yep i am. i have had such troubles lately, i was covered in darkness and misery. i tried to kill myself multiple times and was depressed as hell. its taken a while but i am finally getting better :) i'm on antidepressants and stuff and trying to get out more, i'm actually smiling...
at long last, something to look forward to, something to hope for. I won my unemployment appeal, so I'm getting 8 months back pay. I'll be able to buy a used motorhome, so I'll never be homeless, and move out of this area. independence is underrated.
when you are stuck in traffic and you recognize the car beside you as the same one that cut you off at the light 3 miles back and raced up the on ramp trying to get ahead of the rush. Now they won't dare look out their window to see you gloating that your mild mannered driving...
I have encountered, my mood has only increased throughout the day :)
I wish every day could be like this, so I'll do my best to make it so, no matter how much effort is required to meet that standard. 😄
for a few years now. mom n step dad live downstairs and me n my kids upstairs. it has been this way for many years. due to financial problems, my eldest sister decides to move in here too and sell her house. along with her will be her 5 children.
So last week, they all arrived...
“I AM HAPPY TODAY!”
But I refrained,
because I knew that there existed beings
who felt inclination and satisfaction
in seeking out my every smile,
and tearing it into so many pieces,
that it would take me another series of sleepless
and tear-filled nights,
trying to piece it...
Yes, call me naive, but I love life. I am happy, and for that, I make no apologies. I do like to see the best in people, and when someone is nice to my face, I tend to believe them. Choose to live happy everyday!Life is so beautiful to be wasted..
Today is an awesome day .For the last few weeks i have been sick and just feeling like my life was being drained from me.Last night i realized that toxic people can drain you and make you so sick that you can't even see the light anymoreI made a choice to remove myself from a bad...
I've discovered happiness resides with in me. It's not dependant upon what I have/don't have, what's going on in my life. I can be happy. When i woke up today, I affirmed my choice to be happy and embrace life.
So today I decided to wake up early , get dressed really nice and look pretty , today I can honestly say I feel pretty 👏👏 I'm a very self conscious girl even though everybody around me stays telling me I'm beautiful , me personally sometimes don't see it , I'm not perfect...
Not only have I successfully said goodbye to all of my friends and family without feeling like I am the worst person in the world, I have officially moved! I am starting a new chapter in my life and I am really excited about it. :) I still feel guilty about it but in time I will...
CUPCAKES!! THAN I WENT TO HER HOUSE!!WHEN MY AUNT CAME TO PICK ME UP WE GOT TO GO TO CITY ISLAND!!!:)THAN WE GOT HOME I GOT A LETTER SAYIN THAT I GOT INVENTION TO A PROM AT MY DOCTOR'S!! BTW I HAVE HIV SO THAT IS WHY I GET TO GO TO THINGS LIKE THIS!!!!!!!! "BECAUSE I'M HAPPY...
Who can jog
With his owner today
It's like a cat
On the sofa today
It's like you
When you get a new
It's like me
When I put up the Christmas tree
It's called happiness something we all can have if we choose to make the choice to
The choices aren't...
I had a normal conversation with one of my friends that didn't involve school work. I was actually concerned for my club advisor that got sick so she can't come to the meeting anymore today. usually i dont really care about ppl feelings and I stained my shirt but I didn't freak...
for as long as I can remember. However, Today I felt kinda happy. When I woke up I came to accept the fact that I never had a girlfriend, no 1st kiss, no anything. I went to my University happy. Weird huh? But It feels great to be happy after being Depressed for so long :)
and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight
So happy together
If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
I'm moving back to Florida
By moving back to Florida I'm cutting housing cost by $1265
I have a great job with the USDA
i am thankful for my church family
I accept the things I cannot change
Love is an open door
you probably know that within the last month ive been feeling very depressed and whatnot
Well lately things have been great! I met a very sweet guy on okcupid. He is lovely and lives very local to me. We have scheduled a date in my hometown next week :) also ive reunited with a...
morning no goodbye like usual. He starts a 6 week course today at a local University which means he will work a full day on top of doing a 4 hour course at night. I need this time without him. My kids need this time without him. We are going to order pizza and just have some...
that I am actually happy. Not the fake a smile and pretend I am happy and fine. I went to my older brother's friend's party, call him Jeremy, and a guy that I haven't seen in a couple of years is here, call him Justin. Justin used to live behind me but he moved without telling...
I am unemployed. I am searching for a job; so far, I have had no luck. No one seems to want to hire a person who graduated both high school and two years of college with honors, with an alright work record.
I've experienced the biggest breakup--and heartbreak--of my life this...
which game series is better: final fantasy or Fifa. Personal opinions do not work though. When I would analyse Fifa though and play it I would be boring and unneeded. If you like football go outside and play it! FIFA in my opinion (Fifa 15) has disappointing graphics and an...