I Am Happy On the Outside But Dying Inside

Hide everything behind a Smile,
Don't let anyone know about your fears,
Walk a hundred miles,
Shed all your tears.
Let all your feelings out,
Don't worry, no ones near,
Say your deepest secrets, don't worry, no one can hear.

My whole life I have been lied too. I never had anywhere to go because I couldn't trust anyone near me, so I did what I do best, run. Run very far and for a long time. The last time i saw anyone I knew i was 13 and that was 4 years ago...

Hi friends,

Today I got my visa, to fly abroad for my masters. I had struggled a lot since i graduated in 2009. I had worked terribly. Faced immense and harsh difficulties to get what I wanted. In my days of hardship, I never gave up...

Square Your Shoulders
Stand Up Straight
Smile Wide
& Laugh On Cue
Forget The Tears
Ignore The Pain
We'll Pretend We're Okay.
On and On
From Day to Day. 

I honestly feel like I am dying on the inside. I am suffering through some very painful heartache, and pain. It is not easy to deal with at all. However, I put on a smile, and assure everyone that I am going to be okay, so no one...

The way you got a hold of me I can't breath.
my body wants to badly to scream but not a sound comes from me.
You got me in a trap that now the rest of my life I can't be free.
You took my nightmares and made them become a reality.

Ever since the 7th grade I've been battling depression. How do I know? Not many 12 years old wants to kill themselves. I've tried to tell people. I remember yelling to my parents threw my tears, "I want to fucken kill myself!" but they...

Everyday i go through my paces hoping that things would get better and each time it seems to get worse. My father left us when I was 11, so I'm old enough but yet to young to be worried about money. I'm now 16 and things have gotten so...

It still happens on a nightly/daily basis.I cant see how it will ever go away. When i think about it it still torments me and i cant sleep.I miss her more than anything ive ever known.The pain Has made me a certain way and changed me...

I'm happy on the outside but dying on the inside is partially correct. I wouldn't say I'm dying, but more like I'm hurting. Life is never easy, and I feel like it only gets harder everyday. So much has happened to me these past couple...

Im 13 years old and so far I feel like my life pretty much sucks. When I was little I was bullied all the time and I developed some major trust issues causing me to not trust anyone with big things. Then I had to move to a different...

I come to this world alone I might leave this world alone too So.. Who am I to say I deserve your love because “I Love You”

Do I adore my life..?? Because there are so many things to see and experience Do I hate my life...

When I reviewed my profile and saw I had added the experience "Am Happy on the Outside But Dying Inside", I almost deleted it. It made me think... really?? I never walk around in sadness or depression. Life has taught me that just...

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I don't know what to write. I don't know why I feel the way I do or why I've felt this way for so many years. Writing used to come really easy to me because I always thought I had it all figured out why I felt this way. I could blame it...

I know my friends say I'm a really nice person who cares deeply about his friends, but in reality I'm afraid. I feel I might not ever be in a relationship. I feel I might never know how to start a conversation or end it without mixing...

Your taking your life for granted, nothing should get you depressed unless you have something u curable and are actually not able to do anything about it. I have narcolepsy and some times i get depressed, but when you have something you...

There are many times that I am sitting with my husband and friends at the bar, laughing and looking like I am having a good time, but deep inside, my heart and soul are crying and no one knows it but me.