Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Am Haunted By the Memories

For people whose memories keep them trapped in the past 268 People

    My Mom Is Dead But Won't Leave Me Alone.

    My mother was a drunk. She was a violent, hate-filled person who punished me because she couldn't cope with her life, which was a pretty good life. Loving husband who took care of all the bills, never hit her or treated her wrong in any way. I was beaten, verbally abused, thrown...
    bronx56 bronx56 51-55, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Life Sucks!

    Today i found out the three people that can stand me think im a ***** i asked my boyfriend to kill me and he did not object. I should die but don't want another attempt o my record and dont have the money for a hospital stay, I know there is someone out there that will finish the...
    JoJinx JoJinx 18-21 2 Responses Jul 19, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    "weeping Endless For The Night..."

    Sometimes I lay awake in bed at night trying to sleep. Memories of you are in my head. In my mind I can see your eyes, dark smoldering eyes. A dark smoldering soul. Haunting. I remember watching you through the kitchen window, in the back yard playing in the garden. The...
    blindhorse63 blindhorse63 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 21, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Her Rape= My Fault

    I really don't know how to start this story. I'll start off by saying I want to keep this short and simple for obvious reasons. This happened a few years ago. I was around 16 and she was 14. The "she" in this story was a girl I was assigned to tutor and mentor since she was a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 13, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    IF THERE IS a potion

    that makes you forgets memories, i would spend my lifetime savings and drink it.
    iamnotshy iamnotshy 22-25 Jul 23

    Your Response

    Cancel

    There are some things in my past

    that i cant stop thinking about. I usually go into a deep daydeam and space out... i replay things that have happened in my life over and over and over again. And its ruining my life.
    lovelybutterfly123 lovelybutterfly123 18-21, F Feb 9

    Your Response

    Cancel

    She Lives In Me.....

    She's dead, but yet she's still very much alive. She is my Mother.When I was a child I was thrown in and out of care, beaten for no reason and abused by her boyfriend. This pretty much my every day life during childhood. My Mum had bipolar and she was very unhappy with her life...
    angelface21 angelface21 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 14, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    They Come In Waves..

    I will be doing so well for a while, I will be happy, life will be awesome.. But then one bad thing will happen and all the memories come flooding back. I get distant and deppressed, causing even more bad things to happen.. Most of my life I have been unhappy, the few times I am...
    Petriebaby Petriebaby 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Its Still There

    my father leaving me.my mother rasing me by herself.my mom marrying a total ******* just because he got her pregnant. always the moving across the country. having all my favorite loved ones die all around me.my life is just ****** up ='[
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 8, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Best Friend Is Gone!!

    yes.. ican remember it, that day when i was 11 years old.... my best friend went with me to her sister's party.... we had fun, but then. when we entered the car to go back home.... we had an sccedent!! and they took us to the hospital, after 2 days, i waked up and found my self...
    wildsta3 wildsta3 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 26, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Constant Struggle

    I have several unwanted memories haunting my mind. They are part of who I am now. I believe I am suffering some sort of post traumatic stress disorder. There is a lot I won't do anymore and a lot I have to avoid just so the memories won't resurface... but they...
    flyawayhome flyawayhome 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 3, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Believe In Ghost

    I've never been superstitious I've never feared the unknown But ever since you left me I've believeed in ghosts Girl, i believe in ghosts [Chorus] Well i'm haunted by a memory That won't leave or let me go Call me crazy and i may be But i believe in ghosts Girl, i...
    CountryAngel CountryAngel 18-21 Oct 7, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Am Haunted

    It is fading with the years. Time is good. It has put years between me and that poor, shivering wreck of a person. I don't have to live inside of it like I once did. Eventually, I was able to keep my mind in the present. Whatever trauma I have now, whatever misery I have, at...
    bunnymousekitt bunnymousekitt 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 19, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Don't Regret Any

    All the tears, smiles, fights, pains, near deaths, neglect, depravity, laughs, shouts, stupid funny moments, screams, departs, warmth, caring, friends; at times I become sad remembering... wish I had some back even just for a second too make me smile and forget present stress, to...
    Marowit Marowit 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 18, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Religious Memories

    No matter how much I try to break free, they hold onto me...these old religious memories. Words preached to me to keep me good has turned me evil, heartless and cold. The person that I want to be is forever out of my reach because on and on the past keeps calling, making me feel...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 26, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    But I Don't Remember Where

    I don't remember or know where these memories come from...but the images & feelings I get are sooo unpleasant...I recognize the places as warped areas of our city...& bigger, different cities...it's like I should remember them...these are the repressed memories that...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 7, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Bad . Depressed . Old memories .

    Haunt me . I feel like I would never get over them . It just makes me feel a failure I want to forgot it .
    lordeley952 lordeley952 18-21, M Jul 5

    Your Response

    Cancel

    they scream from my body like knives forced

    into a wound that had already been cut. it is a slow and painful process in which the darkness slits the single pieces of you that still remain with the light. shreds of past memories tug at my sleeve like an orphan going from one person to the other to find its mother. little...
    UnusualAngel UnusualAngel 18-21, F Jan 21

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Open Doors

    Mommy was done with me. She'd had her fill, it was time for me to get dressed and leave her room so that she could sleep. That made me glad, to finally leave the room and play with my twin. I figured she'd be in our room, so that was where I headed. I limped through the house to...
    xXxAnonymousxWriterxXx xXxAnonymousxWriterxXx 18-21, M 1 Response May 2, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The Memories

    there are some times at night i have flashbacks and dreams of my past . my mother dieing , foster parents , moms funeral , moving  . the car ride to florida from arkansas . being expelled from high school  . trying to commit sucide at age 11 in a middle school...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 26, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I thought about you, again today.

    I can see you, even feel you in my dreams. It's been so long the details of my memories have begun to fade in the background--now I have a plethora of questions that go unanswered. I feel as though you are watching me from around the corner. Heat emanates from my body awaiting...
    purplegurl22 purplegurl22 22-25, F Mar 3

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Ghosts, Dreams & Memories.

    It started recently. I knew I was in for a ride, But I never imagined what would happen next. I started to see people that looked like old crushes. Could have been but I wasn't sure. Then the dreams started. But more overwhelming than they were a few years ago. People I shouldn't...
    DGSteele DGSteele 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 1, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Am Always Constsntly Thinking about my dads

    death he died too early he was only 34, :( although im on 13 yrs old i know whats going on people dont think i do but i know alot of unspoken things. My Dad was shot 8-9 times and it seems to center around violence im happy that hes finally in peace because he was living a very...
    trvstislimited trvstislimited 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 27

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I've remembered everything.

    It took me some time, but I remember it all now. These past few days have been a nightmare. I just feel so out of it. I can't handle anything right now. I try to distract myself, get caught up in my life, in finals, but it just isn't working. I need to be alone, to think. But I...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 17, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Lifes Story

    My mom had an affair and i was the result, and caused my parents to get divorced. I was sexually abused by my step brother until i was in forth grade. My family always made fun of me. I have the worst self esteem in the world. I feel like i was the stupidest kid growing...
    JoJinx JoJinx 18-21 1 Response Jul 15, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Everyday

    There are always this small flashbacks coming back to me. Times of a life I once lived. They are happening more often each time. I hate it in a way... I can't really explain. These memories haunt me day and night. They never cease.
    TheemopandaX TheemopandaX 18-21, F Apr 23, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    That Day

      I can/will never get that image of my granny taking her last breath; when they rolled her outta the hospital room-in the body bag. That long black bag..it'll forever be burned in my memory.
    lostprophet lostprophet 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 11, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    ... so true ღMemoriesMy mind is flooded with memories some good but sadly some bad,i love the ones that make me happy but i hate the ones that make me so sad.The thoughts of you...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 42 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I can never focus on what's happening around me. I don't try to focus on my past, but I can't help it. The memories are just so clear, so vivid. They flash through my mind's eye at...
    Tsalokath Tsalokath 18-21, F Sep 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    In the spirit of Halloween, my thoughts go to a somewhat "haunted" state of mind, as they usually do throughout the holiday season. Thinking of the memories, the future, this...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I lived in a house with my aunt when I was young and always thought the place was haunted. I was coming down the stair one evening and the was a old gentleman coming up, he just...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Going to a haunted house tonight! Omg I'm so nervous!
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    We'll tonight was not fun...me and my sister went to a haunted hayride/house. Like they take you on a ride and drop you off in the woods. We'll... It was literally JUST me and my...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi, I am a 30 year old gay man living in Sweden and i would like to share this with you an the hopes that i might find clarity in my current situation which is that I cant tell the...
    terrasomni terrasomni 26-30 Sep 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Over the course of many years I experienced a phenomenon that fits the description of 'past life memories' better than any other explanation or description. I realize that I may...
    MiriamPia MiriamPia 46-50, F Oct 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Everytime I feel like I'm moving one step further from my past; it all seems to catch up like it happened yesterday. I wish there was such a clinic like the one in the movie...
    seakissedjem seakissedjem 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    at my grandmas house with my hole family around the bon fire with smores ♡ me and my cousins watching a movie in the front row at a theater for the first time got tree cherrys...
    TheRainbowDino TheRainbowDino 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wished, beyond everything, to forget most of the bad things that happened to me in this life. I got my wish, except the genie with a twisted sense of humor decided it would be...
    Dantescircle Dantescircle 36-40, M Sep 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    the other day i was with my friend and i was i was high and he was tripping me out and **** i just wanted to kill him and make him stop when he was sleeping i was thinking really...
    sinkorswim666 sinkorswim666 13-15, M Sep 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have many memories of two of my great grandmothers. One was my father's mother's mother and the other was my mother's father's mother. One was from England and the other was...
    thescarletibis thescarletibis 41-45, F Oct 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Some of the saddest memories I have are in school, being so obviously alone and sad. I don't feel as though I was meant for school. I love learning so much, but somehow I am...
    onthisislandinthisworld onthisislandinthisworld 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Some good others bad but hey we have these memories so we can pass down
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F Oct 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have a bunch of memories that I'll never forget
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Oct 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wish I coud forget it all. From My best friend being molested by Two Other spoiled Brats to my first crush kicking me in the stomach to get me away from her Best friend which we...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Most of them are bad and dark ones..
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 17 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    First of all, I am new here. It has been some time since this happened. I am in no way being critical of anyone that suffers from Borderline Personality Disorder, just wanted to...
    smadden smadden 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Last night around 10:30, I was laying on the couch in the living room watching the Simpsons and browsing on my phone. All of a sudden I heard a woman scream and she sounded like...
    fallout07 fallout07 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Darling look at the stars. Everything's okay.
    Lexi3is0dreaming Lexi3is0dreaming 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Just went on Friday. It was my first time.
    DarkLoser DarkLoser 13-15, F a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    At some point in my life! :D .....Probably with a friend or someone I know. (*Reference*) I'll make sure to bring my antique camera! (*Reference*)
    Riukkuyo Riukkuyo 18-21, F 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel