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I Am Going Through the Worst Time of My Life At the Moment

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 20 People

    I Need Help Getting Up

    I have kept all of my emotions within me and now i am at the point of explosion. I need help lifting myself out of the pits. It is hell. Its too hard to write more.
    sufferingmypaininsilence sufferingmypaininsilence 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2012

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    SO I did what everyone told me to do.

    I IGNORED THEM ALL DAY TODAY. I needed everyone's advice to deal with this situation so I could face Nate and Chris tonight at my cousins party. I went there and everyone at our school was there too (and strangers). I knew Chris was coming and I knew nate would too because he...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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