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I Am Going to Do Something This Year, About My Panic Disorder

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support

    It all started the second semester of my Senior Year in high school. To say my anxiety started then would be a terrible lie, but that's when it spiraled to a point I could no...
    Honeydip521 Honeydip521 18-21, F Oct 21

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    I sure do. It just is not right. The link here shows I had a reason to cry as a child living with a stern stepfather. EP Link
    T3chmupp3t T3chmupp3t 18-21, M Oct 17

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    From the "parents handbook of the 1930's' Along with other classics like. "If you fall off that wall and break your legs. Don't come running to me!" "Keep picking your nose and you...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 17

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    I compare myself to people that I grew up with. I'm not trying to make anything a sob story but here is the reason why this is holding me back. Growing up, I didn't think my...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    No one can actually tell I am hiding from the world. Days become tough Recently. I feel like I'm almost invisible and I'm scared of losing time. Relationship-wise, I'm still...
    monatonie monatonie 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 8

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    Going crazy just thinking about the times I was honest with you and told you how I felt but you never had the nerve to tell anyone how lucky you are to have me . I'm not a bad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 13

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    The feeling of being barefoot is amazing. Not only is it relaxing and feels good on its own as you let your feet breathe, but you have a better sense of the world. The grass under...
    ThatGirlSara ThatGirlSara 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    So I kinda feel bad about something. There's this girl who's a sophomore that got moved to my supervisory.(supervisory is where you stay there for 30 minutes and do whatever, like...
    Gabsters05 Gabsters05 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 21

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    I'm not really going to share facts. I'm just going to tell you about me. I'm 14. I'm mature for my age. I was raised by my mom because my dad left us when I was 4. I see him...
    LexyMarie LexyMarie 13-15, F Oct 17

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    Something to think about.., Two things define you....
    MFeisty MFeisty 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    I was recently diagnosed with agoraphobia by my doctor and social anxiety disorder by another doctor. I can't go to school so they put me into a program called Home-bound Schooling...
    agoraphobicfreak agoraphobicfreak 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    I'm 17, and I've been suffering with this for a little over a year. It has been the worst thing to ever happen to me. This is the scariest mental illness I have ever experienced...
    AFSVC AFSVC 16-17, F Oct 5

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    I'm 17, and I've been suffering with this for a little over a year. It has been the worst thing to ever happen to me. This is the scariest mental illness I have ever experienced...
    AFSVC AFSVC 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 5

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    Well its that time again, my monthly therapy appointment to try and deal with the monsterous multiflavored monkey on my back called APD. I almost feel its useless to go but i keep...
    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M 2 Responses Oct 2

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    I recently ended my employment with a family I had been working with for about 2.5 years. I raised the youngest since birth and was like a second mother to him. The mother had...
    Beckka11 Beckka11 31-35, F Oct 21

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    I am spending my sophomore and senior year at an alternative high school I am currently studying aromatherapy I hope to be a message therapist, nutritionist, or psychologist...
    justalittlewallflower justalittlewallflower 16-17, F 10 Responses Oct 22

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    I'm sorry to whoever may read this that I made it so long, but its late and I'm tired of writing in my journal, at least here there's a possibility of a response and I need to let...
    littlebitoflucky littlebitoflucky 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    I am thinking about cheating on my Therapist. Do you think she will get jealous? I'm making jokes but I feel like dog poo today. I had a bunch of medical tests done...they want...
    ObiOneyouremyonlyhope ObiOneyouremyonlyhope 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    1. I am a girl thus, I have fancy lady parts that I will not send you pics of, so stop asking. 2. I am a Jr. 3. I love olderish movies and music particularly: Ferris Bueller's...
    lindseysway lindseysway 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 22

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    This is the story of my life, from my earliest childhood memories to the age of majority (18). Today is October 2. 2014. I am a Norwegian male, so my English is not perfect. I'm...
    Dakris Dakris 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    Yes. I'm that important that I should let you know of any upcoming absences, because.. Orherwise, panic, chaos and disorder in the streets. There may even be rioting! Anyway...
    Dannage Dannage 36-40, M 2 Responses Oct 23

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    As you all know there was a man in my life who persecuted me and made my life a living hell . I wish if I was a talented author to write the whole story with all the details but...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 13 hrs ago

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    With this disorder, relationships hurt. People frequently complain about being single, and how lonely they are; but with BPD, I hurt way more and am way more lonely in a...
    DanicaER DanicaER 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I do have my panic attacks idk why , maybe because of the medicine i use to take 18 years ago or because of the weed i use to smoke . People are trying to tell me to get out of...
    paola93 paola93 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    It feels like forever until I'm okay again. My last attack it took like four days til I started feeling like myself. After this one, that happened yesterday, I'm finding it harder...
    cricket2121 cricket2121 18-21, F Oct 3

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    It probably isn't a good idea to post everyone's names on the internet, so, for future reference, all the names here are fake. Anyway, my family consists of me, my parents, and...
    directioner600 directioner600 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I am an almost 21 year old female. 5'7" and 115 pounds. I have struggled with severe self esteem issues for years, basically my whole adolescent and teenage life and since I was...
    Iambekah Iambekah 18-21, F Oct 20

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    So this may be a bit long. Basically I never tell anyone anything, I've never been able to do it. But one day I decided to tell one of my best friends about all my problems. She...
    skinnydream1 skinnydream1 16-17, F a week ago

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    Quentinjez62y Quentinjez62y 31-35, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I was actually diagnosed 3 weeks ago, but the first time I had any problems was about 2 months ago. The first time I was sitting in the passenger seat of my stepmom's car running...
    Kmferg0415 Kmferg0415 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    Maybe some of you read my post about when. I almost died at a concert. I have always had panic attacks before but I feel like I've already gotten over what happened at the concert...
    mypawshaveprints mypawshaveprints 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    I know this is hilarious and all, but this is so true for me. One example is my closet. I have this thing where it takes me an hour to get dressed to go through the drive-thru, and...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    With so many various brands, products, as well as types of air conditioners that you can buy nowadays, It is normally hard to choose which ones will be the more sensible choice to...
    Daniel6936fth6 Daniel6936fth6 31-35, M Oct 16

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    I am 21-year old guy, and I am anorexic. I am 6'0 tall and 141 lbs., down from 165 lbs. back in April. I'm not going to lie, back then I was fairly happy with my body, but a few...
    Salem21 Salem21 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 22

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    anthony and i have been dating for a year and a half. we get along mostly but a few things that bothered me about him now make me want space more than ever. in fact, it makes me...
    iridescenteyes iridescenteyes 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Ok, here goes: I have my own issues, I tackle them head on and sometimes get scratched up. Disabled vet with PTSD and a handful of tough injuries. I hurt every day. I've been...
    Beanavore Beanavore 41-45, M 2 Responses Oct 13

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    I find it difficult to accept 'different' people for who they are. Let me give some examples: Gays - I'm a little uncomfortable about them. Trans - I think they are...
    JacobStark JacobStark 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 15

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    My eating disorder is relapsing. I know this because I've become so much more obsessive about food and calories, and I purged for the first time in a year last week. Also I'm...
    lalaloopsytrollpony lalaloopsytrollpony 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 16

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    1. I have two brothers and two sisters. 2. I'm the second youngest in my family. 3. I have two best friends and we end up doing the weirdest things together like dancing to...
    channy205 channy205 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 19

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    Well I have researched and experienced my fair share of heartbreaks and breakups. Many desperate souls (the dumpee) will be the one left helpless and constantly searching and...
    WideOcean WideOcean 36-40 Oct 3

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    I've been taking a class in my college that recently the topic of eating disorders came up. Now at first I felt like staying out of the conversation because I couldn't figure out...
    cookii cookii 18-21, F Oct 9

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    At first it started out by eating too much and then throwing up because it was uncomfortable. I thought it was my body's way of saying I was too fat and needed to be bulimic. Life...
    heatherrrbee heatherrrbee 22-25, F Oct 15

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    Been not well. Have such intense feelings of disgust to the point where I want and need to just claw my skin off. It feels like I am going to go absolutely insane. I was driving...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    So I am a 25 year old guy. I have a single, 57 year old mom and a single 28 year old sister. We are all very close and get along great. I have friend that is my age and he's a...
    david109 david109 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    100.It's the 3rd time I am trying to write this! 99. I am afraid I will miss a number 98. I should be sleeping right now 97. I had a panic attack yesterday 96. I love science 95. I...
    sparkydream sparkydream 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    Relapsing bad these past few days. My insurance isn't covering my day treatment anymore because I need more help than they're providing. Not sure what my next step is going to be...
    misanthropemeow misanthropemeow 22-25, F Oct 19

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    Hello everyone, I'm new to this app so I thought I would put my feelings out there and give it a shot. So about me, I'm a 16 year old in high school. Next year I will be a senior...