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I Am Going to Be Okay

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    I Just Have To Keep Reminding Myself That

    On Friday the 7th everything will be amazingly great.
    Iamsolonely415 Iamsolonely415 22-25, F Sep 1, 2012

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    I was thinking I was going to be okay like everything would just fall into place because I'm a good person. Well, NO. Totally screwed. I really don't think that I'm going to be okay. All my nerves are shot for the third time this month. I can't take this. I might not make...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 Jun 3, 2012

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    Survival... Instint... Hope

    I have been through more than most humans should suffer. I have faced death, fire, rage, pain, abuse, scars, demons, financial difficulties, rejection, suicidal instinct, hatred, hopelessness...the list goes on and on. BUT! For some reason, I've come though...and now I know...
    xxbloodyfretboardxx xxbloodyfretboardxx 18-21, F Feb 16, 2009

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    Empathy, Not Sympathy

    If I described myself as a lonely middle-aged alcoholic you'd probably think I was going for the Sympathy Vote, but that's not how it is at all. I know how things are, I don't blame anyone else for the way things are, and I know I still have things better than a lot of folks. I...
    Baaane Baaane 51-55, M Jan 29, 2013

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    Even Though It Doesn't Always Feel That Way

    I'm strong and I'm stubborn.  I survived being abused pretty constantly my first 25 years.  I survived being starved and beaten and molested.  I survived multiple rapes.Through all that, I chose to live.Now I'm finally free, finally safe.  It's time to deal with the old...
    Plaid Plaid 31-35, F Mar 30, 2011

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    I wish someone tells me

    that I will be okay now. I'm not sure if what I'm doing is the right thing. I'm scared and struggling inside.
    lostguest lostguest 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I've Survived

    I'm more afraid of never knowing than fearing the unknown itself. The unknown does not scare me. What's there to be scared of? I will be fine no matter how my life turns out. My life will not be over when I get rejected or turned away. I am starting to understand that maybe...
    Tekkamaki Tekkamaki 31-35 1 Response Jun 15, 2008

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    Dawn saw me in the hall.

    I was on the phone talking to dad. Laughing about the word "Almond Joy" so funny to me. She ran up and gave me a hug. She's taller then me by alot. she said I look very sick. Yeah. I am. She gave me another hug and told me to stop crying or she's gonna cry. I cant help it. I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 13

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    I'm Tigger!

    In the book of life, one chapter closes, but there's always a new one! I'm going to be fine! :-D I did have a pretty good upset over the weekend... BUT, I am a Tigger, I always bounce back. Grr-rrr! ;-) Thanks to the four lovely ladies who let me rant and talk though it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 3, 2009

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    i Believe,i'm Going to ...

    i believe,i'm going to be okay. with the help,of my doctors,and my faith in god,i'm certainly,going to make it.
    samualadams4 samualadams4 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 2, 2009

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    Looking For Information. Sorry If I'm In The Wrong Place

    Okay, I'm not really sure I should be here in this group. My grandfather was what I heard growing up 'Half Breed'. I didn't know what that was then, but I do now. He was Iroquois by birth. He lost two brothers in the second world war and his first wife and son in the plague in...
    KellyTwoNames KellyTwoNames 46-50 Jan 6, 2012

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    Moving On!

    I know these past weeks, things have been difficult for me, resulting in me to post some sad and depressive stories here. But, I am going to be okay! I am learning from my mistakes of who to trust and who not to trust. And how far to let them into my life and the lives of my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 13, 2009

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    Sometimes I get worked up about things

    and I take things to heart really quickly but despite that, I get over things pretty quickly with just concentrated periods of emotion and depression that last a few days. Once those are over, I'm sure I'll be okay. The worst will have passed and I truly believe that I will get...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21, F 2 Responses May 31

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    Finally At The Point Where He's No Longer

    Important In My Life And Im Going To Be Okay.
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    "Life Is What Happens To You While You're Busy Making Other Plans"

    So today my family and I celebrated my birthday today (though my real birthday was the 10th), and to be honest with you, I was not looking forward to it. I've been sorta depressed since Tuesday because I'm a year older and I still haven't done jack **** with my life. That is, I...
    aroundtheroses aroundtheroses 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    Go Into The Light

    ...at the end of the tunnel. I finally see it after over five years of devastation and utter darkness. I thought it would never end. I thought I would spend the rest of my life in my pajamas eating chocolates and watching rented DVDs after being hassled by the Blockbuster guy to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 8, 2012

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    Job interview. I'm usually

    so nervous about meeting new people but I'm going to do great I can feel it. Wish my luck:)
    thefallenstar thefallenstar 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Yes!

    I know that I am going to be okay, a few months ago, I doubted that very seriouslly, but I know witht he Love and support that I have here from my Ep family, and friends, that I will be okay, even if at the moment i may not be, in the end, I know i will be okay :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 15, 2009

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    I am going to be OK This is not an easy thing

    to say The pain I live with Shifts only slowly It is old, heavy I balance like a lifter I have no way of Knowing how long I Can feel this strong In the recognisation That my sight is clear When I am winded; That it cannot be A breeze of hope that saves me But by a blow of...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 3 Responses Jul 11

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    People generally make highly incorrect assumptions about me, even and especially those who supposedly know me. That is okay though, because it tends to form this enigmatic bubble...
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    It's been so long. I gave up on this project, this path of expressing my emotions with you all after the new year, 2014. Many things have occurred since a time before I can even...
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    Saying I'm okay when I'm not has became a habit for me. I refuse to show people my weak side. I have become a pro at hiding how I really feel and it's to the point that I don't...
    XxMarxX XxMarxX 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I always say I'm okay when I'm not, but it's completely pointless because my face says everything. Screw it! I guess that's what life it lol. :)
    Bhavika18 Bhavika18 18-21, F Jul 6

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    Usually plus ppl always seem to fall for it except two people noticed I have changed from happy as rainbows to dark and dull :/. Anyone else here fakes a smile ? And say that ur...
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    Some days I don't understand what I'm doing here, what the point in it all is, why do I bother working so hard for nothing? I keep saying to myself that I'm going to give up, just...
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