I Am Guilty

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 107 People

    Let Your Conscience Be Your Guide

    As the weeks roll by and months pass, I experience more and more on this educational site.  My intention when I first entered on EP was to get support for myself in coping with my real life which I thought was driving me mad. The friends I made and the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    11 Responses Jul 4, 2009

    Of Trust And Hope

    I have committed these crimes repeatedly and have not learned from my mistakes. Therefore, I am sentenced to a life of solitude. Deservedly so.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 2, 2010

    Different Time.. Different Place

    Ok, so for 6 years I have been feeling so guilty, I cant shake this pain, this is the major contribution to my depression....I never met my father, he left when i was 3 months old and I never met him, so my grandfather was my father figure and I adored him. I was the 'golden...
    completleyconfused2 completleyconfused2
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Aug 19, 2011

    I am guilty of Deception,

    Greed, Fakery, Cowardice & Arrogance. I am capable of pushing others under the bus for my own survival and self-interest. I don't know whether I deserve to live or just end it all.
    anon304z anon304z
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 12

    Stubborn Love

    I just want to share  my feeling of being guilty of something... I come from a failed marriage , it was a 3rd party issue. my ex husband got his girl pregnant and he left me because of this girl.  I was hurt and devastated during that time. I was out of focus  and very low...
    skittlesberry123 skittlesberry123
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2011

    I Am The Accused.

    I am guilty of 1.) plagiarizing my short essay 2.) causing multiple traffic jams 3.) being sexually suggestive in class 4.) drinking alcohol before class 5.) getting to hours of sleep 6.) eating Taco Bell 7.) walking 2 miles to get to Taco Bell 8.) wearing a hat all day...
    RosaElaPilarGoens RosaElaPilarGoens
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 18, 2013

    Guilty

    I am guilty of every action I have taken in my life up to this point.I stand up and take responsibility for my actions, even when it comes to jail-able offenses.However I am also guilty of all the good things I have done in my life. Today I am the sum total of all my life...
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Sep 23, 2011

    I Lied. I'm Sorry.

     I don't know if I'll ever tell you the truth about myself.  I hope I do get the chance.  Well, actually, I have the chance...I'm just not strong enough to risk it.  I hope you don't find out any other way.  I would want to tell you on my own; that's the...
    xWhenTheSkyCriesx xWhenTheSkyCriesx
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2009

    ...wtf??

    Yesterday, I was watching a basketball game... I was actually " supporting" my crush who is also my neighbor... He was devastated because they lost, and so was I. I felt his pain ( in a way)... that was the time when I realized that I am chasing him for almost 10 years...
    landpig landpig
    16-17
    2 Responses Aug 2, 2008

    I Hate My Guilt. I Refuse To Let It Be A Part Of My Life

    I hate how guilty I feel, it is like I was born this way. From this day on, guilt has no place or resonance with me anymore. Today I forgave myself for the things I have done. I realized I can't wait for them to forgive me, I need to start with myself to make it alright...
    vans554 vans554
    22-25
    Feb 8, 2011

    I say sorry a lot. Mostly

    because I feel and am told that everything is MY fault.
    Aujrennae Aujrennae
    18-21, F
    Mar 7

    This is going to be my public,

    anonymous diary. So many things are my fault that I can't fix anymore and I can't keep fixing myself, I'm falling apart but I have to stand strong for someone else so I can't let them know I'm falling apart when in reality, behind he scenes, I am. It's the first person I would...
    cuttingschic cuttingschic
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 2, 2014

    I Overeat. I Waste Food. I Feel Guilty.

    I have the habit of only eating my favorite parts of the food. Like crunchy sides of the biscuit, just the raisins and nuts of the cake. I felt better thinking that "now I am using my calories limit on the parts I love". But I am wasting food. I feel guilty.
    huggypiggy huggypiggy
    18-21
    Jan 9, 2013

    I'm guilty of sins, I acknowledge that.

    I'm trying to redeem myself right now.
    Aphrodisic Aphrodisic
    70+
    Apr 18, 2015

    I Was Guilty....but Not Anymore.

    God forgave and saved me!   
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Jul 29, 2011

    I feel sad. I feel bad.

    I feel sick of myself. I shared intimacy with girl who was not my girlfriend.
    tik17 tik17
    26-30, M
    Aug 17, 2014

    I haven't really done anything

    but I easily develop guilt. I guess I'm just messed in the head
    dollytheray dollytheray
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 29, 2015

    Guilt

    This Guilt is eating away at me day and night I cant sleep I can't eat and it's starting to get hard to breath This feeling is taking over Regret fills my soul Forgiveness is my way out but I cant even think about showing my face to you I'm sorry I was wrong You didn't...
    MusicalBatman MusicalBatman
    16-17, F
    Oct 28, 2013

    If They Only Knew

    i was a drug dealer and a lot of my friends were cops. they still are actually. the seven deadly sins? basically all of them. ten commandments? same thing. i don't deal anymore but i'm one helluva enabler. 
    juggalove juggalove
    31-35, F
    2 Responses May 4, 2010

    I Got A Job

    I Thank God first and foremost for giving me a job here in Singapore. Its really a God's will... I know that not all people can have the Luck to find a Job here because Singapore was strict regarding the pass your holding.They want all the Locals should have Jobs.  And because...
    skittlesberry123 skittlesberry123
    41-45, F
    Aug 10, 2011

    My Bad

    i pulled out in front of a car today, and i almost hit them, i feel so bad about it they honked their horn and we allmost crashed, my falt im sorry!
    janejopie janejopie
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2011

    My New Life, New Challenges, New Place....

    I have a good job in my country I stayed there for 11 yrs... everything was in place and in my comfort zone... but I felt that I was stocked.. I can't breathed anymore..  First I filed a leave of absences and I traveled   I stayed in my brother's place in Singapore first I...
    skittlesberry123 skittlesberry123
    41-45, F
    Jul 29, 2011

    I have confessions to make.

    I haven't been managing very well with my life lately. Changes that I'm going through have caused my unstable emotions and behaviors. I have probably hurt or offended the people around me. I'm guilty and I'm truly sorry.
    lostguest lostguest
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 28, 2014

    I Will Make It Up To You.

    Five months ago I got off of strong opiod narcotics that I took for chronic pain from an auto immune disease. I was on those drugs for six years and I am only twenty. I was happy to get off of the drugs since my pain has been much better, but as my head started to clear, I looked...
    carlee1212 carlee1212
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 31, 2012

    Now, I find myself spending more time opening

    this EP account than reading the Bible and seeking God. Ouch.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 17, 2014

    I am ver guilty 😈👈haha see I'm kidding

    no I'm not 👀💦👀💦 I'm innocent 😇😇👈👈see told you
    PedroNune PedroNune
    18-21, M
    Mar 18, 2014

    Here is another thing.

    I feel guilty for having the abortion and I feel guilty for feeling guilty. I support choice. I've even been a safe escort. Am I supposed to feel this guilty about my abortion? I am often frightened to let anybody in my camp know that I regret my abortion and that I'm hurt by it...
    Leeann1900 Leeann1900
    31-35
    1 Response Jan 13
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