I Am Going To Stop Self Sabotaging

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    I did it today, sort of started the ball

    rolling in the past few months making small changes to how I react, what I will put up with, and building myself up one piece of me at a time.Thank you to the amazing people who've come into my life and helped make these changes, I know I've thanked you personally, and I'll do...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 27, 2015

    The Idiot Who Has Stopped Looking For A Village.. Applications Have Closed.

    I've had it with you people, the ones who seek me when it suits and can't be arsed asking how I am. The ones who sit there depressed and can't find a way to pull their own arse out of paper bag let alone let the cat out of it. The one who thinks by popping another upper to lift...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    17 Responses Aug 24, 2010

    The Past Weeks..

    Things have been pretty rough. I'm at a new stage in my life where I do quite literally have to start over. I need a new job, a new home, and a new life. I spent one week in shock, after a piece of news that I really didn't expect to get. I took that as a sign that I hadn't...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    9 Responses Jul 13, 2010

    I had an amazing day yesterday,

    chilling out at the beach. It was pretty much secluded as all get out and all. There ended up being four people there (me included). I realised how much my social anxieties **** with my head. I couldn't bring myself to even talk to the two other guys that were there. There's my...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2015

    Untitled

    The emptiness sits deep, relentless in the depths in which it reaches. Forever forgiving.. Pondering why, the never ending question.. Why am I not good enough?
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jul 14, 2010

    Me, I Am The Most Important Person In My Life.. Don't Get Me Wrong, You're On The List - But I Win.

    Me. Me. Me. Me. Me.... You. I love me. So should you, because damn.. I love me. Duh! You are lucky to have me in your life, so appreciate all that I am. I am the light in my life, and the bearer of my soul. My friends love me, and I love me too. I complete me, you have a...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 3, 2010

    My Life

    If I can't stop setting myself up for disaster then I'm never going to stop experiencing them. Instead of applying for the vet-tech program(my major) at the college I am attending I have put it off and put it off, telling myself that it didn't matter because there was no way I'd...
    Hitshufflereplay Hitshufflereplay
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2011

    Eating...

    it's a love hate relationship well founded years before.. I managed to actually make, and eat breakfast and lunch all last week...  May not sound like much, but when you avoid eating at all costs.. it's big and wth.. this is my group so.. :) Next.. shopping for food...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    May 29, 2010

    Almost Done..

    In the darkest of moments the light now shines bright.  A dimmer switch that once blew a fuse dims no longer, only the red of a sunset glows warming the dream of what lays beneath.A new day dawns on me, day after day.  Another new experience and life line is brought to life...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    Aug 8, 2011

    Me

    Yes ME! ALL ME! DAY IN DAY OUT I ABUSE MYSELF MENTALLY!   PHYSICALLY!   EMOTIONALLY! I DON'T EAT I DON'T LOOK AFTER MYSELF I TALK MYSELF OUT OF OPPORTUNITIES I SAY 'NO THAT'S NOT REALLY ME, OR OH THANKS...BUT' I SAY YES - WHEN I WANT TO SCREAM NO - FUKK OFF...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 23, 2010
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