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I Am Going to Change

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 34 People

    Because I'm Good Enough, I'm Smart Enough, And Gosh Darn It People Like Me

     So I've always had a self defeating attitude. I've always questioned things like "am I good enough?" "why do people like me?" "what do I bring to the world?" "am I even going to be missed when I'm gone?" Stuff like that, no matter what other people told me and no matter how...
    IWishIUnderstood IWishIUnderstood 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 13, 2010

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    in changing my life right now i mean i want to rewind my life right now and change some things that i've done and things that have happened so that the outcome of rewinding can be...
    moanaj moanaj 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    (the spelling of "just" is killing me here. lol) I have changed. ive changed a lot since last yr. January (2014) came and I decided it was time to make a change. time to do what I...
    PsychoBitch69 PsychoBitch69 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    I'm going to have a different angle on this than many people- my story is going to involve animals. if you weren't aware- some dogs can legitimately smile. Some are smart enough to...
    LadyWildFlower LadyWildFlower 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    I am going to change my life. I'm tired of being the way I am. I am going to get up 30 minutes early and walk; gradually working myself to a run over a few weeks time. I am going...
    britteller britteller 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 30

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    I want to change a lot of things. I want to be happy and I want to be pretty and desirable. You know, one of "those" girls. I'm tired of getting ignored. I want attention. I'm...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F Oct 28

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    I think I've finally calmed down enough to think a bit more reasonably. o.o Y'know, as opposed to being completely ridiculous and blowing things out of proportion. I came to a...
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response Nov 17

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    When in life do you know it's time to move? I have written for years of the heart ache and pain. I have know what it means to be alone. Now, I have a great moment ahead, where I...
    EverlyAnn EverlyAnn 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I'm going to be making some big changes in my life. I'm tired of just taking each day one at a time. I'm excited. I'm ready to live for God, all out. I know it's going to take time...
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    There are many things that have happened to me, many feelings and thoughts I have been having, many things I've done, that are wrong. I have needed for so long to let go of the...
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    This is such a true and simple thing. From personal experience, I know that being down and sad can really skew your perspective. Once you've already torn away all of the optimism...
    Heresmystory Heresmystory 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 14

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    over the past yr my view on "forever" has changed. i dont think there is such a thing as "forever" or "happily ever after". i see all the time how unfaithful ppl are. its just a...
    PsychoBitch69 PsychoBitch69 31-35, F Nov 16

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    I am standing at a crossroads. Trying to decide what the next step should be. I'd like to make a change in my life. In fact, the burning desire for change is fueling my every...
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    Just wanted somewhere to write this I guess. I got in a pretty serious relationship when I just turned 17 and it was great for the most part, we could spend whole days together...
    dch29 dch29 22-25, M Oct 28

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    I don't know how it all happened, or at least I am pretending not to know. Lately I've been waking up in a mild panic just as I fall asleep. I flip on the lights and wait until I...
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response 4 days ago

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    1. I have mental illnesses. I can't make them go away, ever. I can work hard to recover, but I will always have them and have to learn to manage them. 2. My medications have been...
    SimiRayea SimiRayea 22-25, T 3 Responses Oct 30

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    Harvin Thedeolin Finsen breached my trust thus I'd lodged a police report against him report no. G/20140728/2155. It's a case of non-return of personal belongings that he loaned...
    rainbowsundae rainbowsundae 31-35, M Nov 8

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    I want to become a relic. I came from a place where fighting was the way to survive but to thrive. Friends have been shot and funerals have been attended. Others have given up all...
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    It was a long time ago, I was sixteen, and with my brothers I'd been out sailing in the fjord. My father came to get us, we were going to see my great grandmother, and we each...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 11

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    I Know It Takes More Than Wishing~It takes effort to change things. Right now I do what I got to do to get by. And pray that I'm making the right choices. I'm trying really hard...
    Restlessmama Restlessmama 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Uncertainty...this is the one thing that I don't know how to cope with. I've been living with my boyfriend for the past 3 years and I must say I have never seen more unstable...
    LorelaiSky LorelaiSky 26-30, F 5 Responses Nov 1

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    I am going to see the dentist today. This is not my first visit to my new dentist, because I decided to change dentists this year. I went and had my teeth cleaned. And now I am...
    Sara600 Sara600 56-60, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    When I deleted my Instagram, I said I wanted to get away from internet life. The truth is, I wanted to get away from you. We used to see each other all the time. We took the same...
    Xamad Xamad 22-25, M Nov 8

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    I've previously posted that my wife and I were due for our 20 week ultrasound, but this is what I consider my official announcement. I am going to be a dad. :) Our baby boy was...
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    Trying to do some school work, while babysitting isn't very easy. lol!! #going cray cray#
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    I'm going to a meeting about rehab for my dxm addiction on Friday, and I'm kind of nervous. I want the help, but I'm not sure who I'm going to be when I get out.
    HollyD23 HollyD23 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 16

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    I went from T3chmupp3t to Profweird. Meaning, Professor Weird. I was going to change it to Drweird, but it was taken.
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    I am going to try to make it through the holidays, then it's time for change.
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    This year has been pretty interesting on a personal level. Full of lots of highs and lows. But that's the thing though, there were actual highs! I just didn't handle them very well...
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    For awhile I wanted to be the one to support everyone else, I wanted to be strong. That's changed quite dramatically. I just want to be held and feel protected now. Though I think...
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    I cannot change my past, I can only work on forgiving myself for the mistakes I made, for people I may have hurt without knowing, and for not seeing the truth of someone else's...
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    Hello, I am 23years old, 2 daughters with my boyfriend 6 year old and a 2 year old..... I ran away with my boyfriend when I was 16( boyfriend was 23).... At that time... I only...
    livelaughlove310 livelaughlove310 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 26

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    Just when I thought I was going to be ok I hear that after jus 4 months of us breaking up ur getting married next weekend. Ur going to be a dad. What u've always wanted. All my...
    Sharniab Sharniab 31-35, F 4 Responses Oct 27

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    So a week ago today. i was told that i am slowly losig my eye sight. There was a significant change in the results of my eye test when i saw the same specialist 4 years ago. they...
    Anth9012 Anth9012 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 28

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    I've been totally excited about going back to Galveston for New Years with my ex, but lately I've been wishing that I had planned my vacation alone. I wouldn't dare change our...
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    I'm very lost right now. & I've been feeling so alone and depressed for the past month or so. I met this guy last year & we instantly hit it off. We became best friends and he...
    saralondono saralondono 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10

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    I don't think I am, I know I am, for a few years now, and I think I am near the end of it? The key to recognizing it was when my teenage sone was being incredibly rebellious at...
    KnightMoves KnightMoves 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 11

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    Going to Daughtry's concert changed my life :)
    ClaireH19 ClaireH19 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Let love let love be your guide Let love let love be your life Look inside light that fire When push comes to shove We know we got the love to rise above strive grit n...
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    I can't change the choices I've already made, and I can't go back in time. However, I can change the choices I make from now onward, and reflect on the actions I have made to learn...
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    All these years I have changed Cuz people wanted me to change. The original me was a cute girly girl who loves pink. But noooooo how could I be myself, that was such a big...
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    The major changes in gameplay are related to the movement, but are more visual than tactile. The control is still consistent, but now the screen movements reflect the intentions of...
    game3personal game3personal 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I HAVE to feel that I'm in control of everything...if I feel out-of-control...then I have anxiety & depression. Even if I'm not in control of anything...I need to at least feel...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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