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I Am Going Through An Existential Metamorphosis

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    Time is so relative that fled during our moments of happiness, but weighs us in our misfortune.
    juliegirlie juliegirlie 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 8, 2012

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    Stalker: Are you awake?

    You were talking recently about the meaning... of our... life... unselfishness of art... Let's take music... It's really least of all connected; to say the truth, if it is connected at all, then in an idealess way, mechanically, with an empty sound... Without... without...
    RasinBoy RasinBoy 26-30, M Aug 27

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    Hello everyone, I just wanted to share an experience that I am praying is now ending. I am someone that could never handle too many emotions. I often feel overwhelmed very fast...
    mariashelly mariashelly 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    I am so glad i found this website because i had no where to vent what i am going through, but know i can. This is gonna sound like i am just a whiny teenager but i take things to...
    Erica1lynn Erica1lynn 22-25, F Sep 7

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    A month ago my boyfriend of nearly four years broke up with me. It has been beyond devastating. We met at 17, it was magical. It was a great relationship and he was a great guy, he...
    cate001 cate001 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    I initiated the break up. And it has been real hard. Real real hard to deal with. But I know I have to do it. If I don't, it'll be at the expense of my sanity and I can't let...
    HeyHiHelloOla HeyHiHelloOla 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    good morning EXP the time is 4;48 am I can't sleep the last time I wrote I was going through some filling and my sexual preference I am broke lonely sad a lot of the times I am...
    LydiaH LydiaH 46-50 Sep 22

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    I'm going through a really rough time at the moment I really need someone to talk to;(
    Rach1544 Rach1544 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm sure I'm not the first to go through this, but I needed to express this somewhere. I apologize for the length.. I don't really have any friends or family who's shoulder I...
    WhoAml WhoAml 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    After 16 years of marriage (total of 21 yrs together - no kids) and 9 months ago my husband told me that he loves me but is not in love with me. He is depressed and the depression...
    dwalter98 dwalter98 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    I have been with my husband going on 3 years now and married 2 years, we have been through a lot and some things I couldnt let go.. Long story short a few days ago he choked me in...
    kadkaloma3 kadkaloma3 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 18

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    Throughout my marriage my husband has been unfaithful in some sort of way. He would make online profiles on adultfriendfinder and other adult dating sites to talk to women. We have...
    elle1640 elle1640 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    My heart is useless right now, I can't jumpstart it either It's like a balloon Which has been punctured Lit on fire and then Corroded in this anti-love acid I would scream but I...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 31-35, M Sep 8

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    I'm only writing this because I'm kinda lonely , and I really to talk to someone really about anything. Well my life hasn't been normal I've really suffered allot been traumatised...
    DrackenP DrackenP 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 12

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    Inside I am squirming, guts twisting in tiny little knots. Sharp pains cry from my heart. Overwhelmed by this cloud of doom and gloom eating away at my light. He stole my soul...
    lucileface lucileface 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    it's so hard. i never wanna go through this again i feel bad for people who's situation is worst than mine. i know it's rough right now but hang in there. brighter days will come...
    Davonnaaa Davonnaaa 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    Well here it goes, I need some advice on this. 2 years ago I was introduced to a man who I met through my job. I took a liking to him (even though I was in a relationship at the...
    sarahdragonfly sarahdragonfly 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    You will get through this XOX
    Kittenpowee Kittenpowee 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    So after almost 16 years of marriage and 24 years if being with the same man...I am the one who wants the separation.. however I am still sad because of our children.. To change...
    Sassyblues Sassyblues 41-45, F 8 Responses Sep 5

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    Don't date people you work with! I started dating this guy I met at work. We work at a school together and often have a lot of free time. We met last school year. Our relationship...
    HopelesslyOptimisticc HopelesslyOptimisticc 18-21, F Sep 13

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    I'm having dreams of my dad and it's making a lot of pain now most of you are thinking well what happened with the girls dad well i will tell you I was 3 years old when he died...
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F Sep 13

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    I just told my husband I wanted to separate. He agreed but wasn't too happy. We have been going thru so much in the past 2yrs.... I just want a break from the chaos
    Shawneeluv Shawneeluv 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 13

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    I hate when you find your boyfriend making out with another girl in his car...I saw them and I went and pounded on his window...found out the girl he was making out with was my...
    WhiskyLulubyBlonde123 WhiskyLulubyBlonde123 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 2

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    My friends told me to forget about you andto finally cease my contact with you. I'm trying to do it. I kept myself busy with school. I didn't contact you for a week. But here I am...
    vdbree vdbree 18-21, F Sep 6

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    The lord is close to the brokenhearted. He saves those whose spirits have been crushed. Psalm 34:18
    Pierce7891 Pierce7891 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    He started out nice, but about 2 years ago everything changed. He's always controlled the money, but it got crazy. He called all of the shots, only doling out a small monthly...
    AshCents AshCents 26-30 1 Response Sep 8

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    Please, I beg of you... Please, stop this pain Please, let me go where I'm safe Please, hear my heartfelt cries Please, end my life already.....
    Jpeavey Jpeavey 41-45, M 2 Responses Sep 9

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    I'm slowly (very slowly) getting over him (:
    abbbbbby abbbbbby 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 10

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    Is anyone near Greeley, CO? I ask this because I am so lonely. I have always been spiritual but really woke up when I met a guy who I thought was my twin flame and now I'm on this...
    electrapleiadian electrapleiadian 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    Just broke up with my boyfriend today. And feel like crap. I miss him sooooooo much. I hope I did the right thing by leaving?
    Gabeopolis Gabeopolis 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 11

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    I want peace for my mental health. As much as I love my husband, we aren't on the same page anymore. We avoid communication now; trying to talk it out doesn't work. I just end up...
    venus1979 venus1979 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 14

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    My exboyfriend and I have been broken up for a little over a month now. It still feels like it was yesterday. My heart is shattered. This is the 4th time we have broken up, we are...
    katekatekaaate katekatekaaate 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 15

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    I am heartbroken. 😢 all I want to do is be in his arms and kiss him one more time before he leaves
    Leximarie12 Leximarie12 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 15

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    When I met her, I was hurled suddenly into paradise; ineffable joy penetrated my life. She came into my world and lit it up, abruptly terminating the darkness that preceded her...
    PhiliaSophia PhiliaSophia 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 18

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    So new round just started. Will i get sick like last time? Will I loose my hair?
    Kirsebaera Kirsebaera 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 19

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    something complicated right now. I am in love with my female friend but she is with someone. and she lead me on in the past. but she is a really nice person.
    Lionheart15 Lionheart15 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 21

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    Everytime I see her I lose my breath and it has been 3 months now, I work at a bar and she was there a few days ago with her girl friends. I noticed she was looking at me but I...
    understandmeagain understandmeagain 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 22

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    My boyfriend broke up with me two months ago. I saw it coming. I had even tried to break up with him myself but the pain was unbearable each time I tried. He broke up with 2 days...
    Idontevenknowidaf Idontevenknowidaf 22-25, F Sep 22

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    I love these times as The awakening is very expansive. If anyone is also awakening I would lvoe to hear what they have to say and maybe we could exchange information!
    joshran123 joshran123 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    me and my friend (the girl I'm in love with had a conversation 2night to elaborate more on what happened to us in the past. I got it off my chest but she still tried to twist it...
    Lionheart15 Lionheart15 36-40, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Any tips for cohabiting in order to co-parent? In desperation to avoid being pushed out of his children's lives (I realise), my estranged husband is framing the separation as me...
    EttaS EttaS 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm so lonely. I just want a friend.
    elauer elauer 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I just got out of a two year long relationship. I put an end to it. I loved him but it felt like he was always unsure of me. Don't get me wrong he was sweet, loving, caring and...
    NaiveLover1331 NaiveLover1331 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'd lived in 4 different places in the past 2 months. I struggle with persistent mental illness (C-PTSD, Bipolar II, OCD, ADHD, and generalized anxiety). I can't get along with...
    GiftedChoctaw GiftedChoctaw 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    I didn't know that GRIEF felt like paralyzing fear. The only activity I was comfortable doing then was going to church. I had to. I remember, one afternoon, while hearing the...
    samemay54 samemay54 51-55, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    (A grinding grief: the days that followed after my husband's burial) My emotions spent, my body exhausted, my mind overwhelmed, but I trudged on. That's what I always did. I had...
    samemay54 samemay54 51-55, F 3 Responses Sep 15

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    I am so f**king sick of feeling broken and lost. I shouldn't have to hate myself because others treated me like crap. I am not some injured lamb who needs to be nursed back to...
    LunaKye LunaKye 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 7