I Am Going Through A Hard Time

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 713 People

    My husband has an anger problem.

    I'm really passive and soft. But little things will turn him into this mean raging man. The rest of the time he's super affectionate. Often inappropriately so in public. If I don't feel super kissy because I'm tired or stressed from school or busy working on something, he can...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 2, 2015

    All I Have Ever Learned Was In Preparation For This

    Right now I am suffering with the pain from fibromyalgia and Lupus, and I am the primary caregiver for my significant other who has terminal cancer and who needs me s desparetly. I do the best I can but I feel so bad when I can not    stay a wake to keep him...
    tiredandblue tiredandblue
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 22, 2009

    I dont like to make any friends.

    .because my best friends Died.. They were so close to my Heart x.x
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 3, 2015

    It's health related and has me knocked

    for a loop and I admit I'm pissed at the universe.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 1, 2015

    Today is the last day of my wife

    and I together. Yesterday I went to Costco to stock up on school lunches for the kids as they are going to be staying with me primarily......I'm so scared. On top of that, I'm having to deal with an extremely wet harvest too.... My head is about to explode
    canadianfarmer canadianfarmer
    36-40, M
    1 Response Oct 6, 2015

    There are countless things

    that I miss that I either had at one point or haven't had at all. Biggest things right now is being close with my mom, having a best friend, & male/female non-sexual connection. Yes I miss making love. But being mentally close is what I miss most. :-(
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 23

    My friend Sean died on the 18th,

    his cause of death is unknown. His family is still waiting on the autopsy results. My heart goes out to his wife and two children. This saddens me he was my age! I pray it wasn't over his addictions. My uncle is dying from liver failure, they won't even tell him how long he...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 23, 2015

    Depression Creeping Back In

    I worked so hard to get over the crippling depression that plagued me for so long... and now it's coming back into my life.  I can feel it taking over.  I'm spending more time in bed... not leaving the house.  I need so desperately to make sure I stop being so hard...
    opsdiva opsdiva
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 22, 2009

    i really am.. but no one sees it

    because i've been really happy lately (thankyou megan aka my princess😊😘) yeah she helps a lot. i dont open up cuz i'm really bad at explaining things and i dont want to sound annoying. but she helps a lott. smiling is really hard now a days but talking to her psh i forget...
    xxxalyssabrownxxx xxxalyssabrownxxx
    16-17, F
    Jul 25, 2014

    It's health related and has me knocked

    for a loop and I admit I'm pissed at the universe.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 4, 2014

    Hey! I'm new here at EP

    and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life by an overdoze on morphine (dolcontine). He has been doing drugs for the last two years, but every day for the past 8th or...
    lilcarey lilcarey
    22-25, F
    Mar 27, 2014

    Anybody here who has gone through a hard time

    and want to share their experiences with it?
    allthewaysaround allthewaysaround
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Sep 1, 2014

    2014 I hate you worst year of my life!

    ! Everything has gone to **** 😔😐 anybody feeling the same way?? Comment if you do.
    Alex1272 Alex1272
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 18, 2014

    These past weeks was really hard cause my

    professors are giving us too much work load. My 1st semester is ending soon so they are to push us to submit all the requirements needed as well as studying for the final exams. Last week, i did my final exam on one of major course. I did something stupid cause i didnt read the...
    Doveangel Doveangel
    26-30, F
    Dec 7, 2013

    i think i'm wayyyy past my time.

    i was supposed to be here in the forties and on my way out now...... my heart is too big and soft for the bs of today.
    MochaBrown76 MochaBrown76
    36-40, F
    Jan 19, 2015

    My Impossible Mother

    I find it real difficult to get along with my Mom,she very often if not always gets Loud,curses and she will expect you to listen to her for hours in a verbal rage and in exchange you are not allowed to talk,move or blink the wrong way,I am someone who is freindly,outgoing,happy...
    alivefornothing alivefornothing
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

    I finally got to sit down with a psychologist

    to start working out where my anxiety or potential depression is stemming from. When I told him about my life, about once happened in the past year to do with my interracial adoption, he sat back with a look on his face basically saying 'well ****... you've gone through a lot...
    Tearystar1027 Tearystar1027
    18-21
    1 Response Oct 4, 2015

    Med School Tears & Fears....

    It's 4:41AM on a Saturday Morning... Just getting home from the library and I'm sitting on my bed and slightly tearing up with droplets running down my face. The fear within me and the strength to surpress it when in "doubt" is the most hardest emotion you can hardly even think...
    medschool medschool
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 16, 2013

    I am missing my friend from albany ,

    I wish he would write to me .
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 16, 2015

    For those of you going through tough times,

    just remember everything gets better at the end. Maybe this video will cheer you up.
    tubetho16 tubetho16
    22-25, M
    Nov 14, 2014

    My 'hard time' isn't one

    or two days but years. When it goes on for this long, I start to think it's unrealistic to expect anything good to happen to me, ever.
    BlueJinx BlueJinx
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 3, 2015

    My wife of 14 years has left me,

    after almost 2 years of her being out of work and watching our finances go down the tubes, the past year I was pretty hard on her, downright mean to here because she wasn't looking for a job, now I realize how much I love her and want her back and work on our marriage, but she's...
    magnumram magnumram
    41-45, M
    Mar 27, 2014

    It make take a while

    but I'm going to push through it and reach my goals. It's all I can do to bring me happiness now.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 5, 2015

    I love this site because you can tell the whole

    world what your problem is and they will understand. The thing is could the people on this site really help
    kayyeee01 kayyeee01
    16-17, F
    Dec 30, 2013

    I really am ..it is so hard

    and all i can do is to pray nobody goes through this ever...i have a health issue and undiagnosed which doesnt seem to go away and ... nobody around has the same thing..its like theres a dividing line between me and the other people and it feels really bad... I wish with all...
    allthewaysaround allthewaysaround
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Aug 22, 2014

    I Can't Communicate With Her Anymore

    My marriage of 14 years is coming to an end. The reasons for the dissolution have been explained in other stories (think I Live in a Sexless Marriage group). But here is an example of why we got to this point. The backdrop is that we are selling our house to move into separate...
    enigmatic1 enigmatic1
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Sep 26, 2010

    Straight From The Frying Pan, Into The Fire.

    This is fairly long, so I apologize. I just wanted you to have the full picture, starting with earlier life so that you can see why I think the way I do in relation to the situation as a whole. If this is in the wrong place, I apologize for that too. When I was nine or so, my...
    Miyau Miyau
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 10, 2012

    Miles Away With Nothing To Say

    It began in 2005 when my fiance at the time and I both got heavily involved in drugs. It was a volatile relationship anyways and we threw gas on the fire and took a blowtorch to it. The relationship was on the brinks and the drugs pushed it over the edge.In 2007 I began my...
    MajnTru MajnTru
    31-35, F
    Jun 23, 2012

    So I see this centred person psychologist every

    couple of weeks and basically, a centred person psychologist is when they dive right into you and not others around you. They see you as a unique individual and they don't label you as anything. So, he won't tell me that "I have depression", because I don't. Or he won't say...
    dibdabz dibdabz
    22-25, F
    Oct 4, 2015

    I'm gay, in denial, in the closet,

    depressed... I don't have the strength to take my life, so I'm just waiting to die. I hope it's soon...
    Kyros09 Kyros09
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Jul 25, 2014

    pain hurts in the end of thinking they were

    friends and when I'm in pain I feel like dying before crying but in the end their were no friends and I'm just alone with the friend inside me and my family... love to my family and lot's to my mom she's the best friend I've ever had to keep this troubled heart beating for me...
    Stephen25 Stephen25
    26-30, M
    Jan 28, 2015

    The lose of my dad passing has to be the worse

    feeling anyone has to feel taking care of my mom the pass two days is just killing me watching her go through this and not being able to take some of her pain away they would have been married 65 years Feb 4th of this year I have to be strong for her I break down in the shower...
    monica0215 monica0215
    51-55, F
    Jan 6, 2015

    Yeah, I'm and unemployed ergophobe

    who has anxiety issues and lives on the kindness of others. I haven't got much to live for, but I love life just because maybe oneday I will have something to live for. I had to give up on my dream of becoming a ballerina which I had since age 4. I was good at it too, I could...
    YesImStillHere YesImStillHere
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 3, 2015

    I'm happily married .

    I have met a friend on Ep who is now missing . I miss him. I am in albany now and I could meet up but it seems I'm going to have to settle for possibly bumping into him( what's the chances :( ) we haven't done anything wrong by anyone and I'm sorry that we don't talk anymore :(
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 16, 2015

    Ahhhhhhhh I dont know what to do.

    .. This morning I woke up. And it was very cold outside. The toothless lady drove past me. Asked me if I wanted a ride.. She asked my name again. Its Ashley. I get to school early.. Thought I could get help from Mrs VanDyne. I never had a chance to get my work from her and she...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 5, 2013

    Is anyone out there feeling the "I'm over 50

    and therefore I'm not being considered for employment opportunities because they can hire someone younger at half the cost and therefore to be employed I have to accept job which I'm over qualified for at about half the cost and thus I'm really underemployed, ????
    danr00498 danr00498
    51-55
    Oct 18, 2015

    I don't know where to begin.

    .. Today I woke up to face a day of harsh reality. My best friend is going through a hard time ever since he lost his one and only thing (his PC) that distracted him from his PTSD and depression he has been been getting quite volatile. I worry constantly about him because I...
    NiteOwlet NiteOwlet
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Sep 6, 2015

    Why every time when I talk about marriage with

    my fiancé he keeps changing the topic or ignoring me??? Men advises please !
    Asb21 Asb21
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 16, 2015

    I Want To Live...a Good Life

    I am in a relation since past 6 years.. we r of the same age. I know that he loves me madly and he means the world to me. Till the completion of grads we both were students after which i continued with my post graduation and he stopped studying and started applying for jobs. He...
    truespeak truespeak
    22-25, F
    Jun 14, 2012

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