I Am Going to Do Something This Year, About My Panic Disorder

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support

    Well it's just about time to get going. I've had lots of fun here this past year or so. Pictures, RPs, pleasant chats. I'm both sad to see it go and happy to be free of it. Took up...
    secretlyhonest1 secretlyhonest1
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    Was on EP about a year and a half ago got to know some great people. Came back recently and its going away. Hope to see everyone on the new EP.
    Hope4me1970 Hope4me1970
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    The first time i heard the news, i still thought there was time, at least a month it was then. Now I dunno how it is 21st already. Guess this it then. I personally learnt a lot...
    urnesha urnesha
    16-17, F
    Apr 21
    as someone who is in a BDSM relationship I love to learn about things other people might consider taboo. that doesn't mean I want to try it all, I just like to know about the...
    WhirlwindR WhirlwindR
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    I think its fitting now to just add my thoughts with the demise of EP at Midnight GMT... I would like to thank every single individual that I have ever interacted with in my time...
    BUBBLYBOY BUBBLYBOY
    61-65, M
    2 Responses Apr 21
    OK I have a confession. if someone posts something really nice about me, i screenshot it and save it forever. especially if it's unexpected.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    Apr 21
    I want to end by saying that I am sorry for whatever stupid, hurtful or ignorant thing i might have said and you find here and I think You are awesome, Ive had lots of...
    Enlightener Enlightener
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 21
    Okay here goes nothing.. 1. I'm 19, I'm a proud single mom to my son. 2. I go to college and also I bartend and own a tattoo shop 3. I eat super fast. Whenever I go out to eat with...
    Buoyantwaters Buoyantwaters
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 21
    So I'm a bi 24y in uk and I've been struggling recently with just being myself. I used to be a big guy but over the last year I've lost 5 and a half stone and I've never felt...
    Bathos92 Bathos92
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    I'm so tired of people not knowing I have DID. I want them to know how I struggle daily with myself. If they only knew then maybe they'd understand what I'm going through. Only, I...
    SystemofShadows SystemofShadows
    36-40, M
    Apr 21
    In the middle of the journey of life, I came to myself within a dark wood where the straight way was lost. -Dante I may have lost myself somewhere along this long road home, or...
    KikFindme12thNumber KikFindme12thNumber
    22-25, M
    Apr 20
    Since today is the last day of being able to post for the foreseeable future, I thought I should let everybody know a few things about me. 1) I love the great outdoors. I could...
    HaleyAnnabelle HaleyAnnabelle
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    I wanna do a lighter post I guess before it's the end. Almost like a finale. I just don't know exactly what to write about, but I might just write about a few random things that...
    rana3434 rana3434
    41-45, F
    Apr 20
    Hi, I kinda need to say what I keep keeping to myself, and here is the only place I could think of to express all this. So yeah, I know that I don't eat like everybody, I'm...
    BleedingPanda BleedingPanda
    22-25, M
    Apr 20
    Life for me has always had more downs than ups, but somehow I've always managed to keep fighting through it. EP use to be a place I would come to vent and talk to people and it...
    nightskyvampire nightskyvampire
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    Since ep is ending, I guess why not. 1. I'm 18, I'd give you my name but I don't trust people. 2. I smoke occasionally 3. I am brutally honest 4. My favorite color will...
    Lynnd520 Lynnd520
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 20
    The year 1996 when I was six years old, there's something unique about the year I cannot fathom upon. Something mysterious, mystical and magical. Maybe it was the end of an era and...
    Sazzio Sazzio
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 19
    Hey, So I'm posting this because I'm really struggling and contemplating ending everything because I can't see a way out. Any advice, past experience, hope, people in the same boat...
    ShellFlower119 ShellFlower119
    18-21, F
    Apr 19
    Help!!!!!!! Please!! Ok so in dec my niece passed away, my sisters bf killed her :(. She was about to turn 1..... But here's the reason I'm here.. One night I had a dream about the...
    Ilovepigs089 Ilovepigs089
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 18
    ILLEGAL MIGRANT ? I am reading here a succession of slanderous things said about this human being and as probably the left wing do gooders wont defend him now, I will :....who...
    LozzyFromRome LozzyFromRome
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    A friend was over and she told me about this guy her brother was friends with. How he's a great guy and told me to add him on Instagram... So I did. He added me back liked some of...
    Klm7239 Klm7239
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
    Just needing some advice or anyone to talk to. I am 22 and my boyfriend is 25. We have been together for 2 years now. Recently my boobs had gotten really sore and I was having bad...
    AllieDal85 AllieDal85
    22-25, F
    Apr 18
    Is chanting in my head a bps trait or is it something else? I'm trying to figure out if the chanting is a hallucination or not.
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl
    26-30
    Apr 18
    years ago when i worked at a store, the only two people i was close to there died very unexpectedly, less than a year apart. one was a woman in her 50's, and the other was a 19...
    VeritasAequitas VeritasAequitas
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    THE POPE ...SIGH .... In Italy we have a leader of the right wing party Lega Nord ( That I will vote for ) that doesnt beat around the bush with a politically correct farm manure...
    LozzyFromRome LozzyFromRome
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 17
    From what I can tell, I'm fairly certain I either deleted this experience or something, but here goes memory lane once more! I was at my childhood friend's great grandmother's...
    Knitemair Knitemair
    16-17, M
    Apr 16
    and all of the friends I have made hereI wanted to end my EP experience on a high note so here is my story:My name is Alexander Chirieleison; Alexander means 'defender of men' and...
    ThePowerbroker ThePowerbroker
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 15
    LIKE HELL IM GOING TO SAY GOODBYE WITHOUT ONE LAST .... "Colpo di coda " as we Italians say against the so called "humanitarians" that have ofyen clashed with my personal opinions...
    LozzyFromRome LozzyFromRome
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 15
    I've felt with the constant ups and downs for as long as I can remember. I used to think it was just hormones when I was growing up, I wanted it to be hormones. in my 3rd year of...
    wanderlustxxx0 wanderlustxxx0
    18-21, F
    Apr 14
    Indeed. I'm constantly worried about something, I always feel uncomfortable talking with strangers, I'm constantly assuming everyone is thinking something negative about me, I...
    WritingDesk11 WritingDesk11
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 14
    I am sad. I am not strong enough to let go completely, but, I have no choice anymore. I know it's best, I know it will be ok, but It doesn't make me happy. When we can't burn...
    lifealwayschanges lifealwayschanges
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    Its like the two of us talk everyday, but it seems that he likes someone else. He says we r still great friends, so what do you guys think? He's going to a different school then me...
    dogcrazy5 dogcrazy5
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 14
    At Age 12, I started skipping maybe 1-3 lunch breaks a week. It was innocuous. At 14, when I skipped lunch daily, it stooped being innocuous. When I start feeling like I needed to...
    AsYetNameless AsYetNameless
    13-15, T
    Apr 14
    Once upon a time, there was a girl. A small skinny girl. She had purple hair and blue striking eyes. She walked so certain, as if she knew exactly where she was going. I felt those...
    nikolatasic nikolatasic
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    After three years of trying to battle these panic attacks alone and being basically house bound, I'm back on meds. Since a visit to the psychiatrist can cost a fortune in this...
    BlueJinx BlueJinx
    26-30, F
    Apr 13
    CYBER BULLIES AND TROLLS ... I'm watching an Italian TV program and a psychologist is talking about a 16 year old girl that committed suicide because of Trolls and Cyber bullies...
    LozzyFromRome LozzyFromRome
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 12
    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Water_FestivalMay I sprinkle water on you if you are to hot ;)?Happy New Year to You All!What does your New Year look like?
    whyacinth whyacinth
    31-35, F
    Apr 11
    It was 6 years ago on the 13 th that I said goodbye to my close friend/Brother in law. And that was the last time I saw him. He left for work that night but never made it home...
    lifealwayschanges lifealwayschanges
    41-45, F
    Apr 11
    I joined Experience Project when I was going through a rough patch. I remember going on and typing my problems away. I got good advice from some people. Then, as soon as everything...
    nemophilist8 nemophilist8
    18-21, F
    Apr 11
    Yes I am and I can honestly say I'm so nervous about it. Its been 10 years since I went to college, and had to take some time off for other reasons(work, family, etc...etc). Now...
    Msprissy Msprissy
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 11
    I was just diagnosed at age 45. What the heck is going to happen to me?
    Noraathompson Noraathompson
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Apr 11
    Anger You have probably felt this emotion some time during your Life. If not, you are on way too many drugs or you are a sociopath about to burst out. Truth is, I get angry too...
    LysanderFremont LysanderFremont
    26-30, M
    Apr 11
    I don't know what category this falls under but I'm just going to say it. She doesn't know how much I love her. She has the power to change my whole mood. Sometimes that's a good...
    BeesSneeze BeesSneeze
    16-17, F
    Apr 10
    Rapper keeps her twitter account after saying Sarah Palin should be raped and run over by a train. What would have happened if a white woman would have said those words about a...
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    12 Responses Apr 10
    The summer of 2006 became memorable when our first cousin came to visit us. I and my brother were very fond of him, and we would never miss an opportunity to be with him since he...
    ShineOnYouCrazyLittleDiamond ShineOnYouCrazyLittleDiamond
    22-25, M
    Apr 9
    Its funny.........my mom always thought I just had a wild imagination. Turned out it wasn't exactly that. It wasn't til I was 14 I realized what it was. First time Ace came out was...
    Ace43262 Ace43262
    22-25, F
    Apr 9
    I don't even know where to begin.... Spent two days and two nights with my ex boyfriend(I'll call him Jake)... He and I dated for a month and then I moved hundreds of miles away...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    About 2 years ago, I got out of a really bad relationship. One of my best friends wasted no time. Just weeks after, he kissed me and asked me to be his girlfriend. I was in no way...
    laurennhem laurennhem
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 8
    FOR THE LOVE OF GOD I CANNOT JUST FIX MY EATING DISORDER I FKING CAN'T IF I TOLD SOMEONE TO JUST STOP BEING DEPRESSED OR JUST STOP HAVING ANXIETY ATTACKS I WOULD BE A FKING A...
    Indigo27 Indigo27
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 8
    My boyfriend and I fought for 2 or 3 months because I suspected he was cheating when I noticed he started acting differently. It upset me because we shared a love that was...
    CMC93 CMC93
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    1) I spend a lot of time alone and I'm unused to talk. 2) I think I must be extremely boring and uninteresting to most of the people I meet because I'm very quiet, reserved and...
    OpenlyHonestly OpenlyHonestly
    22-25, F
    Apr 8
    this is one of the stories from my book chronicles of sam volume one currently available on kindle and nook. I hope you enjoy.. Wrathful measures My...
    Sorellana Sorellana
    26-30
    Apr 8
    Anyone between 13-18 that still get spanked? I do and i am 17. Message me if you want to talk
    ChrisM98 ChrisM98
    16-17, M
    Apr 7
    1. I'm 15 2. I love animals 3. I play the piano 4. I draw portraits 5. I am a smoker 6. I'm recovering from depression, bpd and drug addiction 7. I can't handle people being mean...
    hannahgr hannahgr
    13-15, F
    Apr 7
    Bad experiences coming out as DID: Family (at first!!) *Some* people at school (but I didn't really come out to them I guess, they just noticed or something) Fiancé's family...
    Indigo27 Indigo27
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 7
    My boyfriend broke up with me. I have had a difficult life, struggled with horrible depression and anxiety sense the age of 6years old, when i first started being addressed, as I...
    anonlovely anonlovely
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 6
    Nice , friendly , polite , helpful, loving , caring - these are the ways I can relate to - a gentle man? Ummmm no no - that's cursing me technically - lol I don't want to act...
    Stephenrko Stephenrko
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 6
    1. First of all, since so many people mention zodiacs, I'd like to point out that I'm a Physicist and don't believe in that gobblefunk. I was however born the 29th February, which...
    Michalb Michalb
    41-45, M
    Apr 6
    I admire someone. More to like her as an idol.. the way she thinks, the way she treats ppl. I can give 5 stars to her, her attitude. But, I'm getting confused. She's talking back...
    inspirit05 inspirit05
    22-25, F
    Apr 6
    Hi, I didn't know where to put this so I decided just here will do. Okay. So hey, I'm Candslayer, as you already knew that. But my actual name is Zoie. I was born in 1997 on the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Apr 6
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