Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Am Going Through An Existential Metamorphosis

Constantly Changing 34 People

    Relative

    Time is so relative that fled during our moments of happiness, but weighs us in our misfortune.
    juliegirlie juliegirlie 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 8, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Stalker: Are you awake?

    You were talking recently about the meaning... of our... life... unselfishness of art... Let's take music... It's really least of all connected; to say the truth, if it is connected at all, then in an idealess way, mechanically, with an empty sound... Without... without...
    RasinBoy RasinBoy 26-30, M Aug 27, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I just finished a game. I spent 20 hours of my life on it and it's over. I'm going through withdrawal, and I don't know what to do. :/
    PhantomPower PhantomPower 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm also going through a separation, I didn't appreciate my husband when I had him, I allowed my insecurities to over power my emotions. It been 2 months and he hasn't called me...
    Skinnyguru45 Skinnyguru45 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I keep thinking that this is going to get easier to accept. I wish I could have gotten through to her how loved and appreciated she is. I don't want to leave, I want her by my side...
    lifefromlemons lifefromlemons 41-45, M 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Today is going to be the day I will hopefully look back upon with positive and loving thoughts. I had a very powerful experience this morning (about 30 minutes ago), where I woke...
    life4love life4love 18-21 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When you think you know someone but you don't know the person at all. I think every girl can relate to the fact that your first break up hurts the most, it feels like someone...
    Lynn237 Lynn237 18-21, F Mar 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My name is Scott. Over the last 8 years I've been with an emotionally abusive partner. When we met, he asked me to quit my job and move with him for his job. I foolishly agreed...
    KidQ2 KidQ2 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just don't understand where things went wrong, I'm searching for closure and facing the fact that I'm probably never going to find it.
    Clayboy1993 Clayboy1993 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    He doesn't want to be with me and our kids. He doesn't call to talk to them or ask to see them, he obviously wants nothing to do with the kids. I've had to do all the legwork to...
    Guavajelly Guavajelly 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My husband left me in 2013. He was suffering depression and PTSD. He came back after 6 months and I supported him through his illness. In early 2014 he was on the road to recovery...
    Rachbclough Rachbclough 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Well I've nearly completed day 6 of ending my relationship an I see everyday as a goal may sound stupid but I love this guy just know he's no good for me any advice on getting...
    crazycakes1 crazycakes1 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My dad has cancer. And he has been fighting this aggressive invader for more than a year. Just this week, two of my friends' dads passed away. One from cardiac arrest, and the...
    VoiceInYourHead VoiceInYourHead 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So I have been taking to this guy for a little over a year now and in the beginning everything seemed to be going great. you know how everyone starts out talking every day and all...
    erinnicole03 erinnicole03 22-25, F 8 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I been through to many storms In life to not be made to weather greatness!!
    Hypnobud Hypnobud 26-30, M 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am empty inside. This is the worst experience in my life. I'm not allowed to speak to her. I will see her in court on Tuesday. I can't function
    whenwillthisgetbetter whenwillthisgetbetter 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    well, I'm new to this site......I don't know how it exactly works but anyway, I'm sharing my experience here. I'm a 20 year old male from India doing my engineering. I started to...
    alpha8994 alpha8994 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hello, me and my wife are about to get divorced and i am quite depressed at whats happening in my life. I really love her and we have 2 kids. I just dont know who to talk to so...
    verastra verastra 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    FormulaZen4EverythingProject - An Intelligent, Logical Zen came over me 3rd week of Jan 2015 which began with tiny steps on Feb 4, 2015; Working on 90-Day Program; Built a little...
    thismo thismo 46-50, M Mar 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Random stories about bein deployed. My platoon was doing a presence patrol on the outer perimeter of the FOB. We were greeted by little haji kids everywhere. They were some funny...
    famousstraps92 famousstraps92 22-25, M Mar 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    That's how I prevent myself from judging people too harshly, even if they say horrible things. I do not know their life, I don't know how they were raised or what they might be...
    thehanimal thehanimal 18-21, T 2 Responses Mar 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Last Saturday, 3/14/15, my husband if 8 years and I decided we need to move on. We both tried and tried and we are both good people. However, we can not get along. Just another...
    purpletearsfall purpletearsfall 36-40, F Mar 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I broke up with my boyfriend two days ago. In the night following we kissed and had sex the whole night. Why do I feel like leaving him is an error, that I am distancing myself...
    Banskirt Banskirt 18-21, F 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My wife informed me 5 months ago that she wanted a separation. We are still living in the same house. I do not want to separate and would like us to repair our marriage. We're...
    lifefromlemons lifefromlemons 41-45, M 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I can only stay strong for so long until it's finally time to let go and close doors.
    Kkgunny Kkgunny 16-17, F 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i loved my gf even thought she treat me like i am a stranger..hmm..
    syukyoo syukyoo 18-21, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't understand why u have grown so cold and indifferent towards me. I don't deserve it and it hurts. I want to be there for u but I don't know how anymore. I guess I ain't good...
    BeyondGreenEyes BeyondGreenEyes 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This will be my fourth entry. I haven't posted in a long time. I am coming up to the two year mark of my separation from my wife. I wish I could say things have gotten better...
    IntrinsicSpoon IntrinsicSpoon 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel like the foundation of my world has suddenly fallen out right from underneath my unsuspecting feet. I saw a fairly depressing movie a few months ago and ever since I haven't...
    waxpoeticwaxpathetic waxpoeticwaxpathetic 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've been through hell and back over the past few years in my life.Everyone has a story honestly I'm not going to go deep into my harsh reality. Life is like a roller coaster with...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's my life not yours... Get that straight.... Your hands might have been pulling my strings... To confused to escape him... To broken to think straight.... I look back and pain...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Going through a break up after being together for 9 years. I'm devastated but need to find the strength to move forward. He's like an addiction to me. He won't leave me alone. How...
    Shill718 Shill718 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I like going through the house barefoot even though I have cold feet
    shannonsjourney shannonsjourney 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Food Food on my plate Why must i now contemplate Throwing you so far away i do not see you everyday But then i'd have an episode Like doctors i have seen have told Me when my sugar...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Last year, I wrote this letter to a friend who was having a hard time moving on from a girl he really liked. This letter, sadly, was not delivered to him. I decided to post it on...
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes 16-17 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    so after going through a lottery process, I won the Eagles tickets...It doesnt feel like I won them, because I still have To pay For them...but I will enjoy it
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I believe that an existentialist doesn't lose himself in the absurdity or lack of meaning in life, he chooses to act with existential integrity instead. "One stands, “naked and...
    padraig17325 padraig17325 51-55, M Mar 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am wondering if there is a pattern in those who have Existential Depression. I personally am an INTJ. Please respond with your personality type. If you don't know then take...
    okjessie okjessie 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's not that big of a coincidence, but when I was 16 or 17 I was scouting through a couple cemeteries in the town of Andover. One of those cemeteries holds the remains of the...
    TheEnduringSunrise TheEnduringSunrise 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Music always helped me get through all the tough times in life.
    Nyusha Nyusha 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    To start this experience off, yes I did take sleeping pills because I hadn’t slept in 3 days straight and I was to the point of exhaustion and my stress levels from my occupation...
    paganknight72 paganknight72 41-45, M Mar 19

    Your Response

    Cancel