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I Am Going Through An Existential Metamorphosis

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    You were talking recently about the meaning... of our... life... unselfishness of art... Let's take music... It's really least of all connected; to say the truth, if it is connected at all, then in an idealess way, mechanically, with an empty sound... Without... without...
    RasinBoy RasinBoy 26-30, M Aug 27

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    Time is so relative that fled during our moments of happiness, but weighs us in our misfortune.
    juliegirlie juliegirlie 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 8, 2012

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    I went to Turkey for 11 days, leaving behind what I thought was a relationship of bliss and perfection. My boyfriend and I had been together a year and a bit, and he was so in love...
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    I'm going through a break up and it's the worst ever. Not the first time as I was in a on/off relationship of 5 years. What's hurting me is that my ex is behaving like I was such a...
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    I have been with the same man for 25 years. I thought we had a good marriage. He had an affair with a close friend of mine and despite me forgiving him he wants a divorce. I still...
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    A month ago my boyfriend of nearly four years broke up with me. It has been beyond devastating. We met at 17, it was magical. It was a great relationship and he was a great guy, he...
    cate001 cate001 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    I initiated the break up. And it has been real hard. Real real hard to deal with. But I know I have to do it. If I don't, it'll be at the expense of my sanity and I can't let...
    HeyHiHelloOla HeyHiHelloOla 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    This could be long. I met this friend whom I am now dating, about 10 months ago. We'll call her D I broke up with my girlfriend of 4 and a half years to do so, we'll call her Monk...
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    After 16 years of marriage (total of 21 yrs together - no kids) and 9 months ago my husband told me that he loves me but is not in love with me. He is depressed and the depression...
    dwalter98 dwalter98 36-40, F 9 hrs ago

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    It hurts to go through the memories to write this post. A friend of mine recommended it to get my emotions out. Recently, I've been battling my ex's infidelities. He's been...
    roeypoo1 roeypoo1 26-30, T 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I was in a relationship for seven months, and me and my boyfriend became best friends. We would tell each other everything and every time we were together we would never run out of...
    Laurenmac510 Laurenmac510 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Throughout my marriage my husband has been unfaithful in some sort of way. He would make online profiles on adultfriendfinder and other adult dating sites to talk to women. We have...
    elle1640 elle1640 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I received a letter last week that we have a final court date for the divorce. It's really on my birthday. I don't celebrate my birthday much so that part doesn't bother me. I did...
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    So my Marine has been gone for about a month now and I got word of confirmation that he would be returning for the fact they needed his MOS back here. So the plan was that he was...
    angelbaby187 angelbaby187 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    So, how to start? I got married 2 years ago last weekend to a nice boy, a good Christian boy, or so I thought, so he led me to believe. Turns out he was lying. About all of it...
    geolbt geolbt 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    My heart is useless right now, I can't jumpstart it either It's like a balloon Which has been punctured Lit on fire and then Corroded in this anti-love acid I would scream but I...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 31-35, M Sep 8

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    I'm only writing this because I'm kinda lonely , and I really to talk to someone really about anything. Well my life hasn't been normal I've really suffered allot been traumatised...
    DrackenP DrackenP 18-21, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    It's so weird, I was looking through my old phone and went on my saved voice notes and then I found a voice recording, I heard my own voice then I heard some guys voice talking...
    SarahBBZ SarahBBZ 18-21, F Aug 17

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    I don't even know what to write here but I feel the need to get my feelings out. Once again I'm sad, alone and I just don't want to go out and face the world right now. I can't put...
    chuhulil chuhulil 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    I really am ..it is so hard and all i can do is to pray nobody goes through this ever...i have a health issue and undiagnosed which doesnt seem to go away and ... nobody around...
    allthewaysaround allthewaysaround 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    After 20 years, it has come to this. Most of it my fault. I understand the issues that I must work on. (anger, verbal abuse.) We are in counseling, both individually and as a...
    querried querried 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 23

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    Anybody here who has gone through a hard time and want to share their experiences with it?
    allthewaysaround allthewaysaround 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Inside I am squirming, guts twisting in tiny little knots. Sharp pains cry from my heart. Overwhelmed by this cloud of doom and gloom eating away at my light. He stole my soul...
    lucileface lucileface 26-30, F a week ago

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    "24 7" I have a whack of things going threw my mind, it frustrates and confuses and drives me crazy! at times it's insane I lose my mind, when will my Brain ever shut down a little...
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    My recovering drug addict boyfriend and I have been planning to move together out of state. I have been about an hour away from him for a few months now and as much as the distance...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    Other man. Yeah I'm done. Plan B is now in effect. The awesome husband and dad I have been working hard on..the "new vastly improved me" stays and the next beautiful woman in my...
    wiseprotector wiseprotector 41-45, M 5 Responses Aug 21

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    Finally got a PROPER break up with my ex boyfriend Haha No BS excuses, just plain feelings :) It doesn't feel "good", just different. Like breathing different air. What's the...
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    I'm going to try and make this short: I met this guy at school who is 16 (17 now) while I was 14 (I'm 15 now) and we went out for about a year. he and I were insanely close & he...
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    angelbaby187 angelbaby187 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    It's hard to understand. We broke up and it seems like I'm not sure why. She tells me it's one thing then it's no more like another thing. She says it's because she never gets to...
    simpsonexperience simpsonexperience 18-21, M Aug 28

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    The tunnel is dark, very dark. The light at the end of it is so far away. That light is now a faint glow of a tiny flickering candle. It's become barely, ever so barely visible. My...
    Jpeavey Jpeavey 41-45, M Sep 1

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    So after almost 16 years of marriage and 24 years if being with the same man...I am the one who wants the separation.. however I am still sad because of our children.. To change...
    Sassyblues Sassyblues 41-45, F 7 Responses Sep 5

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    Don't date people you work with! I started dating this guy I met at work. We work at a school together and often have a lot of free time. We met last school year. Our relationship...
    HopelesslyOptimisticc HopelesslyOptimisticc 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I just told my husband I wanted to separate. He agreed but wasn't too happy. We have been going thru so much in the past 2yrs.... I just want a break from the chaos
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    Dreams, goals, visions, families, love dies hard.
    Guavajelly Guavajelly 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    How do I get over my ex it's been 3 weeks and it seems like he's over it already like he dosent care anymore and I am miserable I cry myself to sleep I lost 4 pounds I'm constantly...
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    August 19, 2014 Tuesday Have you ever actually woken up in the middle of the night, suddenly, sitting straight up, and completely out of breath? It scares the **** out of you...
    justwannabeliked justwannabeliked 22-25, F Aug 18

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    One hundred sleepless nights - Pierce The Veil :)
    Pierce7891 Pierce7891 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Yeahhhh 7 months while barely being able to sleep. I feel like crap.
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    My "baby daddy" almost died today. I know I talk so much crap about him but the fact that his life was so close to slipping away makes me am emotional wreck. Idk how to feel. I...
    lovelylady20 lovelylady20 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    2014 I hate you worst year of my life!! Everything has gone to **** 😔😐 anybody feeling the same way?? Comment if you do.
    Alex1272 Alex1272 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I got dumped a few days ago by my girlfriend of a year. I thought we were both very happy and I was finally secure in myself and my relationship and she just started distancing...
    aidmin aidmin 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I haven't found peace in my life yet. Everday has been a struggle and it gets really overwhelming. It annoys me when someone I try to talk to about these things tells me I dont...
    CMC93 CMC93 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    August 24, 2014 Sunday I hate waking up crying.
    justwannabeliked justwannabeliked 22-25, F Aug 23

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