I Am Hard To Figure Out

so quit trying... u can't comprehend me... 21,557 People

    I am hard to figure out to most people.

    What I find especially distressing is when people think they know me and treat me according to their projected view of me. It leaves me confused and angered.
    Obliterati Obliterati
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 12

    Yes I may be "but if you can't handle me at my

    worst you certainly don't deserve me at my best" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 23, 2015

    when I like somebody I push them away

    so I can see if they are really interested in me... I mean, you have to fight to get what you want, right?
    LilianaTalks LilianaTalks
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Jan 4

    I've been trying to "figure myself out"

    for years now, and its quite a nice feeling when you realize theres nothing to figure out at all. Not about me, not about you...the fun in life is letting things and people be as they are, without needing an explanation as to why things are ze way they are...THEY JUST ARE>
    tormentacat tormentacat
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 9

    I'm different in lots of ways

    and I have caged my animal inside me but he comes out when I play games because games calm me but it just lets me forget the hard day
    ridlez ridlez
    13-15, M
    3 Responses Feb 29

    Things change. People change.

    At times your whole life changes. It's hard not to lose yourself when you lose everything that once defined you. Each day is a struggle between who I want to be, who I am, and who I was. It would be easiest to throw my hands up in the air and give up on myself. After all, so...
    MirusMe MirusMe
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Mar 3
    yuki25 yuki25
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 6

    I'm really confusing.

    One minute I'm like "Leave me alone" and the next minute, I'm like "Come here and love me"
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 16, 2015

    The only time my mood actually matches me is

    when I'm angry, because when I'm angry, people say I'm really scary, and that's exactly how I feel. When I'm sad, I look annoyed. When I'm happy, I look annoyed! WTF face! Make up your mind!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 28, 2015
    janessa94 janessa94
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Dec 11, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 12

    I can fool myself better

    than anyone else ever could
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 14, 2015
    relativejoke relativejoke
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Jan 3

    I just started my Youtube channel yesterday I

    really want to help people live a healthier happier lifestyle while connecting back to Source if your interested check me out and subscribe =) you can find me @Asriel Asitgets
    AsrielAsItGets AsrielAsItGets
    26-30, F
    Jan 26

    I am moody... I have been working like 18 hours

    a day since 2012...non-stop...life goes on...hehe
    hajipiskoloski hajipiskoloski
    26-30, M
    Mar 3

    A lot of times people will ask me

    why I'm so shy and not as open at school or in public places. It takes me a long time to open up to people and for me to trust them.
    EmoScottishTeen EmoScottishTeen
    13-15, M
    1 Response Feb 20, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 6

    No I'm not lazy No I'm not scared of the real

    world No it's not social anxiety No I wouldn't rather play video games all day I just DONT WANT TO GO OUT. Everyone gets on me when I don't want to go somewhere.. Can't I just want to stay inside? Isn't that normal to anyone else? Leave me alone already
    akaShaun akaShaun
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Sep 13, 2015
    yuki25 yuki25
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Mar 6

    I'm generally a nice *** person

    but if you **** me over best believe Ima do the same but come on twice as hard . #dfwm
    Temnikova Temnikova
    18-21, F
    Jul 20, 2015

    I've had a hard life in some ways.

    I grew up with undiagnosed ADD which made my elementary school yrs. hard. To make that worse my mother was a narcissist (they make terrible parents). The older I got the more I was made the scapegoat of the whole family. (That's what narcissistic parents do, they pick a...
    Allison7593 Allison7593
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Dec 12, 2015

    I want to make new friends

    but I find it difficult because I am somewhere between "normal" groups...I can talk about sports all day but I like technology too...I like talking tech stuff, but I like other interests too...I haven't met anyone who truly gets it...I will keep trying though...funny thing is, I...
    positivevibes23 positivevibes23
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Sep 15, 2015
    TikaTikaTika TikaTikaTika
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Oct 31, 2015

    I have researched, I have studied,

    I have planned & I have dreamed about it . . . so why do I not take action to achieve it.
    Perversulo Perversulo
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Jan 18

    some people think that

    because I am a swinger I will have sex with anyone and that makes me sad xx
    domrep2 domrep2
    31-35, F
    9 Responses Jul 31, 2015

    something worse than dropping your phone on

    your face? TRY KAMIKAZE MOTHS!! I will destroy those ******* at some point in time. It's now a personal goal to destroy all common moths in Colorado
    Mike3569 Mike3569
    22-25, M
    4 Responses May 28, 2015

    Regarding my other post,

    Y'ALL REALLY BELIEVE THAT? I'm not sitting around depressed letting life pass me by. I'm changing it. Anyone who knows me knows I don't give up. I'm losing weight, studying for GED, got glasses to try and prevent a 5th surgery, I'm driving, looking for a job. You're silly if...
    akaShaun akaShaun
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Sep 7, 2015

    I have lost both my parents

    and I am always sad at one point of the day .
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 27

    I'm the most difficult person ever!

    I'm super positive one time then go on a moody spree. lol. It's just that my mind is so fast at processing and putting pieces up together that one small inconsistency about a thing you said can ruin my mood and trust and way of thinking about you. It's just crazy! My mind is...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 2

    I can't talk or tell anyone about things like

    finding women attractive without getting completely judged.
    dudewhatthehell dudewhatthehell
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 22

    I wish there's someone

    who can understand me and stick with me thru thick and thin
    jcx99 jcx99
    16-17, F
    Feb 22, 2015

    What really bugs me is the fact

    that people assume I'm dumb because I'm young? People telling me I'm naive? I can tell you right now, I am not stupid and I know what it's like in the "real world" as you put it. I pay for all my mothers expenses that I cost her and I am saving up for an apartment! I work every...
    TinkerbellTia TinkerbellTia
    18-21, F
    15 Responses Aug 17, 2015

    Honestly, if the person I was with wanted to

    leave me for someone else I wouldn't stop them. I wouldn't try to prove to them that I am the best they could ever have. I wouldn't try to convince them to stay. Only because I figure the person they're leaving me for is probably better than me anyways. Smarter, more beautiful...
    vapema vapema
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 31

    Don't try to figure me out.

    I am random and an introvert. You won't get very far ......
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 30

    I've had this a lot, someone speaks to me

    for a bit then I mute or do something else. That's when the questions come about, "why don't you just talk" etc that I'm strange to know.
    junedrops junedrops
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 9

    Some days I wake up hungry,

    others in just not ready to eat. I hunger for knowledge and thirst for companionship but nothing feels free.
    cutieninjah2015 cutieninjah2015
    31-35, F
    Mar 23

    Someone once told me

    that I am a difficult person... I think it's because I'm confusing... I'm always up && down in my feelings... One minute I'm happy the next I'm mad... I get angry at small things && can't help it... && they tell me that I'm difficult... I don't think so
    NaturallyRomantic NaturallyRomantic
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Feb 5

    Silence doesn't always mean yes.

    Sometimes it means, I am tired of explaining to people who do not even care to understand. It does not mean also that I quit. It simply means I do not want to argue with people who just do not want to understand.
    Changeling79 Changeling79
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Mar 21, 2015

    Clearly. I wish my parents would understand

    what it's like to live with GAD. Waking up and experiencing anxiety the moment you open your eyes and feeling like the world is against you is the worst feeling in the world. I'm sorry mom.. But my intention is never to hurt you. Sometimes it's hard to control my actions when I...
    brichainzz brichainzz
    22-25, F
    Jul 10, 2015

    Especially for myself.

    Maybe that's why others find it challenging.
    CharryICT CharryICT
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Jan 11

    hate that I don't ever fit in anywhere no matter

    where I am or what I'm doing. tired of always being alone.
    Schiizm Schiizm
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 12

    It's been 17 years and still,

    no one has me figured out. It's both good and bad I guess. The good is that no one will ever truly be able to hurt me horribly emotionally or mentally. The bad is that I'll never have someone who fully understands me and that'll lead to future relationship problems between my...
    akaShaun akaShaun
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Aug 27, 2015

    Wish there was someone to take the time to

    figure out whatever ****** up thing is going on inside my mind
    Annabellehi Annabellehi
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 28, 2015

    He said 'come back to me

    if you sorted your head and your **** out'. I say, 'then she can't come back to you, because she's become different person who's already sorted her head and her ****.'
    relativejoke relativejoke
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Dec 26, 2015
    skylynnrose skylynnrose
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2015

    Happened again. I'm eating in a restaurant,

    the manager comes up, we chat for a few moments, she enthusiastically hands me an application and says, 'we're always hiring here'. So I fill it out and turn it in to same manager who gave me the app just 20 minutes before, she suddenly has no interest in speaking to me and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 5
    Spoticus Spoticus
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 14, 2015

      im 22 and i've never fallen in love with

    anyone before lately i keep thinking about the reasons why i haven't loved anyone ever and i couldn't figure it out when i told my friends about it, they laughed and thought that i was just lying about it they think i'm too shy to admit it im happy and okay with it but i kind...
    Ela33 Ela33
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Dec 31, 2015

    People live their lives bound by what they

    accept as correct and true. That's how they define "reality". But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true"? Merely vague concepts... Their "reality" may all be a mirage. Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs? Every human being...
    Genkage Genkage
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 19

    I have a lot on my mind about men.

    I like to watch them pee. I like to help them shave their backs. I like to cook for them and rub them down in a back massage. I'm a little weird.. I just think it's so cool to kiss them slowly and erotically. I love placing my head on their chest and hearing a heartbeat. Men...
    cutieninjah2015 cutieninjah2015
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Mar 21

    I don't let love in. As soon

    as a guy start getting too involved with me and showing me love. I start pulling away. Most of the time it end up looking like I am hiding something (i.e. seeing somebody else) but am scared to be hurt. First and last time I got hurt was ugly and don't want to experience that...
    magz24 magz24
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 5, 2015

    People build up walls,

    not to keep others out. But to see who cares enough to break them down.
    daisydoo567 daisydoo567
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 31, 2014

    I get told this a lot.

    I answer any question but even after the person only has more.
    midnight1026 midnight1026
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 9
    Jessiemm Jessiemm
    13-15, F
    Jan 2

    Yeah. Go ahead and try!

    I can't even figure me out!
    Hikingguy Hikingguy
    46-50, M
    7 Responses Dec 1, 2014

    I need to let myself breath every

    once in a while, sometimes I feel drowning in all this noice inside of me
    tamibunn tamibunn
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 29
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