I Am Going Through a Lot of Changes

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    I don't know what is happening right now,

    but there is definitely something going on with me. I think it's something spiritual, but I just wish I knew what it is that I'm supposed to do during this time of change. It's all very confusing, I can't really make sense of it right now and I feel extremely overwhelmed. I don...
    Beccabehappy Beccabehappy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 1, 2014

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      Your Life Path Number is 9 Your Life Path Number represents the path you should take through life and the talents and skills you have to make your journey a rewarding one. A 9 Life Path will lead you to look at all with love, compassion and tolerance. You will explore...
    burwi333 burwi333
    36-40, M
    Oct 13, 2010

    Me Venting I Guess

    So, where do I begin? I'm Zoie and I'm 14 years old, I've been through quite a lot . Just about a year ago I had to move out of the town I grew up in because my mother had a mental breakdown. And of course , it was right before my birthday . I had my dad that was on parol , and...
    zozozozozoz zozozozozoz
    70+, F
    Aug 7, 2013

    Changes

    So i haven't been on much lately and a lot has happened my dad left me & my mom and moved out said he didnt care anymore which doesnt really bother me since all they did was fight and all he did was lie and cheat on her & he thought he was a good dad but he wasnt he made me feel...
    lonelyteenager97 lonelyteenager97
    18-21, F
    Sep 6, 2013

    ..........

    I am trying to go threw a transition in my life that I have no idea how to do. I am used to working and living life on drugs. Now that I am trying to be clean I can't function like I used too. I have no motivation my thoughts r all over the place daily to the point I can't...
    xHurley xHurley
    31-35, M
    May 20, 2013

    What to Do?

    I've been separated from my husband for a while now.  I learned after we were married that he had a terrible temper.  He's a war vet, and that mixed with a few beers, is no pretty picture.  I saw a few mood swings before the "I do's", but I...
    chris45 chris45
    41-45
    2 Responses Aug 16, 2008

    Have You Ever Felt So Lonely In Your Life That You Desperately Want To Have A Good Friend To Talk To?

    I just moved from Vietnam to the US about 10 months ago. Even though my college work is keeping myself really busy, deep down there is a lonely feeling in my heart that can hardly be expressed in words. Since I got here, I've been looking for new friends. I've made quite a few...
    henry1023 henry1023
    18-21, M
    Apr 8, 2013

    Jobless.

    It isn't "official" yet. I wrote about it an another story, but this morning I was called into the VP's office and given the bad news. The outage from last month was never found and in the next week or two (depending on how long it takes for HR to send down the official paperwork...
    Intelligently Intelligently
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jun 17, 2013

    Ch-Ch-Ch-Changesss...

    I am going through just about every change possible. You name it, I'm probably going through it. This is the most turbulent year of my life. I didn't know it was possible that my life could get so ****** up all at once. Background information: A year and a half ago, my...
    flyawayhome flyawayhome
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 16, 2009

    Life Is Change.

    So much has happened in my life in the last 2 months. I still don't know what to think or how to feel. I was with my boyfriend for 2 yrs, My "GOD" how he made me feel like number one, at the same time, making me feel not good enough! So many things went wrong. I now...
    neverthesame neverthesame
    36-40
    1 Response Jun 30, 2008

    Quiet Round Here (sarcasm)

    General discontent with my sex life, selling a house, buying a house, having a third kid, quiting my crap job, and going 4 states Away for a 5 month training program for a new career. Not too much happening here. Aaaaaaahh!
    WhyNotSayIt WhyNotSayIt
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jul 28, 2012

    Miracles

    I've had nine miracles in my life that I have found and made my own, at least for a while. Of those I only have a few left. Several just wandered away and I didn't keep touch, others are extremely mad at me for my poor decisions. What I've learned is that these all were miracles...
    tinymind tinymind
    46-50, M
    Aug 1, 2013

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