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I Am Haunted By the Memories

For people whose memories keep them trapped in the past 259 People

    IF THERE IS a potion

    that makes you forgets memories, i would spend my lifetime savings and drink it.
    iamnotshy iamnotshy 22-25 Jul 23

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    My Life Sucks!

    Today i found out the three people that can stand me think im a ***** i asked my boyfriend to kill me and he did not object. I should die but don't want another attempt o my record and dont have the money for a hospital stay, I know there is someone out there that will finish the...
    JoJinx JoJinx 18-21 2 Responses Jul 19, 2009

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    She Lives In Me.....

    She's dead, but yet she's still very much alive. She is my Mother.When I was a child I was thrown in and out of care, beaten for no reason and abused by her boyfriend. This pretty much my every day life during childhood. My Mum had bipolar and she was very unhappy with her life...
    angelface21 angelface21 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 14, 2012

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    My Lifes Story

    My mom had an affair and i was the result, and caused my parents to get divorced. I was sexually abused by my step brother until i was in forth grade. My family always made fun of me. I have the worst self esteem in the world. I feel like i was the stupidest kid growing...
    JoJinx JoJinx 18-21 1 Response Jul 15, 2009

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    Its Still There

    my father leaving me.my mother rasing me by herself.my mom marrying a total ******* just because he got her pregnant. always the moving across the country. having all my favorite loved ones die all around me.my life is just ****** up ='[
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 8, 2011

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    Bad . Depressed . Old memories .

    Haunt me . I feel like I would never get over them . It just makes me feel a failure I want to forgot it .
    lordeley952 lordeley952 18-21, M Jul 5

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    I Am Always Constsntly Thinking about my dads

    death he died too early he was only 34, :( although im on 13 yrs old i know whats going on people dont think i do but i know alot of unspoken things. My Dad was shot 8-9 times and it seems to center around violence im happy that hes finally in peace because he was living a very...
    trvstislimited trvstislimited 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 27

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    they scream from my body like knives forced

    into a wound that had already been cut. it is a slow and painful process in which the darkness slits the single pieces of you that still remain with the light. shreds of past memories tug at my sleeve like an orphan going from one person to the other to find its mother. little...
    UnusualAngel UnusualAngel 18-21, F Jan 21

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    I Believe In Ghost

    I've never been superstitious I've never feared the unknown But ever since you left me I've believeed in ghosts Girl, i believe in ghosts [Chorus] Well i'm haunted by a memory That won't leave or let me go Call me crazy and i may be But i believe in ghosts Girl, i...
    CountryAngel CountryAngel 18-21 Oct 7, 2008

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    My Best Friend Is Gone!!

    yes.. ican remember it, that day when i was 11 years old.... my best friend went with me to her sister's party.... we had fun, but then. when we entered the car to go back home.... we had an sccedent!! and they took us to the hospital, after 2 days, i waked up and found my self...
    wildsta3 wildsta3 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 26, 2012

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    They Come In Waves..

    I will be doing so well for a while, I will be happy, life will be awesome.. But then one bad thing will happen and all the memories come flooding back. I get distant and deppressed, causing even more bad things to happen.. Most of my life I have been unhappy, the few times I am...
    Petriebaby Petriebaby 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2013

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    Her Rape= My Fault

    I really don't know how to start this story. I'll start off by saying I want to keep this short and simple for obvious reasons. This happened a few years ago. I was around 16 and she was 14. The "she" in this story was a girl I was assigned to tutor and mentor since she was a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 13, 2013

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    Ghosts, Dreams & Memories.

    It started recently. I knew I was in for a ride, But I never imagined what would happen next. I started to see people that looked like old crushes. Could have been but I wasn't sure. Then the dreams started. But more overwhelming than they were a few years ago. People I shouldn't...
    DGSteele DGSteele 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 1, 2013

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    I Am Haunted

    It is fading with the years. Time is good. It has put years between me and that poor, shivering wreck of a person. I don't have to live inside of it like I once did. Eventually, I was able to keep my mind in the present. Whatever trauma I have now, whatever misery I have, at...
    bunnymousekitt bunnymousekitt 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 19, 2009

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    That Day

      I can/will never get that image of my granny taking her last breath; when they rolled her outta the hospital room-in the body bag. That long black bag..it'll forever be burned in my memory.
    lostprophet lostprophet 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    I thought about you, again today.

    I can see you, even feel you in my dreams. It's been so long the details of my memories have begun to fade in the background--now I have a plethora of questions that go unanswered. I feel as though you are watching me from around the corner. Heat emanates from my body awaiting...
    purplegurl22 purplegurl22 22-25, F Mar 3

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    There are some things in my past

    that i cant stop thinking about. I usually go into a deep daydeam and space out... i replay things that have happened in my life over and over and over again. And its ruining my life.
    lovelybutterfly123 lovelybutterfly123 18-21, F Feb 9

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    Everyday

    There are always this small flashbacks coming back to me. Times of a life I once lived. They are happening more often each time. I hate it in a way... I can't really explain. These memories haunt me day and night. They never cease.
    TheemopandaX TheemopandaX 18-21, F Apr 23, 2011

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    Open Doors

    Mommy was done with me. She'd had her fill, it was time for me to get dressed and leave her room so that she could sleep. That made me glad, to finally leave the room and play with my twin. I figured she'd be in our room, so that was where I headed. I limped through the house to...
    xXxAnonymousxWriterxXx xXxAnonymousxWriterxXx 18-21, M 1 Response May 2, 2011

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    "weeping Endless For The Night..."

    Sometimes I lay awake in bed at night trying to sleep. Memories of you are in my head. In my mind I can see your eyes, dark smoldering eyes. A dark smoldering soul. Haunting. I remember watching you through the kitchen window, in the back yard playing in the garden. The...
    blindhorse63 blindhorse63 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 21, 2012

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    The Memories

    there are some times at night i have flashbacks and dreams of my past . my mother dieing , foster parents , moms funeral , moving  . the car ride to florida from arkansas . being expelled from high school  . trying to commit sucide at age 11 in a middle school...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 26, 2010

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    Religious Memories

    No matter how much I try to break free, they hold onto me...these old religious memories. Words preached to me to keep me good has turned me evil, heartless and cold. The person that I want to be is forever out of my reach because on and on the past keeps calling, making me feel...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 26, 2009

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    But I Don't Remember Where

    I don't remember or know where these memories come from...but the images & feelings I get are sooo unpleasant...I recognize the places as warped areas of our city...& bigger, different cities...it's like I should remember them...these are the repressed memories that...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 7, 2009

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    I've remembered everything.

    It took me some time, but I remember it all now. These past few days have been a nightmare. I just feel so out of it. I can't handle anything right now. I try to distract myself, get caught up in my life, in finals, but it just isn't working. I need to be alone, to think. But I...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 17, 2013

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    Constant Struggle

    I have several unwanted memories haunting my mind. They are part of who I am now. I believe I am suffering some sort of post traumatic stress disorder. There is a lot I won't do anymore and a lot I have to avoid just so the memories won't resurface... but they...
    flyawayhome flyawayhome 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 3, 2009

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    My Mom Is Dead But Won't Leave Me Alone.

    My mother was a drunk. She was a violent, hate-filled person who punished me because she couldn't cope with her life, which was a pretty good life. Loving husband who took care of all the bills, never hit her or treated her wrong in any way. I was beaten, verbally abused, thrown...
    bronx56 bronx56 51-55, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2011

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    I Don't Regret Any

    All the tears, smiles, fights, pains, near deaths, neglect, depravity, laughs, shouts, stupid funny moments, screams, departs, warmth, caring, friends; at times I become sad remembering... wish I had some back even just for a second too make me smile and forget present stress, to...
    Marowit Marowit 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 18, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    This title sounds a bit too serious, considering it doesn't bother me *that much*. But this was the closest group I could find. I've wasted a lot of time chasing things that I...
    Aikin2 Aikin2 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I am haunted by who I am. Everyday is a dream compared to my memories. The pain of the past turns my life into a nightmare. No one sees who I really am. I wish for nothing more...
    Afrondae Afrondae 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    So last year my family bought a farm in the middle of no where, and I love it; It has almost sixty acres, a pond, and tons of forest. We raise sheep and goats in the fields and...
    Jase586 Jase586 18-21, M Jul 28

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    Boiling a pan of water may seem like the most innocuous activity and in fact it's something I do every day but there is the rush of bad memories that came from that. Sometimes I...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F Jul 24

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    Iv done some weird crazy crap with my best friend and we have countless fantastic funny memories. One of the best was us two at my grandparents down the garden next to the lake, 2...
    TargetAimShootKill TargetAimShootKill 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Me too., i have terrible memories of school .. I feel i missed a lot of my education dealing with bullies n meanies that i couldnt comcentrate on my studied. I was made to feel...
    Janeysunshine Janeysunshine 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    School changes people a lot I've changed from a nice guy to a quiet awkward guy.I'm strong but I can only take so much,I always have the memories of everyone laughing at me in...
    eddie105 eddie105 13-15, M Jul 24

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    Well I've never had any good childhood memories so this title makes sense. This sucks.
    BrokenBellaBixtch BrokenBellaBixtch 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    I posted something similar to this before and deleted it for no apparent reason. I killed a woman in my last life. I'm sure of it because I vividly remember assaulting her and...
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T 4 Responses Jul 27

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    I remember I was 7 or 8 or even younger. I was playing show and tell. My nephews was in the audience. I was standing on this bench/table. I forgot what I was showing off. I...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 28

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    Omg i woke up this morning , n i am feeling numb and depressed. I want to forget past 3 years of my life. I hate it i hate evrythg abt my current situation. I hate life i need to...
    furmal furmal 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Omg big time like I don't want to think about it but when a certain song comes up floods of memories appear in my head
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I guess this could be a good or bad thing...there's songs that could literally bring me to tears, then there's those ones where I can't help but get a cheesy smile from memories...
    JnyJny JnyJny 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Is there anybody out there who Is lost and hurt and lonely too Are you bleeding all your colours into one? and if you come undone As if you've been run through Some catapult it...
    NearAsFarCanBe NearAsFarCanBe 13-15, F Aug 8

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    ...Um..So I have had a lot of bad run ins with paranormal beings... wake up with scratches but clipped fingernails that could not do the job.. voices in the night clear as day...
    1Lostcause 1Lostcause 16-17, T Aug 10

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    Never been in any good ones ....uggghh. I want to go to one that will give me nightmares!
    nicci33 nicci33 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    It was an old five bedroom place with a circular driveway in 5 acres of land off the edge of town. The house was used as office and staff quarters of the foundation I worked for...
    shiningcosmos shiningcosmos 41-45, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    At the age of 8 I was removed from my home. I was forced to move in with my Aunt who I never got along with. She was my evil step mom from the start. Well yesterday I got to see my...
    JayKnotz JayKnotz 13-15, F Jul 24

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    3 years ago my crush in school asked me if i knew how to play the guitar. i told her i don't know and i can't even sing. one time i was alone outside the classroom i felt really...
    nonsensee nonsensee 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    I was poor and cast out of the cool kids at primary school XD I loved sports, i was skinny and brash and i looked nothing like a girl, i wore the cheapest clothes and they where...
    Yellowfosho Yellowfosho 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    I was very little, not sure how old, maybe I was four year old, not sure, but I know I was not in school yet. I was wearing a yellow dress.. I was sitting on a bed watching my mum...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Jul 25

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    I am the sole survivor of a massacre. My family, my village, and all those to die before they reached me. Did I survive, am I lucky? No. It was no accident.
    Lucienn Lucienn 18-21, T Jul 26

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    I keep having bad nightmares about my childhood about when on Christmas Eve my mum threatened to kill herself and my dad kicked the **** out of her friend in a drunken rage, I was...
    zacisbest45 zacisbest45 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 26

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