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I Am Hard To Figure Out

so quit trying... u can't comprehend me... 20,182 People

    Clearly. I wish my parents would understand

    what it's like to live with GAD. Waking up and experiencing anxiety the moment you open your eyes and feeling like the world is against you is the worst feeling in the world. I'm sorry mom.. But my intention is never to hurt you. Sometimes it's hard to control my actions when I...
    brichainzz brichainzz 22-25, F Jul 10, 2015

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    He said 'come back to me

    if you sorted your head and your **** out'. I say, 'then she can't come back to you, because she's become different person who's already sorted her head and her ****.'
    relativejoke relativejoke 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2015

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    People often misjudge me,

    I have a wide range of interests and knowledge and I don't like being confined by labels
    guynamedcb guynamedcb 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 29, 2015

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    I have researched, I have studied,

    I have planned & I have dreamed about it . . . so why do I not take action to achieve it.
    Perversulo Perversulo 46-50, M 3 Responses Jan 18

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    Yeah. Go ahead and try!

    I can't even figure me out!
    Hikingguy Hikingguy 46-50, M 7 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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    I've had a hard life in some ways.

    I grew up with undiagnosed ADD which made my elementary school yrs. hard. To make that worse my mother was a narcissist (they make terrible parents). The older I got the more I was made the scapegoat of the whole family. (That's what narcissistic parents do, they pick a...
    Allison7593 Allison7593 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 12, 2015

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    I overthink things...

    I can't help it. I worry too much and end up making a big deal something that hasn't even hppened yet. Sometimes its great cause I'm prepared for possible scenarios, but sometimes I worry for nothing.
    alessandraRV alessandraRV 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2015

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    Regarding my other post,

    Y'ALL REALLY BELIEVE THAT? I'm not sitting around depressed letting life pass me by. I'm changing it. Anyone who knows me knows I don't give up. I'm losing weight, studying for GED, got glasses to try and prevent a 5th surgery, I'm driving, looking for a job. You're silly if...
    akaShaun akaShaun 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 7, 2015

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    Happened again. I'm eating in a restaurant,

    the manager comes up, we chat for a few moments, she enthusiastically hands me an application and says, 'we're always hiring here'. So I fill it out and turn it in to same manager who gave me the app just 20 minutes before, she suddenly has no interest in speaking to me and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    What really bugs me is the fact

    that people assume I'm dumb because I'm young? People telling me I'm naive? I can tell you right now, I am not stupid and I know what it's like in the "real world" as you put it. I pay for all my mothers expenses that I cost her and I am saving up for an apartment! I work every...
    TinkerbellTia TinkerbellTia 18-21, F 15 Responses Aug 17, 2015

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    something worse than dropping your phone on

    your face? TRY KAMIKAZE MOTHS!! I will destroy those ******* at some point in time. It's now a personal goal to destroy all common moths in Colorado
    Mike3569 Mike3569 22-25, M 4 Responses May 28, 2015

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    Honestly, if the person I was with wanted to

    leave me for someone else I wouldn't stop them. I wouldn't try to prove to them that I am the best they could ever have. I wouldn't try to convince them to stay. Only because I figure the person they're leaving me for is probably better than me anyways. Smarter, more beautiful...
    vapema vapema 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    People build up walls,

    not to keep others out. But to see who cares enough to break them down.
    daisydoo567 daisydoo567 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Silence doesn't always mean yes.

    Sometimes it means, I am tired of explaining to people who do not even care to understand. It does not mean also that I quit. It simply means I do not want to argue with people who just do not want to understand.
    Changeling79 Changeling79 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 21, 2015

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    Everyone and everything is boring to me.

    Except for some things. Those things are extra boring.
    jarpadalecki jarpadalecki 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 12, 2015

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    I love somebody who abused us,

    because they couldn't handle the evil associated with our circumstance, so in order to push us away they mistreated us, and even though it hurt, I still find myself wanting them back, even I don't understand myself sometimes......I think that my heart is fooling me with wishful...
    cutiepitunia cutiepitunia 70+ 1 Response Dec 10, 2015

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    I'm kinda narcissistic,

    but i kinda think everyone is better than me. Just kidding, i'm the best.
    jarpadalecki jarpadalecki 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 12, 2015

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    Jessiemm Jessiemm 13-15, F Jan 2

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    Someone once told me

    that I am a difficult person... I think it's because I'm confusing... I'm always up && down in my feelings... One minute I'm happy the next I'm mad... I get angry at small things && can't help it... && they tell me that I'm difficult... I don't think so
    NaturallyRomantic NaturallyRomantic 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just posted my first YouTube video

    and it only has 88 views and 3 subscribers :(
    Aethe0518 Aethe0518 18-21, M Dec 1, 2015

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    If I wasn't guarded, I think people would work

    me out. But in real life, I seldom reveal my emotions and avoid giving out personal details, I fear being judged too much.
    theotherusernamesweretaken theotherusernamesweretaken 26-30, M 5 Responses Jul 23, 2015

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    relativejoke relativejoke 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 3

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    skylynnrose skylynnrose 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2015

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    Wish there was someone to take the time to

    figure out whatever ****** up thing is going on inside my mind
    Annabellehi Annabellehi 18-21, F 4 Responses May 28, 2015

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    I just started my Youtube channel yesterday I

    really want to help people live a healthier happier lifestyle while connecting back to Source if your interested check me out and subscribe =) you can find me @Asriel Asitgets
    AsrielAsItGets AsrielAsItGets 26-30, F Jan 26

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    People have a habit of assuming

    that I am something that I am not. I have a lot of different sides to my personality and seeing only one or two sides doesn't give you a very accurate description of who I m as a person. I can be mean and nasty, I can be sweet and innocent, haughty and arrogant, self absorbed...
    IndigopathicChild IndigopathicChild 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 29, 2015

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    I'm really confusing.

    One minute I'm like "Leave me alone" and the next minute, I'm like "Come here and love me"
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 16, 2015

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    I'm generally a nice *** person

    but if you **** me over best believe Ima do the same but come on twice as hard . #dfwm
    Temnikova Temnikova 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2015

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    Especially for myself.

    Maybe that's why others find it challenging.
    CharryICT CharryICT 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 11

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    I can't talk or tell anyone about things like

    finding women attractive without getting completely judged.
    dudewhatthehell dudewhatthehell 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    I can't find anything I care about

    that I want to do I'm unemployed I can't find a job I like or I want to work I hate all jobs and I want to be very good at job not make a mistake but I don't know what do I'm tired and sad and broke
    mohakieo mohakieo 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 15, 2015

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    No I'm not lazy No I'm not scared of the real

    world No it's not social anxiety No I wouldn't rather play video games all day I just DONT WANT TO GO OUT. Everyone gets on me when I don't want to go somewhere.. Can't I just want to stay inside? Isn't that normal to anyone else? Leave me alone already
    akaShaun akaShaun 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 13, 2015

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    all my life it seems like no one has figured me

    out. I don't know if I should be happy about that or be worried.
    rmviper2002 rmviper2002 36-40, M 3 Responses Nov 23, 2015

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    If you can figure me out,

    I will desire everything you do. I believe I know how my wiring works. All blank canvases with all different hues. Individuals they are the spiders setting the web. Come linger it will be enjoyable. Will you remain.
    Isis27 Isis27 36-40 May 30, 2015

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    So I've been told... Or hard to read.

    .. At first I am, I can admit. I've been disappointed too many times to let my feelings show or to even admit I have any at times. It's not a game I play. I cannot do it right away. Just can't anymore.
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    when I like somebody I push them away

    so I can see if they are really interested in me... I mean, you have to fight to get what you want, right?
    LilianaTalks LilianaTalks 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 4

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    The only time my mood actually matches me is

    when I'm angry, because when I'm angry, people say I'm really scary, and that's exactly how I feel. When I'm sad, I look annoyed. When I'm happy, I look annoyed! WTF face! Make up your mind!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 28, 2015

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    I can fool myself better

    than anyone else ever could
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 14, 2015

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    It's okay to quit when things become

    unnecessarily complicated. When a beautiful thing transformed beyond recognition.
    deblu deblu 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2015

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    some people think that

    because I am a swinger I will have sex with anyone and that makes me sad xx
    domrep2 domrep2 31-35, F 12 Responses Jul 31, 2015

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    I don't let love in. As soon

    as a guy start getting too involved with me and showing me love. I start pulling away. Most of the time it end up looking like I am hiding something (i.e. seeing somebody else) but am scared to be hurt. First and last time I got hurt was ugly and don't want to experience that...
    magz24 magz24 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 5, 2015

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    Yes I may be "but if you can't handle me at my

    worst you certainly don't deserve me at my best" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 23, 2015

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    A lot of times people will ask me

    why I'm so shy and not as open at school or in public places. It takes me a long time to open up to people and for me to trust them.
    EmoScottishTeen EmoScottishTeen 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 20, 2015

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    I can be decisive, I can be indecisive.

    I can be complicated, I can be simple. I can be warm, I can be cold. I can be an open book, I can be a mystery. I can be content, I can be impossible to please. I can be idealistic, I can be a cynic. There's no point in trying to understand me but you're more than welcome to...
    RememberTomorrow RememberTomorrow 31-35, M 7 Responses Dec 18, 2015

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    janessa94 janessa94 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 11, 2014

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