at a certain point I felt it controlled me but I realised it's not so.
I've always had too many thoughts in my head. Weird thoughts..I think!
Since I was a kid I felt alone because of these head thoughts and I had no outlet.
If you have weird head thoughts and vocalise them in...
who are alive right now.
For all the chances we get to learn and grow.
For the kindness of friends, family, and strangers.
For the dreams that breath hope into our lungs.
For even being able to feel grateful.
I am grateful to be alive and healthy. And I am also grateful that I have been given another opportunity in life. After all the mistakes and all the screw ups...I probably should of been dead or gotten in trouble. But I'm not. I am in my right mind, no longer depressed or...
for me of how well I am actually doing in life even though I am not always feeling like all is perfect constantly:
– No matter how good or bad you have it, wake up each day thankful for your life. Someone somewhere else is desperately fighting for theirs. Instead of thinking about what you’re missing, try thinking about what you have that everyone else is missing.
A thought came to me not long ago; 'there's nobody else who can express things the way I can, so I'd better get out there and do it!' I learned to appreciate myself recently, (which has been a long time coming I can tell you).
It seems odd to think that if I wasn't here, the...
..you have no reason to complain...somebody wasn't so lucky, if you keep pointing out the things you don't have or the things that are bad you'll never appreciate all the good things and all the things that you do have...remember there's always someone worst off than you. 💯
warm, feverish chest. I could hear his heart beating, reassuring and strong. The cool air filling his lungs and the gentle thin wheeze of his exhale. His toes curled into my thighs, his presence so clear , so complete.
Feeling my face with his warm, sticky hands, he asked...
so many healing energies support, love and guide me as I walk through this healing journey, casting cancer out of my life forever. I'm grateful to the many friends who are sharing their positive energy with me, to God who I believe is steadfast, to the angels and other...
for supporting me
to my professors and school teachers for they have tought me so well so that I can earn my own now
to srila prabhupad for discovering hare Krishna mahamantra and giving us
to bhikshu maharaj for his mercy
to my workplace and colleagues for they have helped me...
and walk the long way to my train station ... and that's when I came across two chimney sweeps. I went up to them and asked if I could touch them. They cheerfully each gave me a firm handshake and wished me a good day and a good week. You might not be familiar with the tradition...
Putting together a colorful buffet with my friends with ease.
Allowing myself to keep things simple and feeling so content.
Doing the shopping with my youngest son and enjoying it as always!
Having a schoolmates' overnight stay and seeing that it is good for my...
and drizzle without a care if the drizzle were to turn to rain. And while I stopped to lock my bike, seeing an urban hobo wave at me from the other side of the quadrangle and call over in a friendly tone: "Alles in Ordnung!" (Everything is OK) - before he began to rummage in the...
I'm grateful to be bulletproof against negativity
Grateful that I have good health
Grateful I have a job I work hard at for great pay
Grateful for the kindness I have shared and received
Grateful because someone said I was beautiful haha! Wow !
.and as the sun is out and it's a beautiful day I feel the need to update it. Here goes:
GRATITUDE LIST MARK 2
autumn sunshine and blue skies/scuffing orange leaves/wild windy wet seasides/happy smiling dogs with windmill tails/purry fluffy cats/squeaking fat guinea pigs /hot...
but i am... When i see my ex best friend getting cozy with her new best friend and talking about how good and complete her life is now with them, being more positive and just "having a reason to wake up everyday with a smile on my face".. it hurts as **** yeah.. but maybe I'm...
dreams of beloved persons in my life;
for starting my day early with a greeting to the sky and the fresh air;
for the beautiful big bouquet of flowers I received from a friend;
for having the chance to meditate on inviting the female and male energies into my awareness through...
and the process. My unwavering dedication and daily learning of my deepest loves as well as my fears. The belief that i am on the correct journey to a healthier happier me. The guidance from those who know and the ability to embrace it.
and strength of my body as it ages,
for all the support that I’ve received on my path
in my personal life changes,
for my circle of wonderful friends and healers,
for the trust and generosity of my new landlord
and the space where I can be with my hopes and dreams,
for my daily jog.
Usually I bring my baby in her stroller but this time something deep inside me inclined me not to.
I grabbed my phone and set my Nike run and took off.
I normally run in the left lane against traffic so I can see it coming. However two tractors were coming...
the influence of drugs for most of my live but today I have been drug free for over 3 years I also don't drink because that is a drug today I can appreciate the smaller things in life smell of flowers watching the stars at night being respected by old and new friends although I...
when I was about 19 years old, a boyfriend broke up with me. I was devastated and wallowing in self pitty when my best friend basically told me to suck it up and think about the good things in my life. She said there's always going to be other people who have it a lot...
that you have is a wonderful trait to learn. There are only three ways to learn it. The first way is to be taught by someone, the second way is experiencing it first hand, and the third way is witnessing it. I like others have had my little share with all three ways but was...
for the novelty of starting over again, everything there is to start (a new day)
For the sun and moon reminder that actually, despite a new start, there is some things, that never change.
For the wind, to remind us of the underlying current.
For time of hoplessness which teach...
I am grateful for my children and their health, my health, my job, my car that is still running, my mom who raised me the way I am, the way I look, my bed, my home, my one freind i do have, my man who cheats(he did give me 2 beautiful kids), my wardrobe, and my family! Thank god...
For the clarity once one still their mind. For seeing through the actions of others, before they become painful. For working with all energies required to heal. For love to others - what a great feeling.