I Am Going to Be Okay

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 459 People

    Yes!

    I know that I am going to be okay, a few months ago, I doubted that very seriouslly, but I know witht he Love and support that I have here from my Ep family, and friends, that I will be okay, even if at the moment i may not be, in the end, I know i will be okay :)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 15, 2009

    So my husband has been gone

    for about two weeks and will be home in a few days.. This break has been so beneficial for us. I got to take a step back and reflect on our relationship and realized a lot. I do miss him to some extent but it's been so nice not being suffocated by his negative energy. What this...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 6, 2015

    I am going to be OK This is not an easy thing

    to say The pain I live with Shifts only slowly It is old, heavy I balance like a lifter I have no way of Knowing how long I Can feel this strong In the recognisation That my sight is clear When I am winded; That it cannot be A breeze of hope that saves me But by a blow of...
    dispossessed dispossessed
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Jul 11, 2014

    I am okay these days.

    I can't believe how long I have been on EP and how much I have written. I would usually put my thoughts in a journal, but posting online, and having someone heart or comment on your experience was a comfort during painful times. These days I am busy and happy that I am busy...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jan 21, 2015

    What does “ok” look like?

    I am not happy. But I am not sad. I just am. I’m looking out the window, a soft, cool breeze touches my face. But I am numb, after hurting for so long. Birds are singing. The leaves rustle as the wind blows through. But I hear nothing. I am only waiting, in this… is sub...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 4, 2015

    After everything that's happened,

    I've definitely got so many issues that I'm still dealing with to this day. I wouldn't thought I'd feel like this so soon but I've already started speaking to someone new and it's a girl. I've tried speaking to people previously and it's never worked but I don't know how I like...
    arcticmonkeys9 arcticmonkeys9
    16-17, F
    Jan 13

    Me and my dad have been talking

    for about 2-3 weeks now after 16 years , nearly my whole life , of not knowing each other , and its been amazing . Its like talking to myself talking to him , I love my dad , now I understand why me and my mum never seemed alike , its because I'm like my dad .
    roseblood123 roseblood123
    18-21, F
    Aug 3, 2015

    I wish someone tells me

    that I will be okay now. I'm not sure if what I'm doing is the right thing. I'm scared and struggling inside.
    lostguest lostguest
    26-30, F
    Mar 22, 2014

    Sometimes I get worked up about things

    and I take things to heart really quickly but despite that, I get over things pretty quickly with just concentrated periods of emotion and depression that last a few days. Once those are over, I'm sure I'll be okay. The worst will have passed and I truly believe that I will get...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 31, 2014

    Finally At The Point Where He's No Longer

    Important In My Life And Im Going To Be Okay.
    ChocolateCloud ChocolateCloud
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jul 20, 2014

    Empathy, Not Sympathy

    If I described myself as a lonely middle-aged alcoholic you'd probably think I was going for the Sympathy Vote, but that's not how it is at all. I know how things are, I don't blame anyone else for the way things are, and I know I still have things better than a lot of folks. I...
    Baaane Baaane
    51-55, M
    Jan 29, 2013

    He finally admitted that he never loved me.

    I think I can finally move on now.
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17
    18-21, F
    Nov 17, 2014

    It'll be okay as long

    as you don't fall off a cliff
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 16, 2015

    Things will work out,

    I keep telling myself... The more I tell myself it, the more I'll believe it, hopefully...
    Naty73 Naty73
    13-15, M
    Nov 9, 2015

    Dawn saw me in the hall.

    I was on the phone talking to dad. Laughing about the word "Almond Joy" so funny to me. She ran up and gave me a hug. She's taller then me by alot. she said I look very sick. Yeah. I am. She gave me another hug and told me to stop crying or she's gonna cry. I cant help it. I'm...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 13, 2014

    There are various beautiful things about

    heartbreak, it has taken me awhile to see them but, i just want every girl to understand something. Heartbreak sucks, it does, its full of rainy days when the suns shining, it's listening to that same old taylor swift song on replay, and literally throwing yourself at anything...
    fucklove123 fucklove123
    18-21, F
    Oct 2, 2015

    I've Survived

    I'm more afraid of never knowing than fearing the unknown itself. The unknown does not scare me. What's there to be scared of? I will be fine no matter how my life turns out. My life will not be over when I get rejected or turned away. I am starting to understand that maybe...
    Tekkamaki Tekkamaki
    31-35
    1 Response Jun 15, 2008

    Looking For Information. Sorry If I'm In The Wrong Place

    Okay, I'm not really sure I should be here in this group. My grandfather was what I heard growing up 'Half Breed'. I didn't know what that was then, but I do now. He was Iroquois by birth. He lost two brothers in the second world war and his first wife and son in the plague in...
    KellyTwoNames KellyTwoNames
    46-50
    Jan 6, 2012

    Job interview. I'm usually

    so nervous about meeting new people but I'm going to do great I can feel it. Wish my luck:)
    thefallenstar thefallenstar
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2014

    If you always do what you always did,

    you'll always get what you always got. No regrets.
    SailorsAngel SailorsAngel
    41-45, F
    1 Response Mar 15, 2015

    I'm just a bird that has been blown away Laugh

    it off for Letting it go ---
    timeisvaluable timeisvaluable
    18-21, F
    Mar 14, 2015
    aliadele aliadele
    16-17, F
    Aug 8, 2015

    Feeling great for the past 1 month.

    The depression phase of my life is fading away quietly.It`s all about the choices we make.Happiness or sadness it depends on our mentality to make the situation good,better or worse.I have learned to handle few complicated situation so far in my life.Hope you people out there...
    MaddyBale MaddyBale
    18-21, F
    Jul 29, 2015

    Hey, I haven't posted in a while.

    . I'm doing okay:-) Drop me an inbox sometime.
    tjaayx tjaayx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 14, 2014

    I Just Have To Keep Reminding Myself That

    On Friday the 7th everything will be amazingly great.
    Iamsolonely415 Iamsolonely415
    22-25, F
    Sep 1, 2012

    Moving On!

    I know these past weeks, things have been difficult for me, resulting in me to post some sad and depressive stories here. But, I am going to be okay! I am learning from my mistakes of who to trust and who not to trust. And how far to let them into my life and the lives of my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 13, 2009

    Go Into The Light

    ...at the end of the tunnel. I finally see it after over five years of devastation and utter darkness. I thought it would never end. I thought I would spend the rest of my life in my pajamas eating chocolates and watching rented DVDs after being hassled by the Blockbuster guy to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Nov 8, 2012

    i Believe,i'm Going to ...

    i believe,i'm going to be okay. with the help,of my doctors,and my faith in god,i'm certainly,going to make it.
    samualadams4 samualadams4
    51-55, M
    1 Response Jan 2, 2009

    I'm Tigger!

    In the book of life, one chapter closes, but there's always a new one! I'm going to be fine! :-D I did have a pretty good upset over the weekend... BUT, I am a Tigger, I always bounce back. Grr-rrr! ;-) Thanks to the four lovely ladies who let me rant and talk though it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 3, 2009

    "Life Is What Happens To You While You're Busy Making Other Plans"

    So today my family and I celebrated my birthday today (though my real birthday was the 10th), and to be honest with you, I was not looking forward to it. I've been sorta depressed since Tuesday because I'm a year older and I still haven't done jack **** with my life. That is, I...
    aroundtheroses aroundtheroses
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 14, 2013

    Story

    I was thinking I was going to be okay like everything would just fall into place because I'm a good person. Well, NO. Totally screwed. I really don't think that I'm going to be okay. All my nerves are shot for the third time this month. I can't take this. I might not make...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff
    26-30
    Jun 3, 2012

    Well, I'm still surviving this heartbreak,

    i stopped blaming myself, and i stopped blaming him. I've accepted its over for good. He does not want me in his life nor do i want him in mine. Im going to be okay. But i will say this he will never find a girl who will give him the same feeling i did, he lost me, for good. I...
    fucklove123 fucklove123
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 30, 2015

    ​Today im smiling! I think the thing with

    this depression is its so self absorbed and you cant mentally repair yourself as its all about you... and it kind of draws you away from reality and its like your in your own bubble! I just need to remember the kind of person i was, the me i used to love and stay true to it...
    generationlover generationlover
    18-21, F
    Oct 8, 2014

    You have to understand how to live through the

    worst parts of life so you never take the best parts for granted.
    SailorsAngel SailorsAngel
    41-45, F
    Apr 3, 2015

    Even Though It Doesn't Always Feel That Way

    I'm strong and I'm stubborn.  I survived being abused pretty constantly my first 25 years.  I survived being starved and beaten and molested.  I survived multiple rapes.Through all that, I chose to live.Now I'm finally free, finally safe.  It's time to deal with the old...
    Plaid Plaid
    31-35, F
    Mar 30, 2011

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    Apr 21
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    So will you. All of you. When I'm at my lowest moments, I always say that to myself, and no matter how I feel, deep inside I know that to be a fact. How do I know this? Well it's...
    rana3434 rana3434
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 20
    goodbye EP. im going to miss the space you have given me, to rant, to tell strangers my true feelings.. thank you. this is really sad.
    muymuyb muymuyb
    26-30, F
    Apr 20
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    underwaterunicorn underwaterunicorn
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 20
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    HardyHar47 HardyHar47
    18-21, M
    Apr 20
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    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
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    LittleBallOfFire LittleBallOfFire
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 19
    Joined EP a little over a year ago and I've met many people on here. The one person I cherish meeting the most is my girlfriend Josie. So for my last post on EP I want to just say...
    jojosspam jojosspam
    16-17, M
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    Funkystronglover Funkystronglover
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    Takenandinlove Takenandinlove
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    mxnzyy mxnzyy
    22-25, F
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    Because I believe that if I keep on pretending long enough, I might forget the fact that I'm even pretending and just be okay someday :)
    Letmebee Letmebee
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 18
    everythings gonna be ok .. i always said that to my kids when theyre hurt. would it be nice if i can just be hug and hear his heartbeat while he say everythings gonna be ok to me...
    Juzmimi Juzmimi
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    Apr 17
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    kayloulou kayloulou
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