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I Am Going Crazy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 166 People

    I Am So Crazy And I Know It, But Why Shoud I Live?

    It all started when I was ten and I hated who I was. So I had an Imagery friend. I called her Seahasha. She was half cat and half human with long white hair, big green eyes, and white cat ears and tail. She was just like me but she was confident, smart, and outgoing. Where I was...
    Nerdrobotattacks Nerdrobotattacks 18-21 Feb 25, 2012

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    GIRLYGIRL894 GIRLYGIRL894 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I Dont Know What To Do!

    I seriously need help. My ex has done some messed up stuff over the past two days, especially last night when he had his friend prank call me 14 times between 10:30pm and 1:30am. No matter how much he ****** me, no matter how many time i cry over him, no matter how much i say im...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 11, 2012

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    Crazy For You!

    I am Crazy about him. 
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Jan 23, 2011

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    Just Tonight ...

    48 hours... How am I going to pull off everything in 48 hours?!?! Convince sis to drive to the airport get my friend and play shadow games to see each other... but if one thing goes wrong the whole things done. It means more to me than anything has in years. I'm scared to...
    LiveIt28 LiveIt28 18-21, F Dec 29, 2008

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    So I stole some vodka from my brother

    and got drunk alone today.. The worst thing is that i'm not a person who drinks.. I was spinning alone in the room, being happy for a few hours, but then my ****** up brain told me that I should text my 'boyfriend'... so I just ****** everything up even more.. Anyway.. yeah I...
    azarr azarr 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    Alexob13 Alexob13 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 5, 2013

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    I have been married to my husband

    for almost 17 years now, and we dated for almost 3 years prior. During our courtship and probably the first year or two of our marriage our sexlife was not an issue. But all of the sudden, I noticed that he doesn't seem to show interested in initiating sex on his own. If I don't...
    stillhelpless stillhelpless 51-55, F Aug 11

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    Tax Return

    WHY OH WHY OH WHY OH WHY OH WHY ?????????????????????????????????????//Why didnt I keep receipts???????????????Why are my records in no order??????????????????????Why dont I remember the stress of the year before???????????????????????//Why do i put myself through this...
    Orangetas Orangetas 51-55, F 10 Responses Jan 30, 2011

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    I am so out of it. I just got mad at my two

    year old niece because she didn't use the bathroom. And my mother made me cry because I'm useless... I swear I'm almost completely gone..
    7Bird 7Bird 16-17, F Apr 6

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    I can't take these feelings anymore.

    The constant though's that cloud my judgement. I'm so paranoid about everything and I can't help but not do anything about it. I am not in control of my mind or my body at all. I'm going crazy and I feel like I am going to be lost forever. I'm no better than someone on intense...
    Supershoes24 Supershoes24 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    I work in the middle of nowhere,

    there are quite a few cute girls here. But cant do anything about it. 1 more week in this place then I can finally get back to civilization and my gf... hopefully I will have a few new pics :D
    tim4g63fast tim4g63fast 26-30 Jul 9

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    Me and my husband have been married

    for 4 years and we have a wonderful son who is 2 years old. At first everything was wonderful but then it turned ugly...so so ugly. My mother in law is the most vindictive, lying, go behind your back person I have ever met. She never has anything nice to say about anyone. So...
    jlb9888 jlb9888 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    First it's the harassment from the wife Second:

    High blood pressure from the harassment Third: This is making me crazy.
    CoolDad59 CoolDad59 51-55, M 1 Response May 17

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    I'm ******* losing it,

    I feel so messed up right now ):
    MusicJunkie6794 MusicJunkie6794 18-21, M Sep 24

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    Has been a week since my affair partner & I

    ended. I'm falling apart and it takes me so much strength to go to work everyday as I have to face him at work. I know the solution is for me to leave but I like my current job and I can't have my career ruined by leaving for the sake of leaving while he goes on to live happily...
    Lina2702 Lina2702 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 30

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    Crazy Tests

    iam really going crazy with all these hard tests we've been doing the past weeks. they have been stressful to me i feel like am mad.
    sharandy sharandy 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 6, 2010

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    Insanity.

    I hate just downturning. It sucks. But really I feel like I'm going insane. I'm stressed because of everything that's going on with school. I need to do a presentation next week on sodium for 200 people. I'm not even sure if I'm able to do that yet. I haven't gone to therapy...
    xXPsychochic56 xXPsychochic56 18-21, F Jun 25, 2011

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    No one will love me. No one cares.

    I have nobody anymore. The voices are all I have left. All I need. Maybe I should just die. That's it I can just live with them in hell.
    RainOfColors RainOfColors 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    Workers Comp Issue

    I cannot believe the ridiculous crap that has gone on with trying to deal with an injury my husband had at work and workers comp.  They are taking forever to deal with his medical problem, resulting in problems for recovery of the use of his leg.  He fell off...
    beawarden beawarden 51-55 Jun 7, 2009

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    Trying To Figure Out Life.

    I am going insane right now. Just trying to figure out how I'm going to get a car/insurance so I can get my license. It is really stressing me out!
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F Jul 25, 2010

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    I sit here alone and separated from everything.

    I know it's weird but I no longer feel human. The friendships and relationships I have I can no longer grasp. This world I'm living in overnight changed from my home to a strange place where I no longer feel welcomed. I wanted to know who I was. I wanted to discover what was...
    Midnightchorus Midnightchorus 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    I have a really hard time understanding

    emotions. Most of my days are carried out in numbness, but recently I have found a girl that makes me feel happy. I don't understand what is normal emotion wise and what isn't for other people. I have been told my whole life that I was just being a drama-queen when I asked to...
    kmercedesc kmercedesc 18-21 Dec 7, 2013

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    I no this a good mind

    and soul gone crazy feel like am in jail ready to say fuckk you to all
    Clownfacecrack Clownfacecrack 26-30, M Oct 5

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    Brookedrumm Brookedrumm 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    I really am. I can't handle everything. By everything I mean time. I know time is running out. I'm freaking out inside. I'm counting down, for what? You might ask. Well, I'm not...
    walkinwonder walkinwonder 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    Perplexed is a better word.. A scream of frustration that no one can hear but me. I say stop.. I let go.. I move on.. I can't what's inside of me.. I let go once more
    Becomingme4 Becomingme4 46-50, F a week ago

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    I m really going crazy as i m going through mood fluctuation. I wanna do something very very crazy but i dont know what.
    Qandil Qandil 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 14

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    I like how you're late for one morning, and that morning that everything has to not work right even the alarm clock that not supposed to make you late. So then you try to gather...
    masmelo masmelo 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    I remember seeing him In school walk down the halls and me and my friend Ashley getting all excited since he was so cute. At the time my friend and I liked him but he had a...
    CassDance20 CassDance20 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    I do not have one best friend. I had have friends. Good, Better or Best.. they all I have in life. Crazy things? Indeed. Many many things. Can't say what.. it will scare many...
    Cowsir66 Cowsir66 41-45, T 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I was reminiscing about the terrible years after my partners father passed away and his mother became even more horrible and I thought I would share some of my experiences. It...
    freeatlast83 freeatlast83 31-35, F Nov 4

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    I used to be a balanced 50% sane, and 50% insane. Now after my nervous breakdown last September, that got me put into a mental institution for the 2nd time. I am now 20% sane and 7...
    psychologicallydamaged psychologicallydamaged 41-45, F 3 days ago

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    It's something i would always dream about as a child but i never thought it would ever happen but it did i fell in love with the most important guy in my life and the most amazing...
    SophieeChapman SophieeChapman 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    crazy people dont know there crazy, i know im crazy so therefore im not crazy, isnt that crazy??
    gramafey gramafey 13-15, F Nov 18

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    I'll spend one last day with my boyfriend well before going overseas with my family! Sweden, here we come! ^^
    TetraZL TetraZL 13-15, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Going to bed alone is awful. This is the thing I'm finding most difficult.
    JadeMarieWhalleySeale JadeMarieWhalleySeale 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    I would do almost anything I mean literally almost anything the guy I like told me to...if he's right next to me. That's how crazy I get when in love with someone or is infatuated...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 6

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    I might lose my house as my ex has done the dirty and is trying to take all I have,he has robbed me blind and left me in debt,I found the love of my life that made things a bit...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 4

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    I was gonna bite my tongue to avoid the backlash I may face for feeling this way, but **** it ! What's going on in ferguson is crazy , RIP to mister brown and my heart goes out...
    Fallenprinceofthedarkside Fallenprinceofthedarkside 18-21, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I got off Prozac 10mg after weaning off it over 9 months. Seems crazy right? I thought I was doing it the right way to avoid withdrawals. I took my last dose September 2, 2014. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 day ago

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    if I cant get crazy and funny with u or have deep conversations with u. (i like variety! most of all being crazy is number 1!) then forget it. Goodbye! :P lol
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    I wish that I could learn to keep my mouth shut. I have these thoughts in my head but then whenever I say them out loud they sound crazy and weird. Not saying that crazy and weird...
    linkingold linkingold 18-21, F Nov 13

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    "you're ******* crazy" I'M NOT CRAZY I JUST WANT TO BASH YOUR HEAD INTO A BRICK WALL AND KISS YOU
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 19

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    DAMN ! it was crazy and INSANE ! i can't really say what it is (i know .. so whats" the point of posting like this if i will not mention it? -NONE of ur f*cking business!) anyways...
    Trueexperiences Trueexperiences 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    me and my friend was in walmart, she was in a cart I was pushing her around in , and we were going to different aisles picking random **** off the shelves to put in the cart (we...
    zombiexphoenix zombiexphoenix 18-21, F Oct 27

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    Hello, I'm almost 14 years old and I'd like to share my experience. I always had a ruff time with my mother growing up. She was very quick to anger and really only had one way of...
    flowergirl115 flowergirl115 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 4

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    Maybe not "coming into style" per se, but I keep finding out that more and more of my friends give little to no ***** about nudity or being naked around others. It's not even a...
    WierdSteve WierdSteve 22-25, M Nov 9

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