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I Am Going Crazy From Not Working For Three Months

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    I saw the extended version of basic training in the United States Air Force. And it began with blackmail, betrayal, and lies. I joined the United States Air Force in April of...
    Erealia Erealia 18-21, F Jan 8

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    And again the thought that I am hurting and suffering for something I have no control over, ugh. Like I wanna fix this, but its nothing I can do. I have to deal with this. I have...
    Sharudy Sharudy 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Today is one of those days when it seems the best thing to do would be to turn all the lights off, find a nice snuggly blanket and sleep off this slump. The other day when my...
    yogiboo1021 yogiboo1021 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    I am tired. I grew up in a disfunctional middle class family. My mother is manic depressive bipolar, and my dad dealt with his problems by working and drinking. I never understood...
    EnglishBrand EnglishBrand 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm finally starting to really see some results! Honestly, I was beginning to think NOTHING was going to ever happen with this booty of mine, haha. But it's starting to perk up a...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    I know with the situation I'm in I should be depressed. But I'm not. I'm laughing at my problem. People are rude but I just laugh. It's not like one of those oh that's funny laugh...
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M Jan 19

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    I have never fit into any group of people; Popular, Secular, or Obscure. I honestly believe that none can hold a friendship or love interest with me. I like to think that i'm fine...
    DisGuyOvahEere DisGuyOvahEere 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I haven't posted in a while, but I've still been working out about 4 times a week, sometimes more. Not much cardio. I'm still just focusing on toning. Today I mostly worked on arms...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F Dec 31, 2014

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    I work a set of 7 days all are 12 hours that's 84 hours , You don't have to be mad to do what i do but is does help failing that get a check up from the neck up
    1barebrit 1barebrit 41-45, M Jan 4

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    I work for a Hampton Inn hotel in North Carolina and my manager and the one who interviewed and hired me for the most part is a Black Woman born and bred in North Carolina. I am...
    2015aires 2015aires 41-45 Jan 11

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    On my last day at home in Norway my Mum and I baked a cake. It is a particular favourite with us, mixed grain with mixed fruit. We don't use sultanas or raisins, but apples, pears...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Got to get my business started, I can't work for nobody else, especially with the cost of living, nowadays you really don't have a chance and they offer you pennies. Great for...
    rochelle121282 rochelle121282 31-35, F Jan 3

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    Got to get my business started, I can't work for nobody else, especially with the cost of living, nowadays you really don't have a chance and they offer you pennies. Great for...
    rochelle121282 rochelle121282 31-35, F Jan 3

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    Got to get my business started, I can't work for nobody else, especially with the cost of living, nowadays you really don't have a chance and they offer you pennies. Great for...
    rochelle121282 rochelle121282 31-35, F Jan 3

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    Got to get my business started, I can't work for nobody else, especially with the cost of living, nowadays you really don't have a chance and they offer you pennies. Great for...
    rochelle121282 rochelle121282 31-35, F Jan 3

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    Got to get my business started, I can't work for nobody else, especially with the cost of living, nowadays you really don't have a chance and they offer you pennies. Great for...
    rochelle121282 rochelle121282 31-35, F Jan 3

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    I spend most of my days here on EP. don't get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with being on here, its just, I have a life outside of here. I need to spend more time with my family...
    HeySafaaJust HeySafaaJust 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I feel like I'm going to end up all alone. I'm going to be living by myself in an apartment with 6 dogs and only have my career. While everyone around me is going to be married...
    itslala840 itslala840 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I wish I could just disappear, get away from everyone so I can improve and fix myself.
    heaven89 heaven89 22-25, F Jan 5

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    I really need to talk to someone and just vent. I feel like my depression has completely taken over. I don't feel the same anymore. I use to be so happy, funny, loving and caring...
    ArtisticLife ArtisticLife 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    I have been depressed off and on since I was 14 and I am now 20. most of the time I have no reason to be so sad. I just get so down and get anxiety. Sadly things like this run in...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It started 5 years ago. Little by little, I started to drown. That is what depression feels like. Drowning. No matter how hard you try to keep your head above the water, you get...
    SummerOf22 SummerOf22 18-21, F Jan 8

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    It's like closing your eyes and being in a dark tunnel or pitch black roller coaster and seeing and hearing and feeling everything that's happened or gone wrong or been missing...
    losthope313 losthope313 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    So confused and hurt. When will it stop.
    achill42 achill42 18-21, F Jan 5

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    My head is pounding to the point where hear my own blood circulation. It's too silent, I can't sleep and I can't stop these insane thoughts. Ffuuu>:(
    Firecandy Firecandy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I honestly believe something wrong is happening to my mind now lol
    Majin1712 Majin1712 22-25, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm so pathetic, I **** myself off all the time...I have to imagine that I'm happy in a situation just so I can feel better..I have to imagine my life and the things I want just to...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I imagined myself dying alone with a bunch of dogs in a big glass house beside a mountain lake
    Plainkyle Plainkyle 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    My friends think that i am happy because i am always laughing. When in reality I am crying myself to sleep wondering if this pain will ever end. It used to be worse I used to cut...
    lolawolf lolawolf 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Been struggle with depression since i was 15,now i am 29.I was in and out of mental hospital 4 times.Therapists and psychiatrists didn't help. Those medications only turn me into a...
    Stephanieloveowl Stephanieloveowl 26-30, F a week ago

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    I love it when tears roll down my eyes. And I feel the wet drops of tears all over my face..
    AddictedToSelfDestruction AddictedToSelfDestruction 22-25, M a week ago

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    its been on and off since i was 12, now im 15..
    andylovesyou23 andylovesyou23 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I hate the days where it seems a monumental task just to get by with the most basic effort. I am actually jealous of people who seem to always be fine. Their life looks peachy...
    WWB82 WWB82 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sometimes it feels like the life is way too hard. I'm so tired.
    shethia shethia 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I've had a depression 5 years ago while living in an european country... Life was rough on me on that time. I rebeled when I was 19 and left my father's home to find me some peace...
    Emdy Emdy 22-25, F Jan 15

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    Important notice: Don't take anything of what you read here as medical advice. I'm not a doctor, but simply a person affected by this thing since almost when I was born, so all...
    mat4 mat4 18-21, M Jan 10

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    The program downloaded the Listing listings of the many data files Situated on public anonymous FTP (File Transfer Protocol) sites, creating a searchable database of file names...
    Logan3691wjw1 Logan3691wjw1 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    This oxidation is further accelerated by the existence of metal ions and light. It can be For that reason that Vitamin C serums are almost always packaged in amber or opaque glass...
    Anthony1604hzs1 Anthony1604hzs1 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    Saturday the fourth I ended my night crying as I told my boyfriend for the last time for three months. I knew I'd see him the next morning, but I realized the next morning would...
    babyye87 babyye87 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Rosacea can be a skin condition that causes redness with the forehead, chin, and decrease fifty percent of the nose. In combination with inflammation of your facial pores and skin...
    Alexander0493fzr1 Alexander0493fzr1 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    So... Our story is a very strange one. I was seventeen when we first met, he (D) was twenty eight and I was dating his nephew (J). J and I had been going out for six months when I...
    NotSoAngelic NotSoAngelic 18-21, F Jan 19

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    R20;A great on the web marketing marketing campaign can perform wonders for the practice, but the main target of your website need to be on conveying belief and expertise. You want...
    Ethan5814bpc4 Ethan5814bpc4 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    My family is an utter mess-- my mom (who is the hardest worker I will ever meet) is working two jobs, not including taking care of her kids. Some weeks she'll work 12-18 hours a...
    AKGhost98 AKGhost98 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    Hello everyone, I wanted to share my story. So my boyfriend and I met throught mutual friends when he was on leave on September and clicked instantly. You know when we're growing...
    neverforgetthemoonandstars neverforgetthemoonandstars 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    On those days where I'm off from work or am done working for the day, have no errands to run, or am not expecting visitors, my summer will be spent the same way it has been since...
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M 4 Responses