fruitbowl 26-30, F Oct 9

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    I'm sorry to whoever may read this that I made it so long, but its late and I'm tired of writing in my journal, at least here there's a possibility of a response and I need to let...
    littlebitoflucky littlebitoflucky 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Cold heartless men with an inferior complex. 30 years old and I'm paying for our dinners. I'm 23 I work 7 days a week on my feet to make a decent living! I come home to a capable...
    Ccolon480 Ccolon480 22-25, F Oct 12

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    Alright kids gather round. I wanna share this story just because it was on my mind. So here goes! Alright so I used to work at a gas station and of course I ran to into some...
    pinkypie5 pinkypie5 22-25, F Sep 30

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    I do my best to be logical and stop pretending that we'll be together ever, but I can't stop thinking about the what ifs and maybe just maaaaaaaaaybe in some alternate universe we...
    alexisaldrich alexisaldrich 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    To make a long story short I was talking to a guy in the summer and you know we were jus talking and talking so much for a good two weeks and the next thing you know it We were...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    I feel helpless. It really is out of my control. I don't know if there's anything else that I can do. I'm frustrated because I had just typed out a long paragraph and it got erased...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    Mixed Messages I offer her a glass of water, I tell her that she needs it, she tells me I must be blind, that her heart's breaking but I can't see it... She was just at the bar...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M 16 mins ago

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    I'm sure I'm not the first to go through this, but I needed to express this somewhere. I apologize for the length.. I don't really have any friends or family who's shoulder I...
    WhoAml WhoAml 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    To be honest, perfectly, I have no concerns for my Son, except for the following:- My Mother was always wisdom, as wise a mother could ever be and the first rule of thumb that...
    democritique democritique 61-65, F