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I Am Going Crazy Because of Him

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    I Hate My Husband

    I say this to myself at least 50 times a day, for the past 20 years. In the last two years, after I quit drinking, I realized, I drank because of him and his meanness. I needed to find other ways to deal with the hate. I have done Meditation, cannibus, medication and self...
    renokabino renokabino 46-50 1 Response Jun 19, 2011

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    Thought I Was Going Crazy Until I Realized I Am Better Off Without the Confusion

    Recently I have decided that in an effort to quit revisiting my past and move forward today and tomorrow, I have to put a hault to the confusing cycle that has somehow become an unfulfilled fantasy that drives me mad. I wanted or made myself believe that I really wanted this guy...
    abbagabba abbagabba 26-30, F Dec 29, 2007

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    Shadows And Bondage

      Darkness is close, surrounding me even in daylight.  I hold myself tight as I feel all alone. His presence is gone as I scream into the darkness begging for his return.  All I wanted was to bask in the light that is him, to feel the magic that is now mere...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Nov 21, 2009

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    Today Was Grey

    i hate that im so angry with my friends, i just want to punch them. my boyfriend broke up with me last monday and ive been feeling empty ever since, two of my 'friends', people that i used to get high with, are total ********. i sat in art class today and my heart was breaking, i...
    tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    Did He Ever Love Me?

    I was exiting a 2 year relationship fully ready to be single. Ready to go out with friends without having to worry or feel guilty about having a man at home (i never cheated on him, I'm not the type). I was at work one day, and walked into the employee lounge...and my life will...
    Duckiiee Duckiiee 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    Mixed Signals.

    I don't know why I even let this affect me. I know he is not worth my time and effort because he will never change, and I have said this a gazillion times before in many other stories but I need to keep reminding myself that he is not marriage material and I need to move on...
    lntel lntel 18-21 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    Crazy

    this is what i am going thru  he has said so many hurtfull things to me and all i ever did was love him and wanted the same in return but he never treated me the way i felt i deserved so i put him out in hopes that he would see that our life together and family were the most...
    saggy saggy 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2007

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    If He See Me Now, I'm Sure He Will Laugh

    something crazy happens to me every time i see him online on facebook. i read all his comment and post but i cant even chat with him. the funny thing is that, i was talking with his pictures and comment on facebook. one time he post that he will tell to his future children how...
    etude etude 16-17, F Jan 22, 2013

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    When I think about him,

    I lose my air and my stomach flutters. Then I get scared and nervous and want to hide. So confusing. Can't sleep because he's on my mind.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    I Am Going Crazy The Longer I Am With Him

    I have been married almost a year and a half now.  When we were dating he was focused and knew what he wanted, and that was me.  but once we got married everything was different.  his family hates me.  while we were dating I went to a family reunion and the...
    salang salang 26-30, F Oct 24, 2009

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    Don't Know What To Do

    This past week my ex's girlfriend broke up with him. The day after he started to talk to me like he use to. I know he loves me as much as he could love anyone, I know he wants us to be together again and even me still coming to see him this summer, but the thing that is driving...
    Klong91 Klong91 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

    I'm still talking to this guy in Louisiana, and don't know when I'll ever get to see him. It's frustrating. I think we would get along in person. Maybe I'm deluding myself again. I tend to try to see the good in guys(when I'm interested). Long-distance sucks, and I'm in it again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    Misery

    I like to find songs that represents different moments of my life. My song, for this experience I am going through, is Misery by: Maroon 5. I loved G, and still do, insanely. Growing up, I was a very shy girl. In highschool I wouldn't hardly look at guys let alone talk to them...
    cnk91 cnk91 18-21, F Sep 22, 2012

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    Guide Me

    hi friends... plz guide me wat to do.... am loving a guy for 2 months... i know him before 2 months from Facebook... and we have became very close within 5 days... he said about his past love on the very first day of our chats... well slowly i have fallen in love with him..one...
    suryapugal suryapugal 18-21, F May 18, 2012

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    I Hate This Feeling For You

    It was started when we became "groupmates" in our one subject. I know, his cute, talented, and very very kind. Actually i like him since the first time i saw him in the library but i end it there. When we become groupmates, i need to be updated about our project. That's why i'm...
    etude etude 16-17, F Sep 20, 2013

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    Lately, my heart start to races and everything around starts to make me afraid. I don't why but it makes me crazy and i even cry without a reason. I can't sleep well or eat...
    Drocell Drocell 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 29

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    Not confidant in my self, or my relationship. All I think about is how another woman is better looking than me and has his attention. The signs are there and I feel like I'm...
    missANONYMOUS13 missANONYMOUS13 18-21, F a week ago

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    I have 2 wonderful kids, 2 pooches and a bird. I am married now for over 10 years and marriage has always been a struggle. I have never truly had a career - can't be tied down for...
    mylove2kids mylove2kids 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    OK so about a year ago now I was put on anti psychotics because of anxiety and a tad bit of psychosis now my psychosis is gone and they won't take me off the meds! And ppl who...
    y0ur3b3au1fu1 y0ur3b3au1fu1 13-15, F Jun 27

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    I have a family of 4 and we all come from BC but we live in Hong Kong I went to boarding school In Halifax because I was sick of living in Hong Kong. I travel about 9 times a year...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jun 26

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    All I hear is the clock ticking tick tock tick tock. I can't stand it anymore!!!! It's making me go crazy!!!
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F Jun 30

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    I absolutely HATE everything I do "wrong" is blamed on the fact I either didn't take them, or they aren't working. I'm a human, too. I am NOT a mean person. Occasionally, yeah I...
    AllINeedIsMarilynAndCupcakes AllINeedIsMarilynAndCupcakes 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    so here's the deal, I am an addict. I am addicted to meth and I hate it yet I keep going back for more. what the hell is wrong with me. I mean I know what's important and I know...
    onemanwar onemanwar 31-35, M Jul 2

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    I don't know if I'm imagining this but I think I'm constantly being judged by people at work. This includes my boss and his close confidantes. I hate it. I can't focus on work. I...
    Mysticme Mysticme 26-30, F 7 Responses Jun 24

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    I just need to get my feelings out. These last weeks have been so messed up. I can't get everything together anymore.. You know when everything just falls apart and it really feels...
    Jessoka Jessoka 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    I can't tell whether something real or not
    sam0117 sam0117 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    I keep seeing things :/ last night o thought someone was in my bathroom o.O I keep hearing strange sounds like scratching sounds under my bed at night but I'm way too scared to...
    DGCalum99 DGCalum99 13-15, M Jul 5

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    I work in the middle of nowhere, there are quite a few cute girls here. But cant do anything about it. 1 more week in this place then I can finally get back to civilization and...
    tim4g63fast tim4g63fast 26-30 Jul 9

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    We where never really together...but it still hurts because I know I'll never have him. It was about a day ago and we where fighting like usually about how stupid he was acting...
    JustAnotherNobody21 JustAnotherNobody21 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My last boyfriend cheated on me 15 times I kept going back to him cause I felt like I'll be alone forever if I left him he made me feel like he was the only guy on this planted...
    tamaraiwannaknow tamaraiwannaknow 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I know its so totally stupid, but i get so attached to people sometimes and i just cant stop thinking about them and i let my head go off on one fantasy land and get dissapointed...
    Electropterodactyl Electropterodactyl 18-21 Jul 6

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    Can i shout out tohe world that I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND and it had been 4 months and i stil get fuzzy and crazy over him? Yes i truly am in love with him. I mean how can I not love him...
    PartyPoison04 PartyPoison04 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Once again I'm back and sadly about the same topic as before, my brother. Sadly he continues to not accept any responsibility for his actions. He and his spouse have ruined a few...
    DannyBoy1972 DannyBoy1972 36-40 Jul 9

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    They are crazy because they fix society. With no profit for any new luxuries. Aside from world peace that is. Lol.
    converted converted 46-50, M Jul 14

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    I just went to warped tour yesterday it was amazing! There were so many good bands and we got to meet tons of them! Everyone there was going crazy and it was so much fun! Can't...
    KittyTittyGang2 KittyTittyGang2 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    Nope this just isn't for me,I'm going back to him. This hurts too much,I miss him too much. What was I even thinking! All the problems we have seem so dumb right now,so...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    Our paths are crossed for a very short period of time and soon we'll both be leaving what it now our home to go to different places. He has shown me what love can be and I've never...
    TessieRue TessieRue 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I am 35 years old . I have 4 kids an a husband and I am going back to school to get my degree . Am I crazy . My oldest child will be done with high school before I am done with...
    isubmittohim79 isubmittohim79 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I will start this by saying I consider myself to be a rational, sane man with my feet planted firmly on the ground. I think logically and generally live in the world of reality...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    ...........and as I knew, I got rejected. It's funny that I was worried if I tell him I love him, he may not keep the friendship anymore. But it is me who stopped connecting with...
    EternalWanderer EternalWanderer 31-35 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I am 19 years old and a sophomore in college majoring in nursing. I met the love of my life my first year at college and our relationship has blossomed into something beautiful...
    tphelps tphelps 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    During the band lunch break my older sister, some of the guys in my section, and traitor (she did play tuba and now plays trombone) all went down to the community pool (ew gross...
    AngelWithASecret2 AngelWithASecret2 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    More appropriately, IS making me crazy. I just turned 27, and I don't WANT kids right now. .. but the weird thing is that I do. I know I'm not ready to have them yet, and that...
    RMDk RMDk 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I met my wife Sarah in 2008. We met through her friend. We started dating and things were progressing fast, we got engaged and got married in October of 2009. Things were not...
    SimpleGuy77 SimpleGuy77 36-40 1 Response Jul 11

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    When I first met my husband 2 years ago, we had a conversation about pill addiction. He told me that he hated pills because his whole family throughout his life has had addictions...
    briebaby123 briebaby123 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    We met at an event.. A year ago .. If a year ago you would've told me that today I would've been crazy in love with that man I would've laugh at you .. And on top of that, I...
    muyakaa muyakaa 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    He passed away an hour ago. I couldn't sleep, because I felt something wasn't right. I got up at 3am and went into his room to check on him. His skin looked greyish. His eyes and...
    Nubiannqueen Nubiannqueen 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    "You're crazy!!" Yep, I am. I'll take all those risks that you think is crazy to try for. But I'm not dumb to take them, because I'm aware of the pros and cons. At the end of the...
    unknownfamiliar unknownfamiliar 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 16

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