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I Am Going To Do It Just Because I Want To

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    There are many nights when I can't sleep. Most normal working people are asleep at 2 in the morning, but for me, that is the usual time when I put on my jeans, my boots, my gloves...
    PerpetualDreamers PerpetualDreamers 26-30, M 5 Responses Dec 7

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    They say you're not supposed to go to bed mad, but I am furious. Like, ugly cry kind of furious. I'm so upset and so angry I really just want to scream. I feel so ready to give up...
    Sweetgirl120 Sweetgirl120 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 25

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    I want to go everywhere and see everything as soon as I've saved up enough I'm going I want to start with the uk then the rest of Europe then after that I'm not sure
    RubyGoad03 RubyGoad03 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I've been reflecting on a lot of things today. My anxiety level felt like it was through the roof. It probably didn't help that I was pretty hungover. If I could describe what...
    pnw21 pnw21 22-25, M 15 mins ago

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    Everyone thinks they have everything figured out and that they have the entire picture. No one does and no one in this family really understands me and really listens. They just...
    nomadventurist nomadventurist 18-21, F Nov 29

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    I'm going to. I have wanted to for about six years now and tried to two years ago. The only thing that kept me and has kept me from doing it is being afraid of what other people...
    TheAmityAffliction TheAmityAffliction 16-17, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 14

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    Hey future love of mi life/ future spousal unit/ future boo thang, For staters, I haven't come up with a good pet name to call you by. But I'm sure I'll figure something out...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Before my birth my Mom was told no heartbeat can be found ,your child has died and we need to remove the fetus ,,Mom said no ,,,I want my Mom and her friends to pray ,,they did...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 2 Responses Nov 29

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    4 weeks ago on Saturday I decided to bring up to my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years the fact that he likes to drink and because he is so young I was worried it would turn into alcoholism...
    groomer1210 groomer1210 18-21, F Dec 8

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    1. I am a woman 2. I am 24 years old 3. I live in the United States 4. I have one sibling – an older sister 5. I enjoy cooking 6. I like to eat healthy 7. I like making hemp...
    lovingleila329 lovingleila329 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    When people tell me that I MUST have kids, I literally feel like this: http://theoatmeal.com/comics/kids I don't want children, and have never been interested in children. The...
    spacepixie spacepixie 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 10

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    Howard beale - " I don't have to tell you things are bad. Everybody knows things are bad. It's a depression. Everybody's out of work or scared of losing their job. The dollar buys...
    MK25 MK25 22-25, M Nov 30

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    I’ve learned-that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.I’ve learned-that no matter how much I care...
    Girlwithbrains Girlwithbrains 18-21, F 11 Responses Dec 6

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    Hi everyone,my name is Karin,I'm Asian and I'm 15 years old. Let me share you a little about my experience,about how finally i want and choose to become a nun. I was once a...
    Karin2323 Karin2323 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 12

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    I feel nervous typing this as my beautiful baby sleeps beside me and my very handsome husband, who is a great father and a good person, snores nearby. I just feel so ungrateful, or...
    iamowl iamowl 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    I wouldn't say I'm a chained smoker, but I am a social smoker and regularly feel I need that daily intake of nicotine. Where I live we have this Arabian kind of smoke where you put...
    psychedelicblues psychedelicblues 18-21, F Dec 2

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    It's been just over 2 months since my boyfriend of a year broke up with me, and just over a month since he started seeing someone new. He was my first boyfriend and were both at...
    aprilpanda aprilpanda 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    The hunt It's been about three weeks since Zephyr came home to his family in London. Since his visit he's been catching up with his eight younger brothers and sisters, his close...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 12

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    I didn't think I would be depressed so soon...especially after I overcame it at the beginning of my college semester. Even thoughts of suicide came to mind for brief seconds...
    bkf2 bkf2 22-25, M Nov 23

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    Ok, just ran into my ex that couldn't commit. Haven't seen him in little over two weeks. Since the day he ended it. We've only talked twice via txt. Ok, the day he said couldn't...
    rhae963 rhae963 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    A quick run down of 100 things about me to bore the guts out of you. 1. You can call me Jill. 2. This is not going to be controversial. 3. There I said it. 4. I'm not married...
    Bumblebeat Bumblebeat 61-65, F 5 Responses Nov 29

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    The world is a terrible place, where you are made to dream but it will all be shattered, where you are made to feel, but all you will ever truly feel is pain, where you are made to...
    frankenstaine frankenstaine 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 30

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    This is my second post today in less than 30 mins because I have a lot to get off my chest. :) My biggest issue I believe is that I want what I can't have. It's not because I can...
    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 1

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    In 2010 my 23 year old brother died unexpectadly, in 2011 I got let go from my job, in 2012 after not being supportive at all my husband left me. I found out he hAd been cheating...
    RainStorm19 RainStorm19 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    It's been going on for a long time, and usually when I'm in bed late at night. I have several unresolved issues from my past that, sadly enough, might remain that way. The...
    mike584 mike584 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    I've always loved kids. And that love grew even more when I started working in a daycare along with babysitting on the side. They bring such joy into my life and when I'm around...
    Thinklife Thinklife 18-21, F Dec 7

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    Firstly I would like to say that I arrived at these most important principles after what I could term a whirlwind of experiences, mostly negative, that helped to shape these...
    KingDee2 KingDee2 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    I've wanted to write a book for as long as I can remember. I had to read an hour a day from the age of 5, thanks to my dad, and that made me love books. I loved it because of the...
    nuttyduck nuttyduck 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    What's the point of spending thousands upon thousands of dollars on what's essentially a giant party? I never fell for all the glitz and glam of giant fancy weddings, giant white...
    EmmyChi EmmyChi 22-25 1 Response 6 days ago

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    The last time I posted in this section, It was 2008, and I was 216 pounds. I was feeling discouraged and upset because I started to gain again. That was 6 years ago. Up until about...
    Rinoa Rinoa 26-30, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have to clear just a little thing up. When I say that I want to get pregnant, I do not mean that I am looking for men to message me saying that they will get me pregnant. I have...
    ForeverIsOver ForeverIsOver 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Buckle up sweet heart. Here we go. (1) I'm a week a way from my birthday. (2) I'm in EP rehab - detoxing myself from poison of the world. (3) I try hard to just be with my girl...
    bowbowdown bowbowdown 31-35 3 Responses Nov 22

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    but I don't know where to start, I want it to be a book version of poetic justice: Staring Janet Jackson and tupac/Brown sugar: Staring sanaa lathan it's going to be a split...
    alxvii alxvii 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    I Just Wanted to Let You Know You Should Know ..... You are meant to have an amazing life! ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ You are meant to have everything you love and desire. Your work is...
    letsloveloSETHehate letsloveloSETHehate 36-40, M Nov 28

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    at a young age, i remember always thinking boys will never make me happy. i don't know what gave me that idea, but i convinced myself it will always be like that. It didn't hit me...
    diaMOND1990 diaMOND1990 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    My best friend was going to move back home here in Cali from rehab in Costa Rica and we were going to live together in an apartment. I've been waiting two years for that day...but...
    MasterTusi MasterTusi 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Just over a week ago, my boyfriend of a little over a year, and I broke up. It has seriously been the hardest thing I have ever been through. I have never loved someone so much in...
    Kaytisakeeper Kaytisakeeper 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    Dear whoever you are, Was married to my best friend for 10 years but she left me 9 months ago and I haven't seen her since. I've made peace that she's never coming back and the...
    okletstrythisagain okletstrythisagain 31-35, M 19 Responses Dec 4

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    Be sure to tell me what you think in the comments below. I prefer constructive criticism, and keep in mind this is a draft. :D It was December the 22nd. I remember it because it...
    themarvelousme themarvelousme 26-30, M Dec 4

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    I have a fear that when I die I'm going to go through whatever dream thing that supposedly happens and wake up in some strange place and realize that my boyfriend was my father all...
    Fidge3 Fidge3 22-25, F Dec 7

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    Hey. I'm a new member here, and I was browsing through this website, looking for my old posts. I couldn't find any, so I decided to rewrite my past, in case anyone's interested. I...
    Madgiddypig Madgiddypig 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    It's just who I am. I don't want my pain to be numbed. I want to feel the agony and cherish every second, because that's the beauty of child birth. I want to feel everything, be...
    Maldif2015 Maldif2015 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I just want a guy to be hisself. To not to worry what I think, I love imperfection in a guy it makes him who he is. If a guy is going to date me they need to understand these...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 23

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    I used to be a balanced 50% sane, and 50% insane. Now after my nervous breakdown last September, that got me put into a mental institution for the 2nd time. I am now 20% sane and 7...
    psychologicallydamaged psychologicallydamaged 41-45, F Nov 24

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