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I Am Going Through An Existential Metamorphosis

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    Stalker: Are you awake?

    You were talking recently about the meaning... of our... life... unselfishness of art... Let's take music... It's really least of all connected; to say the truth, if it is connected at all, then in an idealess way, mechanically, with an empty sound... Without... without...
    RasinBoy RasinBoy 26-30, M Aug 27

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    Relative

    Time is so relative that fled during our moments of happiness, but weighs us in our misfortune.
    juliegirlie juliegirlie 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 8, 2012

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    I am going through a lot right now, and I feel very much alone. I am trying to put myself back together, but I know its going to take some time. The road I am on, is a bumpy one...
    SouthernBella89 SouthernBella89 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'm sure I'm not the first to go through this, but I needed to express this somewhere. I apologize for the length.. I don't really have any friends or family who's shoulder I...
    WhoAml WhoAml 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    Hello to anyone reading this. This my first post ever and just wanted to share my experience with people possibly to help them but also to help myself. Ok my first DUI experience...
    InSearchOfinspiration InSearchOfinspiration 22-25, M Oct 5

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    Life is neither a tragedy nor a joke but, most assuredly, a spectacular horror story. When I realise that this day is just like the last, and the next will be just like the day...
    PhiliaSophia PhiliaSophia 18-21, M Oct 5

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    You will get through this XOX
    Kittenpowee Kittenpowee 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    A knife is forced through my chest Fiery With the blood of your lust Piercing into the marrow of my bones Into the softness of my flesh It is bulging Like the eyes of the dead...
    ethereal101 ethereal101 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    I got mad at my boyfriend last night for taking another woman to Vegas and sleeping in the same room with her for two nights. You'd think that would be enough to make me want to...
    Coco2626 Coco2626 51-55, F Oct 2

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    I joined this group to alleviate some crushing feelings of lonliness and it is. I have been alone (not in a relationship) for over 5 years and though, I accept it to some degree...
    gairenafarraige gairenafarraige 41-45, M Oct 4

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    My period started 8 days ago, and it's finally coming to an end. Been having hot flashes, sore breasts, heart palpitations, and just a general uneasy feeling. Just read all of my...
    denverleh denverleh 46-50, F Oct 12

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    Mixed Messages I offer her a glass of water, I tell her that she needs it, she tells me I must be blind, that her heart's breaking but I can't see it... She was just at the bar...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    I love these times as The awakening is very expansive. If anyone is also awakening I would lvoe to hear what they have to say and maybe we could exchange information!
    joshran123 joshran123 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    me and my friend (the girl I'm in love with had a conversation 2night to elaborate more on what happened to us in the past. I got it off my chest but she still tried to twist it...
    Lionheart15 Lionheart15 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    Any tips for cohabiting in order to co-parent? In desperation to avoid being pushed out of his children's lives (I realise), my estranged husband is framing the separation as me...
    EttaS EttaS 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    I'm so lonely. I just want a friend.
    elauer elauer 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    I just got out of a two year long relationship. I put an end to it. I loved him but it felt like he was always unsure of me. Don't get me wrong he was sweet, loving, caring and...
    NaiveLover1331 NaiveLover1331 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    I'd lived in 4 different places in the past 2 months. I struggle with persistent mental illness (C-PTSD, Bipolar II, OCD, ADHD, and generalized anxiety). I can't get along with...
    GiftedChoctaw GiftedChoctaw 18-21, F Oct 1

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    Everyone listen to Tove Lo"s albums wow it helps
    mildred101 mildred101 18-21, F Oct 3

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    my husband is getting deployed soon , is there like a website that tells me what I can and cannot send in a care package and how big the should or shouldn't be ?
    odalisr odalisr 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    This is harder than I thought. STBX was served today with oodles of paperwork. He's being so hateful. I'm at a loss for words. Struggling to hold it together. I know I'm doing the...
    kitticat007 kitticat007 31-35, F 8 Responses Oct 4

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    My s/o has been separated for three years. We've been dating for 1.5. It feels like it's taking for ever. His ex just got me banned from their kids life as she doesn't want s/o's...
    lost2727 lost2727 36-40 2 Responses Oct 4

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    It's health related and has me knocked for a loop and I admit I'm pissed at the universe.
    WillieGee96 WillieGee96 18-21, M Oct 4

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    Give me the strength to not lean or collapse. Give me the strength to not cave to my nagging heart, and to instead follow what I know is the better path.
    NotFirstNotLast NotFirstNotLast 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    Trying trying trying...it's not working
    Indeciciveme Indeciciveme 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    My boyfriend has extreme anger issues and last week was so bad that I am about to give him an ultimatum. We have been together for 15 months, he's a good person when he's not being...
    Babyk14 Babyk14 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    I'm 34 weeks and 3 days pregnant. I feel like my other half doesn't want to be around me anymore. I feel like I beg for him to spend time with me and most of the time I still get...
    Adpatrick Adpatrick 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I am a gay man and I had this wonderful relationship or thought I did with L, till I realized that he has been having sexual encounters and then cheated on me with another person...
    xentos xentos 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 13

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    The last 9 months and things are finally looking better.
    kathouse68 kathouse68 66-70, F 3 Responses Oct 14

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    I'm gonna turn 23 in November. Deep inside me I still want to party but I want to change for a reason.
    NicoSapphire NicoSapphire 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    Is it just me, I have been trying to fall asleep every night for the past week, but I can't seem to fall asleep, I am exhausted all day, and then as soon as my head hits the pillow...
    Julia22514 Julia22514 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    Tougher than me. But equal in pain. Due to owners of countries not caring. Gross world.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M a week ago

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    Ten years down a rabbit hole of hurt, lies, and selfishness. Love for each other is and was undeniable.... But I ask my self was it true? Was it real? Because my gut tells me...
    stephers127 stephers127 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    After three years of fighting for this relationship. It's over. He suffers from depression and this life is a complete mess. I tried my best to let him know that I would've done...
    ofthisgirl90 ofthisgirl90 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    absolute best thing that could ever happen to me!! being only 16 (not sure if i like the label indigo child) also shows the extent of this movement's blossoming
    jazzg25 jazzg25 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    So as I promised them I shaved my head. My word is my honor and if this makes them feel a little less alone then it was worth it.
    t3chw01f t3chw01f 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    We have been together on and off for almost 2 years , he have failed me many times and I have forgive him many times , I did few mistakes 2 but none compared to his , he forgave me...
    denial1 denial1 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So fokyn much. How do employed saints cope????
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    I'm distancing myself from my negative past while still trying to hold onto the positives and grow as a person. This is a very confusing process.
    Sacryfice Sacryfice 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I just broke up with my boyfriend officially today and I have no idea what to do. I really just feel like I'm dying inside... I don't really show it, I pretend to be happy and fine...
    dvinemarie dvinemarie 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Less than a year of marriage and were already separating. Dating was amazing until we married. Everything started falling apart. She brought a lot of baggage. I should've thought...
    DannyG7 DannyG7 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    So my FiL who I am really close with gave me fresh bread he just baked like he always does ...and I took it turned away from the kids, stepped behind the band and lost it. I didn...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    So, our relationship was the kind that the good parts were better than fudge and the bad parts were worse than moody cheese. We hit the final straw of our relationship when he...
    trysten778 trysten778 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I just started taking some hormones to deal with the symptoms of menopause. I'm hoping that I can get a good night sleep soon because at night I wake up two or three times and my...
    electric13 electric13 56-60, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I am 22 years old and I never though I would ever say I am losing Im going blind. I have been in and out of doctors and got 11 spinal taps in 2 weeks and all they can tell me is...
    QueenB14 QueenB14 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I didn't know that GRIEF felt like paralyzing fear. The only activity I was comfortable doing then was going to church. I had to. I remember, one afternoon, while hearing the...
    samemay54 samemay54 41-45, F 6 Responses Sep 27

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    reading about the third eye and based on my dreams and experiences im wondering if mine is naturally open? when I was younger I dreamt of things that would happen in the near...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 days ago

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