I Am Going to Make It Through the Next 12 Months

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    I Miss Him Terribly!

    My boyfriend/bestfriend/hero/everything...got on the plane today!  And it is a lot harder then I expected! I am going running the last couple days through my head and kicking myself for stpid things I said or you know what I didn't do! I just wish I could go back and redo...
    bhertz88 bhertz88
    18-21
    Jan 16, 2009

    No Phone Calls...

    My hunni has been in aghanistan for 2 weeks now. N he's been calling me everyday. But i havnt gotten a call for the last 2 day's. I know i better get used to it. I know's it not going to be able to call everynight. It just sucks really really bad. When you love and...
    ashleysvr ashleysvr
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 19, 2009

    So In Love With My Soldier

    You know the saying is true you have his heart but the army has his butt lol, the depoyments are so hard but one thing i can be thankful for is it has brought us closer together! We are suuch a strong couple! The thing that gets me the most while he is gone is watching a movie...
    armywifeward armywifeward
    26-30
    May 26, 2009

    LOVE Him!

    I get so excited when I talk to my bf on  the computer, its nice to see him on the webcam. I love to see him smile he makes me melt! Just seeing him makes all my worries go away! :) Even if it is just for a few minutes. at least I can see how hes doing. Sometimes I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 21, 2009

    You All Make Me Proud!

    I "googled" this site, and was unbelieveably humbled by the stories I saw here...you are all amazing people! I was a "ded-wife" 30 years ago...and my real-mean-marine was stationed in Iwakuni for 6 months. I was miserable and lonely. The ladies who deal with these...
    Makinswood1218 Makinswood1218
    51-55
    Oct 26, 2012

    Being Without My Baby

    so its been almost a year since we said our first goodbyes since then we have dealt with so many things a miscarriage due to stress his mother getting cancer my best friend being killed him seeing his friends die numerous fights and Way more things.When i first met Nicholas many...
    princesskassie92 princesskassie92
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 22, 2010

    1st Deployment

    My Ugh-Maze-ing bf. of 3 yrs. is going to be leaving for his first deployment on may 20th for 12 months to afganistan.. This is going to be the biggest n hardest trial of my life. I am so worried about him.  I just hope and pray that he stays safe and that he will come home...
    ashleysvr ashleysvr
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 17, 2009

    My First Calls From Afghanistan

    My fiance left for Afghanistan last week... i haven't heard from him since. Today i got EIGHT phone calls from what i thought was a lady calling me about Fred's correspondance classes (I've been avoiding her). I received a voicemail after the thrid call, and...
    bbygurl bbygurl
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 28, 2009

    Give Me Strength.

    I am taking him to the Airport today so he can fly back home and say goodbye to his family. I am so happy he will get this chance, but I know that I am going to be a wreck leaving the airport, it is forshawoing what I know is coming very very very soon. His deployment. God...
    mashleysue mashleysue
    18-21, F
    Apr 5, 2012

    Beginning of Our Deployment

    My boyfriend has been deployed for abt two months now... He too will be gone for a year in Iraq/Kuwait, and he gets leave to come home in April which is abt six months from now!!! I cant wait for April and these next six months to go by, but it seems and feels like forever!!! I...
    danbriars08 danbriars08
    18-21
    4 Responses Oct 6, 2009

    New!

    My boyfriend has been in the army for about 2 and a half years, he's been in the entire time we've been together except for 2 mos, so him being in the army is pretty normal for me.  the thing is, it's going to be his first deployment in about a week and i'm freaking out....i...
    Kansas03 Kansas03
    18-21
    4 Responses Jul 28, 2009

    Missing the One I Love!

    My bf is in iraq for the next 12 months..its hard being away from him but i know it will be worth it in the end. I love him more than anything and never want to lose him!! He is my everything and plan on staying by his side during the 12 months and for forever!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 30, 2008

    Beginning of Our Deployment

    My boyfriend has been deployed for abt two months now... He too will be gone for a year in Iraq/Kuwait, and he gets leave to come home in April which is abt six months from now!!! I cant wait for April and these next six months to go by, but it seems and feels like forever!!! I...
    danbriars08 danbriars08
    18-21
    3 Responses Oct 6, 2009

    Tough Times

    sometimes i feel like im never gonna get outta this slump, hes been gone for a month now, and i still feel like im not functioning right, i miss him so much, I never thought i could love someone else like this, and I (we) never really thought wed fall in love, sometimes...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Jan 19, 2009

    Please Wake Me Up!!

    Hi. So my husbands is gone to Iraq and will later be deployed to Afghan. from how things are going. Im really sad, because I miss him dearly. I know I have to stay strong for him, because Im his support system. I always remain positive and be there anytime he needs me. I try not...
    yungmilitarywifey yungmilitarywifey
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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    urnesha urnesha
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    Apr 21
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    26-30
    Apr 21
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    SmexyNightmare SmexyNightmare
    18-21, T
    Apr 21
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    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
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    Apr 21
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    Missjayne1 Missjayne1
    36-40, F
    Apr 20
    "Dont worry though. I would rather miss out on a 180k." What do you think i am still here for? First experience. Then money. You think i am on 90 bucks an hour by accident? Do...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 20
    Dont worry though. I would rather miss out on a 180k. Then make a freak shite their pants. It makes sense on so many levels.
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 20
    By this time next year i will have done 160k. How about you richard? How much does an aps3 earn?
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 20
    Good Bye EP. It's been a great experience meeting new people and hearing their stories. Thank you for starting up this web site. I'm sure you've helped many people recover from...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 20
    "This is ultimately what this comes down to richard and the nuts are such cowardly pvssys that they dont see the world the way I do. The way all normal men do. Who stand up and...
    richardlovesblackguys richardlovesblackguys
    70+
    Apr 20
    Codependency - Will I ever move on? I was told by my therapist I need an outlet so here it is.. I don't know what to do. I feel like I have complete control of myself and at the...
    HardyHar47 HardyHar47
    18-21, M
    Apr 20
    One of these things is not like the other one of these things is going up Richards bum everyone knows Richards the pretender One of these things is not like the other one of...
    richardlovesblackguys richardlovesblackguys
    70+
    Apr 20
    one of the things rent boy has done over the past 5 years is create accounts on here. Then reply to posts I make and send me PMs. All of which are highly sophisticated...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 19
    "You realise these people are scared of me right?" It was always going to happen. These people are cowards. As soon as I get in their face its no longer a fantasy where they are...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 19
    I just dont get you people at all. You are soft pvssys who like to try and pretend you are tough guys. Then when I ask you to back it up. You cant. You back out of it because you...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 19
    I just want to make sure that you understand that we are not in primary school. That we are men and when you pull an extended tough guy face at me it provokes me especially when...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 19
    I dont know what i am going to do with you guys. You are just incorrigible. You know in 14 months and eleven days i think in a sick twisted way i am going to miss you guys.
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 19
    I can tell you this much if your objective is to annoy me with your ridiculous, insane and delusional behaviour until i make another one of these freaks shite their pants. You are...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 19
    Hi, I'm a Soccer fan and a gamer. I just turned 18 last month. And I'm new to this website. I haven't had a friend in a long long time, And I'm living alone at the moment. I spent...
    CleverKid CleverKid
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 18
    I was up late last night and i am tired. That means i have less self control. Then i rock up to work and first thing i have some silly delusional cvnt provoking me. It makes me...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 18
    I recently stopped fighting my inner girl and accepted her. Ivr been experimenting but I know now that I want to be a cute sissy. next step will be coming out to a few friends.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Apr 18
    I used to live in extreme poverty. (Well my family was as poor as residents in the UK get). This was from when I was 13 up until I was 16. I remember having no breakfast and...
    Itslauryn Itslauryn
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Apr 18
    Hey guys I know I'm going to miss you guys I mean all of you and I wish we could do something about it my best regards is to save ep and make it into a different website from me...
    Johnny1446 Johnny1446
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    I dont want you to get hurt trying to push your delusion to far. Where is richard? He is hiding behind others like the coward he is. 14 months and 12 days then i no longer have...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 17
    "For richard its someone defying his imaginary power and authority." Its not just that its what everybody else thinks because richard turned this into such a big deal. Everyone is...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 17
    I think the worst part of this for richard is he will never be able to forget what I have done to him. In 14.5 months when I am living on the other side of the country again. In...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 17
    I wish I could fall down the rabbit hole, touch the pin that takes me to Tomorrowland, walk through the wardrobe and into Narnia, run through the platform wall of 9 3/4 to Hogwarts...
    nevergoingtousethis nevergoingtousethis
    16-17, F
    Apr 16
    I was told by someone close to me that no one will ever care for me or love me more than I will. At first I thought that's not true my family loves me way more that I do. (HA) It...
    miazhane miazhane
    18-21, F
    Apr 16
    richard is a sad case. Here is this guy who just wants people to think he is a highly sophisticated genius but in reality he isnt. This makes it hard. So his solution is to...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 16
    How much time and effort has richard had to expend on keeping this going? He has been spinning this for 5 years now. Thats how important the power fantasy is to him. How much...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 16
    It's not a bad thing, either. Even when I thought I wouldn't get through it, little did I know that I was being molded into who I am now, and that because of going through it, I...
    ZenLioNESS719 ZenLioNESS719
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Apr 13
    Laugh, even when you feel too sick or too worn out or tired. Smile, even when you're trying not to cry and the tears are blurring your vision. Sing, even when people stare at you...
    Wantsfortomorrow Wantsfortomorrow
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 13
    seems people would prefer abandoning me rather then befriending me. even the people who told the false tale of being my friend and always sticking together had left me as well. it...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 13
    feed on good moments and live the rest in misery thinking about those days when we were away from questioning and judging everything in our minds having some joy, even just by...
    anotherclone anotherclone
    31-35, M
    Apr 12
    Life is honestly too short to be sad or dwell on the negative things. It shouldn't be about worrying when the next bill will be, or how much food yoy have left, or even if you'll...
    LifeIsToShortToBeSad LifeIsToShortToBeSad
    16-17, M
    Apr 12
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    nemophilist8 nemophilist8
    18-21, F
    Apr 11
    I understand that you are mentally fragile. Its why I have been able to fvck with you like this. I know I have upset you so much by showing everyone what they always suspected that...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 11
    Hello everyone, 11 days to EP shutting down. Make sure to request EP to send you your stories if you want to keep them!!!
    toniyl toniyl
    36-40, F
    Apr 10
    I will be going to exp2 http://exp2.xyz/ If you want to stay in contact I will be there with the same user name
    girl1e girl1e
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    I have met people who wallow in misery and love blaming everyone but themselves for making the wrong choices in life.You either pick yourself up,dust yourself off,learn from your...
    sparklingdiva sparklingdiva
    31-35, F
    Apr 10
    I do realise that richard thinks like a child. That he has no understanding of me or the way I grew up and how that shaped me and I dont expect him too. We are the products of...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    We've been going out for about 5 months. Its been great and I love her. I should be happy and excited by this right? The only problem is that Im not sexually attracted to her but I...
    steviemac95 steviemac95
    18-21, M
    Apr 9
    Since a very young age, I have a thing for hair, especially when it comes to cutting it off. To me, there is nothing more fascinating as grabbing a pair of scissors, select a long...
    KeshavK2J KeshavK2J
    22-25, M
    Apr 9
    I made my account to share my story because reading these helps and I want that closure I never got for someone else. So my ex of 4 years (we dated the entire time in high school...
    Jadebroken Jadebroken
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    Themcommish got of the elevator and headed into his office Janice said hi commissioner richard you have a message from the Chadian ambassador he said he will see you at 2 PM and he...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 8
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