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I Am Going to Change

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 34 People

    Because I'm Good Enough, I'm Smart Enough, And Gosh Darn It People Like Me

     So I've always had a self defeating attitude. I've always questioned things like "am I good enough?" "why do people like me?" "what do I bring to the world?" "am I even going to be missed when I'm gone?" Stuff like that, no matter what other people told me and no matter how...
    IWishIUnderstood IWishIUnderstood 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 13, 2010

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    What's constant in this world is change.
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    Im gonna fix my F'd up life ! :P :D Hold me to it if you care to. I'll be grateful. Ask me how im doing with the plan. For all of you that are looking for a change, here are 11...
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    So after almost 16 years of marriage and 24 years if being with the same man...I am the one who wants the separation.. however I am still sad because of our children.. To change...
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    There are parts of my life I, like so many others, would love to change but can't for many reasons. I have always wanted to have a better relationship with my mother. I had hoped...
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    "Here's to the crazy once, the misfits, the troublemakers, the round pages in the square holes, the once who see things differently. They are not fond to rules and they have no...
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    If you always do what you always have done, then you will always get what you always got. Time for a change. I'm going to make changes for a better life, a better relationship...
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    My mom and dad pick drugs and alcohol over me. Leaving me broke and feeling alone. I pay bills and my rent which makes it hard because I'm 17 and I wanna spend money on things like...
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    Im on the right way. I have started realizing my plans. I'm lowering the hours that I work weekly, spending more time on my project and giving the administrative work away, staring...
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    I'm going to be doing a lot of changes here soon, I'm no longer dealing with people using me, I won't let **** fly anymore. If I have a problem with something, I'll tell you...
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    How I wish I could change the past, go back even if it was just for a few years. I wouldn't want to erase everything, I do have two super amazing boys. Omg they are my whole world...
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    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 12 Responses Sep 12

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    Finally! That's all I am going to say for right now. If you want things to happen in your life. You and you alone is going to make that happen!!!!!
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    Why? Well all the people I know and most of my family will be there lol. If I do make it up to heaven,who am I going to know and kick back with? All the cool people will be down...
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    4u2heed 4u2heed 26-30, F Sep 4

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