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I Am Going Crazy Because of Him

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    So confused and hurt.

    When will it stop.
    achill42 achill42 18-21, F Jan 5

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    If He See Me Now, I'm Sure He Will Laugh

    something crazy happens to me every time i see him online on facebook. i read all his comment and post but i cant even chat with him. the funny thing is that, i was talking with his pictures and comment on facebook. one time he post that he will tell to his future children how...
    etude etude 18-21, F Jan 22, 2013

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    Thought I Was Going Crazy Until I Realized I Am Better Off Without the Confusion

    Recently I have decided that in an effort to quit revisiting my past and move forward today and tomorrow, I have to put a hault to the confusing cycle that has somehow become an unfulfilled fantasy that drives me mad. I wanted or made myself believe that I really wanted this guy...
    abbagabba abbagabba 26-30, F Dec 29, 2007

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    Misery

    I like to find songs that represents different moments of my life. My song, for this experience I am going through, is Misery by: Maroon 5. I loved G, and still do, insanely. Growing up, I was a very shy girl. In highschool I wouldn't hardly look at guys let alone talk to them...
    cnk91 cnk91 18-21, F Sep 22, 2012

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    I Am Going Crazy The Longer I Am With Him

    I have been married almost a year and a half now.  When we were dating he was focused and knew what he wanted, and that was me.  but once we got married everything was different.  his family hates me.  while we were dating I went to a family reunion and the...
    salang salang 26-30, F Oct 24, 2009

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    Guide Me

    hi friends... plz guide me wat to do.... am loving a guy for 2 months... i know him before 2 months from Facebook... and we have became very close within 5 days... he said about his past love on the very first day of our chats... well slowly i have fallen in love with him..one...
    suryapugal suryapugal 18-21, F May 18, 2012

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    Shadows And Bondage

      Darkness is close, surrounding me even in daylight.  I hold myself tight as I feel all alone. His presence is gone as I scream into the darkness begging for his return.  All I wanted was to bask in the light that is him, to feel the magic that is now mere...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Nov 21, 2009

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    I Hate My Husband

    I say this to myself at least 50 times a day, for the past 20 years. In the last two years, after I quit drinking, I realized, I drank because of him and his meanness. I needed to find other ways to deal with the hate. I have done Meditation, cannibus, medication and self...
    renokabino renokabino 46-50 1 Response Jun 19, 2011

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    Today Was Grey

    i hate that im so angry with my friends, i just want to punch them. my boyfriend broke up with me last monday and ive been feeling empty ever since, two of my 'friends', people that i used to get high with, are total ********. i sat in art class today and my heart was breaking, i...
    tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

    I'm still talking to this guy in Louisiana, and don't know when I'll ever get to see him. It's frustrating. I think we would get along in person. Maybe I'm deluding myself again. I tend to try to see the good in guys(when I'm interested). Long-distance sucks, and I'm in it again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    When I think about him,

    I lose my air and my stomach flutters. Then I get scared and nervous and want to hide. So confusing. Can't sleep because he's on my mind.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2014

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    Crazy

    this is what i am going thru  he has said so many hurtfull things to me and all i ever did was love him and wanted the same in return but he never treated me the way i felt i deserved so i put him out in hopes that he would see that our life together and family were the most...
    saggy saggy 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2007

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    I Hate This Feeling For You

    It was started when we became "groupmates" in our one subject. I know, his cute, talented, and very very kind. Actually i like him since the first time i saw him in the library but i end it there. When we become groupmates, i need to be updated about our project. That's why i'm...
    etude etude 18-21, F Sep 20, 2013

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    Did He Ever Love Me?

    I was exiting a 2 year relationship fully ready to be single. Ready to go out with friends without having to worry or feel guilty about having a man at home (i never cheated on him, I'm not the type). I was at work one day, and walked into the employee lounge...and my life will...
    Duckiiee Duckiiee 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    Mixed Signals.

    I don't know why I even let this affect me. I know he is not worth my time and effort because he will never change, and I have said this a gazillion times before in many other stories but I need to keep reminding myself that he is not marriage material and I need to move on...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    Don't Know What To Do

    This past week my ex's girlfriend broke up with him. The day after he started to talk to me like he use to. I know he loves me as much as he could love anyone, I know he wants us to be together again and even me still coming to see him this summer, but the thing that is driving...
    Klong91 Klong91 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    And again the thought that I am hurting and suffering for something I have no control over, ugh. Like I wanna fix this, but its nothing I can do. I have to deal with this. I have...
    Sharudy Sharudy 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    In 2004 I came across a guy who got me mad .i do not want to mention his nationality for safety reason but he is a white man from a Western European number and I have an Indian...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    My head is pounding to the point where hear my own blood circulation. It's too silent, I can't sleep and I can't stop these insane thoughts. Ffuuu>:(
    Firecandy Firecandy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I know with the situation I'm in I should be depressed. But I'm not. I'm laughing at my problem. People are rude but I just laugh. It's not like one of those oh that's funny laugh...
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    I honestly believe something wrong is happening to my mind now lol
    Majin1712 Majin1712 22-25, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    this is how my boyfriend& i met... I was walking home one day from the school bus stop & then he pulls up beside & asks for my name so I told him & then he asked if I needed a ride...
    tresleches tresleches 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I need some advise from all my friends I really like this man I started talking to he lives far from where I live we talk all the time on the phone but most of the time he makes me...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I met and fell in love with the man I had an affair with before I even met my husband, but he never noticed me that way, until of course I was engaged. I met the other man when I...
    pamdaqtpi pamdaqtpi 26-30, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Been best friends 20 years, together 16, married 11. We have a 5 and 8 year old. On NYE we talked through divorce arrangements. I initiated but am devastated and don't want this...
    differentdrummer78 differentdrummer78 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I think I'm going Crazy!!!!!! At 1:00 or 2:00 am I hear this melody it go on and on them fades away and come back! It's a creepy melody
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 7 Responses Jan 3

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    Everything, I'm going to miss it when I once could make you laugh, last year, could make you smile, when u wanted to hug me just because, when you'd want to hold my hand without...
    BlueSkysAreCold BlueSkysAreCold 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    So. Where to start? mmm ok brief background: In Feb of 2013 I moved to South Korea for one year to teach English. I moved back home in Feb of 2014. I was immediately shocked...
    rayofsunshine33 rayofsunshine33 22-25, F Jan 1

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    I admit that. She's not mine, I don't even know if she will be mine. but one thing is for sure that I know... SHE LOVED ME,SHE LOVES ME ... AND ... I LOVED HER, I LOVE HER AND...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 22-25, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Im at my ropes end. Im a 29 year old divorced women with a beautiful son and a wonderful boyfriend. I am a hard worker and have been a successful parts manager at a car dealership...
    ChristieSunshine ChristieSunshine 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    So... Our story is a very strange one. I was seventeen when we first met, he (D) was twenty eight and I was dating his nephew (J). J and I had been going out for six months when I...
    NotSoAngelic NotSoAngelic 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    No one was ever supposed to find out about us. It was only me and you against everyone else, but they did. And now while you're all the way in UK I sit here in my discomfort in...
    shreya242 shreya242 16-17, F Jan 13

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    Day 84: The Corn Is Green, 1945. An underrated Bette Davis film. A teacher is determined to teach the illiterate children of a small Welsh coal mining town. She finds a special...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 5 hrs ago

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    I'm so confused, one day my husband is the sweetest man in the world the next he hates me and looks at every flaw. It could be a week an hour there's no telling when his mood will...
    Mee4 Mee4 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm having a hard time thinking about him..everynight, every time I'm alone I can not help myself to think of him.. I wanna forget him cause I know that he can't love me like I...
    magebricks magebricks 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    I forgot about this site. I found it 2 years ago and shared two stories. I read them again today and I realized something... I will never be normal. I know I know, there is no...
    ambmo1 ambmo1 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    No matter what is going on in your life today, remember, it is only preparation. People come and go; situations rise and fall; it's all preparation for better things. You must...
    deephuman deephuman 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    let go of that ex you think ur still in love with. it's not ez but worth it. move on. once you move on someone worth you will come your way. we can't get over the ex because we are...
    Alanis1024 Alanis1024 36-40, F 7 hrs ago

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    I was the perfect child in the perfect family. Good grades, sporty, i have ADD but once that issue was settled my life was generally the perfect childhood. It's hard to express how...
    Cannibalcheezecake Cannibalcheezecake 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Have you ever brushed your teeth and then sipped orange juice? That's the sort of taste that being in a BPD relationship leaves you with. An intense sting that leaves your throat...
    TalaSnow TalaSnow 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    its been 2 weeks since we've split up. We were together for four years and it was a long distance relationship. It was working out so well and we were so happy! I graduated from...
    ambi1991 ambi1991 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    My boyfriend and I have been together for a year, but I'm starting to doubt that this relationship will last any longer. He has a HUGE family here, whereas mine is very small...
    Sneezeball Sneezeball 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    Can't believe I actually found this. I just got off the phone with my mom (big fight where she hung up on me), and I typed in "what do you do if you have a crazy mother" and this...
    paisleyapple paisleyapple 41-45, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I love my little wolf demon so much I never want to let him go or be away from me. I never let him out of my sight. We are always talking and having fun together. Sigh love.
    Wolfy14 Wolfy14 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    Day 58: Trading Places,1983 starring Eddie Murphy, Dan Aykroyd, Jamie Lee Curtis, Ralph Bellamy and Don Ameche. Louis Winthorpe (Aykroyd) is an executive at the commodity...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    I'm going ******* crazy. I need him and he won't even talk to me. I can't do this!
    queeninsomnia queeninsomnia 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I moved cities for him. left my job. changed my life. I grew into a better person. I applied - and got in - to university. changed my ideas on having a future with someone. When...
    kevans1906 kevans1906 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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