I Am Going Crazy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 233 People

    And again the thought

    that I am hurting and suffering for something I have no control over, ugh. Like I wanna fix this, but its nothing I can do. I have to deal with this. I have herpes.... This isn't something I can just put in a box and push to the back of mah mind. This is here. And all because of...
    Sharudy Sharudy
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 15, 2015
    Alexob13 Alexob13
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 5, 2013

    I have been married to my husband

    for almost 17 years now, and we dated for almost 3 years prior. During our courtship and probably the first year or two of our marriage our sexlife was not an issue. But all of the sudden, I noticed that he doesn't seem to show interested in initiating sex on his own. If I don't...
    stillhelpless stillhelpless
    51-55, F
    Aug 11, 2014

    Just screaming for no reason being myself it's

    pretty fun y'all should try it
    baylieloveshotguys baylieloveshotguys
    13-15, F
    Aug 31, 2015

    I can't take it. It has been to long

    since I have had someone to be with. Is there any way to take the edge off and what is the longest you have gone without being with Someone?
    lost12unit lost12unit
    13-15, M
    1 Response Jan 8

    I was driving to work

    and im pretty sure i just saw a ufo! Am i going crazy....
    badmel badmel
    31-35, F
    Oct 6, 2015

    I am going crazy for real.

    It's missing him. It's missing my friends. It's being afraid. It's the hot hot summer.
    Aya4lyfe Aya4lyfe
    22-25, F
    Jul 19, 2015

    I Dont Know What To Do!

    I seriously need help. My ex has done some messed up stuff over the past two days, especially last night when he had his friend prank call me 14 times between 10:30pm and 1:30am. No matter how much he ****** me, no matter how many time i cry over him, no matter how much i say im...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 11, 2012

    Workers Comp Issue

    I cannot believe the ridiculous crap that has gone on with trying to deal with an injury my husband had at work and workers comp.  They are taking forever to deal with his medical problem, resulting in problems for recovery of the use of his leg.  He fell off...
    beawarden beawarden
    51-55
    Jun 7, 2009

    I sit here alone and separated from everything.

    I know it's weird but I no longer feel human. The friendships and relationships I have I can no longer grasp. This world I'm living in overnight changed from my home to a strange place where I no longer feel welcomed. I wanted to know who I was. I wanted to discover what was...
    Midnightchorus Midnightchorus
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 6, 2014

    I work in the middle of nowhere,

    there are quite a few cute girls here. But cant do anything about it. 1 more week in this place then I can finally get back to civilization and my gf... hopefully I will have a few new pics :D
    tim4g63fast tim4g63fast
    26-30
    Jul 9, 2014

    I'm ******* losing it,

    I feel so messed up right now ):
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    Sep 24, 2014

    I Am So Crazy And I Know It, But Why Shoud I Live?

    It all started when I was ten and I hated who I was. So I had an Imagery friend. I called her Seahasha. She was half cat and half human with long white hair, big green eyes, and white cat ears and tail. She was just like me but she was confident, smart, and outgoing. Where I was...
    Nerdrobotattacks Nerdrobotattacks
    18-21
    Feb 25, 2012

    I'm happy, but I'm sad,

    but I'm angry.... Oh god some one help me!!!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 14
    sambular1313 sambular1313
    31-35, F
    Feb 2

    Has been a week since my affair partner & I

    ended. I'm falling apart and it takes me so much strength to go to work everyday as I have to face him at work. I know the solution is for me to leave but I like my current job and I can't have my career ruined by leaving for the sake of leaving while he goes on to live happily...
    Lina2702 Lina2702
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 30, 2014

    I no this a good mind

    and soul gone crazy feel like am in jail ready to say fuckk you to all
    Clownfacecrack Clownfacecrack
    26-30, M
    Oct 5, 2014

    Insanity.

    I hate just downturning. It sucks. But really I feel like I'm going insane. I'm stressed because of everything that's going on with school. I need to do a presentation next week on sodium for 200 people. I'm not even sure if I'm able to do that yet. I haven't gone to therapy...
    xXPsychochic56 xXPsychochic56
    18-21, F
    Jun 25, 2011

    Nothing worse than this can happen to me.

    My parents work abroad and they are leaving with in 4 days time,it was hard for me get over that reality as they were with me for the last 3 months on a long vacation.But i thought i ll manage as i have my bf here.But looks like my destiny is to be alone he has to leave the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 26, 2015

    Crazy Tests

    iam really going crazy with all these hard tests we've been doing the past weeks. they have been stressful to me i feel like am mad.
    sharandy sharandy
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 6, 2010

    Just Tonight ...

    48 hours... How am I going to pull off everything in 48 hours?!?! Convince sis to drive to the airport get my friend and play shadow games to see each other... but if one thing goes wrong the whole things done. It means more to me than anything has in years. I'm scared to...
    LiveIt28 LiveIt28
    18-21, F
    Dec 29, 2008

    Am starting to remember well sort of its always

    different. I have weird dreams (its always some kind of sexual abuse involved) but I vaguely remember the dream trough out the day Its all so stupid!
    00Broken00 00Broken00
    18-21, F
    May 6, 2015

    Crazy For You!

    I am Crazy about him. 
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Jan 23, 2011

    I have a really hard time understanding

    emotions. Most of my days are carried out in numbness, but recently I have found a girl that makes me feel happy. I don't understand what is normal emotion wise and what isn't for other people. I have been told my whole life that I was just being a drama-queen when I asked to...
    kmercedesc kmercedesc
    18-21
    Dec 7, 2013

    I am so out of it. I just got mad at my two

    year old niece because she didn't use the bathroom. And my mother made me cry because I'm useless... I swear I'm almost completely gone..
    7Bird 7Bird
    18-21, F
    Apr 6, 2014

    Tax Return

    WHY OH WHY OH WHY OH WHY OH WHY ?????????????????????????????????????//Why didnt I keep receipts???????????????Why are my records in no order??????????????????????Why dont I remember the stress of the year before???????????????????????//Why do i put myself through this...
    Orangetas Orangetas
    51-55, F
    10 Responses Jan 30, 2011

    Me and my husband have been married

    for 4 years and we have a wonderful son who is 2 years old. At first everything was wonderful but then it turned ugly...so so ugly. My mother in law is the most vindictive, lying, go behind your back person I have ever met. She never has anything nice to say about anyone. So...
    jlb9888 jlb9888
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 4, 2014

    Trying To Figure Out Life.

    I am going insane right now. Just trying to figure out how I'm going to get a car/insurance so I can get my license. It is really stressing me out!
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
    22-25, F
    Jul 25, 2010

    First it's the harassment from the wife Second:

    High blood pressure from the harassment Third: This is making me crazy.
    CoolDad59 CoolDad59
    56-60, M
    1 Response May 17, 2014

    As I get older I feel I am going crazy more an

    more each day, but I play this role of being all together really well.
    Kailey76 Kailey76
    36-40, M
    Feb 3

    No one will love me. No one cares.

    I have nobody anymore. The voices are all I have left. All I need. Maybe I should just die. That's it I can just live with them in hell.
    RainOfColors RainOfColors
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2014

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    PacifiedBrains PacifiedBrains
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