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I Am Going Through An Existential Metamorphosis

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    Stalker: Are you awake?

    You were talking recently about the meaning... of our... life... unselfishness of art... Let's take music... It's really least of all connected; to say the truth, if it is connected at all, then in an idealess way, mechanically, with an empty sound... Without... without...
    RasinBoy RasinBoy 26-30, M Aug 27, 2014

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    Time is so relative that fled during our moments of happiness, but weighs us in our misfortune.
    juliegirlie juliegirlie 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 8, 2012

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