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I Am Healing Myself And Changing

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    Succeding

    I had posted a story here awhile ago and I figured I'd take the time to update. I have accepted myself, flaws and all. Life has stabilized and I have much more confidence in myself now than I did a few months back. Still on the path to loosing weight and I am really enjoying...
    Wistina Wistina 22-25, F Dec 5, 2012

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    Maybe

     'god' is the glue that holds this whole thing together, he is not found in your churches,temples, or is it something that we can contemplate. 'god' is the peace love compassion that is in our soul - heart - energies 'god' does not judge, forsake nor comfort because god is...
    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M Oct 25, 2010

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    This Is How You Lose Her

    You lose her for every second you make her feel less and less of the beauty that she is. When you make her feel that she is replaceable. She wants to feel cherished. When you make her feel that you are fleeting. She wants you to stay. When you make her feel inadequate, she wants...
    Wistina Wistina 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2013

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    I have been in three terrible god awful

    relationships which have changed who I am but I am better for it. I may not be okay every moment of the day but I value myself more now.
    eessbb16 eessbb16 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Kind Of ...

    I guess at this point... I can say I am determined to heal the hurts I've endured one way or another.As for changing...  I will not change 'me'.  BUT, I am trying to change the way I do and handle things, by putting ME ahead of some things that I normally would have put front...
    BooBooBunny BooBooBunny 46-50, F May 16, 2012

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    We...

          ...still live in a violent world!,  see it, open your doors its there. ...are the most dependent , independent people (U.S.) !!! ...still ask for the truth (i dislike cliche)  we know the truth,or are we just stupid? ...dont want...
    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M Oct 16, 2010

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    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M Oct 29, 2010

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    Remember Who You Are...

     You are goodness and mercyCompassion and understanding.You are peace,joy and light.You are forgivness and patience,Strength and courage.A helper in the time of need,A comforter in a time of sorrow,A healer in time of injury,A teacher in times of confusion,You are the...
    fluidhips fluidhips 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 17, 2010

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    She Sent Me Flowers Today And It Inspired Me To Share My Soundtrack Of Her..

    *How it began* Ani Difranco Hypnotized So that's how you found me Rain falling around me Lookin down at a worm With a long way to go And the traffic was hissing by And i was homesick And i was high I was surrounded by a language In which i could say only hello And thank you...
    Aw8ingf8 Aw8ingf8 26-30, F Feb 8, 2010

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    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M Oct 19, 2010

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    Peaceful

      The Jewish Buddha says: If there is no self, whose arthritis is this? Be here now. Be someplace else later. Is that so complicated? Drink tea and nourish life; with the first sip, joy; with the second sip, satisfaction; with the third sip, peace; with the...
    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M 3 Responses Oct 14, 2010

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    Finally Getting My Life Back.. Sorta

    I have struggled for months to get my friends back to get back to the things i was used to. I finally got my friends back and i realize that i am just an outsider now. Its like I am a supporting character in my old life. I feel so out of place in everything i do. I wish i...
    lostandconfused1002 lostandconfused1002 26-30, F 1 Response May 22, 2013

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    Full Moon Taurus

    November 21 at 17:27 UT (9:27 AM PST -- 12:27 PM EST), we have a potent Full Moon in Taurus. The Moon is at its best placement and is said to be 'exalted' in this practical and grounding sign, and the emotional and sensitive aspects of the Moon gains stability. As we discussed...
    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M Nov 20, 2010

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    12/18/2012

    Feeling very low today and I am trying to cheer myself up by doing random stuffs. I haven't been here for almost 2 weeks and I have come here today because writing is one of the things that makes me feel better although I am not so good at it.. Lots of mixed up thoughts running...
    Waocky Waocky 26-30, F Dec 18, 2012

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    I wonder since when was it

    that I stopped being suicidal, how long has it been I went to sleep crying and wishing that I would just never wake up. Now and probably for a long time, I've had this crazy idea, that I can't die, unless I try and experience a lot of things. See various of nature scenes, try...
    Summ3rRain Summ3rRain 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Desiderata Poem

      -- written by Max Ehrmann in the 1920s -- Not "Found in Old St. Paul's Church"! -- see below Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons...
    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M Oct 29, 2010

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    Is it possible that I'm healing

    and changing? Because I don't cry as much as I used to? Or I can tolerate the pain does that mean it just hurts less or does that mean that there's true healing happening? How do you tell the difference between healing and just plain numb?
    lionessstrong lionessstrong 46-50, F Jan 16

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    This Is Going To Sound Really Weird, But...

    So I just had the craziest **** happen to me. It was literally one of the most whacked out insane experiences of my entire life, emotionally at least. So I've been anti sexual for a long time. I was born partially asexual, due to defective ovaries and screwed up estrogen levels...
    BlueMetalChick BlueMetalChick 18-21, F 17 Responses Sep 17, 2013

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    But Where Do You Start...

    One of my biggest things that I need to do in my life is learn self-acceptance. That is where my insecurity stems from, that is why I don't feel "safe" in a most environments that are actually safe, that is why I don't have a much self-esteem. I don't like myself, I don't accept...
    Wistina Wistina 22-25, F Sep 19, 2012

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    I battle depression.

    hi there my name is eli, and i am starting to realise something about who i am, i started this life just like anyone, and i thought i was happy but later when i was 5 or something i started to get bad energy couped up inside me this has affected me my whole life i didnt...
    quietsoul quietsoul 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    Spread your wings for you have become a

    butterfly. Fly into the sun if you should return to me we truly were meant to be.
    wackywoman wackywoman 26-30 4 days ago

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    Self Care. Who Knew?

    It's hilarious how much I've gotten in my own way. When I was married I did not take care of myself. I ate poorly and did not exercise. I craved bad food, in fact. When I finally admitted to myself I was living a myth, I actually started to crave good food. I now use my cravings...
    Veryinfj Veryinfj 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 8, 2012

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    Truth?

     
    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M Nov 9, 2010

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    Giant Bell Chant The Most Beautiful Clip Ever ... ?

     cant get it to embed http://vimeo.com/6518109 i apologize for the trouble,never said that i am a smart man ... please watch
    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 20, 2010

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    Being

     Being... It is the letting go of all the should's, the must's, the have-to's, the have-nots, the cannots, the doubts and the guilt. > It is allowing your thoughts to come forth - without judgement. > It is allowing yourself to feel - without judgement. > It is...
    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M Oct 25, 2010

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    My#

      Your Life Path Number is 9 Your Life Path Number represents the path you should take through life and the talents and skills you have to make your journey a rewarding one. A 9 Life Path will lead you to look at all with love, compassion and tolerance. You will explore...
    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M Oct 14, 2010

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    burwi333 burwi333 36-40, M Oct 17, 2010

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    My Life

    I have been through a lot in the past. From literally starved for 2 weeks, was physically abused, my husband was inlove with his ex even while we were married, Homeless, Uncontrollable child with health n mental issues, No money, no job, stress most of the time. But now, one...
    ocngirl ocngirl 41-45, F 5 Responses Jan 23, 2012

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    Never Give Up

    Never give up or accept defeat as a final choice, when there are more options to choose. When you feel the weakest, that’s when you are the strongest in Christ Jesus. His strength is made perfect in times of weakness, therefore never give up and don’t quit for the race is far...
    mysteryman1966 mysteryman1966 46-50, M Mar 10, 2013

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    New Age For Me...

    Well, I feel myself changing again. I used to be a very cold person. I've always been distant, untrusting, and mechanical. My mind has been hard and scientific, and I repel intuition and biological impulses. Emotions and feelings did not come to me easily and I was very...
    CinnamonKnight CinnamonKnight 22-25, F 9 Responses Apr 26, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    1. I feel bad (Can I allow myself to really feel it? Can I accept that what I really feel is horrible pain? Can I allow myself to feel it without trying to assume it can/should...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    It's been over half a year since I cut myself for the first time. I got home from school and had been stressed and as they say "when it rains, it's pouring". I got inside my...
    iSabishii iSabishii 18-21, F Mar 24

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    Would like to share a little more from Nigel Mumford's CD on healing prayer. I may not have been able to attend the healing prayer service on Sunday, but I do have Nigel's CD's...
    RhodeIslandLady RhodeIslandLady 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    Oh, when people accuse you of "changing" as though you have done something wrong. Ask yourself why they feel the need to point it out? To help you? Or to serve themselves? Will you...
    xSCARx xSCARx 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    " Daughter of Woman, your healing task is not to become a new, improved, or changed person. Rather, it is to reclaim your natural and essential Self in all its fullness. In the...
    Biaa Biaa 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I believe in touch : massage and reiki healing. I've been a healer since I was 4yrs old. I am an empath, a telepath, a channeller, a Reiki Massage, a qualified massage therapist. I...
    wowman1011 wowman1011 36-40 4 days ago

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    I've only been on EP for three days, and it's already helping me with my ongoing battle with depression. Or rather, it's helping me to help myself. I'm the kind of person who...
    xeian xeian 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I actually stopped a while back. Not really, like last year after Christmas. It's hard but I did and I'm proud of myself. My girlfriend looked down on me for it, though she has...
    GrimAndInUtterDismay GrimAndInUtterDismay 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    If u all want learn how to gain healing powers search up vitakinesis on the web or go to psiwikia very useful information for powers (always believe ^_^)
    Jairbear Jairbear 13-15, M Mar 27

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    I found this healing: If we are facing a Red Sea situation in our lives, God CAN make a way! He CAN open whatever doors that need to be opened. He CAN divide the Red Sea. To...
    RhodeIslandLady RhodeIslandLady 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    Sometimes it is easy to give into despair, discouragement, bewilderment, disillusionment, devastation, and, or depression. Our God does not want us to live in darkness. We need...
    RhodeIslandLady RhodeIslandLady 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    The Silent One How do one describe as being normal. Is it to do and act what others think is normal? Or so what people think is normal. I am nothing but a normal to you. You see...
    lifeisbeautiful7 lifeisbeautiful7 18-21, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    It isn't something I am proud of, I'm not one of those teenagers who try to take their lives over pointless reasons. What I am about to say is my reason why, don't judge someone...
    SaveYourWords SaveYourWords 16-17, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I feel good that I am changing a lot of bad habits. My will power feels strong. It never has before. Starting with small things and building my way up. Building up the courage to...
    xSCARx xSCARx 26-30, F Mar 31

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    I can feel myself growing evil and numb. The things I always look down on seem more appealing every day that passes. I'm don't think I can stop these feelings. I'm not even sure...
    TonicSparrow TonicSparrow 18-21 Mar 22

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    Since I've started this new job my workload seemed a bit more chaotic there for a few days. Working at the law office and then coming home to dishes, dinner, freelance, and...
    TheJoneses TheJoneses 22-25, F Mar 26

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    I know I am changing, after so many years of plodding along, trying to please everybody while coping with one problem after another...and another.. too damn tired to fight back...
    RobLucy4964 RobLucy4964 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 28

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    Swear I've been changing and dreams I've been chasing. Even when opinions maintaining reasons for the hating. So please excuse my language while I scream, "Eff the hatred!" I'm...
    MizzyPilot MizzyPilot 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I've always thought I was a pretty okay guy. A cut above average. But maybe that isn't so true after all. I made the choices that got me to where I am today. I had an awesome...
    sirloinsteak sirloinsteak 22-25, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    My grade in Spanish class is the reason I cry myself to sleep... Also my extreme loneliness and awful personality but of course, those don't matter as much.
    Girlinthefloweredskirt Girlinthefloweredskirt 16-17, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I told you guys that I hated myself. Now I am in a messy circumstance and I felt everything was falling apart. I might not finish my degree on time when the financial stance is not...
    InFiDeL0020 InFiDeL0020 26-30, M Mar 24

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    Here the past few days I've been dealing with a lot of insecurity and self esteem. I was talking with my best friend today and I think I have a really good idea of what I would...
    needinganescape needinganescape 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    My arms throbbing with pain after being hit on the arm with a plank of wood. The woman continues to scream. Continues to shout. Continues to remind me why everything is my fault...
    revolucion revolucion 22-25, M Mar 19

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