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I Am Going Crazy Because of Him

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 85 People

    Today Was Grey

    i hate that im so angry with my friends, i just want to punch them. my boyfriend broke up with me last monday and ive been feeling empty ever since, two of my 'friends', people that i used to get high with, are total ********. i sat in art class today and my heart was breaking, i...
    tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    So confused and hurt.

    When will it stop.
    achill42 achill42 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Thought I Was Going Crazy Until I Realized I Am Better Off Without the Confusion

    Recently I have decided that in an effort to quit revisiting my past and move forward today and tomorrow, I have to put a hault to the confusing cycle that has somehow become an unfulfilled fantasy that drives me mad. I wanted or made myself believe that I really wanted this guy...
    abbagabba abbagabba 26-30, F Dec 29, 2007

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    Misery

    I like to find songs that represents different moments of my life. My song, for this experience I am going through, is Misery by: Maroon 5. I loved G, and still do, insanely. Growing up, I was a very shy girl. In highschool I wouldn't hardly look at guys let alone talk to them...
    cnk91 cnk91 18-21, F Sep 22, 2012

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    Mixed Signals.

    I don't know why I even let this affect me. I know he is not worth my time and effort because he will never change, and I have said this a gazillion times before in many other stories but I need to keep reminding myself that he is not marriage material and I need to move on...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    Don't Know What To Do

    This past week my ex's girlfriend broke up with him. The day after he started to talk to me like he use to. I know he loves me as much as he could love anyone, I know he wants us to be together again and even me still coming to see him this summer, but the thing that is driving...
    Klong91 Klong91 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

    I'm still talking to this guy in Louisiana, and don't know when I'll ever get to see him. It's frustrating. I think we would get along in person. Maybe I'm deluding myself again. I tend to try to see the good in guys(when I'm interested). Long-distance sucks, and I'm in it again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    Did He Ever Love Me?

    I was exiting a 2 year relationship fully ready to be single. Ready to go out with friends without having to worry or feel guilty about having a man at home (i never cheated on him, I'm not the type). I was at work one day, and walked into the employee lounge...and my life will...
    Duckiiee Duckiiee 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    Guide Me

    hi friends... plz guide me wat to do.... am loving a guy for 2 months... i know him before 2 months from Facebook... and we have became very close within 5 days... he said about his past love on the very first day of our chats... well slowly i have fallen in love with him..one...
    suryapugal suryapugal 18-21, F May 18, 2012

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    When I think about him,

    I lose my air and my stomach flutters. Then I get scared and nervous and want to hide. So confusing. Can't sleep because he's on my mind.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2014

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    Crazy

    this is what i am going thru  he has said so many hurtfull things to me and all i ever did was love him and wanted the same in return but he never treated me the way i felt i deserved so i put him out in hopes that he would see that our life together and family were the most...
    saggy saggy 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2007

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    I Hate My Husband

    I say this to myself at least 50 times a day, for the past 20 years. In the last two years, after I quit drinking, I realized, I drank because of him and his meanness. I needed to find other ways to deal with the hate. I have done Meditation, cannibus, medication and self...
    renokabino renokabino 46-50 1 Response Jun 19, 2011

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    I Am Going Crazy The Longer I Am With Him

    I have been married almost a year and a half now.  When we were dating he was focused and knew what he wanted, and that was me.  but once we got married everything was different.  his family hates me.  while we were dating I went to a family reunion and the...
    salang salang 26-30, F Oct 24, 2009

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    Shadows And Bondage

      Darkness is close, surrounding me even in daylight.  I hold myself tight as I feel all alone. His presence is gone as I scream into the darkness begging for his return.  All I wanted was to bask in the light that is him, to feel the magic that is now mere...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Nov 21, 2009

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    I thought i was recently going crazy but I'm actually more sane now than i ever been. Ty Lord for freeing my mind and removing the junk from my heart. It's not over yet but despite...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    Nothing worse than this can happen to me.My parents work abroad and they are leaving with in 4 days time,it was hard for me get over that reality as they were with me for the last...
    bluebells03 bluebells03 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    The silence isn't so bad, till I look at my hands and feel sad. Because the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly :(
    InsideStory InsideStory 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Ugh. I miss someone so much. Just not meant to be. It sucks. Knowing I'll never hear from him again or see him again is making me crazy. Trying to figure out why we came into each...
    hazeleyedangel68 hazeleyedangel68 46-50, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Until a few years ago I always felt that my entire adult life was going to be filled with abuse, nehlect, and was never going to be loved like I want to be loved. I married at 19...
    Harleygirl65 Harleygirl65 46-50, F 14 Responses 6 days ago

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    About a month ago my husband told me that he didnt feel the same about me anymore...the "i love you but Im not in love with you" spheel. Then about 2 weeks ago he told me there was...
    meluhknee meluhknee 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I think about him every day for the past 15 years or so. We were too young then to be in love, we broke up but always found time to "check in" with each other. We recently hung...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Im at the point in my life where I desperately do things to lift myself up. Like I study too hard for an exam, hoping to get the highest score SO THAT the professor will...
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F a week ago

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    WeirdAlyank WeirdAlyank 16-17, F a week ago

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    I met a guy who is 2 years older than me through a game online. It started off as a normal group to hang out with and then he started sending me good night messages after I made a...
    DearYou DearYou 22-25, F Aug 20

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    There's this guy I am with almost every weekend. I've spent more time with him than I have with friends I've had for 30 and 40 years. I was sad and miserable for such a long time...
    xcryptic xcryptic 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    As a follow up, my ex got out of jail. And immediately following his release, he started with the incessant calling. Sending cards and poems and love letters everyday. I had a PFA...
    blackbeautygirl51 blackbeautygirl51 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Three days a week I carpool with a gal to work. For the most part it's not too bad, but something I've learned about myself is that I really enjoy my mornings of peace & quiet. And...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    We were out as a group, my wife and I with her brother and fiance', and having drinks at a waterfront festival this last weekend. When I picked up the bill, it was paid by an...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55, T 5 Responses Aug 18

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    I kinda already am but I'm going to be an aunt to another. (Maybe two others) again. My sister that. I would say anyway, I'm closest to is pregnant again. She gave me a beautiful...
    KiraRawr KiraRawr 16-17, F Aug 17

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    I just woke up startled and cried like little children. For the past hour, I've been trying to go to sleep. What would happen is, I'd feel like I'm hardly dozing off, then my...
    Soligem Soligem 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Yes some more whining.I guess it's gonna be kinda along the lines of the last whining story,but oh well.At least on here nobody really knows who you are so you can just let it out...
    grandaddypurple grandaddypurple 51-55, M 1 Response Aug 15

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    He is my mom's close friend's son and we grew up knowing each other since birth and I dont even remember exactly when I fell in love with him but I think it was since I was 6 or 7...
    KatyPerryWujek KatyPerryWujek 16-17, F Aug 14

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    He is my mom's close friend's son and we grew up knowing each other since birth and I dont even remember exactly when I fell in love with him but I think it was since I was 6 or 7...
    KatyPerryWujek KatyPerryWujek 16-17, F Aug 14

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