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I Am Going Through An Existential Metamorphosis

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    Stalker: Are you awake?

    You were talking recently about the meaning... of our... life... unselfishness of art... Let's take music... It's really least of all connected; to say the truth, if it is connected at all, then in an idealess way, mechanically, with an empty sound... Without... without...
    RasinBoy RasinBoy 26-30, M Aug 27

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    Time is so relative that fled during our moments of happiness, but weighs us in our misfortune.
    juliegirlie juliegirlie 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 8, 2012

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    I don't have much to say on the front end but once I've gone all the way through the process I know I will have a lot to say.Going through a divorce sucks in many ways. The pain...
    deeplyreasoning72 deeplyreasoning72 26-30, M Nov 11

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    We completely ended it about 3 weeks ago, or more. I am so numb that I even ignored the date and everything related, so I can't give an exact measure of time. Truly, it feels like...
    ofthisgirl90 ofthisgirl90 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    For those of you going through tough times, just remember everything gets better at the end. Maybe this video will cheer you up.
    tubetho16 tubetho16 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I am going through my first deployment its been almost a month since my bf left, but I haven't heard from him in 2 weeks, on our last email he told me he was a few days away from...
    kimberlyndelgado16 kimberlyndelgado16 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I am going through my first deployment its been almost a month since my bf left, but I haven't heard from him in 2 weeks, on our last email he told me he was a few days away from...
    kimberlyndelgado16 kimberlyndelgado16 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I am going through my first deployment its been almost a month since my bf left, but I haven't heard from him in 2 weeks, on our last email he told me he was a few days away from...
    kimberlyndelgado16 kimberlyndelgado16 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I am going through my first deployment its been almost a month since my bf left, but I haven't heard from him in 2 weeks, on our last email he told me he was a few days away from...
    kimberlyndelgado16 kimberlyndelgado16 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My marriage is over. My wife, who I have been with for 26 years says she doesn't want to be with me anymore, but can't tell me anything that I've done wrong. She says she has been...
    mickj68 mickj68 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 13

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    I understand that this is just a phase where I have to endure all the challenges that I'm facing. The beginning of something is never easy for anyone I suppose.. I also think...
    courtsley courtsley 18-21, F Oct 25

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    Mixed Messages I offer her a glass of water, I tell her that she needs it, she tells me I must be blind, that her heart's breaking but I can't see it... She was just at the bar...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Oct 22

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    I might lose my house as my ex has done the dirty and is trying to take all I have,he has robbed me blind and left me in debt,I found the love of my life that made things a bit...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 4

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    My boyfriend broke up with me about 3-4 weeks ago now. He said that he didn't know how to make me happy and he didn't want to keep trying. I was devastated. I stopped eating and...
    rorimori rorimori 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 9

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    I don't think I am, I know I am, for a few years now, and I think I am near the end of it? The key to recognizing it was when my teenage sone was being incredibly rebellious at...
    KnightMoves KnightMoves 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 11

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    WITHOUT you. There is a quality of lightness to it with an accompanying pit of sickness in my stomach. As in death, time keeps passing as you grow further from the present and fall...
    belayboy belayboy 41-45, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I signed the petition today with the temporary orders. The stbx will get served next week. It shouldn't be a surprise to him...but I think he is going to be very angry which...
    jules7712 jules7712 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I just broke up with my boyfriend officially today and I have no idea what to do. I really just feel like I'm dying inside... I don't really show it, I pretend to be happy and fine...
    dvinemarie dvinemarie 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 21

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    Less than a year of marriage and were already separating. Dating was amazing until we married. Everything started falling apart. She brought a lot of baggage. I should've thought...
    DannyG7 DannyG7 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 21

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    So my FiL who I am really close with gave me fresh bread he just baked like he always does ...and I took it turned away from the kids, stepped behind the band and lost it. I didn...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 3 Responses Oct 21

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    So, our relationship was the kind that the good parts were better than fudge and the bad parts were worse than moody cheese. We hit the final straw of our relationship when he...
    trysten778 trysten778 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    I just started taking some hormones to deal with the symptoms of menopause. I'm hoping that I can get a good night sleep soon because at night I wake up two or three times and my...
    electric13 electric13 56-60, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    My posts keep getting deleted and blocked I can't even talk about what I feel
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 25

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    Hi all I haven't been on here for about a year...I found my love here and now sad to say we are no longer part of each other lives.....This is my final goodbye to my.darling Boo. I...
    thatchma68 thatchma68 41-45, F Oct 26

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    God, this pain is just indescribable. I feel so torn and obliterated, like my heart has been torn out and crushed. Dammit, I thought he was the one! I love him so much, and words...
    BookWonderer BookWonderer 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 26

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    The break up was 1 or two weeks ago, if I said I feel something, I'd be lying. I don't. I feel extremely numb. It's nice in some way to feel like I'm not suffocating, or this...
    ofthisgirl90 ofthisgirl90 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 27

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    Moody, feeling sick a lot too now. Years of hot flashes...and a brain that amounts to jelly! 43 now. I think a double family bereavement in last 5 years has accelerated the...
    jss8 jss8 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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    We just broke up... I have nobody. Nobody to talk to nobody to about it. I'm so lonely right now someone please help
    undeadsuperhero undeadsuperhero 13-15, F 8 Responses Oct 28

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    Has anyone else had HRT pellet implants? I had the procedure in August and to say that it is a life changer is an understatement! So grateful!!!
    Loverofpeace Loverofpeace 36-40, F Nov 1

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    being apart from him sucks and especially since I'm pregnant with our first child but him being able to text me almost every night helps me deal with him not being here physically...
    odalisr odalisr 18-21, F Nov 4

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    I can't believe this is happening... I thought that we would be happy together... But we haven't been happy for a long time... My heart is breaking and my world is crumbling... I...
    GirlyPerson GirlyPerson 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 7

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    But I don't know how to go about it... He's a nice guy but there's just not a romantic interest there for me....and to make matters worse he's really interested in me... Not sure...
    jbar291 jbar291 18-21, M Nov 8

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    I can't take any more of his games, they are making me feel crazy. 😞
    Guavajelly Guavajelly 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    yeah hormones! noo im not prego. its just that time. and well mother nature can take even the most psycho of psychos and calm her fown. and make her want to be all cuddly and lovey...
    SadisticPsychopathicBitch69 SadisticPsychopathicBitch69 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    I Sold My Soul I was a fool lost in my love of you I sold my soul to lay down with you I gave all of myself away Now I have to get it back without you I know, it is all in me...
    OkayBut OkayBut 46-50, M Nov 11

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    Just because he says that we are separated, he better not expect for his son to stay on weekends for me to watch while he is at work. To start it off, he wanted this because...
    DeniseMarie12 DeniseMarie12 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    so.... that's it.... I guess that's it... its over.... finished... gone
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M Nov 12

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    Its been about 3wks, and I've accepted the fact that the feelings for my guy friend were somewhat of a way to help me emotionally detach from my ex and overall a good distraction...
    lilzee225 lilzee225 18-21, F Nov 13

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    Over a year ago, I fell in love online. We made plans and a few months later I moved across the country for my best friend. A year into the relationship, I am dumped. My ex...
    kxain kxain 18-21, T 1 Response Nov 13

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    Not anymore. Things are getting better between us. :)
    GirlyPerson GirlyPerson 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via mutual spiritual interests. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my...
    bettecc11 bettecc11 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've not had a proper nights sleep in weeks. I have to get up for work in an hour, and I haven't slept at all.
    Northlame Northlame 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Please take car of yourself these are the worlds I say to you to get your effection, what a childish thing to do to girl when she is herself in a struggle and wants to let go the...
    Outlookingtheworld Outlookingtheworld 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm on the fifth day of quitting smoking cigarettes, the withdrawals have already peaked in intensity but the physical manifestations are still unpleasant. I've been able to get a...
    MarxistLuciferKongJr MarxistLuciferKongJr 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    Its like you dont even care about me anymore..
    bitchhtripinnXD bitchhtripinnXD 13-15, F 2 days ago

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