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I Am Going Through An Existential Metamorphosis

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    Relative

    Time is so relative that fled during our moments of happiness, but weighs us in our misfortune.
    juliegirlie juliegirlie 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 8, 2012

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    Stalker: Are you awake?

    You were talking recently about the meaning... of our... life... unselfishness of art... Let's take music... It's really least of all connected; to say the truth, if it is connected at all, then in an idealess way, mechanically, with an empty sound... Without... without...
    RasinBoy RasinBoy 26-30, M Aug 27, 2014

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    Been best friends 20 years, together 16, married 11. We have a 5 and 8 year old. On NYE we talked through divorce arrangements. I initiated but am devastated and don't want this...
    differentdrummer78 differentdrummer78 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I am 27 years old and think that what I'm going through is a midlife crisis, although I believed that that usually happens later on In life... I wake up depressed and feeling...
    ingridmir44 ingridmir44 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Dear every human on the planet, Just because I have dark hair, tattoos, and listen to metal, it does not give you the right to assume I'm just going through one of those "phases...
    ashlaace ashlaace 18-21, F a week ago

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    I am going through a break-up and although it hurts, it is for the best. When he had me, he didn't appreciate me for the woman that I am. He took me for granted, thinking that I...
    candyblu candyblu 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    Indeed. I am being captured by a moment that can not return. I have been wondering around the empty streets , like some short of ghost that can't let go of past. My life is a joke...
    sparkydream sparkydream 18-21, F Jan 1

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    I was the first one who filed the divorce after too many years together. I am surprised at his audacity to want to fix things now. In fact, he wants to drag the divorce out....in...
    heartache123 heartache123 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    I just went through a surgery and I was a bit expectant of my boyfriend to support me emotionally and to be present. I guess I was asking too much. He went out partying and when I...
    dreamsofdoom dreamsofdoom 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    Hi guys. I would like to tell u my side of how our marriage ended. I am 32 hubs 42 we have been together 11 years, married 7. Hubs has a son from a previous and we have two...
    disclosure31 disclosure31 31-35, F Jan 7

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    Few weeks after we met he told me that he is suffering from ALS for the past year. He said I could leave if I wanted to. I decided to say because of the strong connection that we...
    fxnelson fxnelson 31-35, F Dec 29, 2014

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    I used to think I couldn’t go a day without your smile. Without telling you things and hearing your voice back. Then, that day arrived and it was so damn hard but the next was...
    WeLiveAndDieInTheseTowns WeLiveAndDieInTheseTowns 31-35, M Dec 30, 2014

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    I have been away from my desk for a loong time. At least it seemed so.Anyway I have been real busy and Happy New Years to all.I know this will be a good year.My life will never be...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F Jan 3

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    Update to my divorce Well I have moved out. As the process continues. We have put our house on the market. We have been meeting to sign papers regarding the sale of our house. I...
    thelefthandedboy thelefthandedboy 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 10

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    We BROKE UP because of religion, we still deeply love each other and believe me at that time we did a lot. Because of her religion we had to break up and we had many talks about...
    ShaneTom1 ShaneTom1 16-17, M 4 Responses Jan 4

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    The lose of my dad passing has to be the worse feeling anyone has to feel taking care of my mom the pass two days is just killing me watching her go through this and not being able...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    I'm happily married . I have met a friend on Ep who is now missing . I miss him. I am in albany now and I could meet up but it seems I'm going to have to settle for possibly...
    heavenlyflower123 heavenlyflower123 36-40, F Jan 16

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    well tomorrow I'm going to another rehab facility this time with an open mind hope the **** helps me
    jitterbug9 jitterbug9 18-21, M Jan 20

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    Something just came to me, that I felt I had to write down. Love is love, no matter what. I finally understand love without degree, or ownership. Beauty is beauty, but no two...
    RoyalCrystalPalace RoyalCrystalPalace 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    My husband left me and our two daughters on 4th December to live with a woman he has only just met - feel so alone and rejected - we didn't row he just came up to bed at midnight...
    justlost46 justlost46 46-50, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    It's health related and has me knocked for a loop and I admit I'm pissed at the universe.
    WillieGee1996 WillieGee1996 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    feeling lonely................
    aditya3751 aditya3751 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    I don't know how to move on. Everyone keeps telling me to. Its hard when everything I do and see reminds me of him. I can't find any other man attractive. I've been trying to talk...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 5

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    It feels weird not having someone to talk to. You kinda just feel lonely. Used to having someone you can call and now, you realize she was the only one you talked to because her...
    cnguyen138 cnguyen138 18-21, M Jan 6

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    Last night I dreamt about my ex boyfriend. We broke up two weeks ago, and he was my first love. he had his arm around me and we were walking and laughing. We touched heads but didn...
    Katiebug7 Katiebug7 13-15, F Jan 6

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    Monday was my first day back to school after winter break, and it went pretty well for the first day at school after my breakup. Yesterday was a snow day. Today was not so good. I...
    Katiebug7 Katiebug7 13-15, F Jan 7

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    I am again on EP . I always use to come when i am depressed. Now i think its a part of my life. Right now i am in my office.Trying to hide my tears. I met him in 2012 . We use to...
    kathhyv kathhyv 26-30, F 6 Responses Jan 8

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    Last night I dreamt about him again. We both performed at a concert last night, so in my dream he texted me later saying, "hey babe, nice job! I like the boots and legs, keep it up...
    Katiebug7 Katiebug7 13-15, F Jan 8

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    So I just kinda need to vent about this. I was dating this girl for a while, and I fell in love with her. After about 5 months she announced on facebook that she was in a...
    cws122 cws122 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    It's not necessarily sleepless nights more like late night sleeping and I'm talking 5/6am with college the next day, any tips on how I can get to sleep earlier? No stupid answers...
    immyn123 immyn123 18-21, M Jan 11

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    I broke up with him because I felt he didn't love me as much as I love him.... I'm a little proud of myself yet I'm heartbroken. want a cigarette but I know I shouldn't... the...
    Vnaturaldisaster Vnaturaldisaster 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    You know when you get those gut feelings that the man in your life is cheating? Then all those hints that make you go hmmm? Then those habits and abusive sessions. Cause he has...
    trinny61 trinny61 51-55, F Jan 14

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    I am missing my friend from albany , I wish he would write to me .
    heavenlyflower123 heavenlyflower123 36-40, F Jan 16

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    I wake up every night around 5:30am. The shock of suddenly falling back into consciousness is getting worse the more it happens. I feel like I'm being ripped back into my body.
    Iahmose Iahmose 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    It's gonna start soon. I quit 11and a half hours ago. Wish me well. Pray if you can.
    VeniceTheMenice VeniceTheMenice 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    Why every time when I talk about marriage with my fiancé he keeps changing the topic or ignoring me??? Men advises please !
    Asb21 Asb21 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 16

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    There has been an absence of coffee and coffee making at my house and the lack of caffeine has been giving me these killer migraines. I need to start growing me some of those...
    bombchu bombchu 22-25, F Jan 17

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    I still miss my ex . It was a long distance relationship. He cheated, lied, and broke up with me after I called the other woman. He says he loves me but I'm too dangerous and will...
    kamilleredd kamilleredd 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    i think i'm wayyyy past my time. i was supposed to be here in the forties and on my way out now...... my heart is too big and soft for the bs of today.
    MochaBrown76 MochaBrown76 36-40, F Jan 19

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    Not just "right now." I can't remember a time when I DIDN'T feel lonely. But sadly, I might be getting used to the feeling. I don't know whether loneliness is friend or foe. I...
    notthis78 notthis78 36-40, F Jan 19

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    My ex boyfriend has my teacher's music, and he "lost" it. In my brass quintet, our tuba player was out sick for our performance, so my boyfriend played the tuba part. The piece was...
    Katiebug7 Katiebug7 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    I finally realized, my ex aint **** ! He lied, cheated, then had the audacity to break up with me. WTF?! He's a 44 year old man who can't take responsibility for his actions. He's...
    kamilleredd kamilleredd 22-25, F Jan 20

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    My (now ex) boyfriend got me to fall for him the first time in the beginning of freshman year, but then he left for someone else. Since there wasn't much we had before he left, I...
    Katiebug7 Katiebug7 13-15, F Jan 20

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    While in Meditation, I received the image of a deep Lapis Lazuli colored Ganeshani (female Ganesha) standing on the top of a fully bloomed mushroom (rather than a lotus). Fully...
    MycelialAjna MycelialAjna 22-25, M a week ago

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    Today, I was rehearsing a sextet. One of our trumpet players is also in my ex's quintet. One horn player left to rehearse another ensemble, and my ex walked in and asked for the...
    Katiebug7 Katiebug7 13-15, F 6 days ago

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