is right now, and about how about barely over a year ago I was suicidal, in a great deal of emotional pain and drowning under my anxiety. It just goes to show how fast life can turn around. I never made any plans for suicide or anything, but I'm so glad that I never descended...
I am so happy today! my cousin just turned 18 and two family friends they're brothers, jason and shane, and my other cousin and jasons mates (who are also my mates) are taking her out. its going to be so much fun!!
i'm so excited. And my job is going well. which is good. i'm...
today i am feeling happy life has smiled on me no more tears for today
today the sun has shined
today my life has been good
today i made a new friend
o how i love life toda
today i hope you stay for a while and give me the change to...
into the Earth. I miss her. A lot has changed in five years and things will always change every day. People grow older. Words are heard and lost. People are forgotten and cherished. It's just life. It happens. Everything happens for a reason and sometimes it's really hard to...
hi my name is tina and i went on my 1st official date tonight!!....his name is chris and he
is a ptguard on the bball team!!....after dinner we went to the movies and he started to
feel me up!!....(he has big hands)....then he took my hand and placed it on his thing
and said i...
put on airs as they say by gloating over all the wonder, love, excitement, blessings that has entered my life.
But ...lol... I am so very happy. My lifetime dreams are all coming true. I know there is yin and yang in everything life hands you. But the scale tips heavily to the...
About a month ago I went to the doctor for a pap smear. I hadn't had one in about ten years (bad I know!) the tests results came back and I'm fine.
I'd been having really bad stomach pains. The doctor thought it could be acid reflux or gallstones so I went to get an ultrasound...
"What man actually needs is not a tensionless state but rather the striving and struggling for a worthwhile goal, a freely chosen task. What he needs is not the discharge of tension at any cost but the call of a potential meaning waiting to be fulfilled by him."- Viktor Frankl...
I have to say that for the first time in my life, despite the circumstances, I am happy.
I am loved, cared for and my life means something. What makes it even more special is that my worth comes from outside of myself and comes from the creator of all things. The one who is...
Lately I have been so up and down with my emotions. I hate it because I'm really never like that, but I know it was mostly due to the fact that my love has been going through a hard time. So, now I am officially moving 1200 miles away to go to school and be near him!!! Happy...
I’m just a leaf in the wind -trying to fit in. I forgot where I started so I dont know how to begin. So lets play pretend……..I’m not an average chic. 30 years old and my lifes a train wreck. I run through puddles but my feet are never wet. I climb mountains...
about me, then one day I just realized, who cares what people think? I'm not gonna know them my whole life so I might as well go ahead and be me :)
Life is so much better just being happy with yourself and it makes talking to people and making new friends so much easier
They're popular, smart and the 18 year old has almost completed school. He also got his first job 2 months ago and saving money after partying within reason.
Both text me nearly every day when I'm at work with I love you mom.
Best part about it is I raised them all alone...
people and have now made new friends and not afraid to speak to people quite so much as I used to be. Also, slowly gaining the courage to stand up for myself and take more risks rather than just run away as so often happened in the past.
"After all, a vacation is not a matter of place or time. We can take a wonderful vacation in spirit, even though we are obliged to stay at home, if we will only drop our burdens from our minds for a while. But no amount of travel will give us rest and recreation if we carry our...
object of love. My love is dependent on my state of being. So, whether the other person changes, becomes different, or a friend turns into a foe, it doesn't matter, because my love was never dependent on the person. My love is my state of being. I simply love.
I imagine how I'm floating on a grain of sand through space. It's such a miracle that we even exist on a planet that's so beautiful. Thinking this way makes me not even need material possessions to be happy. I could be the poorest man alive and I would still be happy.
Only two hours left.
Then I have to return back to reality.
Even though I don't fear school as much as I did last year, since I'm now familiar with my class and such, I always hate this day.
Especially since it's also on a Sunday.
I have to say goodbye to all those lovely weeks...
Through it all
After all I thought I would never regain
After it felt like my heart could not go on
And there was no reason for feeling joy
Like acid on my skin she burned away all the sadness
With a soothing flame that cleansed my pain
The fear was destroyed
I'm a sub.
I serve my Master.
I do not NEED pics to prove who I am.
I do not NEED pics to get horny.
I'm capable of real conversation.
I have come through tough times.
I have a wonderful son.
I own my own business.
I love nature.
I love life.