I Am 'happy Go Lucky' On the Outside

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    Not Happy With Myself

    I guess i'm happy go lucky on the outside, but the inside is depressed. I get angry easy and i don't spend time with my friends like i should. I feel that i'm too overwieght, my three year old daughter drives me up the wall i'm trying to potty train thought i had it licked then...
    jen3569 jen3569
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 2, 2009

    Acting Experience

    The entire reason I got into theatre was due to the fact that i could walk into school suicidal and make people think I was happy. People see a character I play when they see me because its theres so much pressure to be happy. Being sad makes you a stereotype being happy allows...
    gunseller gunseller
    18-21, M
    Aug 8, 2010

    Lying Cheating Rats

    hey! well basically i am a bubbly fun girl on the outside but on the inside i am hurting pretty bad . i was cheated on a month ago, which has wrecked my confidence and my trust in men....we were together 5 years, childhood sweetharts.....i just feel unattractive after it all...
    xniccibabyx xniccibabyx
    18-21, F
    Feb 19, 2009

    Inside I Am Lonelyingin

     When i met my husband i knew he was a player, after we had been together for 2 years it turns out a casual fling of his (and his mothers friend) had his child.He was not interested, but since i found my birthmother 4 months ago I decided to find his child. bad move!! I...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jun 27, 2008

    Not So Happy On the Inside

    I always talk and smile like life is so great, people ask how r u?.. I reply very well thank u but they don't know the pain i am going thrugh. Im thinking if people( men) see me miserable they r not going to want to date me..So i continue to be unhappy and no one knows it...
    lostmermaid2 lostmermaid2
    46-50, F
    1 Response Sep 6, 2009

    Happy On the Outside, Sad On the Inside

    To everyone else I seem like I am loving life. Well I am not. Life is so hard and hurtfull. But I cant let that show because if i do, life will put me down even more. So I just don't think about it much and enjoy the good things about life. When bad things happen, I take a moment...
    sexybaby0422 sexybaby0422
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 5, 2009

    Hiding What I Truly Feel

    my friends and family, almost all people that knows me, see me as someone who doesn't care with love and life. but actually i really do, i just feel so weird when i would express myself to people. its just not my type. i have always been like this since i was young. expressing...
    iHatshepsut iHatshepsut
    22-25, F
    Aug 8, 2010

    COMES a Time

    singingflower singingflower
    Feb 21, 2009

    And Not "Happy Go Lucky" Inside

    I have a talent for not showing what I'm feeling, it doesn't mean that I'm not happy to not show what I feel, I just know it's easier to put on a smile and be whatever mood I'm in on the inside than constantly showing how I feel. I prefer to put others first and look after myself...
    Phynn Phynn
    2 Responses May 1, 2009

    But Very Differently On The Inside.........

    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor
    56-60, F
    Oct 15, 2009

    The Inevitable

    its been a long time coming. it was sure going to catch up with me sooner or later.. i think its now. Im an overly nice person and so happy and cheerful on the outside. but inside, im a hot mess. I will go an extra mile for someone, ill let people borrow money, or other things...
    made4something made4something
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 1, 2010

    i Think I Am...but I Don...

    i think i am...but i don't know for sure. i can't tell how i look to other people haha
    thedreamisover thedreamisover
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 30, 2008

    Don't Know Why

    This just how I am all postive on the outside, but inside I am scared of everything it seems. My biggest problem is loving someone right now.
    blackcatseye20 blackcatseye20
    May 24, 2008

    Walk'n On Quick Sand

    I analyze emotional situations & a lot of things in general. Sometimes I go beyond reason & end up with a foul mess then I have to work doubletime to smooth things over. At times I say things I wish I hadn't said, other times I wish I'd said  something, but didn't...
    wes1 wes1
    Oct 16, 2008

    My World Of Happiness

    i am not special or diffent i have had hard life. My expierences are like many others. I strive to be happy. It been hard to be that way becase of all the obstacles i had to face in the last five years. I am just lookig to meet people and make friends. 4 years ago I had a...
    kettou38 kettou38
    36-40, F
    Aug 8, 2010

    Maintaining the Facade

    Oh yeah - I'm very good at it.  ~~~~~ HIDDEN: Call it pride nor predjudice I maintain the facade.  So weak, afraid and flawed. Broken and bent, not quite spent. This whirlwind that changes the songs.   Not the snobbery of pretense, no that would be shallow To...
    DrewBerry DrewBerry
    46-50, F
    1 Response Nov 13, 2008
    triple118 triple118
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 28, 2014

    Mask Of Happiness

    If you see me I'll smile and be nice to you, and help you in anyway that I can. I hate seeing people that are always so sad, because it reminds me of the way I am on the inside. No one likes to hang out with someone who's got a bad attitude, and is all depressed all the timeĀ I...
    bubblynng08 bubblynng08
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 7, 2011

    Everythin Used to Seem So Easy......

    Oh boy, when your young it all seemed excitin, lively, happy and new. What happened ? With three children under 5 i got divorced... It wasnt bad and we remain civil. Then i met someone else. I lived with him for 13 years and the beginning was great. During the last few years he...
    Sweetraven Sweetraven
    1 Response Oct 30, 2008

    I Seem Like a Veru Happy Person and Im Filled With a Lot Insecurities..and Fears.. and Confusions

    love this song.. the sun joseph arthur I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in May...
    imagine8 imagine8
    22-25, F
    Sep 16, 2009

    ... and My Friends Love It...

    To my friends, a ray of sunshine and advice, a person they can talk to. To strangers and friend's parents, a perfect angel with a halo 'bout my temple. To my parents, a perfect daughter, complete with frills, a delicate "Japanese doll."
    Daelynna Daelynna
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Aug 17, 2008

    Smile. But the sadness .

    .Hiding behind me
    syahadah syahadah
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 17, 2014

    I Am Mr Relaxed And Care Free!!!! ......

    Just the same **** as everyone.   I am definately the "Go Lucky" bit... people don't realise that I'm not as carefree as I seem, but care less..... Just don't care..... bored, tired, uninspired.  Someone inspire me! :P
    SennyFyeCent SennyFyeCent
    26-30, M
    Oct 15, 2009

    Party Girl

      I am like one of those wind-up toys that races around like a lunatic and then when you think that it’s slowed down to stop, you go to move it and it just springs back to life and races round again.   I am the ideal girl to take to a party because I laugh...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 10, 2010

    My Little World

    I have my own litle world. There are people the existed in my little world. It where I'm the most happiest. I don't care what people may think of me in my little world. I seem to be the luckest in my own little world. I dont take any body crap at all. I just amuse my self in my...
    acjf acjf
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 8, 2010

    I Hide How I Feel

    You could meet me walking down the street and after talking to me think to yourself he's cheerful today but on the inside there would be a different story to tell it's just I don't show how I feel to other people,I think the reason I do this is on the small number of times that I...
    gelroller gelroller
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Jul 14, 2012

    I Don't Feel Comfortable Showing My Dark Side

    It's not really an act but somehow I'm compelled to only show one side of myself to people. No matter how down or depressed I am, I smile and act positive. Sometimes it works to my favour because smiling does make me feel better but at other times I wish I could talk about all...
    lagatta lagatta
    46-50, F
    7 Responses Sep 7, 2010

    Breaking Down

    for years i hid behind a bright smile and ironic sense of humor, attracting other broken people like me, yet being the "healer" of the group. i alway listen to others, confort them when there down, and know when they need me. but no one is there for me. i need a healer,im...
    scilentdreamer scilentdreamer
    18-21, F
    Jul 8, 2011

    Daily Routine.

    Everyday, I get up, remember that I need to smile, and go to school. I wish I could be like on the inside too. No one likes to hang around with a miserable **** so I just keep smiling. Everday I feel so drained because everyone knows what a **** time i've had but thinks I let it...
    fatty44 fatty44
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 28, 2011

    Tears Of A Clown...

    I do sometimes feel as though my good humour helps others get over themselves but I am always so drained...one of my back doctors thinks that my cronice pain and fibromyalgia would dissapate if I moved back to my birthplace , Toronto....to be with my friends and family, in a city...
    palevixen palevixen
    41-45, F
    Aug 25, 2010

    Romance With Neibour

    She lived next flat near mine. one day she wrote me love letter. She is married and am bachelor that time. I responded and it start nicely. Then after a year I got married. She leave that apartment and shifted anather in the city. More than 5 years no contact with her. Recently...
    mahi32 mahi32
    31-35, M
    Sep 4, 2009

    I Have Always Tried to Put ...

    I have always tried to put the imagine when I am out and about that I am a Happy Go Lucky when in reality I am far from it..  But someone told me that if you fake it till you make it.... 
    Livinginpeace Livinginpeace
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jul 1, 2008

    I Feel Different Inside

     I've always just been able to let go of my inner feelings when I'm around people, I've never cared about anything, as far as others know, but when I'm by myself, I feel lonely, apathetic about everything, in a depressing way, and I feel like no one in the world is listening...
    Corroded Corroded
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 24, 2009
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