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I Am Going Into Meltdown

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 37 People

    Sooner Or Later

    I feel incredibly unstable lately. I'm wondering how long it will actually be before it overwhelms me. Could be tomorrow, could be 5 years from now for all I know. I've also become surprisingly resiliant to my everyday stressors, but even that has its limits... Normally I'd...
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 5 Responses May 14, 2010

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    Where Did Everybody Go????

    I am losing my mind, I really believe I am. Everything has gone wrong, I can't find anybody. I',m a  babyboomer who realizes she's wasted her life, andeven tho I'm marrired, with one just grown son, I am all alone. All they do is control me. I don't understand how the whole...
    BCBoomer58 BCBoomer58 56-60, F 8 Responses Feb 17, 2012

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    I Certainly Did Today

    When I got that letter saying he didn't want to talk to me anymore, I just went numb. I managed to eat part of a cinnamon bun and some coffee, then went back to bed. My stomach hurt. I've been in bed all day and evening. After a while, it starts to mess with my head, then I get...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 14, 2010

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    Sooo I have two days left and then Im on the plane - spending a week in the city working at my new job, trying to orientate the staff before I head home again to tie off the loose ends for a couple of weeks before back down to start officially. I had organised to stay with a...
    jellibeanz jellibeanz 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2011

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    Last Friday Night I Crashed And Burned....and Then Rose From The Ashes On Sunday

    I had a total meltdown last Friday night. I get so lonely sometimes that I feel like I am going to explode if I don't get to spend time with someone other than a co-worker or a family member. I played with fire and my bipolar disorder and took a couple Ambien with no intention of...
    greenlionburning greenlionburning 41-45 2 Responses Sep 26, 2011

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    I always feel autistic

    for going into a meltdown :( I scream, yell, kick, hit myself... I wish I could be a normal 18 year old. Why can't meltdowns be controllable 😒
    PsychotixLeon PsychotixLeon 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 24, 2015

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    I dated someone for around 1.5 years and have very recently split with them. We were fighting a lot, just petty arguments about life ambitions, similar activities, everyday things...
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    I'm drained of all of life. No matter how much I move forward I have too many enemies who want to see me fall and who will do whatever they can to make sure it happens. They have...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Barbee95 Barbee95 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    GayUkes GayUkes 13-15, T Jan 31

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    Viciouspistols Viciouspistols 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I really need help. My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 5 years, talking about marriage and whatnot, and due to family reasons we broke up for about a month. But we...
    DaisyDuke101 DaisyDuke101 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    Gentle153 Gentle153 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    Sicgoat173 Sicgoat173 16-17, F Jan 30

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    JoannaBe JoannaBe 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    My mother, who I haven't seen for four years as a result, has a friend who she introduced to my brother and I as our new Dad, even though she hadn't divorced our real Dad. She left...
    Ducostrinity Ducostrinity 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    I know what God is... I just can't. Explain it. With words. It's simply impossible - though that's the whole idea in the first place. If I had it within me to convince others that...
    FocusReborn FocusReborn 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 26

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    My now ex-friend Rachel has gone too far. She started talking about people behind their backs and trying to take away their friends and is feeding people misinformation so that...
    HypoallergenicUnicorn HypoallergenicUnicorn 13-15, F Jan 25

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    So I still don't know for sure whether I am expected to go into the office tomorrow or not, we will see. A coworker of mine reports that her street is not plowed yet at all, so she...
    JoannaBe JoannaBe 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    My boyfriend & I recently broke up after dating for three months (yes, I'm aware that isn't a very long period of time) but our relationship was primarily based off of emotional...
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    I had been out many times in partial dress but never in the whole nine yards. I had decided that over the labor day weekend i was going to take my time dressing and was going to...
    joanne969 joanne969 61-65, T Jan 21

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    "Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort. Suffocation, no breathing, don't give a **** if I cut my arm bleeding"
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    ScarletSpectre7 ScarletSpectre7 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 20

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    katsuobushi katsuobushi 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    Justanothergirl555 Justanothergirl555 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 20

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