I Am Guilty For a Lot of Reasons

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    Should've Died That Night

    It was in March when i tried to commit suicide. I was riding in the car with my girlfriend at the time and her family, we had just separated ten minutes before and I was slowly realizing there was nothing left for me. My family was broken apart, school was torture, i was giving...
    LovelessInViva LovelessInViva
    16-17
    3 Responses Sep 11, 2011

    Am I A Bad Person?

    I guess I have always lived with guilt. Just the way I was bought up. But  life has moved in such a way that I now really feel guilty about everything, including being healthy.I met my husband when I was 20. I  have loved and cared him for years. He is a kind, generous person...
    smorgangarton smorgangarton
    36-40
    4 Responses Jun 17, 2011

    Loss, Guilt And Saddness

    Hi I dont know why i'm writing this but I have to tell someone how i feel. Its been a few years since i left my wife and family home to be with another woman. I believed at the time that i had found a better life. I was wrong. I had it staring me in the face all along. Determind...
    dad1976 dad1976
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Oct 11, 2012

    I Could Have Saved Him

    I knew him quite well. He often visited at my invitation. Sometimes for just a few hours and at others for a few days. He was seldom any trouble but on occasion I did have to twist his arm. I would meet him on the street or even in his home. This meeting would be on the street. I...
    lifetolive lifetolive
    56-60, M
    8 Responses Jul 29, 2011

    My Friend Got Raped Because of Me

    I was 15 years old. We were about to move to a different country so My brother and I threw a huge party and the whole school was invited. I rented a bar with bowling lanes and a big room for dancing, It was awesome. Before the party started I had a conversation...
    GrueneRose GrueneRose
    22-25
    22 Responses May 11, 2007

    I Have Had Lesbian Sex

    it was my first day at college,i had always been at home,and had always obeyed my elders,but when i left to college,a hostel life,everything turned to be different and a difficult lot.i was too innocent and good so got a lot of friend,but deep inside i was so hollow ,i didnt have...
    daughterof daughterof
    22-25
    3 Responses Nov 5, 2010

    Remind

    I'm hard at the surface. It's hard for me to express my feelings.  I think they are too complex and need too much explanation.  When I love someone, I think it must be clear to him or her that I always will.  That is unfair.  It was unfair not to visit...
    moreandless moreandless
    56-60, M
    5 Responses Apr 8, 2010

    I Hate That Its True But, It Is

    I smiled in your face when I knew I hated you. I tattooed your name on my neck when I knew it wouldn't last the summer. I called when I really wanted to talk to someone else. I went when I didn't want to, did what you asked, wore what you said and felt resentment bubble up but...
    dangeroustwist dangeroustwist
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2011

    I Feel Guilty For The Way I Treated My Ex-girlfriend.

    One night I sent her these really cruel texts. (It was about a month or so after we'd broken up.) In them, I told her I'd had sex with another girl, that she was ugly, that she was fat, that she was stupid and that she hadn't a very bright future ahead of her. I did it because...
    lewiscarroll lewiscarroll
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 11, 2010

    Guilt Is So Heavy

    I feel guilty about so many things, but the biggest thing is about my son.  When he was 3 1/2yrs old his uncle sexually abused him, and I feel so guilty about it.  I put my trust in him and I feel like I should have known, I should have seen it, I'm his mother It's my...
    keyna keyna
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Mar 29, 2008

    Going Too Far

    When I was 13 I was in a group of friends. There were about 11 of us girls. We were all *******. We caused trouble and talked about people behind their backs and enjoyed  manipulating people. It was basically the only things we all had in common. We just talked about people...
    Adri-irda Adri-irda
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Aug 27, 2006

    The Guilt Still Haunts Me

    I had a fling with a guy he was engaged, and then just once when he was married we made out, I felt so bad and since then stopped all contact with him. Thankfully I have never kept in touch with him since and I ignore him totally as it was a promise I made to God as well. I do...
    femaleSOUTHAFRICA femaleSOUTHAFRICA
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2013

    Guilt

    I wish I could say what I wanted to people without feeling guilty. I’m so concerned with hurting their feelings that I suffer because of it. Every single time, even with strangers, when it’s people I don’t like I don’t care; I know that comes off as cruel, but I see it as...
    yamihirugashi yamihirugashi
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 5, 2010

    Taking A Good Personal Inventory Helps.

    At the ripe old Age of 41, I live my life with plenty of Guilt and TONS of Regrets. I feel you've not taken a good personal Inventory if you live Life with the mantra "I have no Regrets!". Come now, I bet if you read on, you'll see we ALL have Regrets, we all have Unfinished...
    Eireannach Eireannach
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Jun 2, 2011

    Using My "Powers" For Evil

    I think about myself and the "power" I have in the form of influence. The respect I have because I am genuinely a good person who does good works. Except.....when I'm not. Today I took the authority I have and abused it. Abused it to the Nth degree and now-although it cannot...
    MommaBella MommaBella
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 5, 2013

    READ This All

    THERE IS NO GUILT IN NATURE. NO ANIMAL FEELS THAT. We make a mistake, get some consequences and we get a lesson. That's all. We shouldnt feel any guilt for that anymore just remember the lesson and not to repeat the same mistake again.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Feb 18, 2009

    Face Yourself

    When i noticed that i'm in a deadlockAnd everthing i love over my head is a blockI just stayed alone in the dead of nightAnd kept thinking of my fate until day lightI stood aside and gazed at my real lifeThen i found my daimon at the dead lineTelling me to take a step and stand...
    hydrangeaa hydrangeaa
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2011

    Locked Away

    If my heart was a maze, you'd crash and run around corners and maybe get to a locked box at the end, if you can navigate especially well. To open the box though, you need a key, and to get the key, I'd have to die first. That's where all my secrets are, in that little box...
    elliebear22 elliebear22
    16-17, F
    Sep 11, 2011

    Some things happened

    as a little kid that I don't enjoy talking about. I'm not really scarred by them, but I feel bad that I don't have the trust in people who care about me to tell them anything. And because of the rules society has forced down upon us, I use to feel like ****. Now that I'm older...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 21, 2014

    I Am Guilty

    I'm guilty to have trusted people I shouldn't have.  You think they're nice and then it is back stabbing time.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 29, 2011

    Double Motives

    That's my biggest one. I gravitate towards people, but at the same time, I'm a loner. So I come out of my shell for selfish and selfless reasons, usually at the same time. I can be VERY manipulative. But lately, it's all been kept in check. Actually, since I felt love, it...
    Copydog Copydog
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Nov 28, 2011

    I Am A Sloppy Man!

    I feel depressed and afraid, guilty for many reasons I don't know why I am like this. I have many sloppy things done in my life. I was not able to think of good ideas because of these messy things happened. I am afraid of all things. The number one to be blame and the reasons for...
    try2 try2
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 28, 2011

    Get Rid Of Guilt & Fear

    Lost my wallet this morn Tho over it I do not mourn Over a hundred stirling pounds Bank cards drivers licence, more: Inconvenience Galore Nobody’s fault but my own Poor cash storage: Now gone It was difficult to let go A lot of money don’t you know I have no room for guilt or...
    MAKETEANOTWAR MAKETEANOTWAR
    41-45, M
    Dec 16, 2012

    I feel guilty because my dad threatened to kill

    myself because of a simple facebook post
    hevenswaiting12 hevenswaiting12
    18-21, F
    Feb 22

    Guilty As Charged

    for the things i have done in the past and probably for the things that i will do in the future i am guilty of hurting my family through my illness and thoughtlessness at times for doing embarrasing things in the past for cheating  with a partner for having an affair with a...
    claracluck claracluck
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Dec 15, 2007

    Guilty

    i am guilty because i have destroyed hopes and broken so many believes of all those persons who really cared about me,, my parents my girlfriend, my sister and my best friend...............there is noway i can have them back and feel the same as innocant as i was when i met them...
    dissapoint dissapoint
    26-30, M
    Jun 4, 2013

    In Therapy

    I have guilt issues... not just empathy but guilt... even if it had NOTHING to do with me... I say I'm sorry all the time for no reason... it started in childhood, when my parents would fight and it felt that it was because of me, even when i knew it was not. When my parents...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 18, 2012

    Family, friends, therapists.

    That all say it was not my fault. That I was a kid who didn't know what they were doing. That he should have known better before getting a minor into bed.... But I knew what I was doing. I liked it, even knowing I e's lying to my family and to everyone.... That's why I cut...
    InScars InScars
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 30, 2015

    Guilt

    Since a little kid I was not able to enjoy life. Why? Because everybody made me feel guilty because they made me feel selfish and that I don’t deserve **** so now I can’t enjoy anything because I feel bad when I am having fun. This begun when I first went shopping with my...
    BeingChasedInTheFullMoonOften BeingChasedInTheFullMoonOften
    18-21, F
    Dec 15, 2012

    He Broke Me But I Broke Him Worse Pt 1

    When I was in my freshman year of college I was crazy. I dyed my hair blonde, I went to a lot of parties and I kept by gpa at an amazing standing of a 3.6. But things went differently from planned when I began to date a guy who was the complete opposite from me in looks and in...
    littlephantz littlephantz
    18-21, F
    Aug 10, 2012

    My Father-in-Law passed away recently.

    I hold myself responsible. He had a heart bypass 8 years back and was used to a sedentary and laid back lifestyle. I wanted him to become more active and energetic for the sake of better health. When he came visiting for a few months, I tried getting him out of his comfort zone...
    borabora17 borabora17
    36-40, M
    Apr 13

    I wish I could let go of what I've done in the

    past, but I can't. It's like I was chained up for a long time, and finally had the chains unlocked, but now I'm holding on to my chains. I've struggled with addictions and depression in the past and I have a really hard time sharing that with people in real life.
    elliebear22 elliebear22
    16-17, F
    Dec 17, 2013

    I Have Made So Many Mistakes. ...

    I have made so many mistakes. Some of them I regret, some of them doesn't even matter anymore
    rosebud2ster rosebud2ster
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 21, 2007

    I Am Guily For A Lot Of Reasons

    I used to watch ****. My mom never knew but I'm sure she will find out sooner or later. She caught me sexting once and took my phone away. Ive also hurt a lot of people.
    Cammybee Cammybee
    13-15, F
    Oct 8, 2011

    Guilt Is Kind of a Useless Emo...

    Guilt is kind of a useless emotion when you think about it.  I mean, why do we feel guilty in the first place?  Because we're empathetic.  We did something that wronged someone and we feel bad about it.  But there's no changing it once it was done.  And...
    theophania theophania
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Feb 18, 2007

    None of Them Are Pretty.... =(

      I have been a bad friend for many years, to myself & others. I don't know how to control my own inability to get up & carry on normally. I am 37 years old & am still relying on "mommy". I can't hold down a job, can't get on disability because I didn't...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 14, 2009

    guilt is like a poison

    which slowly kills us but gives us lots and lots of pain
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 2

    I don't even know what to say,

    nothing happened but I still feel this when I wake up in the morning. Last night I was at a bar and I met a cool guy, I really enjoyed the convo and it was fun to talk to him. He walked me home at the end of the night. When we got to my place I don't know why but I let him come...
    emelon12 emelon12
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 7, 2014

    guilt kill us slowly

    than poison and hurts more than any thing i bet
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 26, 2015

    I Hurt The People I Love. At Least I Think I Do

    First, im a self harmer, and im 4 weeks cleen. Anyone who has been clean from self harm knows how emotional you get. You used to filter emotions by cutting, now you have to talk about them, and ****. Second, i was abused by my drunk father. That causes alot of pain and confusion...
    fourteenbluebirds fourteenbluebirds
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Oct 3, 2011

    Love Al

      "Great spirits have always found violent opposition from mediocrities. The latter cannot understand it when a man does not thoughtlessly submit to hereditary prejudices but honestly and courageously uses his intelligence." - Albert Einstein
    burwi333 burwi333
    36-40, M
    1 Response Oct 30, 2010

    I just made my mom cry

    and I feel so awful. Everyday o spend hours and hours trying to make her understand how I feel but she just sits there and doesn't do anything about it. Its like a punishment for her and I used to be not aggressive but I've become so aggressive to the point where I have to hit...
    Sadgirl14x Sadgirl14x
    18-21, F
    Oct 11, 2015

    Okay so this is my first post,

    and even though I'm through a phone screencast I still feel awkward. I suppose I should just start writing. I feel guilty. Sorta obvious right.? but the thing is, I feel guilty and I can't stop feeling it. It's as if when I do something bad, or wrong or even stupid, the guilt...
    ArraSails ArraSails
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 9, 2013

    The Legendary Arnold Paole(real Vampire Story)[apoorva]

    While you may have never heard of him Arnold Paole was quite famous as a suspected vampire back in the 1700's and he is still remembered in the Serbian areas today. Many people in the area still believe he was a real life vampire even today. The real life vampire story of...
    apoorva123rose apoorva123rose
    13-15, F
    Feb 16, 2011

    I Know Many of My Sad Circumst...

    I know many of my sad circumstances were caused by me. When I make a mistake in my life I can follow the repercussions for the rest of my life. I KNOW I'M GUILTY....
    sweetd sweetd
    56-60, F
    1 Response Jul 30, 2007
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