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I Am Going Into Meltdown

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    Last Friday Night I Crashed And Burned....and Then Rose From The Ashes On Sunday

    I had a total meltdown last Friday night. I get so lonely sometimes that I feel like I am going to explode if I don't get to spend time with someone other than a co-worker or a family member. I played with fire and my bipolar disorder and took a couple Ambien with no intention of...
    greenlionburning greenlionburning 41-45 2 Responses Sep 26, 2011

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    I Certainly Did Today

    When I got that letter saying he didn't want to talk to me anymore, I just went numb. I managed to eat part of a cinnamon bun and some coffee, then went back to bed. My stomach hurt. I've been in bed all day and evening. After a while, it starts to mess with my head, then I get...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 14, 2010

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    Sooo I have two days left and then Im on the plane - spending a week in the city working at my new job, trying to orientate the staff before I head home again to tie off the loose ends for a couple of weeks before back down to start officially. I had organised to stay with a...
    jellibeanz jellibeanz 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2011

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    Sooner Or Later

    I feel incredibly unstable lately. I'm wondering how long it will actually be before it overwhelms me. Could be tomorrow, could be 5 years from now for all I know. I've also become surprisingly resiliant to my everyday stressors, but even that has its limits... Normally I'd...
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 5 Responses May 14, 2010

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    Where Did Everybody Go????

    I am losing my mind, I really believe I am. Everything has gone wrong, I can't find anybody. I',m a  babyboomer who realizes she's wasted her life, andeven tho I'm marrired, with one just grown son, I am all alone. All they do is control me. I don't understand how the whole...
    BCBoomer58 BCBoomer58 56-60, F 8 Responses Feb 17, 2012

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