I Am Healing Myself And Changing

It's hilarious how much I've gotten in my own way.

When I was married I did not take care of myself. I ate poorly and did not exercise. I craved bad food, in fact. When I finally admitted to myself I was living a myth, I actually...

November 21 at 17:27 UT (9:27 AM PST -- 12:27 PM EST), we have a potent Full Moon in Taurus. The Moon is at its best placement and is said to be 'exalted' in this practical and grounding sign, and the emotional and sensitive aspects of...

The Jewish Buddha says:

If there is no self, whose arthritis is this?

Be here now. Be someplace else later. Is that so complicated?

Drink tea and nourish life; with the first sip, joy; with the second sip...

You are goodness and mercyCompassion and understanding.You are peace,joy and light.You are forgivness and patience,Strength and courage.A helper in the time of need,A comforter in a time of sorrow,A healer in time of injury,A...

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I had posted a story here awhile ago and I figured I'd take the time to update. I have accepted myself, flaws and all. Life has stabilized and I have much more confidence in myself now than I did a few months back. Still on the path to...

Feeling very low today and I am trying to cheer myself up by doing random stuffs. I haven't been here for almost 2 weeks and I have come here today because writing is one of the things that makes me feel better although I am not so good...

I guess at this point... I can say I am determined to heal the hurts I've endured one way or another.As for changing...  I will not change 'me'.  BUT, I am trying to change the way I do and handle things, by putting ME ahead of some...

Six days after I turned 18 the ex love of my life broke my heart
we had been together for a year and a half
he was very cruel and two weeks later he was in a new relationship yet he would still text, call, and facebook me... making the...

One of my biggest things that I need to do in my life is learn self-acceptance. That is where my insecurity stems from, that is why I don't feel "safe" in a most environments that are actually safe, that is why I don't have a much self...

Your Life Path Number is 9
Your Life Path Number represents the path you should take through life and the talents and skills you have to make your journey a rewarding one.
A 9 Life Path will lead you to look at all with love...

I have struggled for months to get my friends back to get back to the things i was used to. I finally got my friends back and i realize that i am just an outsider now. Its like I am a supporting character in my old life. I feel so...

hi there my name is eli, and i am starting to realise something about who i am, i started this life just like anyone, and i thought i was happy but later when i was 5 or something i started to get bad energy couped up inside...

I have been through a lot in the past. From literally starved for 2 weeks, was physically abused, my husband was inlove with his ex even while we were married, Homeless, Uncontrollable child with health n mental issues, No money, no...

Well, I feel myself changing again. I used to be a very cold person. I've always been distant, untrusting, and mechanical. My mind has been hard and scientific, and I repel intuition and biological impulses. Emotions and feelings did...

Never give up or accept defeat as a final choice, when there are more options to choose. When you feel the weakest, that’s when you are the strongest in Christ Jesus. His strength is made perfect in times of weakness, therefore never...