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I Am Going Crazy Because of Him

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    I Hate My Husband

    I say this to myself at least 50 times a day, for the past 20 years. In the last two years, after I quit drinking, I realized, I drank because of him and his meanness. I needed to find other ways to deal with the hate. I have done Meditation, cannibus, medication and self...
    renokabino renokabino 46-50 1 Response Jun 19, 2011

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    Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

    I'm still talking to this guy in Louisiana, and don't know when I'll ever get to see him. It's frustrating. I think we would get along in person. Maybe I'm deluding myself again. I tend to try to see the good in guys(when I'm interested). Long-distance sucks, and I'm in it again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    Did He Ever Love Me?

    I was exiting a 2 year relationship fully ready to be single. Ready to go out with friends without having to worry or feel guilty about having a man at home (i never cheated on him, I'm not the type). I was at work one day, and walked into the employee lounge...and my life will...
    Duckiiee Duckiiee 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    Today Was Grey

    i hate that im so angry with my friends, i just want to punch them. my boyfriend broke up with me last monday and ive been feeling empty ever since, two of my 'friends', people that i used to get high with, are total ********. i sat in art class today and my heart was breaking, i...
    tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh tryingtokeepmyheaduphigh 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2012

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    When I think about him,

    I lose my air and my stomach flutters. Then I get scared and nervous and want to hide. So confusing. Can't sleep because he's on my mind.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    Mixed Signals.

    I don't know why I even let this affect me. I know he is not worth my time and effort because he will never change, and I have said this a gazillion times before in many other stories but I need to keep reminding myself that he is not marriage material and I need to move on...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

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    I Am Going Crazy The Longer I Am With Him

    I have been married almost a year and a half now.  When we were dating he was focused and knew what he wanted, and that was me.  but once we got married everything was different.  his family hates me.  while we were dating I went to a family reunion and the...
    salang salang 26-30, F Oct 24, 2009

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    I Hate This Feeling For You

    It was started when we became "groupmates" in our one subject. I know, his cute, talented, and very very kind. Actually i like him since the first time i saw him in the library but i end it there. When we become groupmates, i need to be updated about our project. That's why i'm...
    etude etude 18-21, F Sep 20, 2013

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    Guide Me

    hi friends... plz guide me wat to do.... am loving a guy for 2 months... i know him before 2 months from Facebook... and we have became very close within 5 days... he said about his past love on the very first day of our chats... well slowly i have fallen in love with him..one...
    suryapugal suryapugal 18-21, F May 18, 2012

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    If He See Me Now, I'm Sure He Will Laugh

    something crazy happens to me every time i see him online on facebook. i read all his comment and post but i cant even chat with him. the funny thing is that, i was talking with his pictures and comment on facebook. one time he post that he will tell to his future children how...
    etude etude 18-21, F Jan 22, 2013

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    Thought I Was Going Crazy Until I Realized I Am Better Off Without the Confusion

    Recently I have decided that in an effort to quit revisiting my past and move forward today and tomorrow, I have to put a hault to the confusing cycle that has somehow become an unfulfilled fantasy that drives me mad. I wanted or made myself believe that I really wanted this guy...
    abbagabba abbagabba 26-30, F Dec 29, 2007

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    Don't Know What To Do

    This past week my ex's girlfriend broke up with him. The day after he started to talk to me like he use to. I know he loves me as much as he could love anyone, I know he wants us to be together again and even me still coming to see him this summer, but the thing that is driving...
    Klong91 Klong91 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2010

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    Misery

    I like to find songs that represents different moments of my life. My song, for this experience I am going through, is Misery by: Maroon 5. I loved G, and still do, insanely. Growing up, I was a very shy girl. In highschool I wouldn't hardly look at guys let alone talk to them...
    cnk91 cnk91 18-21, F Sep 22, 2012

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    Shadows And Bondage

      Darkness is close, surrounding me even in daylight.  I hold myself tight as I feel all alone. His presence is gone as I scream into the darkness begging for his return.  All I wanted was to bask in the light that is him, to feel the magic that is now mere...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Nov 21, 2009

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    Crazy

    this is what i am going thru  he has said so many hurtfull things to me and all i ever did was love him and wanted the same in return but he never treated me the way i felt i deserved so i put him out in hopes that he would see that our life together and family were the most...
    saggy saggy 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2007

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    literally I feel like I'm going crazy because everyone is suddenly leaving..
    Naniebananie Naniebananie 13-15, F Nov 29

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    I just want to get this out and nothing you guys can say will change this. Most people see me as a weird but funny outsider and I'm happy to be like this but they don't know I have...
    GirlInABottle GirlInABottle 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    i think i am going crazy. I have ran around the whole school looking for this girl. It is like when I try to see her I never do. When I am trying to avoid her she just pops up out...
    lauryn1016 lauryn1016 18-21, F Dec 12

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    I am literally heartbroken. I've never went this crazy before. I've went from crying to throwing things. Throwing things to breaking things. Breaking things to smashing things...
    Brokenheart06 Brokenheart06 13-15, F Dec 13

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    My though are getting bigger than i can handle, World around me is driven me crazy, i am beginning to analysed person, from his birth to Death, My imagination is scary.
    roxanz roxanz 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    So my bf can like a ***** pic on twitter but he can't call nor text me tf back this that type of **** that makes me go off on him.
    hahauivcnhd hahauivcnhd 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    Maybe I'm losing my mind somehow? i have no idea what is up or down, how to feel or process things. I'm constantly worried over the stupidest things! *breathes*.... There is no...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 6

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    Howard beale - " I don't have to tell you things are bad. Everybody knows things are bad. It's a depression. Everybody's out of work or scared of losing their job. The dollar buys...
    MK25 MK25 22-25, M Nov 30

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    About a year I'm in love with a boy from my school, it is beautiful, has curly hair, swimmer's body, have freckles, is sweet, just beautiful, is not gay. We have been in the same...
    devonsnivy devonsnivy 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    I remember seeing him In school walk down the halls and me and my friend Ashley getting all excited since he was so cute. At the time my friend and I liked him but he had a...
    CassDance20 CassDance20 13-15, F Nov 27

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    If I was too sit here and write every bad thing that happened....we'd be here for a while, in fact I should write a memoir. so I'm just going to tell the story of the girl that had...
    alxvii alxvii 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    Now I think this crazy girl is going to come to my job with her whole ****** family! SHE CALLED IT OFF! CANT SHE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE NOW. Now some dickhead is going to try to fight...
    Lostradamus Lostradamus 26-30, M Dec 7

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    It was a year and 2 and half months ago, when my life changed dramatically. I found someone who brought out the best of me emotionally and academically and started a relationship...
    roseperezx3 roseperezx3 18-21, F Dec 3

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    I used to be a balanced 50% sane, and 50% insane. Now after my nervous breakdown last September, that got me put into a mental institution for the 2nd time. I am now 20% sane and 7...
    psychologicallydamaged psychologicallydamaged 41-45, F Nov 24

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    Why can't e just notice I'm alive it kills me every time he looks and me and walks away why can't he love me the same way I love him ugh
    purtylilcountrythang purtylilcountrythang 13-15, F 59 mins ago

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    I guess it's the fact that he's everything I need. I don't trust easy and I know I can trust him, I have told him more then my best friends and he just listens, he doesn't judge my...
    MEGH0119 MEGH0119 13-15, F Nov 30

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    Never in a million years did I ever think I would face myself in this situation... I started dating a older guy who I fell in love with and gave him my virginity, I was absolutely...
    Nadia27 Nadia27 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    4 weeks ago on Saturday I decided to bring up to my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years the fact that he likes to drink and because he is so young I was worried it would turn into alcoholism...
    groomer1210 groomer1210 18-21, F Dec 8

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    Ah .. Love unconditionally is not very hard, but sometimes it burns a hole inside you. Some nights all I want to do is to cry. I feel my heart and soul connected to this person...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    Friday, December 5th, I found out the worst news ever. My boyfriend of 4 months passed away on Thursday after 20 days in the hospital. A year and a month after my brother passed...
    xXJustMe123 xXJustMe123 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    my boyfriend is crazy I love him No matter What if licks me when u try to kiss him he makes me laugh when we make out I think we are the crazy couples
    samantha2001 samantha2001 16-17, F Nov 29

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    It's been just over 2 months since my boyfriend of a year broke up with me, and just over a month since he started seeing someone new. He was my first boyfriend and were both at...
    aprilpanda aprilpanda 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    I met this amazing guy who I just wanted to be friends with at first. A month or two after becoming friends with this guy. He confessed he liked me. I could not return the feelings...
    Idreamtowaketofindthefate Idreamtowaketofindthefate 18-21, F Dec 11

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    I love my boyfriend to the point that the word love is no longer enough and i am trying to find a new word but you kno what i don't think there will EVER be a word good enough to...
    SophieeMarKezzie SophieeMarKezzie 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    She hates me because she thinks I'm stealing her son away from her. But the truth is he doesn't like spending time with her because all she does is abuse him and call his father...
    Lasey94 Lasey94 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    It's a last minute inspiration. Thanks to a great fanfic im reading but it kind of answered my silent scream. I'm not sure why I'm going to write it, nor why I'm almost afraid...
    Ic3Queen Ic3Queen 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Ok, just ran into my ex that couldn't commit. Haven't seen him in little over two weeks. Since the day he ended it. We've only talked twice via txt. Ok, the day he said couldn't...
    rhae963 rhae963 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    So this morning my boyfriend in 8th grade broke up with me. He felt as that we werent going to work out and said he needed a break. i am not entirely bothered by it just because i...
    MsMarvel1 MsMarvel1 13-15, F Nov 22

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    Just over a week ago, my boyfriend of a little over a year, and I broke up. It has seriously been the hardest thing I have ever been through. I have never loved someone so much in...
    Kaytisakeeper Kaytisakeeper 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    In 2010 my 23 year old brother died unexpectadly, in 2011 I got let go from my job, in 2012 after not being supportive at all my husband left me. I found out he hAd been cheating...
    RainStorm19 RainStorm19 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    Everyone who knows me, knows I'm crazy But then they think.... because I'm crazy I'm also dumb. Well guess what? Try to get to know me, Before you go and judge me :P PEACE OUT
    kaiana2000 kaiana2000 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 9

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