I love the pleasure that is found in pain. The thrill of the fear of being pushed to far this time. The pain and the uncertainty together make the pleasure almost indescribable.
Look. I think at this point I would like to give you an idea of my thought processes when it comes to constructing some of these posts. At this point its only fair.
Do you actually understand what I have done to you? No of course not. You are delusional, cowardly and stupid. So let me explain. I have put you into a position that you are in no...
And at 48
Here goes my attempt.
I feel as if I am going through the motions...my voice is so monotone and my brain is foggy. This is why I need to break away from everything that stresses me out.