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I Am Going to Do Something This Year, About My Panic Disorder

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Mar 27

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    I want whoever wrote that essay!!!
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F Apr 1

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    Today's Life Lesson :) A suspicious wife calls her husband:"Where are you...
    teachocolate teachocolate 41-45, F 7 Responses Apr 9

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    On Online Relationships And Mental Illness: Love can be awfully messy. I finally went there. After nearly 5 years-- years that were spent feeling so in love and years that were...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 5 days ago

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    i hide food. lots of junk. i binge. i purge. i lie. i cover. i push away. and now? im tired. im sick. and im so lonely. even with Ana constantly by my side. I know I've said this...
    LostGirl1029 LostGirl1029 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Well i am guilty of this myself, my mother was Abusive,and mean to me. But i was stubborn and difficult and did not make it easy on her but did not admit it ... I left and went on...
    gentlemanjoe2 gentlemanjoe2 56-60, M 9 Responses Apr 7

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    Something I think about religion. An answer to a question that I wanted to keep. You Quran-thumpers are such a dull lot, losing your ability to use the Shift Key and shouting...
    TheSquirrel TheSquirrel 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    Tonight I got off work early at 9 PM and called my mom to pick me up. She didn't answer after calling 3 times, and I couldn't call my stepdad because he's away on a trip, so I just...
    babyllove21 babyllove21 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I am 16 yrs old girl and in my life happened something strange that I cant understand but I love and I cant let go altough it is hurting me and I just can't decide what is right so...
    nitheism nitheism 16-17, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    This is my first time posting on EP, so bear with me. Also, keep in mind that doctors and therapists are not 100% of my BPD diagnosis-- I also have dissociation, ADHD, and panics...
    DepressedDemigod DepressedDemigod 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I know this is long.and ramble as my head isn't doing well today, but please read. I hope it doesn't offend. I'm sorry... I just really need input or someone to tell me I'm bad. I...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 4

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    I don't want to be here anymore. I want to disappear. I think about it all the time, I mimic putting a gun to my head and shooting myself. When I'm driving I imagine driving into a...
    theginger89 theginger89 22-25, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    Going to bed hungry means waking up thinner
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 23 hrs ago

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    Now that I am older it seems that my forever lack of energy is actually something more. MS or MG or an endless list of possibilities. Mitochondrial diseases seem to be the...
    katesisco katesisco 66-70, F 14 hrs ago

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    So I wrote on here about a little over a month ago. I have suffered through depersonalization since I was 18. I took this disorder as something I would never be able to overcome...
    katejen2 katejen2 22-25, F Mar 25

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    Everyone around me has become extremely self-centered around me which is something I could never be,I am always trying to help others and in the process I have forgotten how to...
    ChihiroKagamine ChihiroKagamine 13-15, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    What it is like to be the only ugly woman. Every time I see any random woman anywhere, I think of things that people close to her might love about her. Maybe it's the way her eyes...
    brriittttaannyy brriittttaannyy 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I made the mistake of dating my best friend on and off for four years. I knew his feelings weren't as strong as mine (he always leaned more towards friends while I leaned more...
    Feldsparr Feldsparr 22-25, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Hi all. I'm writing here out of need to feel a connection. I am battling many different things in life right now and I feel very alone. I embarked on a new career this year, hoping...
    CarolineT84 CarolineT84 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I've got bipolar disorder my ***** not in order ... I need to get checked out but no one wants to help me I also think there's so many other things wrong with me I've been having a...
    Elmaevana Elmaevana 16-17, F Mar 21

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    I was diagnosed with ADHD schizophrenia bipolar disorder when I was 18 I had never even been to a doctor.. I was taken in a ambulance at the age of 18 for doing something ive...
    branakimpink branakimpink 18-21, F Mar 24

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    Do you ever get those days where food just becomes this background static panic and you can't stop eating and you want to hide away forever and disappear and you keep thinking you...
    baabara baabara 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    I think my biggest fear is the fear of myself getting sick to my stomach or someone else getting sick. Since I was a little girl I have been terrified of it. Everything about it...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    1. I speak three languages, Lithuanian, Russian and English 2. I would move back to Lithuania in a heartbeat from the US 3. I am a traditionalist that believes the man should...
    Alexz72 Alexz72 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    This is not something I know how to explain. (tried writing this post 10 times and failed). But basically. I have had many breakdowns. Meaning I lose it. I just start crying and...
    shhyoudontknowme shhyoudontknowme 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    First post. Hello. I am 22 and I'm a uni student with an over-zealous mother. And by over-zealous I mean 'constantly interfering with my life and making me feel worse about myself...
    iNeedSpace iNeedSpace 18-21, M Mar 28

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    April fools is my favorite day most kids wait all year for Christmas I wait all year for this day I love pranks and today was the best April fools day ever m/ my friend and I...
    Dalia4ever Dalia4ever 16-17, F Apr 1

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    I wish I could be used in research. I am a lucid dreamer and have a psychotic disorder, and have used skills I developed from lucid dreaming to help manage my psychosis as well as...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I just wanted to reach out to those who are struggling with this debilitating disorder. I have anxiety and depression :/ The past year has been an uphill battle for me. Changing...
    DanniSwtSn DanniSwtSn 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I was diagnosed with BDD and depression in 2010. I had been seeing a therapist weekly throughout 2009 without any improvement. I tried several different anti-depressants and...
    Chinook11 Chinook11 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    I am a 39 year old female,. I have boarderline personality disorder, major depressive disorder(diagnosed at 10) adhd (diagnosed at 38), ptsd, anxiety, a past history of anorexia...
    sofullofcyn sofullofcyn 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    It has taken me years to admit that I, in fact, do have an eating disorder. Ever since I was young, I've been obsessed with my weight. I was always heavier than other girls, even...
    angelique422 angelique422 22-25, F Mar 26

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    Every time I think I'm over it, it comes back. It always comes back, in the back of my mind taunting me and letting me know everything that I can do to lose those few pounds. I...
    troubledbody troubledbody 16-17, F Apr 2

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    I'm 21 suffering with borderline personality disorder along with depression and anxiety. I've been dealing with this since I was 11 and my mom remarried a Disney style evil step...
    knittingpretty22 knittingpretty22 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 24

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    What's wrong with me today? I was sick already this morning, felt mentally not right and was physically feeling off. Felt better after chat with an old friend over coffee about...
    BlueSkysAreCold BlueSkysAreCold 22-25, F Mar 26

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    1. What is your favorite candle sent? • Some sort of berry 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister? • Drew Barrymore 3. What male celebrity do you wish was...
    endmypainn endmypainn 13-15, F Mar 26

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    I don't know what to write here.. some time ago I used to feel do much better when u posted something here..its not even the same anymore..even this place makes feel lonely, just...
    sb3007 sb3007 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I don't know where to begin... I'm monogamous male in gay polya relationship. My partners other loved ones and I are friends and we have got along well from the start. Not so long...
    Min77 Min77 26-30, M 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    So all of my life, I have liked guys. Not girls. Not in that way. but recently I have been having... in the words of Jack Sparrow, stirrings for my best friend. Now I have known...
    futurefish futurefish 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 20

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    I first discovered this in my junior year of high school. Being trans in high school is probably the worst, but being trans and having a personality disorder in high school is just...
    noyoubro noyoubro 18-21, T 1 Response Mar 25

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Mar 27

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