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I Am Growing Really Tired Of This

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    So Tired

    What makes me tired is when people say that you can tell them everything, that they are trustworthy. That they will understand. They wont. They will just hurt you. Again and again... I'm so tired of being hurt. If it is self inflicted or not, being hurt is all I feel lately...
    justanidiot justanidiot 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2012

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    When I say the above, I don't mean it lightly. I'm not a little whiny teenage kid saying it because my mum didn't buy me skinny jeans. I mean really I am at my wits end...
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