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I Am Hard To Figure Out

so quit trying... u can't comprehend me... 3,656 People

    I will say one thing to mean another

    and sometimes it's hard for me to say things as they really are. The words either won't come out or i hide them leaving holes in my story. I can't show I'm sad and annoyed with anyone i care about and i feel like i'm trapped so i keep smiling even when i say im sad.....
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I am very difficult to figure out ,

    I put up my guard so that I don't get hurt. I just wish for once someone wouldn't give up on me, that someone would actually put some effort into getting to know the real me.
    mwilly mwilly 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    I think I am hard to figure out

    but you know what? I am who I am. I'm not fake, I'm not a liar, I don't lead people on. I recently got chatting to someone who lead me on badly, turned out to be another fake who probably gets off on leading people on. Note to self don't wear your heart on your sleeve.
    friendlygent friendlygent 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    Wisdom comes with age,

    is the most infamous statement made in reference to the human intellect. It is true, Wisdom does come with age. Life Experience is is very much underrated these days, Life Experience accelarates your Wisdom growth, increasing the Wisdom gained, to be quicker and quicker with the...
    Kenuiakuapaaniokalani Kenuiakuapaaniokalani 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    RJS3411 RJS3411 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    PurpleLove18 PurpleLove18 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I have a difficult time figuring out

    who I am... so whenever people say they know me, they never really do, for how do people know me when I don't even know myself?
    SydneyCrosson SydneyCrosson 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 12, 2014

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    So I am an Aquarius..

    and supposedly we are hard to figure out. My guy is sick with the cold, and I care, I really do, but the moment he expects me to help or feel sad for him, I don't. I pull back. I go into a shell and just retract. But if he weren't to expect things, I would bring him anything he...
    brucewayne87 brucewayne87 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    I am sorry. That's all I want to say

    and erase myself from your memory so you were none the wiser that I ever existed. Normaly I don't do things because they are easy. It is easier to let go. I probably gave you a sense of hope. I do believe in you, I may never say it. Unfortunetly I am hopeless myself.
    notsofar notsofar 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    janessa94 janessa94 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 11, 2014

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    People build up walls,

    not to keep others out. But to see who cares enough to break them down.
    daisydoo567 daisydoo567 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    "To live is the rarest thing in the world.

    Most people exist, that is all." -Oscar Wilde
    NotVibrant NotVibrant 31-35, F Jan 15

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    Is it not ok for a man to like the

    following: Beer or alcohol Sports I am ok with myself not liking these things but why does society say I must like these things or I will be looked at like I'm from Mars?
    funnyquirky funnyquirky 36-40, M 3 Responses Jan 7

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    When people especially my man thinks he has me

    ALL the way figured out, I bring something new to the table ALWAYS, but in a good way! I balance myself out really well & he loves the challenge! Being an open book isn't always the best route, let the right ppl figure you out when it's time.
    xyxo xyxo 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2014

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    I've mat a guy online ones I'm 17 he's 26

    and spent 2 days with him and ya ik what your thinking how the heck did my mom not no well because I always think out a plan to why I won't be home and always have an back up plan and always think about what if but anyways he turned out to be a real sweet heart he drive 8 hours...
    PurpleLove18 PurpleLove18 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    I can never really figure out what I want.

    I have plenty of friends but when I get home I get I just act like I don't have anyone to talk to. I guess I'm too needy and want someone to talk to me 24/7 but that's kinda ridiculous. It's just when I don't have anyone to talk to for just a little while I get lonely and sad...
    MariexOkay MariexOkay 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2014

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    Kenuiakuapaaniokalani Kenuiakuapaaniokalani 22-25, M Jan 7

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    So I've been told... Or hard to read.

    .. At first I am, I can admit. I've been disappointed too many times to let my feelings show or to even admit I have any at times. It's not a game I play. I cannot do it right away. Just can't anymore.
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    There's a lot to me .

    I just dont feel like explaining so I give you 20% of my personality
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Dec 13, 2014

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    new guy. can't sleep.

    I am a therapist by day but lack real support in my personal life. Marriage is not happy. wife does not support me and I can't talk to her about anything serious. work far from home so seeing her on wknds is tough. feel terrible but I enjoy time with coworkers more than...
    BeachBoyTroy BeachBoyTroy 41-45, M 4 Responses Dec 5, 2014

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    With this new year I have decided to start this

    new blog. One which I hope will be around for many more years to come. Thank you all for your support, and for being a member of LegStyle! I have been working on making a few changes / improvements the past few days, and things are finally starting to come together...
    LegStyles LegStyles 26-30, M Jan 7

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    It is so sture for me.

    Ever since I could remember of myself; growing up among friends.. I was known to be " the Mysterious one"..
    Cowsir66 Cowsir66 41-45, T 1 Response Nov 27, 2014

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    I can't explain how I feel to anyone

    because I don't even know myself.
    Court24 Court24 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2014

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    "Who are you, really?

    ", "How would you know that????...Why would you know that???...Why would YOU know that???" "Why, when others are running from the fire, you are always headed the other way? I am who I claim to be, no more, no less. if others find it difficult to perceive that what I claim...
    CaptainRoberts CaptainRoberts 51-55, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    trevorlane trevorlane 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 20, 2014

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    One good girl is better

    than 1000..... Side chicks, hoodrats, and ******* combined, yall know what i mean
    babylonkush babylonkush 70+, M Jan 1

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    Or Am I Easy?

    Who am I? will you ever know? What do you see when you look at me? Do you see anymore than what I allow? Can you get inside me, or do I choose to let you in?My favorite quote: Knowledge is power hide it well.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M Jun 1, 2011

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    Yeah. Go ahead and try!

    I can't even figure me out!
    Hikingguy Hikingguy 46-50, M 10 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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