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I Am Going Crazy

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    I work in the middle of nowhere,

    there are quite a few cute girls here. But cant do anything about it. 1 more week in this place then I can finally get back to civilization and my gf... hopefully I will have a few new pics :D
    tim4g63fast tim4g63fast 26-30 Jul 9

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    I Am So Crazy And I Know It, But Why Shoud I Live?

    It all started when I was ten and I hated who I was. So I had an Imagery friend. I called her Seahasha. She was half cat and half human with long white hair, big green eyes, and white cat ears and tail. She was just like me but she was confident, smart, and outgoing. Where I was...
    Nerdrobotattacks Nerdrobotattacks 18-21 Feb 25, 2012

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    Insanity.

    I hate just downturning. It sucks. But really I feel like I'm going insane. I'm stressed because of everything that's going on with school. I need to do a presentation next week on sodium for 200 people. I'm not even sure if I'm able to do that yet. I haven't gone to therapy...
    xXPsychochic56 xXPsychochic56 18-21, F Jun 25, 2011

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    Tax Return

    WHY OH WHY OH WHY OH WHY OH WHY ?????????????????????????????????????//Why didnt I keep receipts???????????????Why are my records in no order??????????????????????Why dont I remember the stress of the year before???????????????????????//Why do i put myself through this...
    Orangetas Orangetas 51-55, F 10 Responses Jan 30, 2011

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    Alexob13 Alexob13 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 5, 2013

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    I have a really hard time understanding

    emotions. Most of my days are carried out in numbness, but recently I have found a girl that makes me feel happy. I don't understand what is normal emotion wise and what isn't for other people. I have been told my whole life that I was just being a drama-queen when I asked to...
    kmercedesc kmercedesc 18-21 Dec 7, 2013

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    Me and my husband have been married

    for 4 years and we have a wonderful son who is 2 years old. At first everything was wonderful but then it turned ugly...so so ugly. My mother in law is the most vindictive, lying, go behind your back person I have ever met. She never has anything nice to say about anyone. So...
    jlb9888 jlb9888 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I no this a good mind

    and soul gone crazy feel like am in jail ready to say fuckk you to all
    Clownfacecrack Clownfacecrack 26-30, M Oct 5

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    I sit here alone and separated from everything.

    I know it's weird but I no longer feel human. The friendships and relationships I have I can no longer grasp. This world I'm living in overnight changed from my home to a strange place where I no longer feel welcomed. I wanted to know who I was. I wanted to discover what was...
    Midnightchorus Midnightchorus 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    Trying To Figure Out Life.

    I am going insane right now. Just trying to figure out how I'm going to get a car/insurance so I can get my license. It is really stressing me out!
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F Jul 25, 2010

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    So I stole some vodka from my brother

    and got drunk alone today.. The worst thing is that i'm not a person who drinks.. I was spinning alone in the room, being happy for a few hours, but then my ****** up brain told me that I should text my 'boyfriend'... so I just ****** everything up even more.. Anyway.. yeah I...
    azarr azarr 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    Workers Comp Issue

    I cannot believe the ridiculous crap that has gone on with trying to deal with an injury my husband had at work and workers comp.  They are taking forever to deal with his medical problem, resulting in problems for recovery of the use of his leg.  He fell off...
    beawarden beawarden 51-55 Jun 7, 2009

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    I am so out of it. I just got mad at my two

    year old niece because she didn't use the bathroom. And my mother made me cry because I'm useless... I swear I'm almost completely gone..
    7Bird 7Bird 16-17, F Apr 6

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    Crazy Tests

    iam really going crazy with all these hard tests we've been doing the past weeks. they have been stressful to me i feel like am mad.
    sharandy sharandy 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 6, 2010

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    Crazy For You!

    I am Crazy about him. 
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Jan 23, 2011

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    First it's the harassment from the wife Second:

    High blood pressure from the harassment Third: This is making me crazy.
    CoolDad59 CoolDad59 51-55, M 1 Response May 17

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    Has been a week since my affair partner & I

    ended. I'm falling apart and it takes me so much strength to go to work everyday as I have to face him at work. I know the solution is for me to leave but I like my current job and I can't have my career ruined by leaving for the sake of leaving while he goes on to live happily...
    Lina2702 Lina2702 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 30

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    I can't take these feelings anymore.

    The constant though's that cloud my judgement. I'm so paranoid about everything and I can't help but not do anything about it. I am not in control of my mind or my body at all. I'm going crazy and I feel like I am going to be lost forever. I'm no better than someone on intense...
    Supershoes24 Supershoes24 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    GIRLYGIRL894 GIRLYGIRL894 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I have been married to my husband

    for almost 17 years now, and we dated for almost 3 years prior. During our courtship and probably the first year or two of our marriage our sexlife was not an issue. But all of the sudden, I noticed that he doesn't seem to show interested in initiating sex on his own. If I don't...
    stillhelpless stillhelpless 51-55, F Aug 11

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    Just Tonight ...

    48 hours... How am I going to pull off everything in 48 hours?!?! Convince sis to drive to the airport get my friend and play shadow games to see each other... but if one thing goes wrong the whole things done. It means more to me than anything has in years. I'm scared to...
    LiveIt28 LiveIt28 18-21, F Dec 29, 2008

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    No one will love me. No one cares.

    I have nobody anymore. The voices are all I have left. All I need. Maybe I should just die. That's it I can just live with them in hell.
    RainOfColors RainOfColors 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I'm ******* losing it,

    I feel so messed up right now ):
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M Sep 24

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    I Dont Know What To Do!

    I seriously need help. My ex has done some messed up stuff over the past two days, especially last night when he had his friend prank call me 14 times between 10:30pm and 1:30am. No matter how much he ****** me, no matter how many time i cry over him, no matter how much i say im...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 11, 2012

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    MrsKAura MrsKAura 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    Lol I was climbing up a ladder to climb a tree so when I grab 2 branches the slide fell to the ground so I was hanging on the tree of course I freaked out but them I jump down XD...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I think I'm becoming mental...I'm getting more afraid of the dark I feel alone I'm scared to be left alone I think I'm gonna shut down my profile in here
    jeniffer200 jeniffer200 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    People keep talking behind my back when they think i dont notice. Why.
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Sep 28

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    I need answers! I have no idea what I'm dealing with. I feel like I'm being haunted, controlled or even possessed! I can't stand it no longer! This one thing has made me attempt...
    Experiencevisionary Experiencevisionary 13-15, M Sep 29

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    I started loving things i used to hate... things i didnt believe in...... i just dont know
    jayanlolly jayanlolly 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    Do you ever get fixated in one word and say it over and over in your head?? Is this true madness? At the moment my head keeps repeating "ergonomics". I have no idea if this is the...
    Blondie1978 Blondie1978 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 1

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    There's madness in the sky that forces a scream An attempt to fill up the empty spaces in the air Desire falls apart with the world as hope floats beyond reach Heavy things fall...
    HayBail HayBail 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    Met some amazing people recently who make me very happy. The problem with that, is I'm never (I mean NEVER) this happy, and can't possibly be this happy without a few months worth...
    ArrowPewPew ArrowPewPew 18-21 4 Responses Oct 12

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    Time for some Sublime, y'all. Slow ride.
    findmeholdmeloveme findmeholdmeloveme 18-21 2 Responses Oct 14

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    Ok for the past week ive been studying and now ive reached my limit.. Im cramming!!!!!! Next week r examsssss! Lots of them! I cant process anything anymore.. Its like when i...
    Chiscuit Chiscuit 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I think my mom is going crazy she never stops suspecting me and my twin sister for things my older sister did she watches us like a hawk she even counts my period dates she asked...
    nadirah96 nadirah96 16-17, F Oct 8

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    Experiencevisionary Experiencevisionary 13-15, M Sep 29

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    I want to paint a picture with words because I don't have the time or energy to paint/draw a real picture at the moment. Title: My summation Me standing strong and straight...
    colorstone colorstone 31-35, M Sep 27

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    I am from Virginia, the south!, and one thing i hate is when people assume that everyone from the south is dumb and stupid. I am a very accomplished person and i take much offense...
    JennyR97 JennyR97 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    I'd lived in 4 different places in the past 2 months. I struggle with persistent mental illness (C-PTSD, Bipolar II, OCD, ADHD, and generalized anxiety). I can't get along with...
    GiftedChoctaw GiftedChoctaw 18-21, F Oct 1

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    I do my best to be logical and stop pretending that we'll be together ever, but I can't stop thinking about the what ifs and maybe just maaaaaaaaaybe in some alternate universe we...
    alexisaldrich alexisaldrich 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I really don't understand what's wrong with me. Imma lazy perfectionist who doesn’t give a **** about anything but at the same time cares too much about everything .. If that...
    lostwithin25 lostwithin25 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I know I'm crazy! I get told I'm weird and crazy everyday by my friends and they love me for it as well as me being such a good friend ^_^
    nomorelies13 nomorelies13 13-15, F Oct 11

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    I'm attracted to crazy. The intensity is amazing, but the end is always such an f'ing catastrophe. Not that I'm judging. I'm just as crazy.
    rsgalindo01 rsgalindo01 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So, let me get this straight some younger male wakes up just one early morning feeling like he should have been born a lady and goes to a physician to acquire his penis Slash off...
    Keniaga838 Keniaga838 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    Seeing things under a different perspective and different angles creates a line of believings people may find odd or weird.Really unexepcted,I always surprise others.I dont like...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F Sep 27

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    Keeps me alive so going out in a while coz I am feeling somewhat down.Need to laugh and connect with others.
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F Sep 27

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    I had a dream I was at work (PetSmart) and the floor was water and I was swimming through the aisles with the characters from king of the hill. We were trying to avoid contact from...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Sep 29

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    I just graduated in August and have yet to find a job. I need a license to get a job in my field which requires money to pay for a test and a bunch of background checks which is up...
    alishawill alishawill 22-25, F Sep 29

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    Alright kids gather round. I wanna share this story just because it was on my mind. So here goes! Alright so I used to work at a gas station and of course I ran to into some...
    pinkypie5 pinkypie5 22-25, F Sep 30